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"Why did everything turn out like this?"

"We're just growing up, Taemin."

"Grow up??"

“Yes, this is just the beginning. You should prepare yourself mentally.”

"Prepare yourself for what... Sujeong, what are you talking about?”

Sujeong didn't reply. She just embraced Taemin. Leaving Taemin confused in her embrace like that.

Go back two days ago.

"Hahahahahaha, you two are not doing anything."

Sujeong laughed as she ran ahead of the two men.

“Soojung, stop it, you cheater.”

“You are the one who is delaying. Stop yelling, Lee Taemin."

Jongin responded to Taemin with a smile on his face.

Then he accelerated his pace. and finally surpassed Soo Jung.

“Yah, you can't let me win, right Jongin?

This guy is not a gentleman at all.”

Soojung scolds Jongin for being out of breath when she crossed the finish line just a fraction of a second behind Jongin.

“Hahaha, you know I don't like losing. Even if it were you, I wouldn't allow it.”

"Cheez, one day I'll have to beat you."

"Don't take too long. I don't like waiting."

Soojung stuck out his tongue at Jongin as soon as he finished speaking.

"Yah, why do I have to be the loser again?"

Taemin was the last to arrive. Complaining in frustration

“Well, you're weak, Taemin. Come be my horse."

Jongin said as he grabbed Taemin closer. Then immediately jumped on Taemin's back.

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhor You're getting heavier again."

"Talk a lot, run over there quickly."

Jongin ordered Taemin, completely ignoring the little man's panting below him.

"The most boring I really should be the one who rides Taemin.”

"You can complain here. Hurry, get your camera and take pictures of the loser."

Jongin ordered Soojung who had just finished complaining.

Sujeong acted dissatisfied. But quickly went to pick up the camera.

She took a photo of Jongin riding behind Taemin with a smile on his face.

The two young men had fun playing together.

They looked at the camera and Soo Jung with bright smiles and laughter all the time.

Jongin rode behind Taemin for a short while. Taemin eventually turned Jongin into a horse for him to ride.

“What? You're a loser, Taemin. Why do I have to let you ride me?”

"Hahahaha. I don't know. Hurry up and take me running around."

Taemin paid no attention to Jongin who was shouting beneath him.

Because even though Jongin was yelling, Jongin still carried Taemin around as ordered.

The three youngsters played like this from the time school ended until dinnertime.

Because they grew up together in this house.

Bright laughter like today is a regular occurrence.

Taemin, Jongin, and Soojung

Three children who were raised together since elementary school.

They are not orphans.

But it was a child who was brought by his parents to the owner of this house to help raise.

Because at home they don't have time to take care of them.

This house is like a second home for the three children.

They ate together, played together.

And sometimes they sleep together. On the day their parents didn't come home

Actually, this house is a temporary day care for children.

But after accepting these three children, They never accepted anyone again.

Because of the three children Beg their parents that they don't want another child.

and their parents I asked the house owner to help take care of the three children on a regular basis.

Their parents are willing to pay higher than normal child support costs. Because they don't want the children to be home alone without friends.

And the three families knew each other well. So they did as the children requested.

But soon the three children would reach the age of majority.

By law, they no longer need a chaperone.

And that means They will no longer need to come to this house.

After playing until exhausted Jongin and Taemin lay down on Soojung's lap out of habit.

"Do you see me as your mother or what?"

Soo Jung complains.

"She's been complaining like this for ten years."

Taemin said nonchalantly.

"Noisy, are you quiet?"

Become a little more open.

The three of them immediately fell silent.

Silence fell upon them for a short time. The three of them burst out laughing together.

"Hahahahahaha"

On the same conversation that happens over and over again like this Makes them really unable to hold back their laughter.

Looking back, it had been almost ten years since they had lived together like this.

A relationship that is stronger than friends. More than brothers

They didn't want this time to end.

“My parents won't be home all week. I'm going to sleep here. Are you guys coming?”

Taemin spoke up.

"Do I have to ask?"

Soo Jung replied.

Jongin didn't answer, he just lay there. This made Taemin and Soojung quite surprised.

"Jongin....."

Taemin sat up and looked at Jongin's face as he called out his name.

"I'm already here. I'm just thinking that you're about to turn sixteen, Taemin. Me and Sujeong will be sixteen as well.”

Jongin's words made Taemin and Soojung both silent.

Sixteen?... From now on, they won't have an excuse to be together like this anymore.

"Kids, it's time for food. Hurry before the food gets cold."

Mire, the middle-aged woman of the house, called out to the three children.

"Yes, yes, yes."

They responded. before walking to the dining room

“Today you guys have to make some time. Taemin's mother called and said Please send Taemin home quickly."

Mirae finished speaking and started serving food to the three children.

The next day

“Hurry up, Sujeong. It's too late, I'll just leave it here."

Taemin teases Soojung.

"If you want it to be quick, then come help me carry these things."

Soojung shouted to Taemin who was walking in front of her.

"No way. The loser has no right to demand anything. Haha."

Taemin finished speaking and ran further ahead of Soojung with a smile on his face.

Today Taemin and Soojung played games again as usual.

This time, the loser must carry everything for the winner. And Soo Jung lost.

Sujeong finally walked home carrying a pile of things.

"Lee Taemin, you are the meanest!"

Sujeong shouted at the top of his lungs. When he saw Taemin sitting comfortably sipping tea in front of the house

"Hahaha, next time you can beat me."

“Huh, next time I will definitely beat you. Prepare yourself and prepare yourself.”

“Kids, what do you want for dinner today? Auntie will prepare it for you."

Mira walked out and asked the young man with a smile.

"Mine can be anything. Auntie Mirae already makes it delicious. I like to eat everything that Auntie Mirae makes."

Taemin responded as before and hugged Mi Rae softly.

"Cheez, keep your mouth sweet. Aren't you the only one who likes to eat all the food, Taemin?"

Sujeong spoke out loudly.

"If you can't eat it all, it doesn't mean it's not delicious. Aunt Mirae understands me, right? My stomach isn't as big as Sujeong's.”

"Lee Taemin!!"

Soojung stood with his feet on his hips, staring intently at Taemin's face.

"Ah, look, besides his big stomach, he's also very angry."

Taemin keeps teasing Soojung.

“Just like Taemin, really. Always likes to tease Soo Jung."

“Do you see that, Aunt Mire? Taemin has a very bad personality.”

Soojung pushes Taemin away and hugs Mi Rae instead.

"I myself have a good personality and I die."

Taemin muttered.

"Wow, really. So, what does Soo Jung want to eat today?"

Mi Rae asked Soo Jung affectionately.

“I would like the same as before, Auntie. Oh, today you don't have to worry about Jongin. Jongin will be late today. I saw that he went out to eat at home. It must be very late by the time we get here.”

Soo Jung said.

Dinner passed with a bang. Taemin and Soojung are really bright kids.

Taemin may appear shy and weak on the outside.

But actually he is very playful and naughty.

With outsiders, Taemin doesn't speak much. But when he's with Soojung and Jongin

Taemin talks a lot, it's surprising.

Soo Jung, a beautiful contemporary girl People might think of her as pretty and arrogant.

But actually, Soojung is just a kid who likes to keep his feelings to himself in public.

Soo Jung doesn't like showing his weak side to anyone.

But no matter how much Soo Jung tries to be perfect,

But when I'm with Taemin and Jongin

Sujeong will become just an awkward child.

Because no matter what Soo Jung does

Taemin and Jongin will find a way to tease her out of perfection.

After nightfall, Soojung and Taemin watched TV together until late.

They were all waiting for Jongin. But it seems like Jongin came in especially late today.

They both fell asleep on the sofa.

In the middle of that night

Taemin woke up from a nightmare.

He looked around and found that he was the only one left lying on the sofa.

Soojung... Taemin thought of Soojung.

He remembered that she had fallen asleep here with him.

Taemin got up to walk upstairs. But before he could step up the stairs

Taemin saw a dim light shining from the door connected to the balcony.

Taemin frowned together. Who left the door open?

He followed the light all the way to that door.

Taemin's eyes widened in disbelief.

The image in front of him was Jongin kissing Soojung's temple gently.

Soojeong then snuggled into Jongin's shoulder.

Taemin walked back silently.

Right now he doesn't know how he feels. Taemin walked unconscious up into the room.

Ah... since when? Taemin muttered in his heart.

Since when were those two...

Taemin stopped his thoughts and grabbed his heart hard.

hurt...

What is wrong with you, Taemin? Why do you feel this way? That's your dear friend.

Taemin's thoughts were chaotic in his head.

He really can't explain his own feelings right now. Surprised... happy... disappointed... or sad...

You must be happy, Taemin. two people love each other

And most importantly, they are all your best friends.

Why would you be disappointed or sad?

Taemin thought like that and lay down on his own bed, motionless. Soon Taemin felt clear water flowing down his smooth white cheeks.

Tears... What is this? Soojung... Jongin.... What's wrong with me....

The next morning

Taemin opened his eyes with difficulty.

My head hurts... Taemin thought.

Last night, he lay there crying until when, he himself still doesn't know.

"Ahhhhhh"

Taemin cried out and raised his hands to his own temples.

"Are you awake, Taemin?"

Sujeong's voice came before him.

“Today, I will take you all to a place. Hurry up and get ready."

Soojung pulled Taemin's arm to stand up.

"Jong-in."

Taemin asked.

“Jongin, go downstairs and prepare things. Get up quickly so we can go downstairs and eat breakfast and then hurry up and go.”

Soojung pulled Taemin's arm again.

"Okay, get up and let go."

Taemin wrenched his arm away from Soojung's grip.

"Hurry too."

Soojung smacked his face at Taemin. before walking outside

The three of them ate quickly. Before they leave for their destination

All the way, Taemin seemed unusually quiet. But no one noticed much.

Because everyone thought that Taemin was annoyed at being dragged out so early in the morning.

It took about two hours for them to arrive.

“Wow, still beautiful as always. "Woah!"

Sujeong ran out first.

This is a small hill next to the sea.

This mountain is a very beautiful viewpoint.

But people here are not crowded because it is far from civilization.

And this is also a spot that is far from other tourist attractions. Most people who intend to come for sightseeing rarely come to this spot. Because it's a waste of time

Today, there are only three of them.

While Soo Jung ran around exploring various places. Taemin walked out and sat on the edge of the cliff.

"Yay!! Can you help me unload the things first? When the hair grew, I carried it alone. You guys can't take it at all."

Jongin shouted to Taemin and Soojung.

Taemin and Soojung walked back to the car. They looked into each other's eyes for a moment before Soo Jung spoke.

"Ahhhhh"

"Yay!"

Jongin cried out in disappointment. Meanwhile, both Taemin and Sooyoung cried out with joy.

They both ran towards the cliff. Leaving Jongin to walk back to continue unloading things in frustration.

Jongin lost to Sujong and Taemin again. They play rock-paper-scissors regularly.

And this time Jongin was the loser as usual.

The three of them spent a picnic surrounded by beautiful nature until evening.

"The important moment is near."

Sujeong said excitedly.

"What time?"

Taemin asked.

"Sunset? This guy is really stupid. You wouldn't think that we would stay here until the evening to just eat dinner and then leave.”

Sungjung said that Taemin is being long-winded.

"Talk a lot, behold."

"Ugh."

Taemin tugged on Soojeong's hair until she shrieked and lost her balance, leaning on Jongin who was sitting next to her.

“Really noisy. Aren't you quiet? The atmosphere is completely ruined."

Jongin complained as he got up and walked over to lie down on the ground. In the area where they thought they would have the best view of the sunset.

Taemin and Soojung looked at Jongin. Before getting up and following Jongin closely.

Taemin lay down on Jongin's left side. Meanwhile, Soojung lay down next to Taemin again.

Taemin turned to look at Soojung's face in surprise.

He thought Soojung would lie down next to Jongin. But Taemin didn't care much.

"Taeminna..."

Jongin calls Taemin

"Huh"

"I will go to study in England."

Taemin turned around and looked at Jongin, stunned.

"when..."

"As soon as this term ends."

"I mean, when did you know about this?"

Taemin tried to suppress the anger that was starting to build up as much as possible.

Jongin is going to continue his studies as soon as this semester ends?

It's only less than a month away.

Going to study abroad is not something you want to do, you can go.

To get into school there you have to do a lot of things.

This shows that Jongin has known this for a very long time but hasn't said a single word to Taemin until today.

Taemin thought about it and became angry. Both about studying and about Soo Jung.

How could Jongin keep all this in without telling Taemin a word?

"Taeminna...Jongin didn't take care of these matters himself."

Soojung told Taemin

“You know about this too, Sujeong?!”

Taemin sat up and looked at the pair with increasing anger.

What is it like with this couple?

Do you guys still see me as a friend? Taemin thought in his head.

"Soojung just found out last night."

Jongin said simply as he pulled Taemin to lie down next to him as usual.

"Is there anything I don't know about you guys?"

Taemin asked in his most normal tone.

There was no answer from either Jongin or Soojung.

The three of them all looked at the sun setting over the horizon with different feelings.

“Jingin.. if you still see me as a friend. Tell me all the things you've been hiding. Otherwise, I will consider you a traitorous friend.”

Taemin spoke in a serious tone.

"Taemin!"

Soo Jung called Taemin in shock.

Jongin turns to look at Taemin. Taemin's eyes looking at him now were full of disappointment.

Please don't make that face, Taemin. If you still look at me with those eyes

Maybe I can't stand it any longer.

"What's up Jongin? I never knew you were such a coward."

Taemin continued to talk to Jongin.

"Come on Taemin."

Soo Jung tries to dissuade him.

"You're a passive woman, Soo Jung."

Taemin thinks Jongin should be the one to tell him about this. We're just dating, why do we have to hide it?

Taemin considers Jongin's behavior like this disrespectful to women.

If you're thinking about dating, why do you have to hide away?

"I have nothing to tell."

Jongin finally answered.

“Okay, you want this, right? Then you are welcome to go to England or anywhere else.

I won't care about you anymore. From now on, we're separated."

Taemin made to get up. But he was shocked when Jongin pulled him down forcefully.

"Tuk!"

Taemin, the main voice, collapsed, crushing Jongin all over.

Tuk Tuk Tuk...

Taemin's heart beats irregularly.

Right now, his face and Jongin's face were only inches apart.

Jongin tried to look at Taemin's eyes. But for just a split second, Taemin made eye contact with him. Taemin turned away.

Jongin saw this and grabbed Taemin's face, turning him to look at him again.

Tuk Tuk Tuk...

Taemin's heart beats a hundred times faster than before.

Jongin looked at Taemin, who looked like he was about to cry out in agony.

Taeminna... Why did you do this?

What are your eyes trying to convey?

I don't want to make the mistake of thinking only about myself.

Did you know that now it's your turn? It's like you're telling me you're in love with me.

I'm not the only one who's crazy.

Clear water dripped down Jongin's face.

Jongin widens his eyes.

Taemin couldn't stand it any longer. He couldn't stop his own tears from falling out.

Taemin looked at Jongin through a curtain of tears. Now he couldn't see Jongin's face clearly.

But Taemin felt Jongin's face move closer and closer to his.

Taemin froze as if cursed.

Now his lips were touched by Jongin's lips...

Taemin's consciousness seemed to drift far away.

But then he had to bring his mind back. When a light shone on the three of them

"What light!"

Sujeong was the first to stand up. Jongin and Taemin then separated and got up to follow Soojung.

“What are you guys doing? Didn't you know that this place closes at 6 p.m.?"

Two policemen approached the three men.

"They're still kids."

Soon, the three men were taken home by police. After the police checked, they found nothing unusual.

But Jongin doesn't have a driver's license.

The police had to notify the parents and seize the car first.

The three children were sent back to Mira's house.

Today's events seem to be nothing. The three of them probably didn't think that. Today's story It will change their lives forever.

That night, Jongin's parents came to take Jongin home urgently without telling him the reason.

As a result, Taemin and Soojung had to sleep at Mirae's house alone.

Tonight, Taemin found out the truth that Jongin and Soojung weren't dating from Soojung's own words.

And Soojung also told Taemin that She always knew that Jongin secretly liked Taemin.

Taemin was completely confused. So he asked Soo Jung to sleep with him in his room tonight.

Jongin likes him like that?

Why was Taemin never bothered before?

And why is Taemin's heart beating so hard right now?

He really wanted to talk to Jongin.

Taemin wants tomorrow to come soon.

He can't wait to meet Jongin tomorrow...

Taemin woke up early because he didn't sleep well last night.

But even then, it wasn't any earlier than Soo Jung.

"Are you awake?"

Sujeong asked in a sad tone. Along with walking to the bed

"Uh, what's wrong? Soo Jung, why is your face so pale?"

Taemin asked when he saw Soojung's face and expression not looking normal.

“Taemin... Jongin is gone.... Jongin has gone to England, Taemin. Huh..."

Soojung lowered her head and cried on Taemin's shoulder.

"What did you say?!"

Taemin asked in disbelief.

"Jong In took the early morning flight today. Jongin is already gone. Huh.. Huh.."

"Why? After this semester?"

"Because of yesterday's incident The police told Jongin's house that they... Uh.. that you guys kissed. Then Jongin had a quarrel with the big house. So he was immediately sent to England."

"Jongin!"

How is that possible? What crazy thing is this? Taemin thought in his head in confusion.

Soo Jung was picked up at home that morning.

Meanwhile, Taemin must wait here. Until his parents come back from work

As time passed, neither Taemin nor Soojung could contact Jongin.

No matter how hard they try

Jongin's home also refused to provide any means of contact.

Taemin sat and thought about Jongin every day until he couldn't do anything.

Meanwhile, Soo Jung herself is about to be sent to America at home.

"Why did everything turn out like this?"

Taemin said sadly.

"We're just growing up, Taemin."

"Grow up??"

“Yes, this is just the beginning.. You should prepare yourself mentally.”

"Prepare yourself for what... Sujeong, what are you talking about?”

Sujeong didn't reply. She just embraced Taemin.

Leaving Taemin confused in her familiar arms like that.

One year has passed

Taemin comes back to visit Mirae at home.

“Taeminnie... I miss you so much. I thought I would never come back here again.”

Mirae hugged Taemin tightly with longing.

“I miss my aunt too. I'm sorry that I've been quiet. Just in case, my house sent me to live in the south.

There, transportation isn't very convenient, so I just came back for the first time."

“Oh, what kind of place do you live in with inconvenient transportation? And Taemin, are you okay? Is it difficult to live there?"

"It's not difficult at all. I'm fine. And auntie? Are you well?"

“Auntie, I'm fine. I'm fine. Taemin follows me. Auntie, what can I give you?”

Mirae pulled Taemin's arm to follow her into the house.

Mira handed Taemin several envelopes. He received it and inspected it.

Those letters were addressed to him.

and every edition has been labeled as follows: Only hand it to Taemin and do not send it home.

“Auntie, I wish these letters had been given to you sooner. But Auntie doesn't know where to find her."

Mira said sadly.

"I understand. Thank you very much for keeping it for me.”

Taemin smiled slightly.

Taemin sat and read his letters at the table in front of the house where he used to often sit with Jongin and Soojung.

'Taeminna... I hope you read this letter. I'm sorry for leaving without saying goodbye.

I hope you and Soo Jung didn't cry.

Another thing I want to apologize for is

The things I hid from you....

I won't tell you here... My feelings..

I'll keep it until I tell you myself.

You are my first kiss. You know what that means, right?

Now I'm young I can't protect you or even myself.

I won't ask you to wait for me, Taemin.

I don't know if you feel the same as I do.

But let me tell you this right here.

When the day comes that I become an adult

I will come back to you. No matter where you are I will search for you until I find you.

I'm sorry you had to do this. I was watched every step of the way until I thought of this. is the best way to contact you.

That's enough for today, Taemin. Then I'll find another opportunity to send it... '

Heh, even if you didn't tell me to wait. I probably won't go anywhere.

Throughout the past year I keep thinking about my first kiss too.

You're the craziest!

Taemin put down the letter with a calm heart like never before.

He read all the letters until they were complete.

Jongin wrote everything about himself in a letter...

This guy is really crazy, Jongin. It was written without even knowing if I would read it or not.

But don't worry. Your determination will definitely not go to waste.

Because I will grow up to be an adult. And I will go find you one day too...

End