In the Same Place
The two of us were together.....but in the end we had to separate.
Why is that?....Hmmmm...
Because our paths are different.
Because he and I are both men.
Because he and I are both famous people.
.....It's probably like that.....
CR.SHL
2016 Seoul 8:04 p.m.
Two feet walked along the sparsely crowded walkway. The lights from the shops and the walkways glow in a dim orange color, making the atmosphere doubly romantic. On a cold night like this, there are still mostly teenagers or couples out walking around taking photos. There's quite a bit of shopping.
But most of them come in pairs and groups. There was only this Luhan who came alone. Of course, who would come as friends if he himself requested that he come alone? Smaller than the average man, he wore a large black hoodie over a long-sleeved graphic shirt. With fitted jeans and a good pair of sneakers.
On the back is a large, trusty backpack. On the face, there was only a black mask that was worn and covered half of the face until only the eyes were left. They also wear headphones that listen to one song over and over.
Each step that I take Each time I listen to this song
Sometimes I keep thinking about you.
Say Hello to you
How long has it been since you came? Maybe 1 year, 2 years, or maybe more. Having said that, time passes quickly as well. Two feet walked slowly until they stopped in front of a store.
caffebene
This shop is Lek's favorite shop. Having said that, when I was here I stopped by often as well. But every time I come, there is one person who always forbids him from eating it. They claim that it's not good for their health. When you eat it, your teeth become yellow. But every time he wants to eat, he always cries along with him, haha.
Until I finally thought about that person again. With that said, let's go in and have a sip of coffee.
When I walk past a coffee shop Where we used to come together
Sometimes I keep thinking about you.
Say Hello to you
Jing jing, the bell attached to the door rang. The staff welcomed us warmly. There weren't many people inside the store. It's good then you won't have to be too careful. Deer eyes searched for a place to sit. before walking over to sit down at a table with glass. Ordering a hot cup of your favorite bitter and sweet macarons would go well together.
The small figure sat with his chin resting and looked outside where many people were walking around. After a while, the same employee walked over and served him his favorite cup of coffee. Two hands pulled the black hoodie up to cover his face more before pulling the mask out to his chin to drink the cup of coffee in front of him. He won't let anyone know that he came here. Otherwise it would definitely be a big deal.
Both hands raised the glass and sipped the bitter coffee. The taste is still the same. The atmosphere is still the same. Same place, same time, makes me miss it even more than before.
'Same as before, a little bitter'
'Alright, please wait a moment^^'
'Why do you only drink coffee? No matter how delicious it is, it will be bitter. It can't compete with my pearl milk tea.'
' Well, you're still a child, Na Sehun. Haha.'
' Don't eat too much, it's not good. Be careful of yellow teeth or the girl won't scream, I don't know.'
'I know, I'm just eating to relax.'
' Next day I will take you to eat my bubble tea. I guarantee you'll be so addicted that you'll want to eat it a million more times.'
'Haha, okay, you can take care of me too'
' I will make you stop being addicted to coffee. Wait and see!!!'
Thinking back to that time, I couldn't help but smile. When I was a small trainee, I was really addicted to coffee. But since that time, a boy named Sehun who was 4 years younger than him Take them to drink bubble tea, which they boast that it tastes better than the coffee they drink. Make him forget that he likes to drink coffee.
Since when, he and that child have often ordered banana and chocolate bubble tea mixed with chocolate and another glass of taro milk tea to eat together for the two of them. Especially when they debuted, they were nicknamed the Milk Tea Couple. Sometimes, when I'm stressed out, I come out to drink coffee at this shop and soak in the atmosphere in the shop. Along with children who are 4 years younger always accompanying them.
“Hyung, I want to go for a walk outside and I'll be right back.” A tall young man named Oh Sehun, the group's maknae, told the seniors sitting in the dormitory living room that he would like to ask. Go out for a walk. Long legs walked quickly through the living room, picked up shoes and sat down to put them on in front of the door.
Grab a thick hooded coat because it gets chilly at night. With a black cap pulled down to cover half of the face. Also, the mask covers the mouth. Just like this, it's unlikely anyone will remember him.
Two feet walked along the sparsely crowded walkway. The lights from the shops and the walkways glow in a dim orange color, making the atmosphere doubly romantic. On a cold night like this, there are still mostly teenagers or couples out walking around taking photos. There's quite a bit of shopping.
But most of them come in pairs and groups. There was only one person who came alone. Of course, who will be his friend if he hasn't invited anyone? He came out so strong that he was going alone. The brothers already knew that, so they didn't come along. Everyone knows that the maknae of Exo Indies will die.
His long legs carried him through the many shops until he stopped at a cart selling cotton candy, where both children and adults were lining up to buy it. Sweet, beautifully colored snacks that melt in your mouth when eaten. The taste is so sweet that I'm afraid I'll die from diabetes. The tall man never liked eating it at all. But there is one person who is willing to eat it too.
I thought about it and wanted to laugh out loud. My older brother is 4 years older than him. But crying to be able to eat cotton candy is really funny.
'Sehun! I want to eat cotton candy!!'
'It will make you fat'
'Just like your milk tea won't make you fat!!'
'You look at it. It's so delicious you'll die. Let's buy one and come sit and eat together.'
'Na Sehun, naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa'
'Yes, all right'
Sehun laughed softly as he stood in line to buy cotton candy that he really didn't like. I don't understand why people would line up to buy it if they don't like it. Maybe it's because I'm thinking about it. When I was a trainee After practicing, sometimes my sweet-faced older brother would invite me out to buy cotton candy.
Claiming that he was training hard and his body was lacking sugar, even though he had already bought him his favorite flavor of milk tea to drink. When he got a large piece of cotton candy in his hand, he would sit straight on the white seat next to him and sit there and eat it until only the sticks were left.
'This is it, hahahaha, you have a mustache too, Sehun!!!'
'Look at the pink cotton candy mustache. Hahaha, so funny.' Luhan pulled out the cotton thread and stuck it on Sehun's face. A poor child was accused of having a pink mustache.
'All right, Luhan!' Ahmmmm, the little boy who had been teased by his elder pulled all the sweet colored cotton candy out of the stick and stuffed it into his own mouth. He put his face closer to the older man, even though the silk was overflowing into tentacles more than before, and he made a mocking face.
'Yah!!! You can't eat it alone.' Finished yelling and scolding, he reached out and pulled cotton candy from the younger man's mouth and ate it. Sehun turned his head away but Luhan followed and ate him until his face was ugly. Both of their hands are sticky. The face is dirty and cannot be seen. They turned their heads to look at each other until they burst out laughing loudly.
Until people passing by were curious and turned to see what these two children were playing with.
Sehun was now sitting on the same bench. In his hand was a piece of cotton candy in the same place. original bench The original cotton candy store But he sat and ate alone……
Where we once had memories together, I miss you, I miss you so much.
We used to eat cotton candy together. But now I'm eating alone.
Sometimes I keep thinking about you.
Say Hello to you
When I go to What we went through together
Sometimes I keep thinking about you.
Say Hello to you
'Luhan hyung, I like you.'
'Can we date?....'
'Sehun…….'
'I like you'
‘Q:
What are your ideal type of girl?'
‘Se:
4 years older than me, shorter than me. Pure and bright, kind and clean ^^'
"Why do you have to leave me? Why do you have to go? This is your dream, isn't it?" His tall figure tightened his hold on his sweet-faced older brother. I'm so afraid that the person in front of me will disappear.
“I didn't abandon you. I'm just going back home." The little man gently rubbed his back to comfort his younger brother, who he had looked after since he was smaller than him until now he was about the same size. He was sorry for making Sehun cry.
“But I know that if you go, we won't see each other again. We won't be able to meet again.” The younger man replied in a trembling voice. He doesn't want to leave Luhan. He wants to be with Luhan for longer.
“You listen to me, as long as you know me. And I still know Sehun. We must meet again somewhere. But if at any time you don't want to get to know me We just walked in different directions.” Tears flowed down after drop, unable to hold back. We could only hold each other like that. Hug it in case the warmth from another person will carry you.
Hold on because we won't be hugging each other for a long time…..
Even if we pretend we don't know each other But we still met somewhere.
But in a world where we don't know each other We just walk in different directions.
Luhan kept walking. He thought that he would continue walking for a while and then he would return to the room that he had reserved. Then tomorrow morning we will travel back because they have a program filming. Running Man who is currently living He walked with his head down, thinking about something without realizing it, causing him to collide with someone. Luhan hurriedly bowed his head in apology until his head almost touched his knees.
Then step your leg to the right to dodge. The person in front followed him. As soon as he stepped to the left, the person in front of him stepped in front of him. It's more like everyone is hiding from each other but not avoiding each other. He then raised his head to say that he would step to the left. But then it stopped when their eyes met. He remembered. He remembered. There was only one person who had eyes like this.
My ears were ringing and I couldn't hear anything. The surroundings were completely dark, only the owner of the eyes in front of him could be seen. Each side stood there staring at the other's eyes in confusion and shock for a while. Before he could think any more, the person in front of him grabbed Luhan's wrist and took him running quickly, running forward as if escaping from something.
Running without paying attention to anyone else at all. Sehun ran and ran with his heart pounding.
Two pairs of feet came running and slowed down until they stopped in their tracks. Sehun brought Luhan to a park where there were no people. There were only two of them. The sounds of exhaustion from both of them came out as they competed. From the tiredness that came just a moment ago
“Hyung”
"Brother Luhan"
“Xiao Lu…..is that right?” the long-legged man asked in a voice that sounded like he was excited. But the little man didn't answer at all. Keeping your head down and looking at your own feet like that
"Hyung...I miss you...hehe" Luhan's voice came out with difficulty because he was holding back sobs. He was happy, very happy.
After finishing speaking for a fraction of a second, Sehun quickly rushed towards Luhan. A hand pulled the mask over his own mouth before pulling the other's away. unexpectedly Sehun's lips fell on the same part of Luhan's. Sehun hugged the other person closer until they were completely close to each other. The other hand was sent to support the older man's face so that he could lift up and receive his kiss more easily.
Luhan opened his mouth slightly to let Sehun come in and give him sweet warmth. A kiss that wasn't passionate But it's the kiss I've always wanted. Kiss with nostalgia and love Ummm….Luhan let out a noise saying that it was enough. He wasn't afraid that anyone would see him, but his neck was just sore.
Is this kid a lot taller than him? Sehun broke the kiss and looked at the face of the person he missed so much. Two hands held up the little man's face. To survey the faces of people we haven't seen in a long time. His fingers traced over that little face. His eyes were large and filled with clear water, making it seem like he was looking at twinkling stars in his eyes. The eyelashes are long and curled. small nose upturned
Cheeks that are still as soft as before until it stopped at the small lips Sehun leaned down and kissed the corner of his mouth again, repeating it. Pulled away just a little. Just by speaking, their lips touched.
“I miss you….Xiao Lu.”
On the bench, two people sat hugging each other. Anyone who happened to see this would probably wonder what they were doing sitting there in the dark. But that's the thing, having the two of them sit together in a place where there are a lot of people would probably be quite a big news story. Luhan was now huddled in Sehun's embrace and his arms were wrapped around the other's waist. Sehun's coat almost completely covered him.
“Has Xiao Lu gotten smaller?”
“I think you've grown bigger….What did you eat to grow so fast? His body had grown taller than Jongin. My shoulders are several inches wider than mine. And this!! Thump!! It's the abdominal muscles. How do you have it? I've been playing for a long time and haven't seen a single increase." Luhan said and measured his shoulders. Plus, they hit their stomachs to make them feel tight.
“Hahaha, you don't have to have it. That cute little belly is going to die." Sehun finished speaking and bent down to kiss the little man's cheek with all his love. Luhan is really very cute. Before, it was cute, but now it's even cuter. Plus it looks much more beautiful. It's just a little small. You say you're a man but you're small and have a cute face. How can you not stop?
Being complimented on how beautiful it is is perfect. With that, I'd like to rub my nose.
“Yah!!!! Are you a dog, Sehun?!!” Luhan finished yelling at him, then returned the favor to the younger man by stretching out to nip the older man's cheek. I don't know whether to call it biting or sucking on the cheek, haha.
“Xiao Lu, why did you smear saliva on my face? Come and punish me.” After saying that, he bent down and kissed the other person's cheek. Laughter burst out with the amusement of a prankster. with the ticklish symptoms of the person being bullied
"Enough...enough..and then Sehun..oh..enough Sehun hahaha"
"But I think you've really slimmed down." Sehun lifted Luhan onto his lap and held him in a nice pose. Luhan then leaned his head down to rest on his younger sibling's chest. “This..is light. Plus, once you hug him, your whole body disappears into my chest.” Without saying anything, Sehun tightened his hug on the other person even more. He wanted to hug Luhan like this and not let the other person fly away.
“Hmmm…my little boy has really grown up a lot.” Sehun now is very different from back then. Plus, he's getting more and more handsome day by day. Now, the shorter Sehun's black hair is cut, the more handsome he is. But in Luhan's opinion, Sehun will be handsome no matter what style he does. There are only those who do whatever style their fans like to say is beautiful. Even with the side plow, it's still beautiful. Think about it.
“I'm old enough to protect you, Luhan. From now on, I will protect you myself. My hands are now bigger than yours. I'm taller too. But why aren't you there so I can do that duty….Xiao Lu?” Sehun said in an extremely sad tone. So sad that he wanted to cry, “Sehunna.
You know that our matter is impossible………” Luhan said and then stopped silent for a moment. He buried his face in his younger sibling's chest and hugged him tighter. It was then that Sehun realized that Luhan was crying.
"Huh, you're almost thirty years old too, Sehun. Haha. How old. You already have the number two ahead of you," Luhan said while holding back his sobs. Why do tears flow so easily when he's with this person?
“My brother and you's paths are different. Now I have my own people. You yourself have your own people. We can't resist the truth. Actually, we shouldn't even meet again.” As he said, tears streamed down both cheeks. Until it dripped onto the warm chest of the person he was resting on. He and Sehun have grown up. There are more duties and responsibilities.
He knew that Sehun was dating a senior in the company. She is also a good person because Luhan and that girl are friends and are the same age as Sehun, 4 years apart. Just like Sehun, he also knows about Luhan. Luhan's father always said that he wanted to hold his grandchild. Board appointments have already happened. But I still haven't found the right person. Because the right person for Luhan is this child hugging him.
But Luhan already has Luhan's person. Since Papa forced him on, he probably couldn't do anything.
“Heh,” Sehun laughed softly. “Why does it have to be like this? Why does it have to be the two of us? I really don't understand. I think we were both too young then. So it's easy to like anyone. But why do I feel like I was happier then than now? Why does it hurt? It hurts too much. Huh.”
Sehun looked up at the sky where there were many stars. Tears continued to flow. If possible, he would like to take Luhan and escape up there. There were only two people up there. Luhan lifted his head from his strong chest to look at Sehun again. His small hand reached out to wipe away another person's tears, even though he himself was crying as well.
Luhan stretched up and gently kissed Sehun's eyelids to comfort him. Go down to your lips and cover them. Tap and hold like that. A kiss filled with tears from both of them
Same sky, same time and same place.
But now love is different. We may meet different people.
There's no way the two of us can go back to the way we used to be.
We shouldn't meet again.
Truth, love and farewell are the reasons for this world.
As it should be It should be like that
We are too young now I still don't know love well.
Sitting like that until the sky changed color to the morning of a new day. Sehun was still sitting in the same place. Luhan was gone. Luhan had left him again. He didn't send the other person to the airport because the little guy had asked. Luhan just kissed him and whispered soft words. Words that make him still sit here and cry quietly alone.
...Luhan loves Sehun as much as the sky, forever.
Goodbye...
I can only wish you happiness. Goodbye, goodbye.
END