TRUSTFULLY 2
Actor Park
'Don't pretend to love me if you don't think anything of it. Can you please stay away from me? I don't want to think about myself getting hurt'
It is said that young children often crave attention. Because I need love from those around me. Love being the center of everyone's attention. Yes... I am like that.
Everyone feels good, right? If there are people who come to love us It's going to be amazing. From childhood until growing up, I have never lacked love. Everyone loves me, is interested in me, and gives importance to me.
But why now do I have to sit and feel sad?
Or because I want too much like a person who can't get enough? When did I become like this?
He made me become spoiled.
Kyungsoo is turning into a spoiled child.
Kyungsoo reached for the communication device on the nightstand. Thumb taps on the green chat icon. Eyes wide, staring at the window, talking to someone. How many days have we not talked? Work is very busy.
Chanyeol
Normally, Kyungsoo almost never initiated a conversation. There's only this tall friend. who started first But Chanyeol has never lost contact for this long....
A small finger ran across the screen. I debated for a moment whether I should say hello or not.
'....Chanyeol.....'
Send 01.00
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There was no response from the other party.
'This is Chanyeol'.
Send 01.15
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quiet
Strange, this guy is addicted to his phone and will die. Won't your heart open and read?
' :( '. Send 02.00
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'You won't answer as you wish.'
Send 02.10
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'Last night you probably fell asleep. Wake up and answer me.'
Send 07.00
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'Okay, you don't answer, I won't greet you again'
Send 08.00
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I just found out today that after saying hello, the other party didn't answer. that Chanyeol likes to complain about What is the feeling like?
This holiday is a rest day for the members. Even Kyungsoo, who had a busy schedule, was able to take a break as well. Except for some people who went to film in the Dragon Land.
The little man took this opportunity to clean up his bedroom. Right now it's no different from a rat's nest. After finishing it, it took about half a day. By the time the messy room came back clean, the little person was almost exhausted. Until he had to throw himself on the bed.
Wide-eyed, he looked around the room. Why does it feel strange? The room was unusually quiet. Even though he should like it.
Kyungsoo is lonely....lonely?
Communication tools were picked up again. Kyungsoo isn't normally a social media addict like the other members. All that was seen was sitting and staring, watching cartoons. Or just a movie. Some people press into the application hoping to update news from the past several weeks. Even if they are not addicted to social media, they should be aware of the world.
This application was applied by Sehun. That kid said to use it to check his own flow. But Kyungsoo doesn't really care. How long does it take to come in and play?
A small hand slides the screen continuously. Various pictures of band members have been uploaded to social networks in large numbers.
Ah. Why does my face look like that in the photo? Kyungsoo cursed.
In every picture he looks like an innocent child. Who likes to have big, curious eyes or be startled by something. The caption that goes with the picture is full of words like cute, cute, cute.
He doesn't like that the word cute isn't used for macho guys like Kyungsoo!!
His eyes searched until he found a picture that someone had uploaded the night before. Actually, it's a picture from the fan account of the person in the picture.
A tall young man stood next to the balcony railing. The background is the atmosphere of the dragon land at night. with twinkling lights Beautiful like a painting. The happy smile in the caption indicates that the tall man really liked the place.
I'm probably charmed. I probably like it so much that I don't have time for people this way.
I've been calling for a long time and still haven't responded for days.
Some hands close the application. I could only breathe a long sigh. Social media is like this. Sometimes it's useful. Sometimes there is a penalty. Causing addicts to be distracted like this.....
I don't know when I fell asleep. I realized it again when the sound of the door rang. From the opening of new people
A tall, familiar figure had returned from the Dragon Realm. The condition can be said to be completely exhausted. But are you so tired that you don't even say hello? It's too much, Chanyeol.
People not knowing that they were getting angry walked towards the bunk bed. The round eyes were almost closed. As soon as he reached the bed, he immediately lay down and fell asleep.
Can you give it like this?
Kyungsoo got up and looked at the condition of the people on the bed. Shaking my head at the messiness of the person in front of me. A small hand reached out and took off his socks and threw them into the basket himself. Of course, I had to wash Chanyeol again as usual. Otherwise, this friend will pick it up and put it in over and over until it stinks.
I've tried to stop caring about you, Chanyeol. But I can't do it anymore. Please tell me what to do.
As I said, today is a holiday. Some members returned home. Go out and travel sometime. The only people left are Kyungsoo and actor Park Chanyeol, who is fascinated by the land of dragons.
Late at night.
The unconscious person woke up in the darkness. Fatigue has gone down. But this is hunger. It's seriously affecting Park Chanyeol. His intestines were working hard. It demanded that something should be put into the stomach.
"Kyungsoo"
"Kyungsoo Ya"
"Kyungsooya"
"What's wrong? Someone's going to sleep..." asked the drowsy voice of the person who had been woken up.
"It's me. I'm very hungry."
"About you Why are you telling me?" When you're hungry, you always come and call me like this, you big-eared bastard.
“A cruel person, Kyungsoo is cruel.” That's all he managed to say and had to get up and leave the room. What more can someone like Chanyeol do? Aside from keeping your head down and walking down to boil noodles to eat yourself...
While waiting for noodles Chanyeol took out his personal communication device. Actually, he forgot it in the room before going out to shoot a movie, which location was quite far from the city. Inclement weather further delayed filming. It was almost a day before we returned to our accommodation again. I really wanted to come back and get it because I was considerate of the team members.
Because he was considered a new kid. It would be inappropriate to cause others suffering. All I could do was wait until I got back to Korea and then I could open it again when I woke up in the middle of the night.
The chatting application that opened made Chanyeol almost shocked.
Kyungsoo was the one who greeted him?... God!!
It was sent 2 days ago and Chanyeol didn't reply at all.
Die!!! This is why we don't care.
Chanyeol slapped his forehead hard. It's been a while since this friend has been the one to greet me. But he didn't answer. Then look at the emoticons sent. Very expressive of the little person's emotions while typing.
because he was only interested in what was in front of him Chanyeol was caught off guard. A thick hand brushes away the hot bowl of noodles. Bon fought back hard.
I'm confused!!!
"Oh!"
Chanyeol sat holding his hand that was now burning and hot. I was shocked when my hand was suddenly pulled towards the person in front of me.
Since when did you run down?
“Kyungsoo,” Chanyeol said the name of the person in front of him who now had a worried look in his eyes. His deep eyebrows furrowed together until they were almost touching. While holding Chanyeol's hand, he turned it around to examine the wound.
Kyungsoo manages to drag Chanyeol to the sink to clean up. Let the water flow through your hands.
“Stand here,” the little man ordered and disappeared from the kitchen. After a while, he returned with a tube of green aloe vera gel.
Chanyeol's hand was pulled away again. This time it was the small hand that squeezed the gel. Carefully apply it all over the red area. The coolness from the gel helps relieve the burning sensation to a great extent.
Kyungsoo always cares about Yeol.
"excuse me"
The small hand stopped. He looked suspiciously at the tall man who had said the word sorry.
"I forgot my phone in the room."
"Sorry I didn't answer."
"um"
Kyungsoo bent down and continued applying the gel on his hand until he finished, then pulled away.
Chanyeol furrowed his brows in confusion. When you see the person you just left I went to open the refrigerator and search for something for a while. Then walked to the microwave.
"There's only spaghetti that I made yesterday. I'll microwave it for you. Eat it first."
The listeners smiled, their mouths almost reaching their ears as soon as they finished listening. Actually, Kyungsoo is kind like this. Even though I can be secretly mean in some situations.
A large plate of spaghetti was placed in front of him five minutes later.
"Can I enter it?" The person with the injured hand asked.
“I heard that he is right-handed. But the hand that hurt was the left one. Don't come pretending."
Oh wow, that's so strong..... Chanyeol retracts his words. Actually, Kyungsoo is mean in every situation where Chanyeol is involved.
Same as before. What rights does Chanyeol have? Bow down and eat spaghetti.
"When you're done eating, just leave the plate there. You don't have to wash it."
"Yes," was the response. In fact, Chanyeol secretly wondered what was wrong with his little friend. Just the matter of not replying to chat isn't this annoying. Even though we still talk But that tone wasn't his normal tone, Chanyeol knew that.
Came in the next day
“Kyungsoo, do you want to go eat ramen?”
“Then go eat ice cream at your favorite restaurant. I took out the disguise. No one remembers for sure.”
The speaker smiled at his own clever idea.
"If you want to eat, go alone."
"I want to go with you."
"Suho hyung is also here. The others have also returned. Go invite them.”
He usually brings food to lure him and never refuses. Strange. Chanyeol smells a strange smell.
Actually, it was strange since all day he saw the little person keep poking at his phone. which is considered unusual for Kyungsoo
To the point where I played with it until I fell asleep. because he saw that Kyungsoo had entered the bedroom since the evening When night fell, I came to look and found a small figure sleeping with my hand still tightly gripping the black phone.
What are you watching?
The tall figure reached out and picked up the communication device that had fallen next to the sleeping man. Swipe the touch screen I found pictures from fan sites. all who follow them To capture images that are called almost every minute of movement. Each picture comes out as if a professional cameraman was hired to take it. Because sometimes it's so beautiful that he himself can't help but save it on his device.
Eh. But that's Park Chanyeol's fan site. The tweet page is full of pictures of the couple.
couple
of him with someone else along with many sweet captions
Don't tell me you look at these pictures all day...
"What are you doing? Bring the phone here." The person who had just woken up made a green noise. Quickly seize the phone from the thief's hand. And stand up to your full height?
Not in time to move forward Then the person behind him sitting on the bed swept his arm around his waist. He grabbed him and sat him on his lap. Or will Kyungsoo accept it? Where do men sit?...So Kyungsoo, the man, squirmed around. But it's useless. When the bigger person refuses to let go
To be honest, Kyungsoo has never been able to fight Chanyeol's strength in the slightest. All that was seen was the tall fellow pretending to give in.
"Let me go"
"I won't let you go. What's the matter? Why do you have to sulk at each other like this?"
"Since I came back, what's wrong with you? Please tell me."
“Kyungsoo, you are like this. There's something I don't like to talk about."
"Are you angry that I didn't reply to your chat? I'm already apologizing. I've already told you the reason."
You can't say it, can you?....
"Hey," the small man exclaimed loudly. When Chanyeol grabbed him and flipped him off his lap. His small body was pressed down until his back almost dipped into the bed.
"If I don't say anything, I'll stay like this all night."
Sharp eyes look at the person beneath the body. It's true that he is a close friend of Do Kyung Soo. He knew this friend's personality well. It can be said that you almost know it best. But many times it seems like what to do? Park Chanyeol couldn't reach this little friend at all. Especially since returning from the Dragon Land until now.
The darkness blinded Chanyeol's eyes. If there is no light Kyungsoo seemed to easily disappear into the darkness.
He still wants to see the little person in front of him, he still wants to meet him, he wants to talk to him, he wants to tease him, he wants to do everything as before. Even though we are growing now But Chanyeol still wants to experience the same atmosphere. Because I feel that those things add energy to life to move forward.
Kyungsoo is his energy.
If there wasn't a person named Kyungsoo Park, Chanyeol would definitely be in trouble.
“Ah, you perverted bastard!” The person bound on the bed started yelling.
“Second time, my ears are sticking out, hmm.” Chanyeol lowers his head until the tip of his nose is close to his cheek, flicking it back and forth, teasing the person who shrinks his neck and tries to avoid the tip of his high nose.
"Oh, I'm not playing. I told you to get out!” The little man hissed. Flee away in the other direction.
"No way out, look at my face first." Normally, with a joke like this, Kyungsoo would probably accept it, but what is this?
“Get out, Chanyeol…” His voice changed to a calm one. It made Chanyeol's heart flutter.
“Don't you want to look at each other like that, Kyungsoo?” Even though you couldn't see the darkening of the speaker's eyes, But Chanyeol's voice It indicates that he is completely disappointed.
I give in. I give in to you, Kyungsoo.
He tried I don't know what the person in front of me is. Kyungsoo has never been this unreasonable.
Chanyeol didn't hear an answer from the person beneath him. But I felt a slight vibration. It's like the person in front of you is trying to hold back something.
“I'm sorry, I should have taken my phone. I know how worried you are. Chanyeol, this isn't a problem at all."
“Do you know how much I miss everyone in Korea? I understand you. It might seem fun to have new and different experiences. But if I could choose I'd rather be with everyone here.”
“Do you do this to everyone?” Kyungsoo asked after a long period of silence.
"......" Chanyeol was surprised by the question.
"Do you give this kind of importance to everyone?"
“Chanyeol, you don't have to give me this much importance.”
"I'm turning into a bad child, haha." No matter how hard I tried to laugh, But that voice clearly sounded like someone crying. Chanyeol knew that. The tall man didn't interrupt. He wanted the little person to vent, even though he was confused by his words.
“Just because you don't reply to chats makes me irritated. Just seeing pictures of you with other people makes me feel bad. Just the thought of you not paying attention makes me hyperventilating. Because of you alone Chanyeol shouldn't have made me behave like this.” The more he vented, the more tears poured out. Stained all over my cheeks.
Chanyeol reached over and turned on the lamp on the bedside table. He could see Kyungsoo clearly now. I saw that the little man's eyes were filled with sadness and tears. Even though that heart-shaped mouth is smiling
“Isn't it clear enough? My feelings are not at all clear. Is that so, Kyungsoo?" It's time for Chanyeol to speak. A firm hand ran down his cheek to wipe away the tears. Even though he was heartbroken over what the little man had expressed, he didn't like seeing Kyungsoo's tears.
“It's clear, Chanyeol. It's very clear.”
"Then why.."
“But clarity should happen between two people. Not with many people like this."
"If you look at me more interested in me You wouldn't say that." Chanyeol chided.
"Chanyeol.."
“The only person I look at is you. I don't know why your name keeps running through my head. who expresses me clearly to you alone .........but you didn't realize it. You never knew that I.... How much do I like you?"
Kyungsoo was shocked by his honest confession. It was true that he knew that Chanyeol always gave importance to himself. But with Chanyeol's personal personality observant Look attentive and give importance to those around you. Everyone around Chanyeol couldn't help but think that they were important people to this tall rapper. Including Kyungsoo.
Kyungsoo felt that his cheeks were clear. Suddenly it was wet again. But it's not the little body's tears anymore.
Because now it was Chanyeol who was crying. His handsome face fell onto the shoulder of the person beneath him.
"Huh...."
He didn't want Kyungsoo to see his tears.
Don't want Kyungsoo to see that Chanyeol is weak.
A small, soft hand lifted up and stroked Tui's head. While the other hand rubbed his strong back as well. It wasn't often that he saw the giant cry. The tall figure who was sobbing was shaking all over.
I know, I know, Chanyeol.
“Stop crying now. What kind of crazy person is this giraffe who comes to confess to the person he likes and then comes and cries like this?
Chanyeol raised his head to look at the foul-mouthed man in front of him.
“And you, Penguin, would you be interested in this giraffe? Can you like me sometimes?"
Kyungsoo didn't answer the person in front of him. Kyungsoo will always be Kyungsoo. A small, soft hand rose to cup the handsome face of his best friend. Big eyes stared deep into the other's heart as if they could see it.
Full, heart-shaped lips lifted up and gently touched the corner of Chanyeol's mouth, moving from one side to the other. Biting your lower lip before leaving
Chanyeol's face was completely red now. Shocked to the point of being shocked.
"Yes, Kyungsoo." I felt like I couldn't find my vocal cords. Who would have thought that Kyungsoo would attack like this?
“Haha, Chanyeol, your face is about to explode. It's very red."
"..........." Why are there faces laughing? The naughty Kyungsoo is making Chanyeol nervous. This kind of dishonors the handsome young rapper's name.
"This time you can leave....." The small man's voice was lost. When thin lips touched down Closing the opportunity to not let the people under you speak out again.
"Can you please stop chasing me for a second?" a deep, husky voice ordered, pressing against the small ear that was being lightly nibbled. Before the full mouth is occupied again A kiss that expressed all of Chanyeol's feelings. I want this person to know. I want Kyungsoo to know how important he is to Chanyeol.
The person controlling the game right now is Chanyeol. Beautiful lips, teasing both the upper and lower lips like Kyungsoo had done before. A thick tongue pressed in to taste the sweetness in the little man's mouth as the gentle kisses became more intense. The hands of the person above began to fidget. Long fingers caress the small of her back. and inserted under the fabric The sound of heavy breathing sounded. When emotions start to soar
Too dangerous
The person under the body regained consciousness. Hit Chanyeol's shoulder hard. Call for oxygen and freedom for yourself. The tall man was seen struggling in protest. So he slowly opened his lips and lingered. Pressing the kiss hard, leaving a few marks on the nape of the neck. to stop all actions
"Don't go around kissing like you did just now with anyone else.... Because you won't survive like you're with me, Kyungsoo...." He raised his voice low and hoarsely, threatening the person beneath him. Why don't you let Kyungsoo do this to someone? I hope Chanyeol will definitely follow and kill him.
“Are you okay?” Kyungsoo still expressed his concern.
“If I say no….”
“Yes, you must be able to handle it.” Instead, it was Kyungsoo who now looked shaken. Even though he was the one who actually started first.
“Then let me cuddle you, hug you all night, hug you until morning, okay?” Chanyeol couldn't help but smile at Kyungsoo's unconsciously cute expression.
“Alright, just hug me.” In the end, it was Kyungsoo who gave in to Chanyeol every time. It was Kyungsoo who lost to Chanyeol's heart.
I can't stop caring about you. Really can't.
This fic is linked from
TRUSTFULLY
Last episode, did you weld it?? We said welding.
J
In fact, it was almost dramatized. I suddenly felt angry at Brother Chan. I don't know why, but I feel sorry for Kyungsoo who had to sit in pain. So there's no drama involved, I feel sorry for Kyung Noi, haha.