Zhang Yixing, I have never been able to win her heart.

Mr. Yixing, can you come back to where you were?

Someone once said that Humans do not value things that are close to us.

Until that thing disappears from life So we think back. and try to call for it..

Dance in rhythm in unison Powerful singing voice and everything that they have..

EXO

Some people stand and look at the music video.

Wolf

which is currently playing on the big screen TV at the BTS station. The girl's eyes conveyed nothing but emptiness.

“..Yixing.”

A hoarse voice was uttered in pain. The image of the young men dancing in unison was cut and replaced by the electric train that shuttled people to their respective destinations. Some people take this train to get to work in time to keep up with the rush. Some people sat because they wanted to buy food for their families, but for her, she just wanted to experience the atmosphere that he and she had once had together.

“Yi Qing, I miss you so much.”

"Fat girl, you're asleep. When you go back, I'm going to sue your mother."

"Oh, it hurts, you crazy bastard."

The woman rubbed her hand over the area where the young man had hit her on the head before giving her a murderous glare. Unfazed, Yixing stuck out his tongue at the girl next door who he always called 'fat girl'. Actually, she wasn't fat at all and was rather thin, but the young man knew that if he called her "fat girl", the other person would definitely get angry and he would be just as crazy for wanting to see her face so upset. of a smaller person

“What woman can fall asleep every day?”

“Well, I'm sleepy. You don't understand that students like me need to get enough sleep in class. Late at night so I have energy to read.. Hey, that's my rubber band. Since when did you take it?"

Some people's eyes widened when they saw the hair band that was supposed to hold her beautiful black hair in Yixing's hands.

“Hahaha, you really deserve to be a fat pig. Even when I pulled the rubber out, I still didn't know how to sleep. Until I had to shake my head to wake up."

The young man laughed when he saw the other person's expression. The thin man's small hand ruffled his thick hair before reaching out and yanking the collar of Yixing's male student's shirt at the moment when the tall figure didn't care. His bold attitude made anyone see him intimidated, but with Zhang Yixing, it never worked.

"Erk .. Ah, oh, leave the cake (can't breathe)"

The young man clenched the rubber in his hand tightly and made a sound as if he would die. causing her to smile unconsciously at the other party's drunkenness

“This is how you dared to awaken a sleeping beauty as beautiful as me. Do you know that just now I dreamed of going on a date with Mr. Kris, but because of you, Mr. Zhang Yixing?”

She shakes the victim's shirt violently. His other hand tried to snatch the hair band from the strong hand, but the young man's arm was too much for her short arms to reach. Yixing raised his eyebrows at the other party because he knew that if he tried, he wouldn't be able to take him away. Since when did they both have to argue every day, but then realized that they were both addicted to arguing (?)

But this time it's different..

“You are delusional. Seriously, have you ever known this Chris guy? We have been living in Korea and now we are in Thailand.

Thailand

Land of good people"

Yixing spoke in an annoyed tone. The young man didn't like it very much. that she mentioned other men

Oh my gosh, don't you know how he feels when he looks at you or when he walks home holding hands every day?

"Wake up and accept the truth."

The hand that used to hold the collar of his shirt Push the other person hard. Yixing was puzzled that Fatty was suddenly so angry at him. Because he normally teases her. She hissed naturally. But this time, she was angry in a way he had never seen before.

"If it doesn't help, don't destroy other people's dreams."

“Hey, what's your name? I didn't mean to say that. I mean…”

Yixing tries to make an excuse. He didn't think he was just teasing about Chris.

exo

How can the other party be this angry at him?

“You don't have to say it. Can't you see that I'm studying hard these days? Both in the room and outside the room Where to study Korean language? Which subjects are required to take the university entrance exam? Because I always believed that I would pass the scholarship exam. I have to go study in Korea."

Some of them said as their bodies trembled with anger. The friends in the room looked at the young woman with wide eyes without anyone daring to speak because everyone knew that taking the scholarship to study in Korea was the young woman's strong intention.

Yixing looked at the shorter man with disappointed eyes and decided to speak with a calm voice and face.

“I didn't curse you. But you'll never pass that damn scholarship exam. Because the person who will steal that capital is me!! ..Oh shit!”

Pung!

Yixing kicked the study table so hard that the wooden table fell. Then the large figure walked out of the classroom in a huff.

Not long after that, a teacher came to teach. The class hours passed by boringly. The girl barely studied. Even though her body was sitting in the classroom, her mind was thinking of people who were not in the classroom. Did he speak too loudly? Or is it appropriate for someone like I Ching..

"Sigh"

Some people let out a sigh of relief. That she should be angry at the young man who skipped class and disappeared for an entire lesson, on the other hand, she felt guilty and wanted to apologize to the other party. The friends sitting next to her saw her bored expression and secretly wrote her a small note.

[Calm down, are you still angry at Yi Qing? That guy has a dog's mouth like this ^^]

The young woman picked up a pen and wrote a reply to her female friends who were worried about her.

[I'm not angry anymore, just waiting for that guy to apologize :( Right now I'm just stressed that I don't have a rubber to use. I'm tying my hair with a rubber band. It's really tight.]

She tossed the paper to her friend just as the teacher turned to write on the blackboard.

The friends read the note and laughed when the girl scrunched up her face and pointed at the red rubber on her head. The friends shook their heads before writing back notes. The woman hurriedly unfolded the crumpled paper.

[Definitely Han, we're dating each other. Kew Kew Kew Kew Kwang, the fat pig, the boyfriend is Yi Ching >///<]

The girl's eyes widened and she choked on air as soon as she finished reading the message. How crazy! Are you and that Chinese ladyboy having an affair? It was crazy. The more she thought about it, the more terrifying it became. But she didn't know that her cheeks were so swollen and red that her friends I just laughed and laughed.

The young woman turned around and shook her head, raising her hand to make a large cross. But are there friends who live together and see each other all the time and can't see it? They just don't want to interrupt their sweetness but want to tease each other a little.

A female friend whispered softly.

"Okay, excuse me."

"No, I have nothing to do with that idiot."

She whispered before turning to face the board when the teacher cleared his throat loudly. But friends shook their heads in disbelief. So she had to give up for good. The woman turned her eyes towards the blackboard again, a faint smile still on her face.

..It's not worth having a paper conversation with those crazy friends. The more I play, the more I miss Mr. Crazy Yixing.

As the days passed, the scholarship exams drew closer. The girl was busily reading. She still talked with Yixing as usual, but it was never the same after that day when they argued. Yixing was still close to her, taking care of her and treating her normally. But she knew that everything had changed because the young man who always avoided her when she and her group of female friends talked about people she liked, Yixing would keep a straight face and radiate a coldness.

Today it's the same as before..

"Yixing, let's go back to the train together today."

After finishing a long hour of tutoring, The sky that had once been clear blue had turned into a dark blue, and in a big city like this, of course, there would be no starlight in a dark sky.

"Before you leave, you can stop by and buy some cake at the shop ahead."

The young woman said, sending sparkling eyes towards her tall male friend.

Yixing sighed like he was tired, which made the girl's heart feel bad. But she thought to herself that it was probably because she had been tiring from studying all day.

"Hmm, what's up?"

She shook her arm and exchanged pleading glances. Even though no one talked about their relationship, they both knew that they had gone beyond friend zones. If it wasn't clear enough to name their vague relationship, in the end they chose to ignore each other's status quo and go on with their lives as usual.

A hand lifts the backpack onto the bridge and half-tugs the other person's wrist, but what she receives in return is not a warm palm that holds her in return, but a cold, rough hand that peels away her hand.

“I have somewhere to go. You can go back first.”

The young man spoke but refused to meet his eyes. The tone that answered was so cold that the young woman felt an ache in her heart like never before. She forced a tortured smile.

"Oh, then.. it's okay."

Even though she tried to adjust her tone to sound normal, in the end, the woman's voice that replied was no different from a whisper that was both trembling and painful.

"If there's nothing else, I'll go first."

The young man turned his back on her. His erect back stood still for a moment, as if in fear, before the expression disappeared and was replaced with a confident expression. The girl watched the familiar person walk further and further away, and she never knew that that familiar back would walk so far away. Too far for her fragile hands to stop holding him back..

“Crazy girl, you forgot your phone on the table again.”

The tall man who ran after him from the restaurant held the phone high in his hand.

"Ah, I forgot. Thank you, Yixing."

A hand moves to pick up a friend's phone. A bright smile appeared causing the tall man to shake his head before his sharp eyes (emphasis on accidentally) swept from head to toe. Today the young woman wore only short jeans and a short-sleeved T-shirt. Even though he didn't look sexy, the young man was secretly a little excited. Well, his crazy girl used to wear shorts like other women wear everywhere. Normally, she just wore old jeans and dirty clothes. It's been a long time since you've seen a girl wearing shorts that makes your heart flutter, and even today she's wearing a shirt. Extending sweet pastel colors again

But that's how his friend dressed like this, except he was miserable. He also secretly saw the male who passed by just now staring at his female friend without batting an eye. Seeing this, a slight irritation arose, so the tall man made a scolding sound at the young woman.

“So, are you wearing a thin shirt today? You know that the air-conditioned room where we study is cold. ..No need to talk about my winter clothes. Sigh, being as fat as a pig is still forgetful. You forgetful girl."

The young woman took the oversized shirt and wore it even though she didn't understand what trouble Yixing would bring on her behalf, even though she was a hot person and someone who often complained that it was Yixing who was cold. But he was too lazy to argue, so he teased his tall friend a bit to relieve his embarrassment.

“When did you become such a complainer? Hmm?”

Yixing ignored the cheeky face that the little man stood near. He reached out his hand and pinched the girl's stubborn nose, causing the fat girl who liked to make an annoyed face to cry out in pain.

Yi Qing didn't say anything, he took the woman's hand in his and gently pulled her into the academy together. Everyone around them looked at them with wide eyes. The young man slowed his pace. hear what is said

"I like to make you worry all the time."

A thin body looks at a wide back. Smiling at the pretentious person and tightening his grip.

He sat in a private class class, two rows behind the girl. But because there were only little women around. With his masculine height, it was not difficult for him to easily see the other woman he wanted to look at.

At this moment, Yixing was not interested in studying every minute.

'Signing appointment scheduled for the end of next month'

'But I was never interested in being a Korean trainee or singer.'

Conversations from the time he auditioned for a singer with an SM company were teasing the young man's nerves.

'Come on, this guy came to apply for the company's trainee himself. Come today, all the judges have chosen you, and you can just reject them right?'

On the day he separated from his girl in order to audition for a major Korean company. He only thought If he auditions He will be in the same position as Chris.

exo

The young man she holds as number one in her heart. A young man who had done nothing but win over Yi Qing by separating the heart of the person Yi Qing loved.

'I applied because I just wanted to get attention from the person I love. I don't want to say this. But I got what I wanted Your company has helped confirm that Chris and I'm able to work together. It's no different. So you go back.'

'As you wish, but that day I want to see a beautiful signature. Yours appears in SM's draft contract. Make good decisions, Yixing."

The young man was not interested in the other person.

“Oh, sir, right now I'm just passing through one step. Nothing can be compared to Chris. ..but if you want to compare or beat Chris Just call the number I gave you.'

The company did not spare any effort in calling to contact Yixing's parents. And are there things that Mom and Dad won't say yes to?

In the end, he had to separate from the person he loved..

“Yixing, Yixing!”

"Hmm, what's wrong?"

“I'm bored again. I asked if you liked the boxed lunch I tried to make that day.

Since when did Yixing start to feel that the time he would take care of her was so frighteningly short?

"Answer carefully or you'll get punched." She smiled, waiting for an answer.

The woman's smile and laughter haunted the young man to no end. His pitch black eyes looked sadly at the young woman.

The young woman raised her eyebrows when the other party refused to answer.

"Agreed"

"I like it."

I like it and have always liked it.

The sad eyes expressed abnormally. Feelings of longing, wanting, wanting to protect, wanting to take care of

This girl was the only woman who owned his heart.

“Then that's good. Tomorrow I'll make a new menu for Yixing. You have to eat until the end of the contract.” The young woman walked away holding hands in a good mood. The young man could only tighten his palms. Because it was his last day, he wanted to keep ordinary but special memories like this.

"Promise."

Promise that you will be able to come back and hold his fat girl's hand normally like this. ..Yi Ching promises

“Yi Qing, don't you like to eat the boxed food I made for you?”

Tears flowing from the girl's old questions, her hand holding a small lunchbox. How do you walk down a cold, rain-splashed road in the dark to your destination?

“Who told you that you like to eat?” Suddenly, a sob hit her until the picture in front of her was completely blurred.

“Then why did you run away to such a distant place?”

The young man left him and went to a different place. So far away The moment she found out he was gone was the moment everything stopped.

“I probably wouldn't be able to bring you a packed lunch.”

When there's no familiar person beside me The once bright world suddenly seemed strange and frightening.

"You don't like the lunch box I made?"

“But I like you, Yixing.”

The rest of the fic is ok. I'm lazy. Haha. Very lazy. Read P'Lay first.

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