Are you uncomfortable?

Do you want me to release it?

If you want to go when, please tell us.

Even though we don't want you to go, we won't hold you back at all.

B E R L I N ❀

Sometimes I don't understand why the world is so difficult.

The more you search, the more you get lost.

But when do I stop? The world brought that person in.

Unfortunately, it's not that easy.

The world took away the person I was looking for at the most inopportune time.

and came in the most inappropriate position

My name Chorong means lantern or glowing light.

I seem to be a person of light just like the name suggests. But I'm not willing to give light to everyone. For example, what happened right now is really too much. It was more than the small heart of a twenty-five-year-old woman like me could easily accept. I don't understand why fate has bullied me this much. It's like in a soap opera story, but it's true.

last month I'm still in Paris Study hard for a second overseas degree. I graduated in management from a university in Seoul. And when I was twenty years old, I went to study in France. Got another degree in the same field. before working for another three years

I felt like I still needed another degree. That's why I submitted an application to study economics at a world-class university and was accepted, confused. After studying for a few months, I received a message from my family telling me to come home the next month.

No, the financial situation of my house is still the same. Plus, no one was seriously ill or died.

But it's a joyful thing. My twenty-two-year-old younger sister, Son Na-eun, is getting married next month. Thinking about it, it's shocking. I never knew my younger sibling had a boyfriend before coming to study in France. Or maybe I'm too busy to know that. Or maybe they were dating while I was here.

I kept imagining what my only sister's boyfriend was like. Before I knew it, I was back in Korea.

I don't know if it's good luck or bad luck. But I met my sister's future boyfriend as soon as I stepped into the house. A tan-skinned woman who didn't look tall was dressed like a teenager. His bangs were dyed black and not neat, which might offend some conservative people like me. But I heard that the boy works in art and fashion.

Probably quite different from me. And when I was contemplating a stranger Some of the figures turned to look at me.

And the moment she turned her eyes My whole world seemed to stop spinning.....

"Oh, I've come just in time. Let's get to know each other a little, Bomi. This is Chorong, the eldest daughter of our family," my father said in a cheerful voice. Mother also turned around and smiled at him. Ha Young, the little sister, sat on the sofa with her arms crossed. A slight nod to acknowledge that I'm back. As for the mischievous Naeun, she rushed towards me.

“Yah, it's early, why didn't you tell me?” My princess puffed her cheeks. Even though I was twenty-two and about to get married. But Naeun doesn't seem to have grown up at all from when she was young.

"Sorry, the fight was postponed."

“Hello, I'm Park Chorong.”

“Yun Bomi, nice to meet you.”

“The sand castle is beautiful.”

“No one has come to pick me up yet.”

“If I don't come here tomorrow, don't be sad.”

We haven't seen each other for a long time, Bomi...

I have a good memory. Quite responsible and quick-witted. That's what I've heard since I was a kid. Because he is the eldest child I need to be the strongest person to protect the younger ones. I am the only one of three siblings who attended kindergarten. As a child, Naeun was weak and too attached to her mother to leave the house.

As for Hayoung, the youngest, she is just as attached to Na-eun. When I see the kids not going to school I'd like to stay home sometimes. But my father wouldn't allow it on the grounds that out of the three I was the least likely to get along with strangers. Going to school will give me friends. But it didn't help that much.

Even though my memory is good, I didn't expect to be able to remember things from kindergarten like it happened just yesterday. I still remember the smell of the classroom, the snacks, and the friends in the same class well. Maybe because I like to sit and observe things quietly since then. And that said I remember I mean one child as well.

Yoon Bomi, a year younger than me, is restless, chubby, mischievous, and curious about everything. I, who was calmer than the other children, also became one of the things she was curious about. I knew I was being spied on. I myself secretly looked at her..

And that's it. I did things that until now I couldn't figure out why I did them..

Yoon Bomi, the owner of my first kiss

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