A fic written 8 years ago (Oh my god....!!) I uploaded it because I wanted to collect it and keep it in one place, haha ​​^^"

TVXQ Fan Fiction

Status: Short Fiction

Title: When a Boy Kisses an Angel

Pairings: Shangmin X Jaejoong

Genre: Romance

Rating: PG-13

Author: Rain

How long has it been? I tried to act like an adult because I didn't want everyone to see me as a burden.

Since when? I often force myself to show facial expressions that don't come from my true feelings.

And when I realized it again...in the end...I had become like a child wearing an adult's mask for too long...to the point where I couldn't smile from my heart anymore......... ...............

When a Boy Kisses an Angel

concert

Five in the Black 

The Budokan ended amid loud screams from Japanese TVXQ fans. I believe that our Survivor disciples went home and had a good night's sleep that night, but as for their 5 favorite guys? Don't just say you'll get a good night's sleep!!? Only until the after-concert party was over was it already 3 a.m.!!!! Think about it... even though we both sing and dance, we entertain the fans for 2-3 hours.

Until I was so tired my body almost broke. Instead of letting us go back to the mansion to rest. Dunn... came to drag me to hang out with girls somewhere I don't know. If they're producers Or the benefactor sponsors say it like that...but the mothers of the girls, besides not being beautiful in appearance, Still saying these annoying nonsense things....oh!!

It's so amazing, my God!!! I really wonder where these influential children come from. To dare to disturb the sleep of the five of us like this. At that time, I glanced at my bandmates and those who had shared a terrible fate... and noticed that there was no one better at concealing my dissatisfaction than myself...

Junsu hyung was sitting in the chair across from him. The face was completely bored with the world. (But I can't say that Because Junsu hyung's normal appearance is something like that already haha) A little bit next to Junsu hyung. It was Yoochun who was making a happy face. But after looking at it...I think his heart was dreaming...floating to the plane.

Play II 

It's more at the mansion...I don't know what to do other than smile sadly at the picture in front of me. Before I had to look over my right shoulder and saw that Brother Jaejoong had his head folded and he was asleep at the table... It's strange... Normally, this older brother is in better shape and is known for having a stiff neck. Why are you willing to give up so easily today? Plus in front of ten girls...you'll probably get gangbanged.

"Uncle Jae...Uncle Jaejoong." I wrapped my right hand around Jaejoong's small, round shoulder and gently nudged him.

“Uncle Jaejoong...don't go to sleep yet. The work hasn't finished yet."

"Umm...mmm, I'm no longer rattan...Chang..Min...I...can't eat rattan anymore...." Brother Jaejoong answered in a raspy, long-winded voice. A white, clear face slowly raised its head to look at me...smiling a wide smile through its bright red lips...my big, beautiful eyes...now shrunk to the point of almost closing. I don't know if he couldn't open his eyes or what...

It was a picture that I had never seen before. especially Brother Jaejoong...when have you ever been drunk before anyone else? I'm the one who always gets carried back home...

A hand rose to grip the front of my shirt. Before throwing all of my body weight down until I almost fell off the chair!!

"Hoy..!? Brother Jae, is something wrong...!?"

I held my older brother's body, who was much smaller than me, with both arms... The more I thought about it, the more confused I became. Are these women secretly putting drugs into their alcohol?!? I glanced towards Yoochun hyung and Junsu hyung. Both of them looked a little tired but not in serious condition like Jae hyung... I was about to turn to Yunho hyung for help who was sitting far away.

It was then that the thin figure in his arms gently tugged on my shirt. So I looked down. and accidentally stared into a pair of sweet, beautiful eyes that concealed a sparkling smile for a moment, as if under a spell before quickly pulling away because of Yunho's loudest coughing sound.

"Ahem, ahem!!..." Yunho's pretending to be a cough was so fake that even the most idiotic person would catch him. I turned to look to my left, almost at the end of the table. I saw a pair of small, slender, cruel eyes staring straight at me. I don't know if I'm angry because Brother Jaejoong acted so cutely and pleading with me...or angry that fate has made me have to sit a league apart from Brother Jaejoong like that!!? Brother Jaejoong's side

Whether you're drunk or pretending to be drunk, I don't know. But one thing is for sure...he's always looking for trouble. (Not myself...put it all on me!!) The timing was so perfect. Because he chose the moment when Yunho hyung was staring at me without blinking...kissing my cheek!!!

“Chang...Minnnnn....your cheeks smell like yakitori. "Hmm...smells good..." Brother Jaejoong said in a slurred voice like a drunk person. (Oh..he was really drunk) while rubbing his high nose that everyone was fascinated with and rubbing it in front of my face...on one occasion it grazed my lip. This made this little brother hardly dare to turn around and look at Yunho...

I'm afraid my older brother will throw a glass at my face and I'll break it!!~

"Hoy!! Changmin, go to the bathroom with me!” Yunho hyung suddenly stood up from the table. Plus, I'm specific, without the clarinet or flute...if this weren't brothers who had worked together in a band for a long time. I must have thought that he was definitely going to call me out and get punched...just look at my face. Like Godzilla was about to breathe fire. Even though I really didn't do anything for him (

I just made the mistake of sitting next to Jaejoong. Haha.)

“Ah...Changmin. What are you going to pay for?.....Stay and let me taste it first.....I want to eat...yakitori.........I want to eat it...... ....."

Take it in, look at what your brother did... just now he pulled a prank that almost sent me to the 18th level of hell. Watch it... it hasn't stopped yet. I tried to shake my beautiful brother off my shoulders, but it was extremely difficult. especially When Jaejoong hyung wraps both hands around my neck like this Luckily, everyone at the table seemed to be very drunk and were messing around with each other to the point where it was hard to see who was who. Plus the lights in the shop are still dim...

Otherwise, there's hope that the scandalous love story between me and Brother Jaejoong will be spread all over the media for Japanese ladies to flirt with...oh my. Just thinking about it makes me stressed!

"Brother Jae...please let me go...I feel like I have to pee. I'm going to the bathroom." I struggled for a minute. Until I was able to remove Jaejoong's sagging arms. I feel a bit disappointed too because Jaejoong hyung smells so good...if it was Yoochun hyung. Or maybe Junsu hyung...would probably keep pretending a little longer. Watching Yunho's behavior for fun would be really fun.

I half walked, half ran to the bathroom, afraid that Yunho hyung would wait a long time and make me annoyed. (Originally, he would have been annoyed. Because of who?...Jaejoong hyung is crazy!!) The bathrooms at this restaurant are men's and women's rooms. I reached for the ornate golden knob of the door that hung a picture of a young man wearing a hakama and turned it...it wasn't locked...

So I opened the door and walked in. Saw Yunho hyung standing at the sink looking in the mirror. His hair was wet and his face looked like a person who had just taken a shower.

“Oh... Brother Yun. Why is it all wet like this? Look, your face is all messed up."

I couldn't help but greet him. Well, Yunho's face right now looks really sinister. The makeup that we put on before performing at a concert is so little...and when we play, we wash it off with water and it's stubborn like this. No matter where you're handsome, you'll always be allergic to cosmetics...

“Well, people are sleepy...I don't know when I'll be able to come back. I'm so bored like crazy!!" Yunho hyung yawned, opened his mouth wide and complained so frankly that it made me jealous. Why?? Even though I'm the youngest member of the group. But I don't know since when...I became a person who didn't know how to complain. Or ask anyone for anything.

When I think about it, sometimes it's...lonely too...

"So you called me... just to say that I'm bored and sleepy, that's all?" I quickly shook off the feeling in my stomach and shot Yunho a question before he could even notice. mine

"No, there's one more thing," Yunho said in a strangely sly voice. before blurting out,

"Trade seats with me, Changmin!!!"

And that crazy guy who was all grown up just ran out of the bathroom!!

"Hoy!!? Wait a minute...Wait a minute, Yunho hyung, you crazy bastard!!!~"

I shouted after him, knowing that no matter what, I wouldn't make it in time. Really shit...Uncle Yunho is cruel. I want to get rid of the goofy girls at the head of the table, but they won't tell me nicely. I managed to use a cheating method...and what am I going to do with my life?...I don't want to walk back and sit down. So I decided to delay pretending to be an adult a little longer by doing my business in the bathroom as slowly as possible. (Even though I'm not in pain...)

When finished, slowly walk to the sink, turn on the water, wash your hands... rub soap. And do everything at a speed divided by 10 from the normal speed. It's like if anyone saw him, they'd think Changmin was a robot whose batteries were about to run out. But in the end...the moment of pretending to forget couldn't last for long...

I am Changmin of TVXQ. I have a duty to entertain people...not just the fans...but also the girls at the tables out there. I will make them hate me. Or my band couldn't... I slapped my hand on both cheeks. Try to think about the duties you should be responsible for. But then suddenly...in my head I saw a picture of Yunho hyung...

Yunho...the talented band leader...whenever he goes out to work, he always acts like the big brother. They take care of the little ones better than anyone else...but only when I return to the mansion. The guy who used to be good Suddenly reduced to just a feral little kitten by Jaejoong...

Yunho...the cool leader of the group...the person that girls scream about the most. the strongest person He's the most mature person...the same person who likes to make an angry face when Jaejoong hyung teases other people...or shows his anger or dissatisfaction without concealing it.

That Yunho hyung...why?? Why did he do all the things that I couldn't do...? Since when? I often force myself to show expressions that don't come from my true feelings...so often that the hyungs in the group and everyone else think I'm really like this...Changmin is good. Really Changmin is such an adult...

In the past, I used to be proud when I received these compliments...but as time passed, It seems like everyone is starting to expect that I will always be like this...why? Even though sometimes I just...want to beg. I want to be a bit of a crybaby...I want someone to please me...

And then I thought of Jaejoong hyung's face...a white, clear face. Smooth, radiant skin...cheeks tinged with a tinge of red. Big round eyes that always shine with a sweet gleam...and.......full lips...bright color...the most beautiful to look at. Brother Jaejoong is always kind to this little Changmin. It's no different from the other three hyungs...Yunho hyung, Junsu hyung, and Yoochun hyung...but it's so strange.

I don't know why I feel upset when Jaejoong hyung is especially kind to Yunho hyung...is it because Yunho hyung is petulant? Or because Yunho is cute...? For a moment, I pictured myself entering a state of chaos. Begging for love from Jaejoong like a little kitten. And then I was shocked... because I just realized that I also wanted Jaejoong hyung to do something sweet and sweet with me like he did with Yunho hyung!!?

Ahh!!!! What are you thinking?!? Damn Changmin....?? Do you want to be murdered by Brother Yoon in the toilet?!!!??

"Chang...Min......." A clear voice came from near the bathroom door. I turned around and looked in shock...is this idea really capable of summoning people!!!?

"Uncle Jaejoong...what are you doing?"

I accidentally asked a stupid question. Oh...people are blurred here. I miss Brother Jae.. Brother Jae has come to serve me... and I'm in a strange mood like this... Brother Jaejoong walks staggering past me. But it's like heaven is bullying you... because your gracious father happened to stumble upon love. Fell down right in front of me!!

And if I don't grab it, it will be very wrong, right!!? Oh... you can accept it. Are you satisfied yet, Lord...!!?

"Brother Jae..be careful!!" My two hands held Brother Jaejoong into my arms...for the second time tonight...our faces were close...even though we weren't. More than usual when we were close...even though it wasn't the first time we were close.....but I don't know why...I was so excited that my heart almost fell out of my chest...just found out that Brother Jaejoong Such a thin waist...this small size...

Like a delicate glass doll... that I want to preserve in my arms for as long as possible...

"Is something wrong...hyung?" I asked in a voice that was no louder than a whisper. I don't intend to create an atmosphere or anything...I'm just afraid that if I speak louder, Brother Jae must have picked up on my extremely trembling voice! (Even if you're drunk...)

"Brother?"

I tried calling Jaejoong hyung again. This time, turn up the volume a little louder...because I don't know what's wrong with Jaejoong. Not answering...just standing still in my arms...his head resting slightly above the crook of my neck. It made me smell the shampoo that Jaejoong hyung used regularly...that shampoo bottle...until now it was still in the bathroom at the mansion.

But in all the time it's been there...I've never felt it smell this good...I inhaled the faint scent from Jaejoong hyung's hair and filled my lungs...it felt like... You'll be able to float!!~

There was a silence that made me feel uncomfortable for a moment... There was complete silence around me and Jaejoong hyung. There wasn't even a sound of water flowing...while the chatter and music outside...it seemed like it was just a meaningless sound coming from another world far, far away...perhaps coming. Even from Mars...

I felt Jaejoong hyung's hot breath brushing against my neck...and it didn't make anything better in the slightest...it only made me sink deeper into my emotions. It's getting even more dark. Oh!! Oh my god...I can't resist...!!

two clumsy arms My inexperience slowly tightened on Jaejoong hyung's thin waist... I tried to move every part of my body as slowly and gently as possible... because I was afraid... afraid that this was a dream. Maybe it was me who dreamed...or maybe it was Jaejoong hyung who dreamed...maybe you were dreaming and thought I was Yunho hyung.

But even if that's the case, I don't care. For me, it's just now...don't wake up yet...Jaejoong hyung raised his slender arms around my neck as soon as I hugged his waist...this was a reaction. Is it the autobiography of a drunk person? Or maybe Jaejoong hyung actually doesn't hate me...I've been so afraid that I've acted like a coward all this time, right?

Seconds after...awkward seconds slowly passed...until...finally...the inexperienced boy Changmin slowly lowered his head...making eye contact with his beautiful older brother... Jaejoong, who I just realized I've been watching all this time... Brother Jae. Will you know? That you make me feel like I don't want to be an adult anymore...I want to beg you. I want to ask you to hug me. I would like to ask you to be kind too...

I want to be the one who gives love to you. Just like Yunho hyung did...please allow me to do it just once...ok Jaejoong hyung?

"Jaejoong hyung...I'm going to kiss you......."

I don't know why I blurted it out so stubbornly. I saw Jaejoong hyung's eyes staring back... as if he was scolding me. Don't be spoiled, Changmin... If this were a normal time. I would have hurriedly held back my hand and adjusted my attitude to be the good old Changmin. But here...now....I confess that I can't stand it anymore.

I closed my eyes and immediately used my lips to touch the soft, bright red lips of the person in front of me...

"Chang...." Brother Jaejoong called my name, only half a word remaining...before only a scratchy sound was left in his throat. Because I definitely won't let this good guy keep his mouth open long enough to say anything to interrupt my throat... I absorbed the sweet taste of Jaejoong hyung's lips... again and again... Without the other party struggling or resisting anything...

But he did not respond with longing. I can't help but feel that... Jaejoong hyung seems bored even!! The thought that I couldn't compete with Yunho hyung's style...making Jaejoong hyung so upset like this made me crazy!~ I know that. That the tongue has to be inserted...but when will it be inserted...people never do this!!?

"Changmin...." Jaejoong hyung called my name softly. With a sweet voice...a little husky. Makes my heart tremble to death...if I had a heart attack...I would probably have a heart attack!!~Yunho hyung...before I die...I want to tell you. That you're really good at being this close to Jaejoong and still surviving... As for me.

I suspect he'll run out of blood and die within the night!!

"Changmin...."

I must have been thinking crazy things in my mind... which made Jaejoong hyung feel like he wasn't getting the attention he deserved. He stared at me with fierce eyes...his lips clenched tightly. Plus it made his cheeks puff out... such a way of showing anger that not only didn't look scary at all... it also made me who was standing there staring...

I almost pushed him down and pulled my shirt out right here. Now!!!

But wait a minute...I heard that we were in the bathroom...at a restaurant...with a fan club...most importantly, the door wasn't locked!? The good old Changmin's conscience began to return... What the hell was I doing?? I kissed Jaejoong hyung...and now I'm even thinking about doing something bad to him...!!? Damn it! He's my brother...and he's...drunk....

Am I going to take advantage of even a drunk person?

"Uncle Jaejoong...I...uh........it's me..........." When he regained consciousness, That's when I realized how difficult it was to look this man in the eye. Jaejoong hyung has very charming eyes...very beautiful...but at the same time...very powerful. It was as if he could stare into other people's minds. The situation is even worse because I really don't want him to know my inner heart! I stood like that...but kept my head down.

His eyes focused on the bathroom floor that was covered in shiny black marble...the same color as P'Jae's eyes...oh!! Crazy Changmin...!!! I tried to avoid his eyes...but I still thought about his eyes...so crazy!!!

“What sir? Changmin....what are you going to tell me...?" Jaejoong hyung asked when he saw me being quiet. I tried to move my mouth...but no sound came out. My body trembled...I don't know if it was because of the cold. Or is it because I feel the warmth of the small body in front of me...that is moving closer to me...that we've almost become the same person...!?

"Uh...Brother Jae...why...?"

Whatever the reason I feel that the two of us are this close. Anyway, it's a bit too much... Brother Jae also seems to understand my thoughts. Because he pressed himself closer to me than before...I was already backing away. Just push it out...(even though it took a little bit of effort, oh..!?

I don't want to hurt this doll.) But P'Jae didn't care...it was like he wanted to tease me. Want to see me helpless... Jaejoong hyung pushes me into a corner at the sink... His two delicate but strong hands push the edge of the sink... Oh my god!! I can't escape anywhere...!!!

Jaejoong hyung reached up on his tiptoes...and I knew exactly what he was about to do. I quickly lowered my face to respond to the incoming touch...not wanting Jaejoong hyung to feel that. I'm so naive This second kiss was much more passionate...and intense than the first. Even though I was the one who started it first.

But right now, all I can do is move my lips to the same rhythm as Jaejoong hyung.

"Ugh...ph...P'Jae...ummm....." P'Jaejoong's soft, sweet lips...really gave a better feeling than expected. The tip of your tongue ran across my lips so fiercely that I was secretly afraid it would burn...!! How happy will Yunho be?!? Become the owner of lips that are charming and alluring like this!! I hugged Jaejoong tightly...

I forgot all about the fan club...and Dong Bang Shin Ki. And about the bathroom door being unlocked...who cares about those things? In exchange for being able to taste the sweetest touch in this world for a little longer...Jaejoong hyung. I...I...

I raised my hand to touch my bright red lips, which were now slightly swollen and bruised. Jaejoong hyung stared at me...a pair of beautiful pitch-black eyes...at this time they were filled with a smile...a gentle glow behind his still face. I couldn't help but smile widely. I'm so happy.. Brother Jae doesn't hate me at all... He uses the back of his soft hand to gently caress my cheek, muttering,

"Smiling already...Changmin.....so good..."

"I'm sorry, Brother Jae," I said in the firmest voice I could. Even though the kiss between you and me felt good...but I want you to know that I didn't intend to do this... And thank you...for agreeing to my wishes.

Brightly colored lips slowly unfolded into a smile...that....I don't know...perhaps could be called the most beautiful...?

"I...love.......love you...Changmin" Jaejoong hyung whispered to me softly. It was as if he was afraid that someone would secretly hear...

"Love...more than...that crazy Yunho..."

I laughed before losing control and collapsing into my seat as Jaejoong hyung dropped his body onto my chest!! I tried shaking him...and found that the beautiful older brother had already passed out!!~

"Heh heh...Jaejoong hyung...you're really crazy."

I muttered to myself. Two hands still firmly wrapped around the waist of the person I love...and am obsessed with. And I honor you more than anyone else in this world... Brother Jaejoong. Will you know? That you made this boy learn the tastes of adults...and be a child at the same time...in the end. It doesn't matter what mask I wear...because I have someone who understands...

and would wait to take off those masks for me... I looked down at a figure who was probably fast asleep... a beautiful face resting on my shoulder... and I wanted to kiss her one more time too. But...probably not now...because today...Jaejoong hyung has spoiled me enough. The time when I was a spoiled child again...

Just a few minutes in the bathroom...that's all it took for me to stand up strong. I reached into my pocket and pulled out my cell phone. before calling Yunho...to tell him...to come take his heart back.

The wonderful kiss of this angel named Jaejoong... already has an owner.

But believe me...it won't be long...this boy Changmin will find his one and only angel as well.

And when that day comes...I will be able to smile from my heart....even more sincerely than today...!!

For today...thank you very much!!

END

Omake...

In front of the bathroom door Meanwhile, Changmin was calling Yunho on the phone.

Crack...crack...

The sound of the phone on vibrate rang loudly in his pocket. But the tall young man stood still, leaning against the bathroom wall. Not interested...Yunho stood with his arms crossed. The face is bowed low...but if you look carefully you will see that the lips are slightly raised. Angled into a smile

Huh...Jaejoong...that idiot...can act like that...take that Oscar!!

And then he laughed alone like this for a long time. Thinking about how Jaejoong would respond if he said something like this...that's right. Jaejoong would probably answer...for his good little brother. Why can't I just do this!!?

Jaejoong is really a good person...and even though I haven't had the chance to see it...but I believe...Changmin's smile from his heart...that Jaejoong is a person. Pull it out...it must be very cute!!

It's really finished~