I think of...

miss..

August 2015

Every time I have a chance to come back to a familiar place it makes me feel good..school..a place that has created many memories for me. A small figure sat vacantly on an old bench that he remembered very well, the same old places, the same old stories. As he took out something from his trouser pocket.. his eyes stared at the small picture in his hand. The things that came back with it were not small at all..

Someone's image on this piece of paper brought tears to my eyes. Every feeling came back, longing and wanting. It reminds me of my actions and words back then..

And every time I look at your picture, it makes me think..

...I don't want to go to school!! // cannot!! You have to come, you bastard. Get up.

...Fanny, please teach me mathematics... // Learn to do it yourself, you idiot!

I'm sorry that I always cause trouble... It's me.. I just want you to pay attention.

...My grades dropped because you didn't help me...

Do you know that your beauty tends to make my heart flutter like crazy?

..Fanny, you ugly girl!! You have a simple face. Wow..//Who is Taeyeon?? Hey, don't fall in love with me.

Now I've fulfilled my promise to you. she is proud of me

...Occupation? Hmm.. maybe an architect? I don't know, I'm stupid..

Thank you for always cheering me on even though you were tired at the time...you're really cute, you know that?

..Please focus on me. I said I want to be an architect.//Okay..You wait and see, I'll make it happen..

I can do it..for you alone, friend.. The friend I love... Love you all the time..

Today is the day

Apill fool day

I think about 5 years ago..I know lying is not good but this is a good way to say I love you. Do you understand?

..Uh..I..I have something to tell you..I don't know what happened in the past. At first I was curious but I tried asking myself..well.. I..I love you.. I've loved you for a long time too.. // Today is April Fool's Day. Don't fool me, you idiot.

Oh.. Haha..

I should express my feelings more..so that you might know..

You're my best friend. I love you// Ah..um.. I love you too....

C

Love really can do everything. I believe it.. Because of you..

Why don't you have a boyfriend//I'm stuck with you? So I..don't want to be with anyone.

I like to ask you often.. because.. I want to know what you think.. of me..

Let me ask you, can friends love each other?//I don't know..maybe if we think the same way..feel the same.

And sometimes I think.. That she felt the same..

Oh?

And where is she now? We made a promise, didn't we? So why did you leave me alone like this? Come back..

Promise that we won't leave each other.. Don't leave me.. // So let's stay together like this.

September 2010 11.56 a.m.

Breaking news!! There was an accident on the road.

xxx

A pickup truck without a license plate came at a faster speed than normal. It was known that he was driving drunk. Crashed into a student..know his name is..

... Tiffany Hwang..

Causing death at..

“You can't leave me.. Without you.. it's like my happiness died with you..

Can you come back? I still want to tell you I love you..”

       The end