Hello all lovely readers. This is Blue's second short story.
Please leave your name and name in everyone's hearts.
Name
"I'm not the same person anymore....but even so...I still love you."
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“In the past, I have treated you badly. But now I will ask to fix it.”
? themybutter
"Good morning ^_^"
I looked at the woman in front of me who rang the doorbell to greet me in the morning with a smile. She was my new neighbor after the old neighbor couldn't accept this quiet environment. I hope my new neighbor with such a cute face can live in a quiet environment like this ^-^
“Hello, you just moved here, right? ^^”
"Yes, please take care of me ^-^"
I don't know why, even though she was smiling sweetly at me like a person with genuine goodwill. But I felt that her smile was too sweet.
Too much -_-
“Uh..I don't know if you're alone. ^_^”
“Yes ^^”
Why do you feel that the atmosphere is strange? - -*
“This girl is crazy. In fact, she is with me ^0^”
A young man's soft voice sounded before his strong arms wrapped around my neck loosely. I looked up at his handsome face. Sharp, black eyes with long, straight eyelashes that line the eyes. Plus arched eyebrows, half Thai-Chinese style, a high nose to match the thin lips.
Hey! Why would I describe him?!
I'm delirious already, girl name -0-!
“Is it…really?”
Why is the new neighbor acting like he's seen a ghost this time? Isn't it normal to have a dreamy expression on Tor's handsome face?
o-!
"Yes, sir. I'm sorry. I must go punish my beloved wife. ^^"
When he finished speaking, he immediately dragged me into the house, leaving my new neighbor standing still.
“What are you talking about?!”
"what?"
There was still a face that put on an innocent face and lied that he and I lived in the same house. Plus he lied that I was his wife. I remembered that I had never been married.
Why did you suddenly come and fuck yourself like this?
Even though before, he really kept running away from me!!!
“Can you not speak like an irresponsible person? You should already know the purpose of my question -0-”
“It's just...”
“It's just that, just walk in and say you live in the same house as me and that I'm your wife-
o-!”
Do you know how shaken it makes me!?!
“Isn't that girl going to flirt with you?”
“Huh!?!” I, who was opening my mouth to continue yelling, had to exclaim in shock.
My new neighbor is trying to flirt with me?!?
“Or she likes it so she yells at me for destroying her happiness -_- ”
“No, please. Even though I used to date women before. But... because someone doesn't love me -.-”
“And you still do that?”
P'Tor suddenly raised his head to look at my face, his sharp eyes hypnotizing me to tell the truth.
“Not anymore.”
“Are you sure?”
“I'm sure.”
“Good.” Then he shrank his head back, leaving me sitting still, mesmerized by the magic in his eyes.
Ah! Ya Name lost again/>_<
“You still haven't told me why you said that. >
o<”
Maybe I can push back a bit, huh?
J!
“I think I already told you -_-”
“Not yet -
o-?”
Is it me who's dizzy or is it him who's confused? -_-^
"I just feel sorry for the many men who secretly like you."
“Huh? Including you or not? ^-^"Scream! What did I say? >
O<
"Are you dreaming? -_-"
“Just ask. Who is seriously thinking -.-”
The truth is extremely heartbreaking.
ToT
“Good, then I won't have to feel guilty. ^^"What is that mischievous smile?"
o<
“Then please help me invite myself out -
o-”
"Why do you have to go? I'll stay here."
“Huh!?!”
I'm dreaming, huh? -_-
zZ(
run away shamelessly)
"yeah..."
I made a sleepy noise before rubbing my eyes gently and slowly opening them. I must have dreamed just now. How are you going to come live with me? -.-
"Are you awake yet? Let's eat ^^"
“P'Tor!!!”
God! Is this not a dream!?!
“Why is it loud? Get up and eat now. You're so thin that the wind will blow you away. -_-”
P'Tor stretched out his hand and pulled me off the sofa before leading me by the hand to the dining table, where two plates of fried rice were already prepared.
“Is this what you did for me?”
"Well, I have to come and take care of you."
“What are you taking care of? Guitar and IQ are with me now -0-”
“Well, they went on a field trip to the United States. So she made an appointment and called me to come stay with her as a friend -_-”
P'Tor calmly explained to me while shoveling rice into his mouth like a person who was seriously hungry. I looked at P'Tor suspiciously before slowly shoveling some fried rice into my mouth.
“Eat a lot. If you're not full, you can scoop a new one. There's a lot more. ^_^”
P'Tor (who was eating his fill quickly) spoke up.
Seeing this, he ate three dishes -0-!
But I don't think I'm fat, it just looks thicker, like a manly man's body, probably someone with a good metabolism like me.
“I'm full.
T^T”
I tipped my spoon and fork down on the plate to signify, 'I'm full. And definitely don't ask for it again!'
“Eat so little, this is just one plate!”
"Well, I'm full -3-"
“Replace yourself as your name when talking to me.” P'Tor suddenly looked at me seriously and spoke.
"What...what? Suddenly..."
“In the past, you could still refer to yourself by name.”
“That was before. I'm not that stupid girl anymore!”
Can you not talk about the past? Because it....
It will make me shed tears for you to see again.....
“Who told you that you were stupid? ^^”
“You don't have to smile at me until I die! Because I won't be fooled by you again."
When I finished speaking, I took the dishes to wash and immediately walked up to the room, not paying attention to the other person who was still sitting there and how he was feeling...
Knock knock
"Nem, it's morning. Wake up."
“Just a moment, please give me a little more time -
o-”
I responded to the sound of someone waking me up before covering my face with a blanket and going back to sleep. Why does my face feel strangely hot?
(-_0) >>Close one eye first.
(O_o)>>>
Looking uncertainly
(OoO)>>>
Eyes wide open with...
All of a sudden!
Thump!
“Oh! What are you doing to her? Why are you kicking me?”
"Who made you invade my private space? Get out of my bedroom right now >_<"
"Well, she won't wake up on her own -3-"
"Then why do you wake me up at six in the morning? I'm not a student anymore who has to get up early to go to school -*-"
"Who said let her go to school? We'll give alms to monks instead ^^"
“Huh!?!”
Offer alms to monks! Will you be a good person already? ___
"Hurry up and take a shower. I'll give you ten minutes before the monk comes ^^"
“Are you crazy? Who will be able to do it in time? -
O-”
“Ten seconds have passed. If it's been ten minutes, I haven't seen you downstairs. Prepare to have a husband.
J”
P'Tor dropped the bomb before walking out of my room with a mischievous smile, leaving me sitting stunned and screaming! If you say it and don't actually do it, you're not a man! >////////<
“How is it? Do you feel better ^^”
P'Tor asked as he looked at my face, which was full of merit. There was no need to eat because I was already full! Oh, isn't that funny?
O.O
"good"
“Huh? In the past, she liked to make merit.”
Because I...want to meet you...
“That was in the past. The previous name died a long time ago, so don't try to fix it again if you still want to talk to me.”
Hurry!
“Let go! Where are you taking me?!”
“You'll know,” P'Tor replied in a calm voice that sent chills to my heart. This kind of voice....has hurt me before...
All of a sudden!
"I'll do it..Ah!
OxO”
I was about to ask but was immediately stopped when P'Tor's warm lips pressed against my thin lips. The harsh touch, as if wanting to punish, made me shed uncontrollable tears before the touch changed to Gentle, as if comforting me from a nightmare, Brother Tor caressed my lips like he was tasting his favorite snack. Both of his hands changed from pressing my arms to caressing my waist.
before he slipped his hand into my thin shirt.
no! I can't let that happen!!!
All of a sudden!
“Stop it! Don't...do this to Name..."
“Brother...sorry...”
“I don't want to see your face! Get out!”
I tried to hold back my tears and screamed at him. If I had woken up sooner. What will happen? How can I meet my parents? How can I meet my family?
"Nem...I'm sorry...you were wrong." Tor didn't care about my voice, he walked over and pulled me into a tight hug. He gently stroked my hair and apologized.
"Brother...do this. Ugh. Why..."
“I didn't mean to name you. I accidentally lost myself..."
cork!
This sentence made my whole heart numb. Is it just an accident? Even your desire for me doesn't exist for me? When will I stop loving you for a cold man like you?
“I'm fine now. Let go.” I wiped away tears before pushing him away as if disgusted.
"Name"
“I understand that in this situation you might be caught off guard. But from now on, please be careful because I am not your emotional support.”
“Nem!”
I ignored his voice before walking away...somewhere without him.
“Nam! Is that your name?”
Someone's hoarse voice called out to me. As I was sitting staring at the water in a park near my house (with nowhere to go), I turned around and my eyes widened when I saw the owner of the voice.
"P'wai!"
“Yes, that's true! I really miss it >_<”
Hurry!
“Let go of me, bro! -0-"Suddenly he rushed over and hugged me. Oh my god! People began to stare and whisper to each other.
“Are they acting in a movie?”
“That is, but where is the camera?”
“Yes, where has the whole team gone?”
I thought they were acting in a movie -_-
“Where have you been? I miss you so much ^^”
“I went to live abroad.”
“Huh? Foreign children too ^0^”
“Why do you still miss me? Even though I... was the one who really made you sad."
"....forget it! I forgot about it.” Brother Yew was silent for a while before answering with a cheerful expression but his eyes were filled with pain.
“I don't believe it. Even I...can't forget it..."
“He is that person. Haven't you stopped loving him yet?”
"Just like you haven't forgotten me."
We were all silent. Before P'Yai raised his voice and forced a smile.
“It's already noon. Aren't you hot?”
By the way, I haven't eaten breakfast yet. Ah! Symptoms like this are...
"P'Wai..."
“Huh? Hoy! Name!”
And that was the last sound before I fell asleep in the dark....
"Wake up, Name."
A familiar deep voice resounded in the darkness before I could feel the shaking force. I tried to open my closed eyelids before I was shocked to see P'Tor's face in close proximity.
“P'Tor!”
"Um, it's me. How are you? Do you have a headache?" He asked me a barrage of questions while looking at me. I felt my heart swell with his concern but thinking about the morning's events made me push him away.
“I'm fine, don't be afraid.”
“Nam! How are you? Did this guy do something to you?” P'Yai, who had just come out of the kitchen, rushed towards me before turning to look at me disapprovingly. which P'Tor looked back at in the same way
“There's nothing. Were you the one who brought Nem to the house?”
"Um, I didn't know what to do, so I brought him back to her house for first aid ^^"
“So you're going to take a chance with Name, right?”
“You! He kept a straight face as if nothing had happened and continued speaking.
“Or are you going to argue that you never did that to Name?”
“I....” Brother Wei lowered his head, unable to argue. Because what P'Tor said was true and that's why I broke up with him without hesitation. Even though I don't want him to suffer like I did.
“How is it? You can't argue.
J”
“What about you? It's so good that you're so smooth with Name one-on-one."
"I..." This time it was P'Tor who was unable to speak because the matter had just happened this morning. I thought with a painful sigh, why would two men I trusted as family do that to me?
Why?...
"Huh, you're not any different."
“Are you satisfied with each other?” I, who had been silent for a long time, spoke up with emotions boiling over. The two men who were talking and harassing each other without paying attention to me, the victim, turned to look at me at the same time. I pursed my lips tightly before speaking, trying to hold back.
“Since we are satisfied with each other, please leave!”
“Nem!”
“I repeat this one last time: Get out!”
"But Name..and you....." Brother Wai said while looking at my face with concern in his eyes, so I replied with a calm face.
“I can take care of myself.”
"But make an appointment for me..."
“I don't want it from you anymore and you continue because if I really have a problem. My new neighbor would be able to keep me company.
J”
“Don't tell me you...!” The two of them said in shock. I revealed a cold smile before answering with a sentence that pierced the feelings of both of them.
“Since men in the world cannot be trusted. Being in a relationship with the same gender probably isn't more scary than the opposite gender ^^”
“Are you trying to insult me, Nem?” P'Tor ran up to me and asked me, unable to believe what I was hearing. Meanwhile, P'Yai lowered his head and spoke.
“I understand. If it is your wish, I hope you are happy…”
before he walked away with his shoulders slumped.
“Then why haven't you gone yet?” I continued to look into my eyes without fear. He looked deep into my eyes and spoke.
“Why do you have to be stupid to follow her? I'm not that kind of person, you should know that."
“Yes, because people like you have no heart, no love, no dedication, so please. Please get away from me!”
"no! I won't go anywhere! Even if she hates you I don't want to see your face. But I will stay by your side!”
"For what! What exactly do you want from me?!”
"You're the same person! I want the old name back!”
“Huh! Is it the same name? That stupid girl died a long time ago. There is only me, the famous writer!”
Hurry!
"Please, please don't criticize your past self, okay?"
P'Tor said as he pulled me into a tight hug and spoke in a trembling voice. Made me unable to hold back my tears and had to cry and sob.
"Nem...come back."
“But...you..disgusted me...at that time...”
"I never hated you at all. It's just...I didn't dare say..."
“I've liked you for a long time. I'm sorry about this morning because I wanted to preserve your virginity until we get married. But I let my anger take over and almost destroyed her. I'm really sorry, Naem.."
“Do you like me? Are we married?”
“Yes, the main purpose of me coming to be with you is because I want to know if you still love me? Do you still want to start a family with me?”
".....What if I answer no?"
"I'll be persistent until you say yes. ^_^"
wad!
“A spoiled person ^///^”
I sheepishly beat my warm chest when he said what I had dreamed of and waited for for a long time. What?
...How about love from him?...
"What's the deal? Will Nem marry you? ^
O^”
"Well...how can I deny it? >///<"
kiss!
“The cutest. My beloved! ^0^”
"crazy! >//////<”
"I have to call and report this to my sister-in-law. ^___^"
"P'Tor -3-"
“Hahaha, no more teasing ^^”
“Very good ^
o^”
P'Tor looked into my eyes with deep meaning and his strong hand lifted my chin to look at his face clearly. Before he spoke the sentence I had been waiting to hear all along.
“I love you, Naem.”
"I love you too, P'Tor >//////<"
THE END
It ended very abruptly, haha. When I have free time, I'll post a new story again, bye ^
O^