This fic is just a small perspective from one girl who thinks

HAPPY END 

It doesn't always have to end with a smile.

Fic : Warmth fromdeath

Couple : Ichimatsux Karamatsu (色松)

Writer : Luciidear, Vadilos

lonely......

A dim, pale orange light streamed through the wide open room until it was visible as a thin line of light, no different from a clear laser. However, it really matched the lifeless atmosphere of the room...

The square-shaped room was covered with cheap tatami mats. The sweet-colored sliding wooden door contrasted with the dull color of the high walls. However, there was hardly anything inside this room except for a low round wooden table covered with a cloth. There was a small white cloth and a light brown cabinet in the corner of the room. Even though the picture in front of him looked so ordinary that he almost choked on the blandness, to him it was a room that was once full of happiness...a room that... Filled with everyone's smiles

But right now it's empty....because everyone hasn't come back yet, no, they won't ever come back... Because the 'game' isn't over yet.

"I have to be alone again... ”

Having said that, the owner of the black, weary eyes looked around at this moment. Even though he could barely see anything, all he could feel was the warmth from the light that was creeping in and hitting the faded mat. The young man tightened his embrace and changed to a knee-hugging position instead of the original lying position. Of course, he didn't move from his usual corner of the room at all.

lonely....

The purple sweater was stained with tear stains, and the sound of hoarse sobs was mixed with the sound of the wind outside the window. The body was so cold that he could hardly feel anything, only the loneliness that lingered in the depths of his heart. No different from a good hell.

It's so painful.... Is losing the person you love really this much torture?

Clear tears were allowed to flow silently, and Ichimatsu bent down and buried his face on his knees before letting himself cry out alone. His cloudy brain ordered him to reconsider all the things that had happened. But right now, he doesn't even know how many times he's cried.

Immediately, it was as if the scene in front of him was torn to shreds!!! The young man's all his sad thoughts were immediately put to an end when someone stepped in and quickly turned on the lights following the visitor's instincts.

The person secretly cried tears with a calm expression, dull eyes, trying to move up to meet the tall figure's eyes with a calm look, but then his heart felt like it was squeezing until it almost broke when he found out that the person in front of him was the person he didn't want to meet the most right now.

Karamatsu....

“Ichi....Ichimatsu.” The source of the voice's red eyes could tell that he was definitely crying just by looking at it, even though it was difficult to ask. But in his heart he could only restrain himself, like his body knowingly avoiding the sight in front of him.

“Where have all the others gone?”

Karamatsu, who had turned his head away, spoke in the silence and walked to sit at another corner of a nearby table. Of course, he didn't turn to look, and his interlocutor refused to answer, causing a strangely uncomfortable and heartbreaking feeling that he already knew.

But the atmosphere was worse than ever in Karamatsu's feelings.

"Uh...are you alright?" In the end, Karamatsu chose to simply ask, acting as if nothing had happened before. Who would have done that, especially if he's a worrisome little brother, and even if he's a dark little brother? How can I ignore the picture just now?

He is really crazy even though he himself can't take it anymore.

Even though he knew that everyone was playing that crazy 'game' with him. It was no wonder that Ichimatsu didn't want to talk to him, but even so, deep in his heart, There is still hope...

“…Shut up you stupid Matsu.”

The cold outside air continued to blow in because no one was willing to get up to cover it up. An indescribable feeling spread throughout the room, but even so, this silence was even colder, as if someone were to leave. It must disappear.

His bloodshot eyes still reminded him of his pitifulness..

“It's hard to say, but even so...you helped... ”

“Shut up!!!! I told you to be quiet!” The trembling voice was swallowed up by tears, sobbing breaths, so pitiful and thin before it changed into a commotion that surged out like crazy. “Dammit Matsu! !! You crazy bastard... you stupid bastard, you stupid bastard... you bastard ...!!!”

The trembling shouts were replaced by a warm embrace and a stain of clear water fell onto the blue sweater...

He knows this, he doesn't take the time to joke about anything. The diluted words are only described as meaningless, which the person doesn't know that when he's stressed, there's almost nothing left of his old mischievous older brother...

Only his older brother, Karamatsu, remains. Someone who cares about the Matsuno brothers and younger brother Ichimatsu more than anyone. Someone who loves Ichimatsu...more than anyone. I love you so much that I'm lost.. I forget that this person is my real younger sibling.

And that was the only reason why he still dared to stand here. Makes him want to fix what he's done...

“Getting scolded like this by you isn't cool,” Karamatsu seemed to say to himself as his palms comforted him in an unfamiliar way, but it calmed Ichimatsu down.

“But if you want to cry, just scream it all out, Ichimatsu.”

Even though when he saw these tears… Karamatsu would repeatedly tell himself that it was okay.

Although he was deeply saddened that the other person had never seen him in that place, it was never his and was always taken care of by someone else. Karamatsu chuckled softly at the stupid idea. in a way that cannot be prevented

Perhaps those words from Ichimatsu were genuine insults.

“Ugh…” Ichimatsu held back his cries with his face still buried in his shoulder, not wanting the coward to see his weak figure, but the tears couldn't stop flowing.

“Dammit! Because of this, I hate a coward like you.”

"Yes, I'm sorry for being such a prude." The tall man tightened his embrace. Some lips spoke softly as if it were a joke while his hand still touched his younger brother's messy, unruly hair. No matter how hard he tried to suppress a smile, the truth was still in front of him, he knew that he I have done something unforgivable.

“Why…” Not letting the other person say anything after Ichimatsu was silent for a long time, he began to speak in a low voice. His dark eyes lifted up to meet the owner of the warm embrace. Then he asked

“Why do you want to die?”

Why must you do this? Why do you have to make everyone look at you like a dead person like this?

The reason he was crying, the reason Ichimatsu was sitting in this room alone.... That's because he couldn't stand what happened, where everyone kept fooling himself that Karamatsu had died just because Karamatsu kept saying that he wanted to die...

It's a game that's so ridiculous it's almost insane.

However, everyone wouldn't stop if Karamatsu continued like this. If he still says he wants to die Everyone will never stop playing this game.

"I'm sorry..." The warm embrace suddenly made everyone tremble. The person who had only comforted the figure in front of him could now only tremble, afraid... so afraid. I don't want it to be like this again. “Sorry...sorry,sorry,sorry,sorry...sorry.”

All the bad things that happened made him feel like he didn't want to disappear...

If he tells everyone that he doesn't want to die Will everyone come back? If he admits that he accepts that he is not inferior to anything, will everything be the same? Is it already too late or..?

The arms that had surrounded him were suddenly embraced, and a face resembling the twins fell into the middle of the man's chest, trembling. The hand moved to caress the back of the person he called older brother. It's no different from the other party who rubs his head without stopping.

Even though I myself wanted to cry this much and was this weak. Why do you always have to act like an older brother to protect him?

“Don't say that again.”

"...." Sweet words rang out softly in Karamatsu's ear for only a moment before the hand that slid across his back gently touched the elder's smooth cheek. Ichimatsu moved up and buried him in a soft kiss. down on his forehead before moving down to wipe away the tears. The man was trembling. He didn't know if the figure in front of him was comforting him or what?

But what the two of them felt It may have been the same from the beginning.

"Don't say you want to die again." Otherwise....

They know what if life isn't as simple as it looks in cartoons. Or what if everyone doesn't forgive me for what I've done? Did Karamatsu have to die alone? That was what Ichimatsu feared.

“…..” But if this was a completely insane idea, he wouldn't regret his decision anyway.

At least if I could be with Karamatsu.... No matter what He is not afraid because we are not alone anymore.

“Otherwise...if you say you want to die again....” Because he himself was so in love with this idiot that he was almost crazy.

Together... obsessed to the point of going crazy....

"Next time, I will die with you... "

Maybe then...this kind of feeling It might be something called "Eternal love" can be said

                                                            - END -

Many people may secretly ask, eh!!? How does this end? For the router Regardless of the ending scene, the two of them will go back to being with everyone as before or they will end up dying together. Anyway, it's considered a good ending because Karamatsu will be with Ichimatsu forever.

In the fic, what everyone does to Karamatsu is like the game's successor, because in

ep5

that everyone forgot about Karamatsu Since then, Karamatsu has been feeling a little sad. Actually, Karamatsu's identity towards everyone has become strange. There are many fan arts and fics written about Karamatsu's suicide, not Karamatsu. Tsu Ichimatsu must die. Alternate loops back and forth. So this fic is a reflection if Karamatsu doesn't die.

But he had disappeared just as he wanted, but the person who still cared about him the most was Ichimatsu, so that was the reason Karamatsu came back again.

//Content may be strange and difficult to understand. But I hope everyone loves Ichimatsu and Karamatsu very much. Personally, I don't want anyone to die at all.

//Next time, I'll wear something that won't damage my kidneys, haha.

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