My name is Ten.

[I don't know how to insert the hero's name, so let's just do it like this haha]

'Licorice', Grade 12 student of an international school, she is my junior.

And she is a close friend of 'Nan', my only younger sister.

I've liked her since I was in 11th grade. That day, she came to my house with my younger sister and they said they would come help make a report, but it was difficult.

That day I was hiding away from playing games in my bedroom with my best friend named 'Gun'. Nan and Cha-em came and asked me and my friend to help explain.

Please report something because she saw that the two of us were good at studying. And it went on like this for more than two months until I felt like my sister and my close friend probably had it.

My heart has already given away. As for me and my sister's close friend, it may not be any different, but the difference is that my sister doesn't feel the change in the people around her.

To the side because I was too interested in my best friend.

Until one day, my younger sister and close friend got together. As for me, I also want licorice to be my girlfriend. We had a quiet relationship because the other person didn't want it.

My sister, I know, is afraid of being teased.

We secretly travel together and watch movies. Sometimes there are kisses, but it never goes too far because I respect Cha-em. Until the day I graduated from grade 12 in one year.

We gradually drifted apart until this was the cause of this matter.

An uproar rang out throughout the classroom because of the good news. The day after tomorrow, all Grade 12 students will go on a field trip before their final exams.

''Look, I want you to arrive quickly the day after tomorrow.''

Nan's small voice turned to speak to Cha-em as the two of them were putting their books in their bags and preparing to go home.

''Oh, I really want to go and release myself. I'm tired and stressed.''

Chaem turned to speak to her two friends as they walked out of the classroom to the mail stop to go home.

''I probably won't be able to take the bus home today as a friend. You're not angry at me.''

Nan turned to speak to her close friend who was now craning her neck looking for a ride home.

''Let's go travel with P'Pun again. It's okay, we won't see each other for three days.''

''I really miss my boyfriend. Tomorrow we'll go on a trip together to make it worth it.''

Said while smiling happily when talking about his boyfriend. But on the other side, I can't help but look sad. What should I do?

Having a boyfriend is like not having another person. Going to university and having to face the outside world and being fascinated by each other is normal, causing the two to start drifting apart.

Implicitly, she also didn't want to act like a fool and cause the other party to suffer, so she chose to stay still and wait for the other party to figure it out.

''You, you, you!! What's the matter? Your face doesn't look good.''

No matter how much the little figure called his best friend, it didn't seem to reach the ears of the other person who was just standing there staring blankly at the road in front of him, with an expression that looked like someone who was heartbroken.

Anyway, how can you be heartbroken when the other person doesn't have a boyfriend or someone you like?

''Huh, what are you calling so loudly?''

The party that had been called regained consciousness and hurriedly turned to his close friend who was now standing next to him with his eyebrows tied in a bow.

''What's wrong with you? Answer directly. You've never been like this before. Your face looks sad like a heartbroken person? Or that you secretly have a boyfriend but won't let me!!''

Some people look at their best friend's face and ask questions at her secretly. What if the other person has something going on and doesn't tell each other?

''No, I'm just, uh, just thinking about nothing.''

Answered in a stammering way, enough to make the other person feel at ease. She also knew that her friend would definitely not believe her. She would have to force the answer out until she was sure.

''Lie, do you see me as a friend?''

''Not yet. Sigh. I'm still not sure. Please give me some time.''

Another person, when a friend answered like that, thought that my friend probably wasn't really ready. When he was ready, the other person would probably tell her.

''Wait a long time?''

At the sound of a gun, a close friend, the older brother riding in the position of his friend's girlfriend, stepped out of the red Ferrari and smiled to greet the two girls.

''No, are you going yet?''

The young man nodded before turning to say goodbye to his girlfriend's best friend, who also held the title of best friend's girlfriend.

Now that the two of them had ridden the car, only Licorice was left standing in the same place with various feelings rushing in his chest.

Nan

After finishing eating with P'Pun, I went home so I could prepare things for the field trip that I had to prepare in a hurry because she would take time tomorrow.

The whole day was spent with her beloved boyfriend.

''I'm back.''

''Where are you going? You forgot this handsome older brother, right?''

Brother Ten, who was initially chatting with a girl on the sofa, turned to talk to his younger sister who had come to lower her ass and sit on the fosa next to his brother.

''Who can forget that? But I've been talking to girls for a long time. I've forgotten my younger brother. I've seen him sit and smile on the phone for a long time.''

I said I wasn't going to say anything, but I couldn't help but tease him, not being annoyed by the foolish man who lures girls all day.

''Who can forget my beautiful sister?''

Ten is always like this, always acting warm. No wonder so many girls are attached to him like this.

''Oh, I haven't been here for three days since the day after tomorrow.''

''Where have you been for three days?''

P'Ten turned and asked.

''Let's go on a field trip. If you're far away, you'll miss P'Pun badly.''

He said while making a sad face. We won't see each other for three days and just thinking about it will make us die.

''Or going the day after tomorrow?''

Ten turned to look at his face and thought about something before he turned to look at the TV that had been turned on, almost becoming infertile.

''Yes, let's go send Nan.''

The other party nodded in response before getting up and running away to the room. What's wrong with him?

Field trip day

''Nan this way''

Some of them shouted to their friends who had just arrived.

''How long have you been?''

''Five minutes ago. But who sent this?''

''P'Pun, I'm so annoyed.''

Some looked at their close friends who were breathing heavily.

''Go get annoyed at who's here.''

''It's P'Ten. I was worried about my friend so I forgot to make an appointment to send it to me!!''

Talking while making an upset face, it was most frustrating, but the older brother promised to do it well enough that when the day actually came, he forgot about it. Most infuriating.

''Come on, let him go, he really wants to be with his friends.''

Some people answered while feeling as if a lump was stuck in their throats to the point where they didn't want to say anything further.

''P'Pun has arrived. I'll say goodbye for a moment.''

After saying that, my best friend ran off and acted like I was angry at my boyfriend. He's so cute. What's wrong with our couple? What's wrong with this pair?

Ten

Who said that he forgot to make an appointment? He lied to his younger sibling. He just didn't want to be there while they were sweet. I secretly followed in the car at a distance before parking my beloved Audi.

After the school, he gasped for breath and ran, hiding, towards the grass where students were waiting to board their cars in a line.

Before grabbing the phone, pressing into the LINE program, typing something and sending it to his girlfriend.

Crunch, crunch, crunch.

TENN :

Come see me, next to the basketball court.

I stand and look at the licorice who is walking this way. We haven't seen each other like this in a long time.

''Didn't Nan tell you that you were with friends?''

Stupid girl, if he comes with those two people, will the two of us be able to have a sweet time like other couples? Really crazy?

''I miss you. Please hug me. We haven't been together for three days.''

I said with open arms waiting to receive her warm embrace, then she hugged me with her little mouth, speaking muffled, almost unable to understand.

''We haven't seen each other for almost a month and now I feel like I miss each other, you idiot!''

A figure lightly punched me in the chest. I can't help but smile. How could I forget you?

''look after yourself well When I come back I'll take you on a trip.''

''Um, don't forget, I already said it.''

Before he could answer, the whistle sounded, signaling that the students were getting on the bus and preparing to depart.

''The teacher called and hugged me again.''

Some of them agreed to hug me, so I gave them a big kiss on the cheek.

''Yah!! What are you doing? People will see you as crazy.''

''Sweet kisses back quickly. We won't see each other for a long time.''

Some of them acted reluctant for a moment and kissed my cheek left and right before walking to get their bags and get ready to get into the car.

''Don't forget to think of me and call me. I love you.''

''I love you too.''

Then some figures walked out. I stood and watched some figures get seats before moving out. I don't know if I was thinking too much or something. My heart felt empty.

Slowly, I felt like I was missing him again, but the strange thing was that it was like he was telling me something.

''You and P'Pun are so cute together. I'm so envious.''

Right now, the car the two were riding in was headed to the place where they were going on a field trip.

''What are you jealous of? But can you tell me who wants to know? Hurry.''

Some people looked at each other for a moment before saying,

''It starts with intimacy. At first, the two of us went everywhere together often, just like you and P'Pun. But after a while he went to see me.

In a new society, I understand that when you grow up you have to encounter new things. We started to grow apart and talked a little, but we didn't go anywhere together anymore.''

''And who is he? So why didn't you tell me?''

''Well, I'm afraid you'll tease me. I'm embarrassed. He's my brother..''

Chrome!

A tour bus that was going on a field trip had its brakes fail and crashed into a tree on the side of the road, causing the bus to overturn and the students riding along with the teacher were thrown out of the bus.

disorderly

''Oh, oh, help me.''

Cries for help from injured people spread throughout the area.

The sky was beginning to turn dark and rain was preparing to fall. Lightning trailed in a long line, making the atmosphere even more depressing than before.

''Chaem, oh, Chaem... where are you, Chaem?''

A soft voice called out. It was so light that it was frightening. She felt like the world was spinning so fast. Now she was completely dazed by the events that had happened.

Nan's small body only knew that her head was broken and scratched a little. It was nothing serious. Then she stood up and walked towards her friend's body.

A close friend who doesn't know whether death or death is good or bad.

''Nan Cha..I'm here''

The sound of moaning from some figure lying not far from where the small figure was lying.

''Whoa, where are you hurt?''

When his little body saw this close friend covered in blood, he couldn't hold back his tears.

''You're angry.. I'm angry. It hurts.''

''Take care of yourself, the ambulance will be here. You must be okay. Don't fall asleep. Haha.''

The two of them let out tears of fear.

''Na.. Nan, I'm sorry I didn't tell you about this. Oh..don't be angry. Hehe.''

Some held the hand of a close friend and squeezed gently to keep the other person from crying.

''I'm angry. Huh. If you sleep, I'll be angry with you. Huh. Don't let me sleep. You can tell me later. Huh.''

The other person didn't listen and tried to utter a sound even though it was so soft that the other person knew that it might be the last thing that some body would say to him.

you

''Oh.. You have to listen. I love you very much. You are my best friend. Take good care of yourself. I also want to tell Ten that I love you.

They are alike and love each other very much. Oh..I want you to take care of Brother Ten as well. Hehe.''

Some people talk while thinking about their loved ones.

''That person is P'Ten?!! Then why didn't you tell me from the beginning? Heck, you have to tell him yourself. I don't love you, heck.''

''Do you know how jealous I am of you and P'Pun? I want to be like that, but Ten doesn't seem to have time for me at all. I don't want to disturb.

His brother, I love him. I want you to tell Brother Ten that I love him very much. Oh, I can't take it anymore. Don't worry.. cry.''

''Licorice, don't sleep. If you don't sleep, wake up!! Hey, licorice, you're recovering. You can't sleep. You can't sleep. Haha. You have to go tell your brother yourself.

Emm''

The small figure looked at the body of her close friend who was now asleep and she was afraid. I'm afraid that this time my friend's sleep will be a sleep that won't wake up.

Again

Two years have passed.

Today I will go see her. Going to see the person I love, I will buy her favorite forget-me-not flowers every day.

You will know that I have never forgotten you even though it has been nearly two years.

''Brother Ten, what are you doing?''

A small voice softly called out to his brother as he stood and smiled sweetly at him.

''Just sitting there thinking about nothing''

I turned to ask my beloved younger sister. They were both wearing blue clothes. It's Licorice's favorite color. She likes me to wear blue when we go out together.

''Are you okay? ''

My face probably isn't that good. Who would be able to smile? Everyone loves me.

''I'd like to be alone for a moment. I'll follow you. I'll go first.''

''Ah, hurry and follow me.''

I feel so bad. I miss you. I miss you. Every day I sit and look at the messages we exchanged. Look at the pictures we took while traveling.

I will sit and look at her in the picture smiling happily at me. I'm a fool. She's the one I love so much, but I rarely want to hurt her.

Interested in neglecting her, always wandering around and forgetting our appointments until I forgot about her. I admit that I was only interested in other people. I'm not interested in people who are fans at all.

I want to apologize to you. I want to go back and fix everything. I promise that I will do it better, as long as you come back to my side again, but it probably will.

I couldn't leave her anymore, she had left me without me having a chance to say goodbye to her at all.

'Does P'Ten know? That Cha-em loves P'Ten more than the stars in the sky.'

'P'Ten loves Cha-em more than Cha-em loves you, do you know that?'

 My former bitter