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Many people may think that we are twins who are very good to each other and love each other very much. But...it's the opposite of what people around you see. Can the two of us be called two? Because both of us are stuck together. We are conjoined twins. It was caused by an abnormality from the mother's pregnancy. The two of us often quarreled because of disagreements. One wanted to go a certain way, but the other didn't want to go.

Many times they had to pull and rub each other, and whenever they argued, the thick flesh between them suddenly ached. As a result, the older twin (?) 'Kyungsoo' must stop and agree to be with the younger twin 'D.O.' We are scheduled to have surgery to separate the two of us in the next three months, but this time makes us... Two people have to live in a very uncomfortable hospital. Looking around, they see only patients, but....

It seemed like something good was happening in D.O.'s heart.

The younger twins are in love.

Even though we are stuck together, we have different hearts and have the right to love whoever we want. But the person the younger twin secretly loves I secretly love the older twin.

D.O felt a strange cough coming out when the surgeon at Myeongmun Hospital came to check on him.

Doctor Park....Park Chanyeol...

Dr. Park when he came to check on him kept asking questions but his brother took good care of him. I don't care about the younger twin one bit. Sometimes D.O thinks about why so many people like his older brother.

Maybe it's because he's a hot-tempered person....As for his older brother, he's a cool-tempered person who doesn't act like he did to his mother. He acts like an adult, so he was chosen by his mother as an older brother.

"How are you today? Feeling bored? Do you want to go for a walk? Chanyeol asked the twins. But there seemed to be no response because of the way the older twin wore reading glasses and slipped into his own world, ignoring the arrival of the tall doctor. As for the younger man, he didn't have to ask, he just knew he was sitting with his arms folded on his chest, his mouth open and muttering, wondering if he had been offended by the older man again as usual.

“No one wants to go with the doctor? Leaning in closer to Kyungsoo, but there was no response. Pulling off the glasses the other person was wearing, he put them in his pocket and stretched his body to his full height.

"Ah! Dr. Park, please give me back my glasses! “The person who was robbed regained consciousness and quickly tried to snatch the glasses back, but it didn't work.

“Neither of you paid any attention to the doctor. Do you agree to go out with the doctor?" Chanyeol repeated the question to the person who had just regained consciousness.

"Give me my glasses back first and I'll go with you."

Can we not be sweet to D.O.'s face? I'm not anyone's witness.

The actions of the doctor and his brother were always in D.O.'s view. When he saw them, he secretly envied why it wasn't us who received those kind of smiles.

"Huh!..." Both of their eyes turned to look at the source of the sound. D.O.'s demeanor was quieter than usual, causing the two of them to stop.

Conversation

"So, D.O., do you want to go for a walk with the doctor?" " Chanyeol changed his goals because he knew that if the younger one wanted to go, the older one had to go.

"I want to go..." he replied in a calm voice. But his eyes lit up when asked in a sweet voice.

"Okay! Let's go take a walk. Must be very bored staying in the hospital like this. “Chanyeol walked in and helped Kyungsoo up as soon as he could if he wanted to get up.

Don't only see Kyungsoo hyung, but what about me?

"Nurse, please help support Mr. DOT."

Chanyeol said as soon as he felt that the weight was too light because the other twin didn't move to follow him to get off the bed.

The three of us walked to the hospital's small garden, a place with a good atmosphere. Shady trees Suitable for relaxing and calming the mind. If you want D.O. to choose the latter, it's better than Dr. Park's actions towards his brother. It's filled with love that D.O. has never received. He almost wants to scream out loud. But it couldn't be done...

"It's almost Christmas and the atmosphere in the hospital will be chaotic again as usual."

"Why? ” It was D.O.'s voice that came out when he finished listening to the other person.

"The accident from that holiday was when we were having fun until we were careless. We accept a very high number of patients from car accidents here."

“So Dr. Park didn't stop it? " Kyungsoo asked while looking at the other person's face with concern because it was the last holiday.

I didn't stop because I had to take care of two fat rabbits.

"Haha, are you worried about me?.. ” he asked, staring into Kyungsoo's large glasses, looking for an answer.

"Yes..that is.." The eyes of the person who had been wronged were visibly copying and exchanging, causing the other person to see and smile.

“I have regular holidays, but I can't take a long break. A hospital without doctors for a long time is probably not good. Chanyeol stretched himself to his full height and walked over to stop and sit on a long white bench, his eyes looking out at the bright sky in the middle of a big city.

Kyungsoo and D.O followed the tall doctor. They both stopped and debated for a moment which way to go. Go the same way or go our separate ways, but the latter probably wouldn't work. If both of them weren't next to each other, they'd probably each walk to sit next to the handsome doctor for equality for both sides. But it turned out to be Kyungsoo who walked back and forth. The person on the bench to the left pulled him over so he could sit next to Chanyeol instead.

“Speaking of Christmas, I would like to ask, do you both want a Christmas present? In case anyone wants to hang up their stockings and wait for Santa to come give them gifts,” Chanyeol asked the two of them, but his eyes still didn't leave the sky.

Crack, Crack, Crack.

“Yes...OK, I'll go right away. “The tall man hung up the phone and turned to tell the two of them that there was an urgent case and they had to go immediately.

"I'm sorry I couldn't take you to your room. Let's walk back nicely." He gave a sweet smile showing off his 32 teeth. It was the best smile D.O. had ever received.

"A gift...? Kyungsoo muttered after returning from a walk, causing the younger man to look at him suspiciously.

“Is something wrong, Kyungsoo hyung? "

“D.O., how many more days until Christmas? " asked the younger man who still had a confused look on his face because he didn't understand what his older brother was going to do.

"About two more weeks. Why do you ask me?" "

"Please give me your phone. Please give it to me."

D.O reached for the hand that was on the patient's bedside table and handed it to his brother out of curiosity.

Creep, clunk, clunk.

The waiting signal sounded when Kyungsoo dialed.

'What do you say, child? '

“What time will Mom come to visit us tomorrow? "

'What's going on around nine o'clock? '

"If Mom comes in a little later, will that be a problem? I'd like to ask Mom to buy some stuff, please?" ” Ko Yong Soo asked with excitement what his mother would say.

'Okay, what do you want mom to buy? "

"I'd like to buy some yarn and netting for you."

'Eh?! I stopped knitting a long time ago. Is there anything important? '

"It's nothing. I'll leave it to Mom as well." I replied with a shy smile that almost spread to my cheeks.

Every word that Kyungsoo hyung talks to his mother is in D.O.'s ears, every word is knitted... I definitely won't be able to escape knitting a scarf again. And I knew very well who I was going to knit it for.

Doctor Park

I won't endure it again. Doctor, it's only me, Park. Chanyeol must belong to D.O. alone.

2 days before Christmas

“Kyungsoo hyung, I want to go for a walk outside and feel the breeze with me, can you come with me?” the younger man asked the older man who was busy knitting.

The gray scarf on Kyungsoo's lap

"Receiving the wind? It's winter?! " asked confusedly because D.O. is normally a cold person and would die.

“Yes, I just want to go out. Can't you?... ” replied while bowing his head. Make a disappointed face at your older brother.

"Then let's go!"

“Are we going to walk down the fire escape? Kyungsoo asked D.O. because if he went up to the front of the hospital, it would be faster to use the elevator.

"Yes, this way is good so I can exercise too." He replied and gave his brother(?) a cute smile.

"Then it's okay. Today is really strange, little one." After saying that, he ran his hand through D.O.'s frizzy hair a few times.

After walking down for a while, Kyungsoo felt his walking speed decrease until it stopped.

“Why did you stop, D.O.? " I turned to ask the younger man who didn't understand why he had stopped walking because there were only a few more floors to go until he reached the bottom.

"Don't be like this. Is something wrong? Can you breathe out? I think this place looks stuffy. "Speaking and asking if the younger person is worried about something.

"Kyungsoo"

"Hmm, what's the matter? Why are you keeping your face like that? My heart is not good at all. ' asked the younger brother worriedly, raising two hands to caress D.O.'s sweet face.

All at once!

D.O slaps both of Kyungsoo's hands, causing the elder to be stunned. I wonder why she would do this, clear water starting to fill her beautiful eyes.

“You like Dr. Park, right?!! "

"D.O asked, what's going on? What's going on? What's going on?" "

"I'm asking, do you like Chanyeol?!! Answer me now!!" D.O asked without stopping, grabbing both of Kyungsoo's arms and squeezing with all his might and shaking, causing tears to flow from the corners of Kyungsoo's eyes.

"What do you like? Dr. Park and you don't have a problem..huh.. Kyungsoo answered in a trembling voice because the other person in front of him was not his younger sibling or the D.O. that he knew. It's a D.O. who used love in his eyes to be able to do this.

“Shut up! Don't make excuses. Chanyeol likes you. Chanyeol, he loves you. He did everything for you, he never paid any attention to me.

I'm only interested in you. Everyone is interested in you. No one is worried about me! D.O shouted frantically as he lost control of himself.

"Huh..Dio, don't say things like this. No, that's enough, that's enough, D.O."

"I'm not your little brother! The person who stole the person you loved. I don't count on you! "

"Huh.. Huh.." Kyungsoo let out tears without hesitation. The words and the tone that came out hurt Kyungsoo's heart too much.

“Do you know how tired I am of having to act like a good, good younger sibling to you, a younger sibling that people like my mother never pay attention to? has always been overlooked From childhood to adulthood, everything belongs to you. So what did I get!!! "

"Hug..D.O..hug..that's enough, please stop. I'm begging you." Don't say that to Mom."

“No! I won't stop so you'll know how much it hurts me to have to be like this. The one next to you I hate the most. I hate having to stay with you like this."

"Huh..." The word hate ate Kyungsoo's heart too much, another wave of tears flowing without stopping.

"Without you, everyone would love me, take care of me, care about me. Everything would have to be mine. Including Dr. Park!! "

"Come here! “D.O grabbed Kyungsoo and stopped him at the top of the stairs, ready to throw himself down. D.O knew it was risky, if he missed it he would be in danger as well, but he gave in if he woke up and there wouldn't be the person he hated lying next to him.

“No, please, don't do this, I beg you. I'm sorry for everything. Don't do this. Think about your mother."

"Let's go, Kyungsoo hyung. Sleep well. Sweet dreams." D.O. smiles at the corner of his mouth before he weights himself down.

Use all your strength to turn the other person's body downwards so that the force of the impact can send the other person to the next world.

Ah!!!!

Thump!

As soon as you go, you'll be happy, right? D.O.

The eyelids covering those beautiful eyes opened after being unconscious for two days. The first thing you saw was the white ceiling and fluorescent lights in the patient room. Dio moved to his feet but was surprised to find that the people he hated were no longer around him. Did you have surgery to separate it? That's good!

The plan was successful..!

Look around, it must be late morning and Mom should be here to take care of the sick person! It's no longer there and they still don't care about each other, right? Weigh it, he's already used to it. His eyes caught the red cloth on the bedside table. He reached over and picked it up and placed it on his lap.

D.O.

It had a tag with his name on it so I took the initiative to open it. I was immediately stunned and helpless because what I was seeing was the gray scarf I saw two days ago. How did it get here? It belonged to Chanyeol from Kyungsoo. Don't you want to give it?

D.O asked himself in his mind why over and over again. Picking up a glossy white card envelope, he addressed it to D.O. in Kyungsoo's unique handwriting.

Ah...it's Christmas already, isn't it? Oh, we're together in the hospital, we're already in the third month, are you tired? Please be patient. Soon the two of us will be separated like D.O. wants. Is the little boy lonely if he doesn't have me close to him like this? I know he might not miss me, but D.O. knows. How much I love you and miss you, D.O., so I thought of knitting this scarf for you.

It might not come as a surprise, but we probably see you knitting it every day. Haha. Use it well. I really mean it.

P.S. You know that we love Dr. Park. Dr. Park feels good too...

I love you, D.O.

Clear tears flowed down in streams onto the white card he had just finished reading. How could he have done such a thing to his own brother? How could you become such a heartless person and kill your own brother?

"Huh....huh...no...no, Kyungsoo hyung, Kyungsoo hyung!!!!! “Screamed out loud and felt that I had done something unforgivable.

"Kyungsoo hyung....huh..I'm sorry. I'm sorry."

The small figure picked up a fruit-peeling knife and supported himself to walk into the bathroom to look at his own reflection standing alone, his face stained with tears. He lifted the fruit-peeling knife and pressed his weight on his forearm to cut. Go down a long and deep path from the wrist to almost the elbow. Turn to turn on the warm water in the sink.

Smiling at his stupidity, he dunked his arms in and watched the crimson water flow onto the bathroom floor. How can someone die by slashing their wrist? He's stupid.

Choosing to leave the bathroom again, he opened the drawer and took out a bottle of medicine that contained a deadly ingredient like cyanide. He thought that if his plan to push his brother down the stairs didn't work, he would choose this, but it had to be reversed. to use on himself He broke the vial and pulled hard on the link, sucking out almost the full amount of medicine. A small amount of medicine began to slowly flow into Dio's small bloodstream. His body was soft and supple, to the point of falling to his feet. and fell asleep……

Not coming back

Kyungsoo hyung is waiting to welcome me. I'm going to find

▼KANOMSOO▲

First of all, I would like to apologize to all readers for the story.

THE MOON

Wright must apologize for being gone for so long, but really

THE MOON

It really ends there. Wright is very cruel, right? Haha. He gave it back to Chanyeol for a bright look later, but the content was too much, so Wright changed it, knowing that it would cause everyone to freeze up like this. I'm really sorry.

          PS.

And now comes the third matter. At first, Wright will post during Christmas. But Wright has an exam, so I think it's better to post during this period because I stop often. Thank you for all your comments and following, whether it's about this or other matters. Thank you.