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The story is just the imagination of the author.

The theme of this story was inspired by the song Thing -

Klear

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Main Characters

Jang Dongwoo

Lee Howon

It is an inanimate object. The inside is damaged beyond thought.

“Howon… let's break up,” Baekhyun said to the person he once loved.

“W… why? What did I do wrong? You tell me!” Howon asked in shock. Because he never thought he would hear these words come out of his lover's mouth.

“I'm sorry… you didn't do anything wrong. But I love someone else I don't love you anymore. You understand me.." Baekhyun said.

“Oh…but you used to love me. So you can't love me anymore?” Howon tried to hold on to the person he loved with a trembling voice.

“But we have many things that we don't get along with, Howon. I'm sorry if I disappointed you this time. But you know that this isn't the first time…” Baekhyun said feeling guilty towards Howon.

"Can't we just break up..."

“Don't make me feel any more guilty,” Baekhyun said before turning and walking away from Howon. But the thick figure grabbed the small wrist.

“Please, Baekhyun, don't leave me,” he said pleadingly. He just wanted Baekhyun to continue to be by his side.

“I'm sorry, Howon,” Baekhyun said, removing the thick man's hand from his wrist and turning to walk away from Howon. It was like stealing Howon's heart away as well. Making the thick body become just another item that was used until it was bored and discarded carelessly…

"oh! Woohyun has arrived. Come in quickly.” Dongwoo walked out to greet his white friend at the door of his house.

“And the others?” Woohyun asked.

“Myungsoo and Sunggyu are here. You were the last to come.” Dongwoo gently greeted his best friend. This evening, the group of friends gathered together at Dongwoo's house for some reason.

“So Howon, how is it?”

“It's...hard,” Dongwoo replied, then led his friend into the house. Myungsoo, Sunggyu, and Howon were found sitting in the living room, where the coffee table was filled with many opened and unopened beer cans.

“Make an appointment here, let me comfort him. I didn't ask you to come drink with me.” Woohyun saw this and spoke up to his two friends.

“Who told you? Myungsoo and I haven't finished our first can yet. The rest is Howon's.” Sunggyu argued that he had been misunderstood.

“Oh, well, if you don't eat, then you won't eat,” Woohyun denied.

“Then come this evening. Until we are about to leave together,” Myungsoo said.

“What? I just came here.” Woohyun cried out in dissatisfaction.

“Hey, are you coming to my house to fight or are you going to comfort Howon?” Dongwoo, who was fed up with the conversation between the three of them, interrupted. This caused the other three people to shut their mouths. Dongwoo then turned to talk to Ho Won instead. “Ho Won.. You don't have to be sad. I thought he was not the right person for you.”

“But Shan loves him~” Howon said drunkenly and picked up a beer can and filled his throat with a few more gulps of the amber liquid.

“The more you hang out with Baekhyun, the more you will regret it. It's okay to be sad now. Otherwise, you will be the one who will suffer endlessly.” Sunggyu turned to Howon and patted his friend on the shoulder encouragingly. But Howon didn't say anything further. He just picked up the remaining beer and drank it all.

Dongwoo could only look at the thick, drunk, unconscious figure with eyes filled with many emotions. It felt sad to see Howon so sad. It hurt to see Howon in pain. and understand the body well... What is it like to not be able to own the person you love? Understand the feeling of seeing the person we love being happy with someone else...

Because Dongwoo had always felt that way too.

“It's almost evening. I have to go back. I have work early tomorrow,” Myungsoo said.

“I have to go back too. I'll help Dongwoo pack up first," Sunggyu said.

“It's okay, I'll take care of it myself. You guys go,” Dongwoo told his friends.

“Is that so.. Well then, as for Howon, he probably can't go back. Can I let him sleep at your house today?” Sunggyu asked Dongwoo.

“Um, okay, don't worry,” the little one replied.

“Woohyun, come back.” Sunggyu nudged his shoulder, calling for Woohyun to get up.

“Oh! But I just came here.” Woohyun shouted.

“Well, who used it for Malate? Anyway, you didn't bring the car, right? Then come back with me.” Sunggyu pulled Woohyun up and led him out to the car. The person who had just arrived could only make a ticking sound in their throat.

“Please come back,” said Dongwoo, who was walking to drop off his friend in front of the door.

“Well, tell us how it goes,” Myungsoo said.

“Oh, I'll tell you later,” the little one replied. Then the three friends all got into their cars. Or at least the car they had to take for Woohyun. Then the car drove out of the alley onto the main road…

Dongwoo walked back into the house. Howon was still sitting on the sofa and was about to open a new can of beer and drink it.

“That's enough.” The small figure grabbed the large wrist to restrain the thick one from drinking until he became even more intoxicated.

“No, I'm going to eat, I'm going to eat again~” The thick figure resisted and swatted his hand away from Dongwoo's hand.

“That's enough, Howon. You're already very drunk.” Two small hands clasped both of his thick wrists. “Even if you do this Baekhyun isn't coming back."

“Our lives must move forward. That's in the past. You can't just be stuck in the past,” the small figure said to make the thick figure think. But he didn't know if the remaining consciousness of his thick body was enough to reflect on those words. “Sigh~ Okay, you're really drunk. Today I'm sleeping.

I'll go get some blankets and pillows." After saying that, the small figure disappeared and went upstairs to pick up a blanket and pillow for the thick one.

The little man carried a large light green blanket and appropriate sized pillows, piled them on his small arms until they were high enough to cover his face, and slowly walked over and brought them to the thick figure who was still sitting with his head folded with his eyes wandering in the same place.

“Here! Blanket, Wow!!~” The little person was about to pass the blanket and pillow to Howon. But the thick man had already grabbed the blanket and pulled it towards him without the small man even having time to let go of it. causing Dongwoo to lose his footing and fall onto the tall figure's lap, with their faces less than an inch apart.

The two were so close that they could feel each other's warm breaths. The little man's face lit up in an adorable color. Before he came to his senses, he slowly withdrew his face. But the distance seemed to shrink as the thick figure moved his face closer and closer. And finally, hot lips touched the full lips.

The bitter taste and faint smell of beer was transmitted to the little person. The thick figure gently caressed those soft lips without any aggression. and bit softly on the full lips But at that moment, the little body's consciousness, which had drifted away due to the kiss, returned. Dongwoo pressed his hand against his strong chest and withdrew. He pressed his slightly swollen lips together in embarrassment, his face flushed red.

The thick one saw the little one's actions and laughed a little in his throat.

“Uh… uh… d… I'll take out the trash first and then I'll go up and take a shower,” the little man stammered as he put the empty beer can into a plastic bag to throw away, not daring to meet his eyes. The smile of the thick figure looking at him… the sight that the small figure who had secretly liked the thick figure for a long time still couldn't guess what the meaning of it was.

“I'm going to bed now. If you want to watch TV, you can turn it on.” The small figure said quickly to the thick one before hurriedly walking up to his own bedroom on the second floor.

Dongwoo leaned against the door of the room. Lift both hands up to your chest. Trying to suppress his feelings from going any further. Some hands felt the lump in his chest that was pounding so hard and fast that it was scary that it might pop out. The more I thought about the kiss a moment ago, the more my heart trembled. But Dongwoo kept whispering to himself that it was only because of the alcohol.

The little man shook his head to get rid of his distracting thoughts before picking up a clean white towel, draping it over his shoulder and walking into the bathroom. And hoping that the cold water would help him calm down and control himself…

The next morning, when the sun began to shine down harder. Dongwoo then walked downstairs to the house after finishing his personal business. Then they met Howon, who had sobered up and was sitting on the sofa. The expression was as sad as ever. The small figure took a deep breath to muster up the courage to walk and talk to the thick figure.

Hoping that Howon wouldn't remember yesterday's events.

“Hey Howon, are you feeling better?” the little man greeted, trying to keep his tone as normal as possible.

“…” The thick figure didn't say anything. He just shook his head in response and didn't seem to remember the kiss from yesterday. Seeing this, Dongwoo rushed over and sat down next to the thick figure.

“I understand that you can't forget Baekhyun. You can continue to love him. But if you make that choice, you'll have to deal with the regret.” Dongwoo raised his small hand to hold the broad shoulder of the tall man and squeezed gently to encourage him. “You can be sorry. But please don't hurt yourself. Don't trade your life for someone who doesn't value it.”

“If I die… Baekhyun will know how sorry I am that he did this to me,” the thick figure said in a low voice.

“And Baekhyun, what can he do? Since he no longer loves you, you should move on. It's not like dwelling on the past like this.” The small figure hurriedly spoke up to stop the thick one from thinking. “Now you just lost someone who didn't really love you… Don't tie your life up to someone who doesn't really love you.”

“If you die, do you know how sad the people who love you will be?” Dongwoo said in a more serious tone. It was a bold tone that had never been heard from the mouth of a playful person like Dongwoo before. The thick figure raised his head and looked into the small figure's eyes. “You don't want to die. Please don't do something like that, I beg you,” the little man said with fear.

I'm afraid that the bold figure will really think short.

“…” The thick figure looked into those sweet eyes and saw the seriousness in his expression and tone. And it was something that brought the thick figure back to reality...which was just as the little guy said. He just lost someone who didn't love him, that's all. "Oh," the thick body responded to the small body in his throat.

“True.”

“Um.”

“…” At first, the little man was almost afraid. His little heart seemed to fall to the ground when he heard the thick figure say that. But in the end, the small figure breathed a sigh of relief to see that the thick figure had begun to understand.

“Are you hungry yet? I'll make something easy for you to eat. Then you'll come back later." The little man changed the subject.

“You didn't go to work today, didn't you?”

"Oh, so what?"

“Let's go to an amusement park.”

“Huh!??” The small figure tilted its head in confusion when the thick figure that 10 minutes ago was sitting depressed like a depressed dog suddenly invited himself to go to an amusement park.

“Well, if I'm alone, I'll definitely think a lot. There's nothing more to do... Please go be my friend." The thick figure said the reason and invited the small figure again.

"Oh, okay, but you have to go take a shower first," the little man agreed.

"okay"

theme park

Howon drags Dongwoo to play on various rides. Even though Howon doesn't normally do this. But if it makes Howon smile, Dongwoo considers it okay. Small body noticed that when going to play on a roller coaster The thick figure shouted at the top of his voice. Which is not normal for a thick figure to do either. But it seemed to make the thick body more relaxed.

Because after that, the thick body began to return to being the same Lee Ho Won little by little.

“Go play.

Bump car

Together,” the thick figure invited the small figure again for the I don't know how many times today.

"Oh, just play." The small figure's words ended. The thick figure immediately grabbed the thin wrist and went to the ticket vending machine. Before pressing to buy 2 tickets, then handing the tickets to the officer and getting into different cars.

The bold figure started to get out of the car and accelerated. before turning and colliding with other cars. Like a small person Until the two were driving close to each other. The thick figure pretended to crash his car into the small figure's car. But it seemed that the force was so strong that the little man's car bounced back a little.

Including making Dongwoo's head slam into the steering wheel.

"paternal grandmother! Lee Ho Won, I will have my revenge on you.” The little man shouted and sped up the car to follow the tall figure in order to hit him back. This action caused the big man to laugh at the childishness and cuteness of the little person.

Both drive

Bump car

Chasing each other until the designated time expires. So the two came out. which while walking Dongwoo used his small hand to gently rub his head where it was hitting the steering wheel. and the bold figure noticed

"Oh, that's right. You hit your head. Does it hurt?" The thick man didn't ask. Instead, he turned to reveal the hair that was covering his small face. Until a faint red mark appeared in the thick man's eyes. Howon reached forward and looked closer to see how heavy the mark was. But Howon's actions made the little man's face turn red again.”

It's a little red. Do you want to apply medicine? I'll try to find a drug store nearby and buy medicine to apply."

“No…no need to. It doesn't hurt much.”

“So, are you sick? Why is your face red?”

“Uh… the weather is probably hot. That's why my face turned a little red." The little man denied. What he said was not true at all.

"Really…"

“Dongwoo,” the thick man called out to the small man. “I'm sorry I predicted you would get hurt,” Howon apologized feeling guilty.

“It's okay. Don't be serious. It'll be gone soon."

“...and thank you for agreeing to be my friend today,” the thick man continued.

“Um, it's fine if you want me to come with you again. Or if you're stressed out or need someone else to keep you company, you can always call me,” Dongwoo said, giving his thick, sweet smile the way he liked to do so often.

“So… let's go back today.”

“Um, so let's go get something to eat before we go back. I'll take care of you myself." The little one invited.

"Fine, but you don't have to babysit me."

“It's okay. It's been a long time since I've taken care of you. I'll take care of you myself." The little figure still insisted on paying for the big one's food. "Let's go!" After saying that, the little one grabbed the big one's wrist and pulled him with force to the small food booth located in the amusement park. That place…

from meaningless things Inside there is a heart that loves only you. I know how lucky I am.

After that, every holiday Howon always meets up with the little guy. Always giving the same reason as not wanting to be alone. It can be said that Dongwoo was an important part in overcoming the most painful period of the thick figure. And every time, the little person always kept an eye on the thick figure, which it was found that

Howon slowly became more cheerful and happier with every meeting. Which made Dongwoo feel much more at ease as his thick body returned to normal again. Including Dongwoo himself becoming happier every time the two of them were together.

And today is another holiday where Howon called and invited Dongwoo to go for a walk at Yeouido Park together…

The cool wind blowing against the face makes one feel refreshed and the shade from the trees blocks the sunlight from shining down from being too strong. The two walked and enjoyed the good atmosphere. Listen to the sound of the wind and the chirping of birds along the way.

“This…” the thick figure said.

"Ugh?"

“Don't you plan to go anywhere during the holidays?” the thick man asked.

"I come out with you every day."

"No, I mean go do something else."

"No, I'm free. Besides, I know that you'll be inviting me here and there anyway."

“Heh heh,” the thick man laughed at the small figure's innocent answer in his throat.

“You seem really worried about me.”

“Well….I want you to get better quickly,” the little man said carefully. Afraid that he might accidentally say something that shouldn't be said.

"Really…"

"…yeah"

“I'm better now. I didn't get anything.”

“...Forgot...Baekhyun?” The little man asked boldly because he didn't know if it was a question that should be asked or not. But it was something he wanted to know.

"I didn't think anything of him," he replied without hesitation.

“Oh~” The small figure nodded without looking up at the thick face. and secretly smiled a little happily according to the language of the person he secretly liked

“And do you remember that?” he asked again.

“What is it?”

“That kiss…”

“!!!” The little man turned his head and stared at the thick figure in shock. I don't think the people next to me would remember it because Howon was very drunk at that time. And when he saw that Howon was still staring at him without batting an eye. The small figure was the one who lowered his head and averted his eyes to hide those red cheeks.

“Do you remember?”

“Oh…yeah.” Dongwoo nodded lightly, still keeping his head down. Now Dongwoo's entire face up to his ears had turned an adorable shade of pink. which caused a slight smile to appear on the sharp figure's face.

“I remember,” he continued. “When I think about it I was always trembling. And I often smile without realizing it.”

“I feel good every time I have you beside me.”

“And you, you like me, right?” Howon turned around and asked the little man.

“Uh…” The little man was speechless for a moment because he was a little shocked that the big man knew how he felt. “Um.” But in the end, Dongwoo answered softly in his throat. And when the little person's voice stopped The thick figure immediately moved to stand in front of the small figure.

“Dongwoo,” Howon called the name of the person in front of him.

“Huh…huh?”

“Lift your head and look at me.”

“…” The little man slowly raised his head and looked into the eyes of the taller man as the thick figure said.

“Can you date me?” Howon said. It was a word that Dongwoo never thought he would hear such a bold figure say to him. Never thought that Bold would feel the same way he did.

“Are you…are you sure?” the little man asked. “I'm afraid it's just the feeling you're trying to get over from other people. In fact, we might just be closer. You might not like me…” The little man's voice softened at the end of the sentence. Actually, my little heart has already agreed a hundred times. But my brain tells my mouth to ask like that because I'm afraid that over time my heart will hurt.

“I am happy every time I am with you. I like you without me knowing. And when I asked myself again, I got the answer: I can't live without you.” The thick man answered without any hesitation in his voice. “You know everything about me. You know what I like and what I don't like. You know what kind of person I am. And you know that if I love someone, I truly love…”

“That's why... you're dating me.”

"...Alright," was the little man's answer. The thick figure immediately hugged the small figure in his arms. As for the small figure, although shocked by the thick figure's unexpected action, But he agreed to raise his hand and wrap it around his waist. “I won't make you sad, Howon…” the little man vowed.

“Thank you for always being by my side.”

“I'm always happy…” Dongwoo's clear voice was muffled by his sweet face nestled in his strong embrace.

“I am really lucky to have you in my life…”

From things that have no value I have come to be the only person in your heart. I will live from now on to love you.

HAPPY ENDING

Popped in to correct the typo. There was nothing. Haha. ^___^'

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