Hello, same old writer, more is delusion. Suddenly I thought of a short fic, I just felt like I wanted to write this story. which has nothing to do with the other novels.

Anyway, I'll leave it to you.

Short Fic

Go read this for fun. Let's relieve stress. Other matters will try to be gradually reduced.

Introducing the characters

Belle Khemisara Phondet

Fon Sananthachat Thanaphatphisan

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All people want to have an identity in this society, whether it's a celebrity who tries to push themselves to have a job or news, so that society knows that she or they still have an "identity" no matter what comes out. Whether it's good or bad...I just want society to know that "I exist" which is no different from me but...it's just different. I don't want to exist in society, but I. ...

I want to exist in the eyes of "you"

-Three years ago-

"Hello, my name is Belle Khemisara Phondej."

"Hello Bell"

"hi"

"how"

"....hello"

It's just a normal greeting from people who have just met for the first time... Why must my heart race so fast? This woman, who exactly is she?

"Rain, this is Belle. Belle, this is rain. Have you seen his face before?”

P'Bew called me and the woman to the front of the room and introduced our names one more time before turning to ask me. 'Have you seen my face before?'....to be honest. I turned to look at Brother Biw before smiling wryly and shaking my head lightly. The whole room suddenly burst into laughter. Both of us are shy -///-

“What is it, Bell? Have you ever seen a movie?

ATM

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          ATM ATM AT.....

oh!!

"Ekop!!!"

I said pointing at her face as laughter sounded again. But...the person in front of him looked like he was dissatisfied.

"Sorry," I said softly. With his hand lowered, he held it as before.

"Alright, these two, follow me. The others, read your lines and then go practice."

Phi Biw said as he walked out of the room with Fon following close behind...Did I speak too harshly just now? We don't know each other yet, so we talk like that. Whoever you are, you probably won't like it. Sigh~

Now the three of us are in the conference room, with P'Bew sitting at the head of the table. On the left side was rain sitting, so I hurriedly walked with my head down and sat next to the rain. But I keep my distance. It's not that I hate it...I just don't want her to be uncomfortable.

"In the story, the two of us will be close friends. There will be three people in the group. Blah blah blah~"

Biw kept talking about the script, my eyes occasionally glanced at the person next to me...hmmmm~ So white and smooth, I wanted to touch it.

"Belle"

I really want to have smooth skin like this. What should I do?

"Belle"

After work, why not try finding something to talk about?

"Belle!!!!"

"Yes, yes, yes!!!"

Ya~ Oh Belle~ He's so busy thinking about nothing. I hurriedly turned around and apologized profusely to P'Bew.

"I can stay calm. If it were a fighting fish, I'd be pregnant and stare like that."

P'Bew!!! What are you talking about?!!!>///< I tried to glance at the person next to me, but Fon just smiled, closed his eyes and turned around to laugh a little. So cute....

"There's nothing much on Bell's part. I'll just let the two of us get to know each other first."

After saying that, P'Bew walked out of the room, leaving only "the two of us."

"Uh...I'm sorry about that just now." I turned to tell Fon as soon as P'Bew walked out of the room, but Fon gave me a confused look.

"About what?"

"Well, when you point at your face and say, uh...."

"Oh, don't think too much. We're just kidding, we didn't get anything." Fon said before giving her a smile -///-

"Oh...that's good. We'll be relieved."

Confidence has returned!! I held on to my chest before turning to give Fon a wide smile and holding out my hand in front of me. Fon looked a little suspicious before slowly reaching out to hold my hand softly....

"My name is Belle. Nice to meet you again."

"Yes, my name is Fon. Nice to meet you."

I loosened my hand before picking up the chapter in front of me and opening it for fun, then turned to talk to Fon.

"Fon, what university are you in?"

"Mahidol University"

Huh?????

"Huh? What is it?” I leaned closer. Fon flinched slightly before bursting into laughter.

"Mahidol University, Year 1"

"Hoy! Really! Her face is very young, I thought she was a younger version. I'm sorry, P'Fon." I said as I raised my hand in greeting and apologized profusely. She was probably stunned so she quickly slapped my hand down.

"No need to pay respects. We're only a few years apart," he said, giving me a smile.

I nodded slightly and smiled back. The two of us chatted casually about the script and personal matters.

That was the first day I met her and got to know her. talked to her and...felt "Love you" may wonder why you say you don't exist in your eyes? Hmm...it's probably because...

"Who's that?"

Everyone turned to follow P'Tor's slender finger that pointed to where P'Yong was sitting. P'Yong, the director, was sitting and talking with a young man who looked dignified. Hmm..tall and long, good knees, and a bit of a stubby appearance. Hmm. ...it looks good again. Or will it be someone's boyfriend on set!?

"Or will you be someone's boyfriend in this group?"

I turned to the group and asked in my typical annoyed tone, as a slight commotion arose. Everyone pointed out and asked each of the nine young women, P'Pat Panpan, of course I shook my head that it definitely wasn't mine until I turned back to the person beside me who was still looking at the young man. indifferently

"P'Fon...is this your girlfriend?"

I'm teasing you... I've already thought about how someone like P'Fon doesn't have a boyfriend yet because P'Fon has to be Bell's boyfriend or not? ponderous! No, what are you thinking, Bell?

"Yes, it's my boyfriend."

Pleng!!!! The sound of his face breaking resounded in his ears, combined with the sound of his heart breaking before his eyes, his ears suddenly perked up and he couldn't even hear the teasing sounds in the group. Now I don't even know what I look like? That's it...my face was numb, my whole body was numb. including my heart My big eyes followed her as she walked towards that man.

She stood and smiled and talked with that man. She held that man's hand....and she....wasn't mine.

"Hoy! Belle! What's wrong with you?! You've been calling me for a long time."

Kao turned me around to face her. Now my eyes seemed to be trying to adjust their focus until I saw that everyone in the group was looking at me with one eye and of course...everyone was looking at me with worried eyes.

"Uh..I'm sorry."

I apologized before turning to look at her and him again...they seemed like a good match... It looks like a good match... But...it'll be better. If the person standing next to you was really "me"

Secretly I was selfish, just like that... lost and bullied me, since that day it made me realize that in P'Fon's eyes ...I just "Little sister" and have never been in his sight from the beginning. Some people might say that at least he views me as a younger sister. Hehe, that's right...

At least, but I don't want to. I already told you. I want to be in P'Fon's eyes. Not as a "sister" but as a "lover"

There's a saying that says "love makes people blind". Oh~ that's right...total blindness that is called not even being able to see light. After knowing the truth that he had a girlfriend, if it were a normal person, ...Don't bother... Hehe, I'm sorry I'm not someone like Khemisara! Don't scold me just yet. I just want to be near you. I want to take care of you. It's easy to say...

Being the representative of your boyfriend when he's not around isn't going to take a little bit. Not bad enough...when he thought about stealing it, he suddenly realized it. Haha, but the guy who's doing it...honestly. It's no different than taking something from him, but whatever you can do, "love"...

Until now, it's been three years or four years and my feelings...are still the same. Plus it will increase every day. Hey, I forgot to tell you...that during the promotion of the second season. The two of us are very close, so the role changed from group friends to lovers. It must be very close. At least I was able to fool myself for a year...that he "loves me".

We're the same, right now we're entering season three. It's the last season... from now on we'll see each other less and be more distant but... our hearts have been apart since the first day we met, right? It's your heart and mine. They walked together. Along the way, he and I scattered roses at the back of my heart. It was because I didn't love him well and wanted to run in that person's place, so I got hurt because of the thorns of the roses that he and I had scattered for all the pain. Take...I did it all by myself.

"Belle"

The voice calling my name is soft and clear like this. I remember it clearly...because it was the voice of the person I loved "with all my heart".

"Ja~"

And of course, you have to talk jokingly and playfully like normal, like you've done since day one.

"I can't go eat with Belle today. I'm sorry."

And the next step...

"Again? Do~ Sometimes I'm jealous of people who have boyfriends."

"Oh, no, no, no, smile first," he said while gently pinching both of my cheeks.

"Enough...it hurts..." Of course, at the end of the sentence. It's just the sound of the wind blowing softly and I don't need to worry. Brother Fon will never hear it.

"Let's go. Brother Mark will be waiting a long time."

"Then go, bye."

P'Fon turned around and smiled wide-eyed and waved goodbye to me, sending a wide smile back and waving in response. Do this until P'Fon is out of sight... The smile that was once so wide slowly shrank until there was not even a trace left. The hand that used to wave slowly stopped before slowly placing it on his own lap, eyes closed from smiling. Slowly forgetting

And the final step is....crying.

Sometimes I hate myself for being hurt over and over again over the same things. It hurts as bad as before. Hurt yourself like before, does love cause people this much pain? So why do I still long for...ummm...it's probably because just love brings happiness? Even though it's happiness that you're really fooling yourself about.

How long will you continue to deceive yourself? I don't know, 10 years, 20 years, or maybe you'll have to deceive yourself forever. "P'Fon also loves Belle."

I'm bored, I'm bored~

The sound of the smartphone on the table vibrating and I craned my head to see who was calling. Just seeing the name on the phone, that's it! So I can smile 7,000 wide?! Damn it! Without waiting, he quickly picked it up and pressed to answer the phone.

"Hello Brother Fon!"

"Pa...P'Fon? Is P'Fon there?"

[….Mark, don't interfere!]

Huh? P'Fon's voice suddenly came from far away, like he wasn't near the phone. What happened?

"elder sibling...."

[Fon, listen to Mark first. It's not / Don't argue, okay?! We see each other.]

If it were anyone else, I think I would have hung up the phone. But this is P'Fon...because it's P'Phan.

[Mark, if you don't love each other then don't force it. Fon is uncomfortable]

At the end of the sentence, it's like coming close to the phone because the sound rang before it was followed by a clunking sound. To put it simply, I don't know that P'Fon knew that his own phone was dialing my number. The rattle was so loud I had to pull my ears away. Sit quietly and listen to it until the sound gradually quietens and disappears. I put the phone back to my ear again before calling on the other end of the line, hoping he would hear.

"Pa...P'Fon?"

[….Huh? Hey Bell! Since when did you call? I don't know anything about it.]

"Oh, just a moment. But I only heard a rustling sound." Turns out I just called. Come on...

[I'm sorry, I wonder if it might have been accepted? The phone is in my pocket.]

"Um...it's okay."

...Quiet... Brother Fon is quiet, I'm quiet. I don't like it at all.

"P'Fon?"

[Huh?]

"Are you okay?"

[….um, okay]

"Is there anything you can talk about with Belle?"

[Um, thank you, Bell.]

"Belle will always be my little sister." Yes. This is all we can do, Bell.

[Yes, I know. Thank you, Bell.]

"Um"

[Then...I'll drive first and then we'll talk again.]

"Okay, let's talk."

The end of the call ended but I still didn't hang up the phone and held it up to my ear like that. Before saying the words that I wanted to say into the phone in vain

".......Then let's talk about Bell's rain...."

Everyone has to scold me for being so stupid, right? I admit that I'm "stupid" but let me ask you, is there anyone in this world who hasn't? "Stupid because of love" 80% are very confident that they must say yes, and I am one of those 80%. Some people may ask, why do you still choose to stay even though you know it hurts? I already told you...

That all people want to have an identity, I also want to have an identity in P'Fon's eyes, an identity...as a lover, not a younger sister like I am today. But it's like that... P'Fon's identity over there already exists, to me it's probably just a shadow. Shadow...that P'Fon knows exists but is invisible.

...Trying to make yourself visible in the eyes of people who have never seen you before hurts...

...but why try to act like that...

...Because "love" is the only word...

...Even though it's "impersonal", at least He saw a shadow...

...Even if he "don't care" about that shadow...

...I'm still willing to be an "invisible" person in your eyes...

...forever...

...Belle loves P'Fon...

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