"Marry me."

"Mmm"

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"Ja Jinhwan hyung."

"Huh, is there something wrong?"

A trembling voice called out to the small figure who was sitting. In his hand was a large bouquet of bright red roses with a faint fragrance, which was hidden behind his back so that the little man could not see. The person who had been called came up to look at his handsome face, which was now red. I was shaking all over.

“Oh, I have something to give you.” Hanbin slowly took out the rose bouquet he had hidden behind his back and handed it to a confused Jinhwan. Just then, both of their faces turned red. Jinhwan smiled widely, embarrassed that someone would give him flowers like this. Both of them smiled and touched their ears, unable to explain their shyness.

"Thank you, Kim Hanbin :)" You don't have to guess at an action like this. The bold figure was asking the senior in front of him to be his girlfriend.

“I love you. I think of you more than a sibling. Can you be my girlfriend?" Hanbin mustered up the courage to speak. Inside his chest, he couldn't catch a rhythm. Until he was brave enough to ask Jinhwan to be his girlfriend, he practiced speaking for many days. Hearing this, the small figure's smile became even wider, almost tearing from ear to ear, and his heart beat almost as fast as the person who confessed his love.

"Oh, yes, I'll be your boyfriend." Hearing this, he smiled, showing all his teeth. Before hugging and lifting the senior up, he blurted out, "I love you, I love you the most." Right now, I feel many aspects of happiness, excitement, and joy. From now on, he will be as good to Jinhwan as possible.

"Let's go see a movie. I'll treat you."

"Yes, girlfriend ^^" He finished speaking and took the small figure's hand.

"Jinhwan, your girlfriend has come to pick you up." His friend called out to the small figure who was sitting at work, looking up at the index finger his friend pointed in that direction. Then appeared a thick figure in a student uniform with a handsome face, slender eyes, jet black hair, a high nose, and chubby pink lips, smiling openly at Jinhwan who was looking at him.

To which the small figure smiled back as well, "Oh, I'm so envious of this couple, haha."

"Shit, I'll go first. See you later. Bye." Jinhwan put his things in his bag and carried it on his back. before raising his hand to smile and wave goodbye to his friends Then he walked towards his future boyfriend who was waiting.

Today is our 5 month anniversary so we decided to go out to eat together..

"Wait a long time?" The small figure raised his head and raised his eyebrows in question, his lips slightly pressed together. Eyes wide, waiting for an answer. The tall figure looked at his face before giving a small smile.

My little one is cute...

"It won't be long, let's go." The two of them held hands and walked away. Everyone who looked at them was envious of this couple.

"Is it fun, Hanbin?" Jinhwan took Hanbin's hand and led him to sit in a park where there were empty seats, then lowered his butt down and sat down. Before opening the question, speak

“Have fun, hyung.” Hanbin looked at the person asking. before taking your eyes off to the park view with people walking back and forth Some people hold hands and smile together. Some have families with parents leading their children along the path. There were two old people sitting together. The trees sway gently in the wind. Looking at it made him smile.

"Hanbin, hyung loves you." After being quiet for a while, he looked at the scene in front of him. The little one suddenly spoke up, breaking the silence before giving him a smile.

“I love you too, hyung. Stay with me for a long time." The thick figure smiled back before staring at his face for a moment. Before pushing his lover's head, he leaned on his shoulder gently and placed his shoulder on the small man's.

The sky was bright blue, then cloudy, turned gray, and then became darker and darker, indicating that the sky was about to pour rain. People ran for shelter.

Hanbin and Jinhwan held hands and ran to the condo and then back to Hanbin's room.

Hanbin opened the door and walked in, followed by a small figure. Jinhwan walked over and sat on the sofa, waiting. The thick figure disappeared into the room for a moment and came out, followed by a small towel placed on Jinhwan's head before sitting down on the sofa. Then he began to dry his hair, which had become wet from the rain for a moment. before taking turns drying your hair

The thick figure looked at the face he loved, drying his hair for him. Gaze passionately without the other person being aware of it.

Jinhwan could feel the sight of him drying his hair. before slowly looking down and making eye contact Eyes that have some hidden meaning

love, want

I don't know what caused them to keep bringing their faces together. Until the tip of their noses touched each other, they could feel each other's breathing. Jinhwan stopped drying his hair and slowly let his hand rest on Hanbin's shoulder. A strong hand moved to place it on the other person's waist. Before slowly moving their faces together, Hanbin tilted his head slightly so that his mouth kissed the small one.

Their lips touched gently for a long time, without any aggression at all. Gently pressing to emphasize how much he loves Jinhwan. I want you to know that he is ready to do anything for Jinhwan. Jinhwan closed his eyes, taking in the new sensation of the person in front of him kissing him. His first kiss. Kiss to acknowledge the feelings each person gives.

The kiss lasted for I don't know how long before it broke away. They looked into each other's eyes again before Hanbin leaned forward, buried his nose in the clear cheek, inhaled the scent slowly and pulled away. This made the little body blush and smile.

Kim Han Bin asks for one more time.

"Haha, Hanbin." Jinhwan looked at him.

“I beg you.” Hanbin moved forward again as usual.

“Mmm,” Jinhwan let out a toothless smile.

Hanbin leaned in closer until there was no space between them. Before bending himself down, he gently pushed Jinhwan down. There was no resistance.

And then came the day when everyone was successful, that is, graduation day. Many different people came into the educational institution to congratulate the new graduates. And 1 of them is Kim Han Bin.

Hanbin's parents and relatives all brought large bouquets of flowers and dolls to Hanbin, who had achieved his dream, and took pictures as souvenirs.

Today, Jinhwan took a day off from work to congratulate his beloved. In his hand was a bouquet of pure white lilies and a white card that said '

To Kim Hanbin  -Congratulation My Dear- From Kim Jinhwan' 

The small figure's eyes searched for the person he had come to congratulate. before meeting a thick figure in a graduation gown who was standing talking with a friend Before walking straight

“Hanbin, I brought it for you.” Jinhwan stopped in front of him before handing the bouquet to the other person and hugging him tightly.

"Thank you. I love you hyung."

"Love too"

“Hyung, marry me.” Hanbin knelt in front of Jinhwan and took out a blue box. Then open that box Revealing a bright silver ring, shining brightly. In front of Jinhwan Jinhwan's co-workers gathered around to watch and raised their hands to cheer for Jinhwan to accept.

"Let's get dressed."

Jinhwan looked at Hanbin's face before tears of joy overflowed. He nodded and smiled at the thick man before the two embraced tightly. Many people expressed their happiness for the couple.

“I'm ready to be with hyung. From now on, let me take care of hyung's life, I promise." Hanbin said while still hugging each other.

"Um, I love you. Thank you for doing this. Thank you so much." Hanbin pulled away and put on the ring.

"Mr. Kim Hanbin, are you willing to take Kim Jinhwan as your wife?"

"Yes," the tall figure in a clean white suit happily answered the priest who was performing the ceremony.

“Mr. Kim Jin Hwan is pleased to accept. Is Kim Hanbin your husband?"

"Yes." The couple looked at each other happily. Before that, Hanbin put the ring on his bride as a witness before God that he would take care of this person beside him forever. And kiss each other with love

Guests at the couple's wedding applauded in congratulations.

From now on we will be one. We will have a complete family.

“Ha, Hanbin hyung, I have something to tell you. You must be delighted.”

"What, hyung?"

"Hyung, I'm pregnant." Jinhwan smiled widely and told the answer. Hanbin heard this and immediately smiled showing his teeth. Hanbin was so happy that he would have a child and hugged his wife tightly in happiness. Jinhwan was equally happy. They hugged each other happily.

Happy to have a new life. The little one that he created with love and care.

"Then that rabbit became friends with everyone..." The atmosphere in the room was full of items for the little child who was about to open his eyes into the world. Jinhwan, who was 9 months pregnant and close to giving birth, sat on the sofa. Listen to the new father telling stories while making sounds along with the drama. Made the mother laugh with that childish attitude.

"It's finished. Is it fun, little one?” Hubin closed the story book and turned to talk to the large belly where life was about to be born.

"It's fun, Papa. Papa's stories are the most fun." Jinhwan made a small boy sound in response to Father's question.

"Let's go to sleep, kiss." It was late at night and both of us were beginning to feel sleepy. Hanbin turned and kissed Jinhwan's stomach. Then he turned and kissed his wife on the mouth.

After a while the fetus started to struggle.

"Hah, Hanbin, hyung, my stomach hurts. Oh, Hanbin, please help me." Jinhwan, who was washing the dishes, suddenly collapsed as he started to feel a sharp pain, like he was about to. Give birth It came out and turned into severe pain. Hanbin, who was working on a laptop, heard his wife's voice and was shocked when he saw his wife's collapsed stomach holding her stomach. He ran in and picked her up and took her immediately to a private car. Their destination was a hospital.

"Hyung, just be patient. We'll be there soon. Hyung, be patient." Hanbin put the car in full gear to get to the hospital as quickly as possible. Cutting off cars here and there according to the distance. Until now, the person who was cut off might be able to scold him for nothing. But he didn't care, he had to take him there.

But he was glad that he could see his own child.

"Mother, exert a little more. A couple of three." The whole cesarean section is in chaos. A middle-aged doctor is currently delivering a baby to Jin-hwan's mother. Both nurses wiped away the blood from Jinhwan's legs.

"Hee hee hee hee hee hee hee!" Jinhwan's whole body was covered in sweat. His face was sweaty as if he had just washed his face.

"I'm coming out, Mom. There's only a little left. One last time, one, two, three."

"Ugh!" Jinhwan's face now looked very tormented.

"Just a little more."

“Ugh! Scream!!" Jinhwan's final sound screamed with his last breath. Along with the cries of the red child who had just come out. Jinhwan panted from exhaustion. He then glanced at the boy before smiling, then his eyes slowly closed and he fell unconscious.

Hanbin sat in a flustered position, walking back and forth in front of the C-section room. Before the door opened followed by the doctor. Hanbin immediately walked to the doctor.

"Doctor, is it a woman or a man?"

"Man, congratulations, Dad. I'll be in first." Hanbin smiled happily.

"Little one, come see Papa quickly." A young boy 1 and a half years old, sitting and learning to walk in the playground next to the condo. Hanbin beckoned the little boy to come over. The child slowly walked towards his father and smiled and went to hug him.

"Papa"

"Let's go back, Mom." The thick man kissed the soft cheek before walking back to the condo.

"Hyung, next week let's go to the amusement park and take the little one with us." The thick figure invited the small figure who was coaxing the baby who was sleeping in the crib.

“Good, you will get to see some new things. Well, that's right, next week he'll be 2 years old. Let's celebrate his birthday too." Jinhwan said to Hanbin but his face was fixed on his little boy who was closing his eyes.

“I love you, hyung.” A thick figure walked over and gave his wife a loose hug from behind. along with a kiss on the cheek

"Yes, Father. Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha" They looked at each other before happily staring at their own erections.

“Hanbin, let's go to that playground.” Jinhwan took the hand of her husband who was carrying the little boy, going there and there.

Both parents and children play with fun.

"Hanjung, is it fun?" the mother asked the little girl who was drinking a bottle of milk.

The little children didn't answer, only nodded and smiled at each other.

Today is as usual. Jinhwan had to raise Hanjung for the two of them. As for Hanbin, he went out to work late and came back.

It's very late now, it's already 11:00 p.m. but.. why hasn't Hanbin come back yet? Or is work not finished yet.. Saying that, the small figure immediately went to pick up the phone and dialed the extension number that way. Instead, the answer was only silence.

Hanbin turns off the machine..

"I'm sorry. There was no response from the number you called. Please contact me again."

Why closed??

And this was the case many times when I called back and got that answer.

Is something wrong with Hanbin? Why turn off the machine? It's very late, why haven't you returned yet? Or if you haven't finished your work, can you come back and do it at home?

The thoughts in Jinhwan's head were all racing. I'm worried about why he hasn't returned yet. Only then did Jinhwan fall asleep.

-morning-

"Eomma mama" The little voice woke up Jinhwan who was sleeping. before looking around before taking the little one to sit and hug. He just realized that Hanbin hasn't returned yet. After saying that, the little figure carried Hanjung to that room, but Hanbin's body was not found, not even a shadow. Jinhwan's heart fluttered again and he dialed his husband again. Got the same answer, turn off the machine..

Jinhwan couldn't help it. that is like this

Clink!

Some phones rang. The small figure wasn't familiar with this number at all, so he answered it.

"Hello," the small figure answered in a stammering voice.

"Hello, this is the hospital. Well, Mr. Kim Hanbin was in a car accident last night. Now in the ICU I want you to come right now to the hospital.

xxx "

Just that, making the person holding the line gasp and his heart drop into his eyes. Feeling shocked that this can happen to someone you love. Having said that, he hurriedly got dressed before taking Hanjung and leaving it with his roommate. It would definitely be inconvenient for him to do anything with it. Jinhwan immediately ran down to the car before accelerating the engine to the hospital as quickly as possible.

In my heart I prayed to God that nothing would happen to him.

And then arrived at the hospital, Jinhwan immediately rushed to the building. before running up to the ICU room and then came to the front of that room The door has a small glass window that you can see through. The sight in front of him made the small figure immediately raise his hand to cover his mouth. Tears of sorrow flowed out.

In that room was a figure he knew well, lying unconscious and motionless. On his head, there was gauze wrapped and a respirator covering it. Looking at the heart rate monitor, he found that the lines were smooth and straight, with no ups and downs showing that he was still breathing. Doctors and nurses crowded around Hanbin. The doctor's hands clasped together to press up and down on Hanbin's still center. Hundreds of times the defibrillator was used and there was no sign of him responding.

The lines on the screen are always straight. The doctor performed CPR again to revive him but he didn't..

Teeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee That line ran quickly back and forth on the screen, making it known that the person lying there's heart was not beating.

Jinhwan saw the scene and immediately screamed and collapsed. Tears flowed out in an uninterrupted stream.

“Haha, Hanbinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn "Whoa!" cried the heartbroken lover. Shouting in pain as his hand slammed painfully on the ground.

The ICU room door opened. Before that, there was a pale, still figure. The small figure saw this and immediately ran to hug him with regret.

"Hah, Hanbin, wake up. Hanbin, wake up. Did you hear hyung tell you to wake up? Hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee!" The sound of sobbing and crying said that he was awake. Deep in his heart, he hoped that God would have mercy on him and wake him up. But he didn't wake up....

"Hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee Wake up, did you hear me telling you to wake up?" Jinhwan shook his still body to move up and shake it like that.

"Huh. Isn't it true? Huh?"

The atmosphere in the cemetery was filled with sorrow for both Hanbin's parents. Many other relatives were all crying with sad faces. Including Jinhwan who has cried since that day and has no signs of stopping.

“Ugh!” Jinhwan cried out, not wanting to wipe it off and letting it flow out as he wished.

Relatives, parents, and others all hugged the little body who was crying and couldn't stop shaking his shoulders to offer all sorts of encouragement. Including the little one who rests on his mother's shoulder.

“Huh, Hanbin, why are you doing this? You didn't tell me how depressed I would be. How will I and my child live like this? Huh? Jinhwan cries in front of her husband's corpse who has already been buried according to Christian rites. Looking at the picture made it even more painful.

"How am I going to live without you?" The little one really wanted to kill himself. It's like the world is completely dark and there's no way out.

1 month has passed since Kim Han Bin's death.

Jinhwan sat blankly in the living room, looking away meaninglessly. It was like this for a full month and many friends came to support him. Including Jinhwan's parents and friends who came to help raise Hanjung.

Jinhwan is with Hanjung, 2 people. In his heart, he thought only of Kim Hanbin. Sitting in the same place where we sat together..

Look at the bedroom where they used to sleep together.

Looking at the kitchen, the room where they used to eat together.

Looking at the living room where they used to sleep together. Laughing together, looking at each other's expressions, there was no indication at all.

He misses Hanbin a lot. I miss you so much. How to get him to be with Kim Hanbin?..

How do I get to hug Hanbin?

With that, Jinhwan went to pick up some things in the kitchen and came out to sit on the sofa in the same place.

Jinhwan looked at that blankly. If this allows him to be with Hanbin It can be done, right? It will make him happy with Hanbin, right?

I don't know when that thing slowly touched the small figure's wrist, pressing it slowly. He closed his eyes, he was ready. Tears slowly flowed down again.

"Aom, omma, ommaa," a voice suddenly brought him back to his senses. Jinhwan opened his eyes to see his son smiling at him and calling his name, trying to get himself onto the sofa so he could sit on his mother's lap. Then a little hand wiped away his mother's tears before smiling.

"What's wrong?" A voice that wasn't clear but could be heard clearly asked with clear eyes. Looking at his mother's face before immediately hugging Jinhwan's neck.

Jinhwan saw this and the tears fell even harder. Throwing down the knife, he hugged his son tightly as if he were his last shelter, hugging through tears.

If we go, what will happen to you? At least this one had Hanbin in it. Why was he so stupid to do something like this?

How long did the mother and daughter hold each other's necks and cry? Jinhwan pulled away and held him in his arms and slowly smiled.

"I love you," the little one said before kissing his cheek softly.

Hanbin will always be in Jinhwan's heart. He will raise Hanjung the best he can. I love Hanbin.

-END-

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