Today is a very important day. Because it was the day I was going to confess my love to a woman.

For the second time...

I really heard it right the second time. If you're asking why it's the second time...everything happens.

From the stupidity and pride that I used Until causing yourself to lose something that is most important

By the time I realized it, it was almost too late. Everything that happened in that terrible situation made me learn that

SECOND 

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In this world, besides "family", there is "you" that I love the most. More than anything in this world

I hope you accept my second feeling.

Like a star...my love

The sun's rays slowly filtered through the curtains, causing the figure to lie still on the bed with his eyes closed. In the spacious bedroom

Slowly opening your eyes, blinking a few times to adjust to the brightness of the morning. A slender hand reached out and took it.

The newest mobile phone that just came out to replace the old one that I threw away. Slim and sharp face, sigh.

came out softly when he saw the time displayed on the phone screen. Pulling the blanket off your body, you slowly lifted your body up from the sagging bed.

Feet touched the parquet floor that had been polished until it was shiny. His eyes looked around the room before stopping at the flat screen TV next to it.

clean white walls She wasn't paying much attention to the TV, but her gaze was focused on a large picture in a sturdy wooden frame.

A photo of two women taken in poses expressing their love for each other. The eyes staring at each other in the picture are full of love.

Two hands holding each other indicate a strong bond that has been shared for a long time. Lips that look dry because they just...

When he woke up, he smiled a little and slowly got up from the bed and twisted his body a few times to chase away his laziness. before disappearing

Head into the bathroom to do some personal business before heading out to start your day brighter than before.

"Oh...you woke up so early." Those words would seem normal if you weren't looking up at the clock hanging on the wall right now.

The short hand is about to point to the number eleven. A modest figure of a young woman dressed in a skimpy outfit of just a t-shirt and faded jeans.

She's talented but doesn't make her look any less good. His eyes drifted to the person who had just spoken, who was hunched over and eating cereal.

at the European-style kitchen table, then walked to the refrigerator and took out some milk and poured it into a glass. Then he went and sat down on the opposite side.

"If you don't talk, no one will say you're dumb." Even though he was told like that, the good-natured young man just smiled and laughed at being teased.

Angry at his only sister this late on a Sunday morning like this.

"Oh...if I'm mute then I'll be lonely. Think about it, someone is going to make you noisy." With that, he scooped some cereal into his mouth and raised his eyebrows.

Send it to someone else, causing the older man to shake his head back and forth, not wanting to pay any more attention. His slender hand lifted the glass of milk he had just poured.

Drink instead and drink it all in one go...

"If it was alcohol, you probably wouldn't drink it all at once, right?" The younger man asked curiously. My sister turned to look.

Use your hand to wipe away the milk stains on your mouth.

"Do I have to answer your question? ...Then why do you keep eating cereal?" Viriya nodded at the cereal bowl in front of him.

of a young boy who now has only milk and a few pieces of cereal left. Kong looked at his cereal bowl and sighed.

Gently coming up, the older man furrowed his brow and looked at him suspiciously.

“Because there was nothing to eat, there was only cereal and milk left in the whole house. If P'Dao were here, I wouldn't have to eat only cereal."

"So..." The answer was so soft that it made the person who had spoken just now realize that he had said something that he shouldn't have said.

"I didn't mean to...P'Koi, I'm sorry." I knew that I had hurt my older sister's heart with my quick mouth.

I want to take something and shove it into my own skull. The more I saw that my sister's expression became sadder like that.

"Are you okay?" The question seemed silly, but at this time he couldn't think of a good idea to ask.

"Um...I'm going to go buy something at the supermarket. Do you want anything?" Viriya asked, even though he had adjusted his expression to look neutral.

However, for a younger person like Kong, he could tell that his older sister was sad.

"If you want to buy anything, just buy it. I can eat it all. I'm going out soon as well. Please join me in the car."

"Um, alright...you better hurry up and eat that thing so we can leave."

A famous brand five-door car pulled into the parking lot of a supermarket. which is not far from the house

The driver's door opened and the tall figure of Kong came carrying a guitar bag. He hurriedly ran to

The driver's side knocks on the window and pushes the window down.

"Brother...I'm back a little late, don't worry," the younger brother said, tightening the guitar bag that was draped over his broad shoulders.

"How are you going? I'll finish shopping and send it to you." The older man expressed his concern, but the young man quickly shook his head and refused.

that he didn't want his sister to drop him off but because he didn't want to disturb Viriya's personal time too much Knowing that throughout the week his sister

I have to be so dedicated to work that I hardly have time for myself, so I want my sister to be able to spend some time with herself.

"I can go by myself. You don't have to worry. I bought a lot of snacks and soft drinks too," he said, then gave a big smile and waved goodbye.

Let it be the older man who only nodded before the tall figure carried the guitar and half-walked towards the bus stop. That behavior is used

Spent some more time in the car because I couldn't find the item I needed to buy. Before finding that it had fallen on the floor of the car, he picked it up.

Take your wallet and then slowly get out of the car. She hurriedly walked through the hot afternoon sun as she walked into the supermarket.

She went straight to pick up the cart, looked at the list written on the paper, and immediately walked towards it. Viriya pushes the cart to the lock.

As for various snacks, I picked out a few brands that my brother liked and put them in the cart. And don't forget to pick up the cereal that is now

It seems to be an indispensable thing in the house. Walk around and look for items on the list, whether they are items that you like.

They all almost lifted the house before turning the cart over to the fresh food department. At least you should have some of these in your house.

It's not just about eating ready-made food. She went to pick some vegetables but stumbled upon some coriander on the shelf.

"Koi, who gave you the coriander? I don't like throwing it away."

"You don't like it, but I like it. I'll eat it for you right away." Without saying anything, he picked up some coriander and took a bite and chewed it, then quickly ran towards the figure.

He was about to run away but was caught and locked away by Viriya. But she didn't allow her to be caught easily because she hated what her lover was doing.

chewed in mouth The owner of the round eyes laughed with delight when he saw that the other person was showing signs of fear and irritation, so he stopped teasing him because if she continued teasing her, it would probably take her a week.

"Don't come near me until you take the smell of coriander out of your mouth."

"Ah...but I've rinsed my mouth about ten times already." No matter how much I begged, it didn't work as the girl still wouldn't let me get close.

Until Viriya himself made a vow to himself that he would absolutely not bring coriander into the house.

"I'm sorry, you will never come to live in my house." Viriya picked up the coriander, muttered, then put it back in its original place.

Before walking around, picking up fruits and putting them in the cart. I was surprised at myself that I only picked the fruit that the other person liked.

However, there are only a few things that I like. Laughing softly at herself that this was possible because she had never

Forget who this heart loves and like a star, it will always be the owner of your heart.

“Look, Cabbage Patch, let's pretend you're a star now. ...Even though you are less beautiful than the stars, not much less, I will.

Try imagining it... Hmmm." Wiriya coughed softly, holding the cabbage head in front of his face with both hands.

His eyes stared there as if Cabbage was her important person.

"Dao...I'm sorry in the past. I already know whose heart belongs. Please forgive my stupidity.

Alright? Let's start over...I love you." As he said this, he smiled all by himself. When he realized it, it was as if the representative cabbage would nod.

He received the answer he wanted. Before realizing that he was being watched by many pairs of eyes in one spot, Viriya pretended.

Putting an indifferent expression on his face, he placed the cabbage in its original place, his hand turned to grab the handrail of the cart, he slowly pushed it away and picked up the speed, wanting to give it away.

Get out of here as quickly as possible because you could accidentally cause embarrassment.

I'm really willing to give up all my dignity just to have you come back. Come back to love each other like before.

I will definitely miss you very much. ...to be able to talk with Cabbage and know about this kind of thing.

And will you miss me like I miss you?

When will you forgive me? One day, one week.

One month or one year? But I won't wait

Because I'm going to ask for your forgiveness today. ...I'll do anything.

So that we can return to the way we were before. Take my love as guarantor...

"Whoa...What is this about you?" came the angry voice of a young boy who walked out of the room sleepily because of the loud noise.

Tightness that disrupted his sleep even though he had only slept for a few hours. Kong raised his hand to rub his hair.

Your already busy self became even busier than before, sweeping your eyes around the living room. But the cause of the problem was not found.

Before that, a loud noise was heard outside the house. The young man let out a soft sigh and hurriedly walked out to take a look.

Outside the house, he raised his hand again, but this time he didn't rub his hair, but raised his hand to rub his eyes when he saw something move.

Up in the big tree in front of the house, three or four men were building something. In the tree down there were people they called.

That my older sister stood as if she was keeping an eye on everything. Kong didn't hesitate and hurriedly walked towards him to find an answer from Viriya.

"What are you doing?"

“Make a tree house. Do you see what I'm doing?" Viriya turned to his brother before focusing on him.

The technician who was carefully beginning to lay out the structure of the tree house After pruning some trees to do

Land has already been given for building a house.

"I know...but I never thought of doing it," Kong argued and it made his sister turn to look at him with a smile on her face.

"But right now I'm doing it and will do my best. Do you understand?" Viriya asked back, to which Kong only nodded.

Look at the workers who are working diligently. Then he turned the call and looked at his older sister who was

Little smile, big smile, can't help but smile together. I know who Viriya did it for and I hope that my sister's efforts

It will result in Wiraya's lover being soft-hearted...

“Should we make a tree house? There's a big tree in front of our house." The cheerful voice of a young woman came to snuggle.

On the cheek of the person who was looking serious in front of the laptop screen, next to him was a pile of documents. Viraya didn't even bother.

But when she turned to look or pay attention, the young woman blew out a breath from her nose as if feeling annoyed that someone was bothering her.

“It's a big hassle. I don't have time to do that. Now my company is doing well and is

Will be in contact with foreign investors. If you have so much free time that you're thinking about building a tree house, I think you'll take the time to go shopping.

Watch movies, listen to music, anything." Viriya said in a slow voice, not paying much attention to anything with both eyes and hands. Still interested in that screen?

Showing a graph of business growth over lovers. Duchdao straightened up until his back was straight and looked at Viriya's broad back and sighed.

Came out softly, during this time the other party hardly had time for her like before, but she tried to understand that her lover was probably busy with work.

A lot and the work that the company does is not trivial. Dujdao walked out of Viriya's office to come out.

Make coffee for your loved one...

"Would you like some coffee, Koi? I brewed it for you.” Dudao held out a freshly brewed cup of fragrant coffee. Fragrant smoke still floats in the air.

Causing people who were busy with work to slowly inhale the fragrance. His hands slid away from the keyboard and his eyes looked under his glasses.

The deep black color still refused to leave the screen. And because he didn't look at where the glass was, his slender hand brushed away the coffee glass.

The hot liquid spilled onto the pile of documents and more than that, it also splashed onto the hands of the lover. But all his attention

Targeted the document which was partly wet with coffee. He didn't notice that Dujdao was standing holding his hand that had been scalded by coffee before he glared at him.

Treat your lover like she's at fault, even though in the past it wasn't.

"I'm sorry..." the girl said when her lover looked at her with displeasure. Viriya let out a soft sigh.

Wet documents came to wipe off the coffee stains, not paying attention to the figure standing next to him with a sad expression.

“Good thing the documents aren't very important. I think you'd better go outside and don't disturb me." He said without thinking and returned.

Sit down and continue working with the sound of the room door closing.

"It's really chaotic."

Do you still like listening to music? ...Did you know that my other earphone is still waiting for you to listen together?

Because you're the only person I want to share my headphones with. Only you...darling.

A slender hand pushed open the door to a coffee shop, cool air from the air conditioner. causing the body to just walk

Braving the heat on a hot summer day, I felt a bit cooler. Viriya smiled at the young shop owner behind him.

The bare concrete counter rose from the floor with a familiar feel. Look beyond the back and see the wall that was built.

With red bricks and black painted wooden shelves. She walked into the innermost part.

A shop with regular seats every time I come to this shop. We sat and waited for a short time before our favorite coffee was served by the shop owner.

Who smiled and was good-natured. They exchanged a word or two of friendly greetings before letting Wiriya indulge.

With coffee and your favorite book, along with music from an expensive player and one earphone...

I still only wear one earphone. ...The other side I kept for you.

I don't know how much time had passed. Maybe it was because I was enjoying the letters in my favorite book. When I looked up

Coming up from the book, I looked at the coffee mug where the ice had now melted and mixed with the rest of the coffee. slender hands folding books

It's a thick book. Don't forget to bookmark the page you just finished reading. Look up at the wall in front of you to see.

The anchor-shaped clock that I hung up there thought I should go back. So he started to pack up his own things.

In the great backpack that I received as a birthday present last year. I wouldn't have to say who it was from if it wasn't.

Her important person...

"Where's my birthday present?" Viriya held out his hand in front of the woman who was busy making dinner.

Duddao turned to look at her slightly and smiled at the corner of his mouth, pretending not to notice.

"Dao...a gift, I'll take a gift." The slender figure sitting on the chair began to act like a child's fuss.

Rocking your chair back and forth in a self-indulgent manner to get your lover's attention. But when the young woman turned to look, her eyes became fierce.

Just put it on and the spoiled megaphone must stop rocking his chair and give him a sad expression. Like a star who could only shake his head back and forth.

I'm tired of my lover. She walked over to wash her hands at the sink and looked at Viriya again and let out a soft sigh.

"Earless star...I got all the gifts from everyone and all that's left is..." He didn't say his name but pouted his mouth in her direction.

"If I'm being mean, then you don't have to," she said, a smile tugging at the corner of her mouth when she saw the expression on Viriya's face, who hurriedly got up and walked away.

the chair until it fell to the floor. Viriya didn't forget to put it up as it was before and hurried to hug the thin body of his lover.

His head went in and rubbed his lover's upper arm pleadingly. Duddao opened his mouth and laughed softly before pushing Viriya away.

Then he walked out of the kitchen. She let out a soft sigh, feeling a little disappointed.

"Happy Birthday

Yes, Mr. Wiriya...use it with care." A figure came back with a large gift box.

He held it out in front of his lover who smiled widely and received it happily.

"Can I unpack it?"

"Unwrap it. I don't know if Koi will like it or not, but I think it will be very useful to you." She said with a smile. Wiraya didn't hesitate and brought the box.

I placed it on the dining room table and carefully unwrapped the wrapping paper. Until finally the paper was taken away.

The brown box in front of him slowly opened and looked. I came across a black and white backpack, not too small and not too big.

"Thank you...it's very beautiful," Viriya said, then put her mouth up to kiss her cheek like a big star.

"I see you like to carry a lot of things and think that if you have a backpack you won't go crazy and carry straws..." Duddao said and laughed cutely, causing Wiraya to feel it.

Mang fang then managed to kiss the girl on the cheek several more times.

RRRR RRRrrr RRRRRRRRR RRR

"hello..."

“Hello...Who is that? If you don't say it, I'll put it down. Hello, did you hear that..."

Duuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu...

The phone was disconnected, but Viriya was still smiling inside the public phone booth. The hand slowly took the phone to the ear.

Plug it back in its original place. Just hearing his voice over the phone line brought a big smile from her.

Even if it's just a few short sentences and the other person will be annoyed. Slender, sharp face, looking up

Look at the sky where the brightness is about to be replaced by darkness. In a few minutes night time will set in.

replace daylight A hand reached into the pocket of his jeans and pulled out a car key and pressed the lock open.

The door of the car parked on the sidewalk opened, he took off his backpack from his shoulder and placed it on the driver's seat before him.

Will start the car and drive away, the destination is...

It's already late...still sleeping late as usual. You've probably read your favorite novel and cried with pity for the heroine, right?

A luxury car was parked in front of a two-story house with only one window still lit. Viriya smiled.

Look up She was still leaning against the car for nearly a month since Dujdao moved back to the house.

After separating from her, the reason was because of Viriya's stupidity and stupid pride. But after that day here

Instead, it was the place that Viriya stopped by most often, which could be said to be every night after that day. Just like the stars never knew, that's all.

Stand still and smile alone until the lights in that room go out. And that was a sign that she should go back now...

"Good night...my darling," he muttered with a smile before getting back into his own car and driving away.

"You're going to go see Brother Dao, right? ..."Kong took his eyes off the TV screen and looked at his older sister who was returning to the house at the same time.

It's quite late at night like this. Viriya didn't answer, just nodded and walked in to sit next to his younger brother.

“When are you going to reconcile with Brother Dao? I'm lonely. When I don't have my older brother at home, it's like something is missing," Kong said.

He really felt that way throughout the long period that his sister and Dujdao had been together, making Kong feel connected to him.

A young woman who is also dear to my elder brother. When he found out that Viriya and Dujdao broke up and that his sister was the cause, it happened.

It made him feel so angry at his elder that he refused to talk to him for a week. But when I saw the condition of my older sister who hardly looked human, I felt

He sympathized and tried to encourage him until Viriya was ready to go and ask for reconciliation with Dujdao. But his older sister gave him time.

It's been a long month and I still haven't seen any signs of it...

“It's been a month already. ..."Kong said as Viriya knew what his brother meant.

“I know...I remember how hard every day was. I'm just giving myself time and stars, but now it's here.

It's time for me to ask Dao to come back..." Viriya said then stood up to his full height and rubbed his younger brother's head, who smiled widely after receiving it.

Hearing the answer from her sister's mouth, she walked out of the living room and still heard Kong's voice yelling at him to keep fighting.

Viriya shook his head back and forth smiling, turning the knob of his room's door.

"Tomorrow I'll wait for your answer..." Looking at the diary that she had written down all her feelings for the past month, she wrote down all her feelings.

Inside, Viriya picked it up and looked at it with a smile on her face. It was a handmade diary that she had tried to make with her own hands in order to

Pass on your feelings to those who are important and in Wiraya's heart. I want Dujdao to know that her heart is so tight and that her love for Dujdao has not decreased, but it has increased to an astonishing level. Now Wiraya believes it...

People, when they have lost something, will know that it is the most important thing...

“Please accept my feelings, Dao. Because I don't want anyone else if I don't have a star" as if

Tell the wind to take you to the owner of your heart. Let her know the words from my heart...

The young woman looked at the package in her hand after signing for it from the postman a moment ago. He carried it back into the house with him.

Surprise because there is no sender's name and address But the stamps on them tell you that they come from the same area.

And then I thought again and couldn't imagine who would send anything. But the handwriting that was addressed was very familiar and made my heart flutter.

She began to dance, hoping it would come from the person who was always thinking of her. Some hands began to tremble, feeling brave.

I'm scared but I want to know what's inside. Slowly unwrap the rope until it comes apart and slowly open the box.

Leaning forward to look at the contents inside the package...

Cute handmade diary in the shape of a kitty.

“Crazy…” he muttered softly with a smile before picking up the cat diary from the box. Look at it with feelings.

various things that affect the owner of this diary A thin hand gently caressed it with care, fearing that it would be damaged if

That she grabbed it hard It's like our relationship had to end...

"Can you be so stupid? Don't you understand that it can't be postponed?" Wiriya shouted when he was asked by someone to cancel the event just because.

Because it's our anniversary together. It would be stupid of him to cancel an appointment with a customer just for the sake of it.

Come celebrate with Duddao on your anniversary. Viriya isn't that crazy...

"I'm not an idiot. ...I'm not asking you to cancel the appointment, I'm just asking you to come back in time to celebrate our anniversary."

“It's exactly the same. I don't know what time I'll finish, can't I just leave it for another day?" Viriya said irritably and spat.

He breathed out and looked at the thin figure whose eyes were wet with tears that were ready to flow out at any moment.

"Do you know what, Koi? ...You are the most selfish person. If you keep doing this, I won't be able to accept it. I don't want to have to sit.

Shed tears for someone who never saw the value...Let's be apart for a while, Koi."

Someone flipped through the first page of the diary and had to laugh softly. When reading the messages inside that tell about daily life

Of the persistence and turmoil of the two brothers that Dudao remembers clearly. Siblings who don't tolerate each other very much and their regular jobs

The couple's thing was fighting over the TV remote. Every time, it will take turns losing and taking turns winning, but the person who wins the most is seen to be Viriya and

He himself looked very proud of his victory. As for the loser like Kong, he often retaliates by walking and turning off the TV so stubbornly that

Viriya became angry and started arguing again. In the end, it had to be her who came in as the committee to stop the army.

Keep your eyes peeled and read with a feeling of gratitude and enjoyment. It was as if there was another person beside her telling the story. She still remembered.

To the soft voice that conveys the story in a pleasing way. His always smiling face made the audience unable to take their eyes off.

You can go even for a second. I miss you so much... His hand turned to another page and he had to smile when he saw that this time Viriya was presenting.

In the form of a photograph instead...

“Are you comparing me to cabbage, you crazy Koi? ..."The tone was dissatisfied but ended with a soft laugh, looking at the photo.

Then think about the situation where Viriya is standing and talking with cabbage and you really can't help but laugh. It must be very embarrassing, but it's worth it!!

“Even if you're in the tree house, you can't escape, Viriya. Have I ever told you that people like Viriya are as inescapable as the stars?” His voice was cruel.

With a scorched smile at the corner of his mouth, if another person were to see him, he would definitely have a hard time swallowing. A slender finger stroked the photo.

Then he shook his head back and forth, remembering how jealous Viriya was about this tree. But she agreed to make the tree house she liked...

...Is that our tree house, Koi?

“Don't say that these days you only wear headphones on one ear. ...It's so funny." Even though I said it like that, inside I felt overwhelmed.

When I know that another person still always leaves space beside me for her.

“Why does it look this old? I don't know how to take care of things.” Dujdao sighed softly when he saw that the photo of the birthday present backpack she gave her was in a battered condition and had been heavily used.

And the last image made her freeze. When you remember well where the picture was taken

In front of her own house...

Viriya stood by her house every day and night after we ended our relationship. He waited until she went to bed.

Going back, it was a truth that she had never known before. She started to feel heat at the corners of her eyes, her hands raised to cover her mouth as the tears flowed.

It began to flow out and I felt overwhelmed. He was afraid that his sobs would be so loud that he could hear them even though Viriya himself wasn't here.

Dujdao cannot deny that her heart still belongs to Viriya. There will never be a change...

Especially when she saw the message on the last page, it made her heart soften.

“Dao...do you know anything about all the time we've been apart? There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think about you. It's strange that some people say that if we are further away from each other, it will make us miss each other more. I think it's more of an excruciating pain. The more I see you, the more I miss you a hundred or a thousand times. My heart aches just thinking I'll never see you again.

I really can't live without you.. There are no stars shining next to this mischievous little finger.

I love you very much. I'm sorry for everything I've ever done. Please forgive this person. Will you...darling?"

As soon as he finished reading the last page of his diary, he quickly got up and left. Following the heart she was crying out for, she found the person she was looking for standing in front of her. Viriya, who was looking directly at her, gave a faint smile. Viriya's two arms stretched out in front of her, waiting for her to reach her and Dudao gave a small smile before running to embrace her lover with tears in her eyes and Viriya's as well. She hugged her body tightly and pressed a loving kiss to his hair.

Promise that I won't make you sad again. I will love and take care of you the best I can.

Viriya love is like the most star in the world...

Thank you for coming back to me. Really thank you my dear...

The final chapter...

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