L o s t .....

Paring : Izumi no kami kanesada x Kasen kanesada

Rate : Drama,PG

Note : 

The language isn't very pretty because it's my first story.

Anyway, I'd like to leave you with this very rare couple.

P.S. The character will definitely fall off. Don't worry. Haha.

He thought that he was such a sinful person..

Both dirty..and dirty..

Having to have strange feelings for someone who has never once called him 'Elder'...

“Whoa, my hair isn't something you want to chew on!” A familiar deep voice came from a stable not far from the courtyard, causing figures walking past to turn and look. The laughter of his partner floated from afar along with the appearance of the short sword Horikawa Kunihiro, who stopped laughing and walked over to help the taller man remove the raven hair from its position. It should be grass that horses chew...

His slender hand scooped up the water he had just scooped up and gently stroked his partner's hair to clean off the saliva that was stuck in it before smiling friendlyly. His aquamarine eyes quickly turned away when they met. With a pair of sharp eyes that happened to look in his direction..the slender legs under the hakama hurriedly walked out of there as quickly as possible..

And why..did he have to run away...

I really don't understand myself.

The slender hand that often held swords and brushes came up to press against his own chest.. He felt a sharp pain that he had never experienced before.. He accidentally pinched his own hand but was startled and quickly let go at the sound of someone's voice. Someone shouted behind me...

“Second generation..don't they have work shifts?..so they come to walk around here sick..”

“And you..don't you go feed the horses..”

“The horse accidentally chewed on my hair..so Kunihiro told me to come wash it.”

Kasen Kanesada pursed his lips slightly before continuing with his question.. “Then why don't you go wash up..so you can go help Horikawa raise the horses?” A pair of beautiful eyes narrowed at the shiny black hair..Memories from yesterday flashed back into my head like a movie. Replay..of him combing Izumi no Kami Kanesada's hair.

In the body of a child, he carefully appeared in his thoughts.. easily causing a smile to adorn his thin lips.. but the voice of the person in front of him pulled him out of his own thoughts..

"Hoi..Kasen..what's with your smile..?"

His slender face shook back and forth, denying that he was smiling at all, with the smile from a moment ago disappearing.. His slender hand reached out to touch that dark hair, but was stopped again when the person who thought he was supposed to pet it. The horse appeared behind the thick figure with a cheerful voice..

"Kane-san! I'm done raising the horses!"

Not at all.. His partner's thin hand reached out and picked up the hair and considered it before puffing his cheeks and glancing at the owner of the hair.. "You haven't washed it yet?"

"Not yet..I thought I'd have you come help me clean it up."

“Then let's hurry and go..oh. Kasen-san! Hello!”

The small eldest from Kunihiro's house walked forward and bowed politely to greet him, causing the person who was greeted to tense up slightly before bowing back.

“Next time, you don't have to bow..” A deep voice that was full of coolness every time, no matter who it was with, left it like that before turning around and walking back to his own room.. leaving behind the vice leader's sword partner. The two Shinsengumi units stood confused..

A slender figure in casual gardening clothes walked into his room and changed into battle clothes in case there was a sudden order from the female master...

Kasen didn't let any time go to waste. He took out a brush, paper, and an ink pad and placed them on the Japanese table. He began to pour ink onto the tip of the brush to let the ink seep in before he began dotting the colored paper. Sad..the beautiful face furrowed slightly as she considered what she had just finished writing..

A poem that is full of sweetness but is strangely sad..

The sound of the paper door sliding made him turn away from what he was writing and look up at the new arrival... the blue-haired boy from Samonji's house, Sayo Samonji, who had probably just returned from... Battle walked over and sat in the opposing seat before leaning on his chin and looking at him intently..

“Aren't you resting, Sayo?” His slender hand placed the brush on the stand as usual before turning to talk to the newcomer. Dagger Boy shook his head before turning his eyes outside.. “No one was hurt..it's fine..” Kasen nodded in understanding and put his hands on everything..

“What about your older siblings? Didn't they come to take care of you?” A pair of beautiful eyes turned to look at the only place the little man was looking at. Sayo shook her head once more before lowering her eyes. "I really don't want to disturb you while praying..can I just stay here for now?" A pair of beautiful eyes turned to look at the boy sitting across from him before he smiled fondly.

"Already got it.."

Seeing that Sayo had nothing to do Kasen then got up and walked over to pick up another sheet of paper for the boy to practice writing letters to relieve boredom..until the sky outside began to turn a bright red..indicating that night was coming after the lights disappeared. This goes..

"Sayo," a slender hand reached out and poked the little body that had been lying down since I don't know when, to get up and lie down properly. ..

"Uh.." the boy moaned before getting up to walk back to the house and get some good sleep. But before little feet could carry him out of the room, the boy's soft voice rang out loudly in Kasen's head. Kanesada then said..

"The master said that...the two of them...were seeing each other.."

His aquamarine eyes widened slightly before he adjusted his expression to normal and only nodded in acknowledgment.. But as soon as the boy left the room, nothing but a shadow could be seen. The pain in his chest seemed to have intensified since last time to the point where he had to try to suppress his emotions.. His lips were pressed together tightly..

Feeling like this again..he doesn't like it at all...

Because after watching..no matter how love it was..he would probably only be a 'second generation' in the eyes of that Izumi no Gami Kanesada..

Truly pitiful....

"Ah!! Drink!!"

The deep voice of the spear who loved drinking in his life rang out. Everyone cheered loudly before raising their sake to drink.. except for the Toshiro children who had been ordered by Zaniwa not to drink and running around playing. They live on the terrace of the house..but some people sit and eat snacks..

A light figure in personal clothes walked away from the festivities to the back of the house where there was a small garden for relaxing when stressed or tired. He sat down on the terrace of the house before tightening his robes and looking down at his white hands. Silently starting to turn pale from the cold weather.. the lights of the fireflies at night gradually increased in number until they gathered into a swarm, flying above the ground like little fireballs dancing in the night...

His eyelids fluttered shut before he could hear the footsteps of two figures approaching. But the Sword of Art was not suspicious... because the newcomer was a young woman wearing a miko outfit with her face hidden. With an Onimaru mask The other person following behind was a tall figure in a red battle outfit that was covered by a blue haori with a white mountain pattern that was the symbol of the Shinsengumi..

"Kasen-sama...are you not going to join the others in celebrating.."

"I'd rather get some rest."

A sweet voice that rarely came out asked him like anyone knew. The person in question glanced slightly at the figure behind him before shaking his head softly in denial. Because ever since I went looking for a new dagger He hasn't rested yet. And still had to go out and explore.... The girl's eyes flashed with a slight worry before she stretched out her face and whispered something in the ear of the slender figure who was still looking ahead aimlessly...

"If you're in trouble...that's okay.." The lips under the mask smiled kindly before walking out of there..back into the dining room that was being used as a celebration room. The opportunity to welcome a new dagger like Goto Toshiro and the person who is most happy is probably his good but cruel older brother like Ichigo Itofuri.

There was no conversation between the two Kanesada brothers. The wind brushed against the skin that was peeking through the fabric, causing Izumi to tuck his arms into the sleeves of his shirt to protect himself from the cold. Walk in and sit next to him, don't be quiet..

“Not with Horikawa. Kunihiro? It's you.." The elder started the conversation first, even though those eyes still hadn't turned to look at him. The tall figure moaned in his throat before answering in a slightly annoyed tone. ..

"Then why does it have to be Kunihiro?"

"So you two are seeing each other, right?"

Izumi was quiet for a long while before letting out a sigh..

"Who told you.."

"I don't need to tell you that.."

At this time, the tall figure of the former vice-captain of the Shinsengumi began to feel his eyebrows twitch. The people looked back when they saw his younger sibling making such an expression, so he could only laugh softly.. even though on the outside, Showing his attitude like that..but inside he was so upset..

He accidentally pressed his hand tightly in order to alleviate some of the pain in his heart..but it seemed to have the opposite effect..when his sharp eyes saw that the older man's pale hand was beginning to bleed. seeping out of the sleeve of his shirt.. A thick hand reached out and grabbed the thin hand of the person in front of him and flipped it around in consideration.. which made Kasen's eyes widen slightly before he made a move to pull his hand back..

But he had to tighten his grip when the younger sword's hot tongue touched the mouth of the wound he had made.. dragging across every wound as if to provide comfort..

Turned away when those sharp eyes once looked up at him...lips pressed tight to hold back the sound from the strange touch on the palm..from a face that was once calm and white because of the cold weather..now He clearly became nervous and began to fade when the touch of that rough tongue didn't just stop at the palm of his hand, but gently flicked and nudged his fingertips..

Sliding across the fresh wound and biting the wrist until it became a red mark..

Knowing how the other party felt, Kasen immediately shook his hand away!

"What are you going to do.."

A sweet voice said timidly. Izumi shrugged his shoulders nonchalantly before looking at his older brother in confusion. His beautiful face was rosy and he held the hand he had taken a moment ago. Holding it to his chest before standing up and stubbornly walking away.

"I beg you."

Even if you say that But he got up and followed anyway..

"Wait, Kasen!"

A tall figure followed him into the front of the room but didn't dare go in.. while another person stood leaning on the door, tired and in pain at the same time..

Feeling like this..isn't right....

He took off his coat and carefully folded it up on the wooden shelf. He sat down and fell tiredly on the table. It's true that..he wasn't in Izumi's sight at all..not at all...

He closed his eyes without wanting to think about anything..thinking too much about that sword seemed like he was only adding to his own feelings..he let warm water flow from his eyes without even thinking about raising his hand. Up to wipe..consciousness shifted, feeling the aura and warmth radiating out..perceiving that his own body had been pulled into someone's embrace..

Who is this touch?

"Oh..Izumi.."

Resisting the drowsiness, he opened his eyes to look at the owner of this warmth.. The younger's handsome face was barely an inch away from him.. before he felt another person's lips press against his own.. a hot touch. That flicker made my face feel hot..but all that happy feeling disappeared when a deep voice suddenly called out a name and turned my head towards the door..

"Kunihiro.."

"Kane-san.."

Sitting was the last thing he heard before sleepiness and exhaustion from today's work caused him to faint..

He stood and waited in front of the room until the noise in the room went quiet..

He's not dating Kunihiro..but Kunihiro and Yamanbagiri..

He had to explain this matter to Kasen so that he could understand..

But when the paper door was opened, what appeared was the figure of the sword he called 'Second Edition' lying down on the Japanese table. His sharp eyes sparkled with gentleness and concern. He walked in. In the room before holding that body in his arms..the scent of memories was still evident..reminding him of when he was a child when Kasen took care of him in everything..

before being passed on to Horikawa Kunihiro continues to take care of you..

Sometimes Kasen might think of him like a brother..but what he thinks of is too deep..

And sometimes I get irritated for no reason when I think that this person will be taken away..

Izumi no Gami Kanesada doesn't care if it's right or wrong..but what he's done now confirms that..he loves this sword..

The beautiful eyes of the person in his arms slowly opened to look at his face.. A hoarse voice that was not worthy of a swordsman who was usually solemn and loved everything that was artistic.. caused him to furrow his brows slightly.

"Oh..Izumi.."

He used one hand to support his slender face before leaning down to press his lips to the other's.. Kasen had a chance to resist but was stopped when he grabbed the thin hand in one hand.. before. To be able to do more than this The sound of footsteps becoming louder and louder made him pull away from his lips before turning to look at the newcomer..

His partner, ready for battle, smiled before walking towards him..

"Kunihiro.."

"Kane-san.."

A hand that was slightly rough from holding a sword handed a dark colored scroll to the tall figure.. Izumi took it before unfolding it and reading it without letting go of the person in his arms who thought he was probably asleep..

"A mission from Lord Zaniwa?"

"Yes..Master said that both Kane-san and Kasen-san should prepare themselves..because the mission will begin tomorrow evening.."

Izumi nodded in understanding before looking at the list of names that needed to be joined this time..

'Head of the army: Goto Toshiro

Heshikiri Hasebe

Monoyoshi Sadamune

Izumi no Gami Kanesada

Horikawa Kunihiro

Kasen Kanesada'

His hands picked up the dull-colored paper roll before he slowly put the person in his arms down.. He took off his haori and carefully wrapped it around the noble swordsman.. He stared at his white face in the moonlight without stopping. .

"I love you, Kasen..."

“This time it's the same route and the same map that we have to explore..but this time there seem to be a lot of Kebiishi roaming around. It makes that area even more dangerous than before..so..” Sweet face turned towards Heshikiri. Hasebe was holding a red velvet package that contained an amulet..

He distributed them to everyone and all the amulets were white..but Izumi no Gami Kanesada's were gold.

"Mr. Izumi's was specially made.." The light brown haired young man could feel the sorrow in that voice..

Golden amulet..an amulet said to be used as a successor..

Blue eyes turned to his partner, who was still smiling happily as before until everyone had arrived.. Each of them had a slight expression on their faces as the female host walked up to Hasebe before jumping into a hug.. Odagumi's handsome face colored slightly before he hugged her back. Only Kasen and Mikazuki still had normal expressions on their faces.

Because he knows that the relationship between these two has long been more than boss and subordinate..

"Come back safely! Everyone!"

The sound of riding a horse sounded, with the dagger of Toshiro's house taking the lead first.. followed by the others who were responsible for the main army..

Not long into the enemy territory, they had to stop when they saw that the sky above had begun to turn into the black of the night.. Everyone tightened their weapons and waited for orders to organize troops.. Their eyesight worked well in At night, more than any other type of sword, it looked around until it heard the sound of the earth shaking..

A blue light flashed before a number of enemies appeared..

"Kebiichi.."

Each one of them slammed their teeth at the enemies that appeared.. The enormous pressure that radiated out made the light body slightly nervous.. The sound of metal clashing loudly echoed in the open space.. The eyes were the color of aquamarine. He saw that another enemy was about to attack his younger sibling from behind, so he quickly took care of the one in front of him before rushing in to help immediately.

"Izumi!!"

Seriously!!

The two sides fought ferociously until they were able to wipe out all the enemies..until they entered the final node..The boss node was the node that needed to be the most careful..A slender hand firmly gripped the sword before rushing in to slash. with the enemy without mercy..Izumi cursed in anger when he accidentally opened a gap for the enemy..

Now he's moderately injured..but Horikawa..

"Are you okay? Kunihiro?"

A tall figure ran in to counter the enemy's sword to his partner, who looked completely exhausted.. and had already used his ultimate move..

"nevermind Kane-san..Just a little more and we'll win..Ugh.."

"Kanesada!! Be careful!!"

Warning from Heshikiri Hasebe made him raise his sword in time to defend..but the sword's current state wouldn't hold up for long...because cracks began to appear on the sword's body..

"It's finally over!!---"

Without another word, everyone's eyes widened when Izumi no Gami Kanesada's sword broke into two pieces..

Everyone hurried over to check on the situation with concern and found that the youngest sword's breath was beginning to flow.. Even though the scene in front of him began to shift, he still forced a smile towards everyone..

"Kane-san!! How are you?!"

"Am I going to lose..again?"

His eyes were beginning to blur, he tried to look for someone.. but he couldn't find them..

It's signed....has it already broken?

"Kasen.."

That's what he said in the last moment before his consciousness faded..

Light penetrates into the room. It hurt my eyes to the point of having to bury my face in the pillow..but when I realized the pain in my body, I immediately opened my eyes!

"Ouch!!"

"Izumi-sama!!/Kane-san!!"

Those..Master and Kunihiro's voices...haven't I broken yet..

Slowly, he opened his eyes to look at a person and another sword sitting next to him. He blinked a few times to adjust his focus before quickly sitting up.

"gulp!!"

When he examined himself closely, he found that there were bandages all over his body and what was in the hand of the young Zaniwa was an Uchiko stick used for repairing swords. "Ah..the wound hasn't healed yet..please don't... Do anything rashly..or your wound will open.."

He nodded before the young Zaniwa walked out of the room with Horikawa. Kunihiro who said he was going to bring food..

Seeing that the path was clear, he slowly got up and walked out of that very uncomfortable room.. from walking to running.. running as fast as he could to get to his destination.. going around the back of the house and turning left into a room. ..

The sound of the door sliding open made the people in the room slightly startled.. which made the tall man frown when he saw that the person he wanted to meet was not in the room.. but a young woman in a miko outfit... then. Where has Sen gone..?

The question was answered when he noticed something in Lord Zaniwa's slender hand, a dark cloak that had an intricate peony pattern embroidered on it. But what was strange was that it was stained with blood.. and there was a fragment of a sword. It's in there..or...

"That's not true.."

"Lord Izumi..please calm down--"

"Where are you going?!" The owner of the deep voice shouted as he felt pain welling up in his chest.. He accidentally squeezed the girl's shoulder so tightly that she had to cry out in pain..

"Sir, Sen, it's broken.."

"What do you say?!"

"She said that the signature had broken."

Someone's voice was interrupted by the appearance of the Master's Crazy Sword, the tip of its sheath pointed at his face. "Release your master now.."

His hand freed his thin shoulder before pulling away..

"I have something I want to tell you."

"Do you remember the golden amulet I gave you?"

"Remember..why??"

"The golden amulet..is like a successor to each other. That day, Thankasen came and asked me to create this amulet..."

"Why do you have to do that?"

"Because he was worried about you.. and the reason why he broke up.. because he suffered the results of the attack on your behalf."

"So.."

Izumi clenched his hands tightly to suppress his emotions.. before walking out of the room with an unspeakable feeling..

You crazy bastard..are you just throwing it away like this?..

You are a mean person..kasen...

How could I fall in love with someone like you?

Thinking while laughing through tears..the pain in his chest seemed to emphasize his mistake in not telling his own brother something sooner..

He never thought of calling that sword Brother..

He just wanted to express these repressed feelings..

For hundreds of years..he has always waited to meet Kasen..

But no matter when He always wastes it...

I want to apologize... I want to hug the other person tightly. But now he doesn't have that sword with him anymore..

He raised his hand to wipe away his tears before looking at the distant grass field right now.. The gentle breeze that was blowing against his skin didn't make him feel cold at all.. It turned out that his heart was ten times colder..

"I love you..I love you..Kasen.."

Let the clear water flow from your pair of sharp eyes before closing your eyelids..hoping that the wind that blows will help relieve some of this longing and pain...

If you look at it from another angle..

The transparent figure of the eldest of the Kanesada house stood next to the tall figure who was still not aware of his presence. A thin hand reached up and lightly stroked his cheek before laughing.

"Goodbye..Izumi.."

I just disappeared... that's all...

Goodbye...and..I love you......

-End-

Finally!! Finally!!

I just finished writing my first fic.

I want a dramatic style without eggs in this pair---

The problem is that we don't know the sword's words during the battle. Haha.

QQ//

Thank you very much.

And this pair is a very rare pair. Most of them will go to Kanehori---

I was very dizzy when I got married. So it came out like this.

If I have more time, I will continue to decorate Gotomono -----

C U Again

P.S. There will be Izumi and Izumi, meaning I'm too lazy to press the chip---// got caught.

P.S. Updated on fixing the typo. Wow;

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