When You Smile (KOIx DAO)
...I like your smile...
...but I probably like it more...
...If I could be the reason for that smile...
When you smile -
POLYCAT
“I don't need anyone else.
All the stars in the sky are sad and nothing is beautiful anymore.
...As long as there are people like you in this world...”
Ma-BungTALK
Hello...I haven't seen you on Dek Dee website for a very long time.
(It's been so long that Bung has forgotten how to update his fic...)
I've wanted to dress Dao Koi for a long time but never had the chance.
But suddenly the atmosphere was happy. So my hand exploded and a shock occurred.
Consider it fun reading while waiting.
MV
Seriously, let's get out for once. \0/
This story is a "Dao Koi" fic, not a Belle Fon fic.
It is assumed that in Hormone Dao and Koi are not yet lovers.
(And it's still not so sweet that the whole school gets annoyed like this)
Anyway, I'd like to introduce myself... When I came to write a Thai fanfic, I felt embarrassed. It's not right to say .////.
When You Smile (KOIx DAO)
...I like your smile...
...but I probably like it more...
...If I could be the reason for that smile...
'What do you think of me?'
They say that the 'eyes' are the window to the 'soul'.
If you want to know what someone is thinking, look into their eyes.
I tried...but that question remains unanswered.
I didn't dare say it with my mouth, so I gave her a look instead of a question.
She didn't answer.
Or she may have already answered.
...but I don't know...
If it weren't for the fact that I was too stupid to understand the meaning.
That's because she probably didn't think anything of the window of the heart. So the meaning was never revealed to me.
I stared into your eyes like that.
empty eyes
...There was no feeling in there...
...do not have...
"Hey...there's a guy asking for a line star," L whispered to me after we both walked into the special classroom. In fact, even though she didn't speak, I can see it with my own two eyes.
...That man standing shyly...
...and you who smile widely...
Ah...I saw it clearly with my own two eyes.
The man walked away after getting what he wanted. L hurriedly walked towards her and asked in an excited tone.
"How about this? Did that male star come and ask for your Line?"
“Yes.” Dao turned to look at the man who said that and then turned to L with a suspicious expression. She smiled until her eyes were closed, unlike me who started to want to shut off my senses. “Khao Tee, Korean, oppa?”
"How about that? That's my person."
L was yelling and I wanted to shout.
...yes...
...How can...
...This person is 'mine' too...
Because I didn't know what to do and wasn't strong enough to endure looking at her smile for a long time, I spoke up in the middle of the group.
"I'm going to the bathroom first."
“Didn't you just go to the bathroom?” L shouted, but I ignored him. Hurry and take long steps. then walked out of the room
It's nothing...I told you that the eyes are the window to the heart.
Traces of jealousy in the eyes
It's not what I want you to see.
As friends, you can 'care' about each other.
...but can't 'be jealous'...
"Koi...wait a minute, Koi!!"
Have you ever been so angry that someone almost died?
Pretend to walk away like that.
Because he knew that he would probably run after him soon.
Her hand grabbed my arm and I turned to meet her eyes. Dao was panting. She looked suspicious.
“Where are you going?”
“What about the bathroom?”
“The bathroom is over there.”
I don't know what should be treated first.
Between broken hearts
With a broken page...
“I'm hungry, so let's go get something to eat.”
"Didn't you and L just buy meatballs?"
I sighed, she sighed some. This matter was so clever that I couldn't continue. The reason why I stubbornly walked away. Why don't smart mothers learn to think for themselves?
I'm stupid about everything...especially about you.
As for her, she's smart about everything...except about me.
“He came to ask for your Line?”
"He came to ask for Line L," the happy-humoured mother confessed. "I'm teasing L."
Mean people don't love each other and still come to tease each other.
I really want to pretend I don't love you.
“Are you thinking too much about this?”
How should I answer?
Darling...everything about you
...I never gave it much thought...
“I thought a lot, why didn't he ask for my Line? And I didn't like him at all.”
“And if he asks for your Line, will you give it to me?” I asked with hope, but I should have known that Duddao never gave me any hope and was also a vicious person who liked to destroy hope.
"Why won't you give it to me?"
“Do you really want to have a boyfriend?”
"So...don't you want me to have a boyfriend?"
I want it...but it's your boyfriend.
...It must just be me...
The little girl smiled sweetly with a smile as bright as a blooming flower. I don't know how she smiled like that. Maybe because of her small eyes, when she smiles they curve as well, looking like crescents.
Actually, I'm not that romantic to sit and look at the moon.
...but I like looking at your smile...
“If I told you I didn't want it to be there...what would you say?”
“It doesn't matter,” the romantic girl shrugged nonchalantly. It was as if the answer wasn't important or else she was expecting to hear something like this and I thought she would yell. When I don't have the right to say that sentence
"I'm fine being with you. I don't think I need a boyfriend."
Talk like this...smile like this... The neighborhood calls for flirting, you know?
She reached out and pulled my cheek so painfully that I had to cry out in protest and slap my hand away. The stars laughed. She seemed happy to tease me.
“Please smile for a moment.”
“What is it to you?”
"I've seen you look stressed for a long time." The little man tipped his toes. Her fingers dipped midway between both eyebrows. Roll gently as if you want to loosen your furrowed eyebrows. Then he moved his finger down and stopped on my lips. My breath hitched, as if I had forgotten that my body needed oxygen. I closed my eyes and looked at her, suppressing the sound of my heart beating rapidly. But luckily, Dao is more interested in my mouth than my eyes. Right now he must have accidentally told you I love you countless times.
"Here...you're smiling."
...I didn't realize it at all... Since when did you smile?
“Let's go back to school,” I said, pretending to be shy. Dao laughed deep in his throat before nodding. I could feel our hands holding each other the whole way.
...Dao...you are every reason for my smile...
...but your smile...
...Has this ever happened because of me?...
I like to sleep on the soft grass. The faint smell of grass touched the tip of his nose. He saw the sky was very blue and there were children making cotton balls scattered in dots.
Someone said that if you sleep in it, it will itch and kill you.
Who is that person who complains every time?
...but still sleeps next to me every day...
“Koi...”
“Huh?”
“Tell me a story,” she begged. I turned to look at her with a puzzled expression.
“What mood is this?”
"I just want to sleep and tell you a story."
“Are you three years old?”
“Oh, Koi, please tell me a story.”
... spoiled children... and spoiled adults...
...I've spoiled her until I've completely lost my temper...
I want to chase her back to a nice house to sleep, but on the other hand, I regret the time we were able to spend together. Moreover, Kitty's pleading eyes made me unable to refuse.
"Once upon a time..." She closed her eyes. I smiled before continuing. “There was a man who planted tea on the mountain. He watered it, fertilized it, and tilled the soil every day. The tea grew more and more until it filled the entire plantation.”
“So what next?”
“It's finished.”
“What is your story?”
“Jataka Tales,” I joked deadpanly. She made a greasy crab face. Half-laughing, half-sulking
“Take it good.”
"Ah, let's do it again... Once upon a time The same man wanted to build a house whose floors were made of marble, tiles, and parquet.”
“What about folk tales?”
“Has anyone ever told you it wasn't funny?”
“But you're laughing,” I protested. After seeing the smile on her face
“I laughed because it wasn't funny! You're the kind of person who can tell jokes that aren't funny at all,” she grumbled, suddenly turning her body from lying on her side to look at my face and look at the sky instead. Probably tired of the fake jokes already.
I'm a not-funny person who likes to act silly and awkward. I like to tell her jokes that aren't funny just to make her smile.
In case when you smile Will you like me?
But the funny thing is...when you smile I'm the one with a strong heart.
Isn't that funny?
Let's take another matter.
Once upon a time...there were two women who were close friends. A young girl secretly loves her friend but doesn't dare tell her. Because the other person didn't seem to have anything to do with it. She has been secretly in love with that person for three years and thinks that she will continue to love her secretly. She consoles herself that even if he doesn't love her, it doesn't matter, at least we're still beside each other every day.
Ah...this isn't funny, is it?
...I'm really not funny either...
"Koi, let's listen to music." She finds something to do to relieve boredom. I didn't have time to accept or reject it. She stuffed headphones into my ears and I wanted to tell her not to do this to anyone. The person I secretly love...just touching the tip of my finger to my ear makes my heart tremble.
A Thousand Years - Christina Perri
A familiar melody sounded in my ears, a song I hadn't heard in a long time was played. It's a sweet, romantic song. I bet her phone must have something like this on her phone.
‘I have died every day, waitingfor you
Darling, don't be afraid, I haveloved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousandmore’
"Tails"
“What is it?”
“Will it be possible?”
"subject?"
“In the song...” It's not often that a poetic girl like you asks questions about love, especially if the person you're talking to is a tough girl like me. “Love each other for a thousand years like that.”
“People will love other people. How long can this last..." She turned around and went to sleep. I turned to meet her eyes. We let our eyes communicate instead of chatting in silence.
How long can a person love another person? I do not know
But how long can one person not love another person? I want to know
...Will you 'not love' me for a long time?
...in case it won't be long...
...I will wait...
"Stars..." Someone called her name. But that's not my voice. The owner of the name stood up and someone called him a high school student. 6 like us
Accept it without bias...He's tall, has a good figure, and has a handsome face. There were no external complaints from those I observed with completely different eyes.
“What is it?” Dao responded to him with a confused voice, but at this moment I felt annoyed by her voice for no reason.
Actually, there's a reason.
...The reason of the loser and the bully...
“We...like you... Can I get her line?”
Star... I like you.
...Can I ask for your love?...
I could only think in my head if I was half as handsome as him. As tall as him Or if only I were a man, I would have said the above sentence without hesitation. If I don't have anything to fight him with, I can only look at someone who is braver. Confess your love to her and wait till your heart stops to see if she will accept his love.
"How do you like it? We just met."
"Don't you remember us?" He sounded pitiful. “We were studying at the same tutoring school, so at that time our friend went in and asked for Line L from her.”
Mother sent me to study, not sent to flirt with women. You can go back now. You stupid head!!
“Oh,” Dao nodded, “To be honest, I don't want to have a boyfriend yet. My mother scolded me and I also wanted to study hard first. I'm about to get an admission.”
"Hey, there's no problem with that. Just talk about it first. We haven't asked you to be my girlfriend yet."
"Oh," Dao picked up his cell phone. She dialed her own Line ID deftly. He smiled with joy. I can understand that, but what I don't understand is what was the need for her to smile with her eyes closed at him like that?
He walked away but left me in an upset mood. Unlike the two who remained in the pink world.
“What's wrong with you, Koi?” the person beside him asked worriedly. If we don't love each other, why are we worried when the condition I'm in is because I love you?
...If you don't love me...then don't care...
“When you say you don't want a boyfriend?” I don't know what tone I'm using. Dao became upset. But I guess it wasn't cute and I couldn't control myself. “When you say you're fine with me? How can you not have a boyfriend?"
"Just talking. What are you upset about?"
“Do you have rights?”
I got up to walk away but she held me back like usual. Those pleading eyes made me unable to move my legs.
"Can't you just walk away from me, Koi?" Just saying it is enough. Making a pleading sound like this, where can I run away?
“Let's go home.”
There are many things I want to say to you, but my mouth is full of oil.
'Can you love me...love me'
...That's what I want to ask for...
'Tired of your unlove'
...a sentence that calls for pity that is wailing in your heart...
Please tell me, Dao, what should I do? It'll make you smile. Smile with you Tell her you love her through your eyes and actions and act better. I've done everything.
Is there anything else that needs to be done?
...I really want to be the person you love...
My story is so depressing. Isn't it funny? And it doesn't feel good either.
I tried to write cutely, but it was wrong that she wouldn't cooperate.
If you love me
My story would be brighter than this.
...I want our love...
...as bright as your smile...
A fearful person who has his hopes shot through the roof. Afraid to say I love you I'm afraid to even write it down in a diary or blog because I'm afraid she'll open it and read it. I can only write our story in my heart. But I have high hopes that she will love me in return. Hopes are as high as a high cliff.
Falling down...it hurts like this.
“Uh...I told you, I'm at a friend's house.” A person who smiles brightly, smiles little and smiles big when talking to the owner of her smile, “That's all for now. We work first.”
Oh...just realized this?
Just report it, I can do it alone!
She hung up on him after dozens of minutes, but what felt like ten years to me?
She said she didn't want a boyfriend if she talked to him every day after that. I don't know how the relationship developed. We're just outsiders. But what annoyed me was the smile on her face.
I like your smile
But I don't like that you don't smile at me.
We were in my bedroom because there was a report to do. But the atmosphere became uncomfortable after she hung up the phone. You yourself seem to be able to sense the gloomy air around me. I have already told you that you are smart about many things. I have changed just a little. She knew immediately
But I don't know how I changed from a close friend to a dishonest person.
I guess it's a change that's too big for you to see.
"What's wrong with you? Why are you quiet?"
“Do you like him?”
“No.”
“If you don't like it, why are you talking about it?”
“Just talking and not thinking about anything.”
“Why?” I started to get annoyed. with her thoughtlessness I don't think anything about him and... ours.
“Why do you have to play with other people's feelings? If you don't like it, you don't have to talk. If you don't think anything of it, don't give him hope.”
“Hey Koi... what's wrong with you? Why do you have to be upset?”
I sighed, angry to death but had no right to vent to her. I sighed, tried to count to ten slowly, my mood starting to cool. She looked at me suspiciously. Like a little cat that was just scolded by its owner.
We're very close...enough that she knows that when I'm angry I shouldn't interfere.
She waited until I had cooled down and then took my hand and held it.
My little child...the little child I taught the word love a hundred times. But she refused to learn it.
A little child who could calm a spoiled adult like me.
“Koi, if I did something to make you unhappy, I apologize.”
Oh Dao... I'm not happy with you for only one thing. The story that you don't love me
For that matter...you don't have to apologize.
“I'm not dissatisfied, I just don't want you to give other people their hopes.”
"Oh, I won't talk to him anymore."
"You don't like him, do you?"
"I don't like it" means I don't like it. It's very cute and disgusting. With a smile until her eyes were closed and her face presented like that, wanting that man to see him so he would know that she could deny his love with a smile. Probably looking like an evil woman.
Ah...I really want you to be mean. Because I'm tired of your friendliness.
I fell in love with you because of your brightness.
But I don't want anyone to love you.
...for the same reason...
"star"
"What's up, Tails?"
“What if... you feel good about someone? You will ask him directly. What does he think of you?”
“If it were me? I wouldn't ask.” She shook her head until her bangs spread. “But if there is a chance I would say I like him directly.”
...Yes...Strong number is very strong...
I want to roll my eyes three hundred and sixty degrees if I were white, beautiful, cute, and popular like you. I would go and tell him I like him directly. I'm here, but this is a beautiful, sharp line. Will you show your face to someone you like? There is hope of getting canned water chestnuts back.
“And when is it called a chance?”
“It depends on the timing.” Dao frowned. Thinking face "If it's a novel Probably confessing their love in the park By the fountain there were balloons and a bouquet of roses. But if in real life just asking to be your boyfriend at the school gate would be romantic.”
And if I say I love you in the bedroom, is that romantic?
"star..."
“Huh?”
“I...I...”
I was interrupted by the sound of her phone ringing. Just seeing the number on the screen made me incredibly upset. I jumped out of bed because I didn't want to get upset. Go throw it at her again and walk around to the door of the room. I think I'll go downstairs.
“Where will Koi go?”
“It's my story.”
"Don't go." She threw the phone on the bed. If I'm not interested My hand was about to grab the doorknob but stopped when she held me back.
Not just with pleading words
It's not just pulling your arms like usual.
You hold me back...with a warm hug on my back and your chin resting on my shoulder.
...How fast can our heart beat?...
...Is this beating too fast for your body's safety yet?...
“Didn't I tell you not to walk away from me?”
“If you walk away again, I won't chase you.”
"I won't love you anymore..."
I turned to face her but she was on my shoulder. So it turned out that my cheek was close to her nose. At that moment, I felt like I was floating. Her words seemed to trick me into a dream, but the tight touch on my waist made me realize that I wasn't daydreaming.
“What did you say?”
“I told you...that if there is a chance I will tell him directly,” she said in a soft voice but loud and clear in my feelings. Her lips were smiling so wide that her cheeks ached. The more she saw her shy expression, the more she couldn't help but smile. The little person released the hug and I turned her body around so that I could look into her eyes. Our hands are held together loosely.
“Do you really love me?”
“Don't be a cheater, you still haven't finished saying that sentence.”
That sentence before he called.
Sentences that I thought I would never say to you in this life.
"I..."
"What's up, Tails?"
“For me...you are a very special person.”
She looked disappointed that I didn't tell her I loved her like I had hoped, but what can I do when I don't dare? Plus now I feel dizzy. It's like I'm being hit on the head by you. Who would have thought that people who have secretly loved each other for a long time would tell each other they like each other like this after all this time? I've never felt the word love in your eyes.
I have lived with your unlove for a long time.
Until I almost thought that her love... was just a faint dream.
“Do you really love me, Dao?”
"Huh, do you think I'm lying?" The small figure frowned. I reached up and tucked her hair behind her ear appeasingly.
“So...we're lovers.”
“Uh huh.”
I believe you...in the novel Asking to be your girlfriend would require at least a hundred balloons. A hundred bouquets of flowers amidst a romantic atmosphere
But in real life there's just the two of us.
...Just have the word love and an honest request to be your girlfriend...
...That alone is many times more romantic than in novels...
“Can I ask you one thing?” I said as I pulled her hand back to sit on the bed as before.
“What?”
“Don't...smile at anyone. Can you smile for me?” He said it shyly, a selfish request that made him afraid that the listener would be dissatisfied. But unexpectedly she laughed.
“Koi, do you remember the first day we met?”
“First day?...”
'You...'
'Hm'
'You can come sit here, this place is free'
'thank you'
'My name is Koi, what is your name?'
'My name is Dao'
That day she came to school late. And there was no seat left for her.
I invited her to sit next to me.
She smiled so wide her eyes were dizzying.
...As for me........ My heart was pounding so hard I couldn't control it...
“Koi, do you know...the first day I smiled at you? That was my biggest smile ever.”
“My smile...has been yours since that day.”
I'm not funny. My stories aren't funny.
But it's...very cute, right?
In return for my girlfriend's cuteness, I leaned in closer to her...
Didn't I tell you that I want to be the owner of your smile?
......Including...her lips.
Like a star...a woman with a 'sweet mouth' like a smile ♥
THE END
BONUS TRACK
“What are you doing?” A bewildered voice, like a cat purring, rang out at the same time. With the arms wrapped around me from behind, the little person tried to lean over and look at my laptop screen. In fact, she didn't even have to ask, since it was obvious she could see it.
“How about writing our story?” I turned around and answered with a sweet smile. The audience raised their eyebrows in interest. Dao lightly pinched my cheek. I also wanted to tell her that I have bigger cheeks than other villagers. Why would they go around pinching other people's cheeks?
“What mood is this?”
“Well, you can still write the story of 'Pinkies' for me...why can't I write some?”
“So what are you writing about?”
I pretended to think, actually I had a good title in my head. But seeing her cute face makes me want to tease her in some way.
“Shoot the stars”
"lewd!!"
The small figure snapped at him. Her clear cheeks were flushed red. If she were a kitten, I would probably have her beaten.
...Come to say that other people are cheeky...
...What are you thinking about yourself, Khun Dujdao!...
"What a cheeky thing, I haven't even gotten to 'get it' yet" I said with a cheeky face. This time the other person's face turned even redder. Dao pushed me away with full force before my little boy could do a pose and stomp his feet and walk to sit on the bed instead.
“Crazy people, people with bad habits, I don't talk to you anymore!!”
...I'm sorry, Dao...even though I like it when you smile...
...but when you're shy like this...
...It's the cutest...
FIN
Ma-BungTalk
Let's end it... Let him go and "hook up the pinkies" for the two of us /)/////(
I've never worn Koi Dao before.
If there is a chance, we will meet again next time.
Anyway, I'd like to introduce myself >/|<
P.S. Who has read this and commented to give encouragement?
Or stop by and scream in the fic tag.
WhenYouSmile
Let's have a little together.
I love you <3