For this story, the reader will be the protagonist of the story. who disguised himself as an all-boys school To find the lover I've been looking for (Wow, what a big investment). But that's it. For the sake of love And you won't do it yet? When everything you get isn't what you want, what do you throw away? Or will you keep it?

This decision was very difficult. Probably only a feeling of connection will help in making a decision...

Ah.. I never thought I would do something like this. 'Disguised as a man' to live in an all-boys school like this. You mentally muttered to yourself. Slowly walking. Even though I'm afraid I might get caught. But you tried to restrain yourself. And act as smooth as possible.

Pruk!

“Ouch!” as you turned into the side of the building to go to the cafeteria. It's like you just walked into something.

“Is something wrong?” A deep voice asked with a worried expression on his face. before grabbing both of your shoulders and surveying your body

"no! I'm fine..” You quickly took a step away from him. for fear of being caught

“Huh?” the tall figure said. “Then I'll go.” The tall figure walked past you. But the scent is soft. It's like your boyfriend's scent floating in your nose, huh?..

“Wait,” you turned to him. The feet that were moving stopped..

“So?” As soon as he turned around Your heart seemed to stop beating for a moment. The face of the person in front of him, the voice of his voice, and the faint scent of his body.

“Lee.. Wooshin..” Your mouth softly muttered the name of your lover. But it doesn't mean that the person in front of you won't hear.

"Ah.. Do you know me too?" The tall figure asked without wanting an answer. Just give a little smile

"I want to go to the bathroom. Please excuse me. We'll talk." The tall figure patted your shoulder softly before walking out.

“..Woo Shin-ah, don't you remember me..” There was a great pain in your heart. But I had to hold back my tears. Do you know me? Those are words that, listening softly, hurt to the point of death.

one year ago

“Woo Shin-ah, I want this. Please help me out. I'll give it back to you." You picked up a cute doll. and then thrust it in front of another person He smiled slightly before looking at the price tag on the doll.

"What is it? It's only 3,000 won. Can't you pay it yourself? Haha." He laughed even though he laughed. But he took out the money to pay the employee.

"Please feed me instead. For your three thousand won, huh..” He placed a thick hand on your head before stroking your soft hair affectionately.

After you and he have finished eating. I thought about going home. Because I had been traveling all day, my body was completely tired. Suddenly he violently yanked your arm.

"you!! Be careful!" Eeeek!! wad! Wooshin's voice stopped. He pushed you away from the area until you lurched several steps away from him. and followed by the sound of car brakes before colliding with Wooshin's tall and slender figure..

“Wooshin!!” You rushed over to take care of him. In a state drenched in blood

You sat in front of the room waiting for your lover, Wooshin, not going anywhere. Until the doctor came out

“How is he?” You tried to be as calm as possible. But my whole body trembled non-stop.. I'm afraid what will happen to him..

“He is safe. But there is a percentage that may have memory loss. Because the skull was severely affected. As for the body, it was just cut by a piece of glass."

The doctor explained before walking out of the area to continue his duties.

“Mother must take him to America for treatment. Mother wants him to recover. You probably understand, right?” Mother Wooshin said after hearing about the matter. His hands were as trembling as yours. The tears rolling down Mr. Bong's cheeks clearly indicated that he was deeply moved by this event.

"Yes, I understand. If possible, I would also like to take care of him, but.." Because your mother is also sick. Therefore, it is an important reason why you should not go anywhere. (Don't kill Wright. Just a hypothetical story)

"Mom, I understand. I have someone to take care of." Tha interjected. He smiled at you warmly. Even though the face and eyes are hidden by tears This smile made you feel a little more at ease.

One year later (one week ago now)

You open the package that was sent from America. Inside the box was a photo of Mother Wooshin. And a handsome young man with a warm smile just like your boyfriend's mother. It's a smile that you see and no matter how much you look at it, you never get bored of it.

“Woo Shin-ah.. I miss you.” You turned the picture over and saw a message.

'To (your name), good boy.

Hope to see you soon. In three days, I'll be back in Korea. I'll probably be very busy, but I hope I'll come visit you sometime. Oh, and I've already enrolled my son in school. But I'm not sure if he'll get used to the new place or not. Wooshin, he's doing a lot better. But there are some things that I still can't remember. You don't have to worry. Mother will take good care of you.

With love from mother'

After reading, clear water bathed your smooth cheeks. Why do you feel this longing for him?

“I haven't returned yet,” the housekeeper at Wooshin's house answered you. You went to see him every day after receiving the letter.

you nod before walking out of the fence

As you were walking, your eyes fell on a middle-aged woman who was very familiar with her face. Mother Woo Shin, she was sitting in a coffee shop talking to someone beautiful, about your age. So you hurried over to say hello.

“Mother, hello. When are you coming? Why don't you tell each other? I went to look for him at home and he said he hasn't returned yet." You asked him curiously. But don't forget to bow politely to strangers. which she herself greeted and responded well

“Uh…” His voice sounded slightly uncomfortable. "Mom has just arrived. Haven't gone into the house yet." He gave you a wry smile before picking up his coffee and taking a sip.

“Who is it, mother?” the beautiful woman sitting across from him asked curiously.

“(Name) is close to Wooshin,” he replied. “Mom, I have to leave quickly. Please excuse me.” He quickly led the beautiful woman by the arm.

"But I haven't introduced myself to her yet."

“Let's hurry back. It's okay." The two voices slowly grew louder as they got further away from you.

Normally I have to say Wooshin's girlfriend.. you think to yourself Or will she be someone who has already caught your mother's eye? So you're going to kick me out of Wooshin? When we came back we still didn't tell each other.. Because you are a smart person, you can easily see things. After that, you go to investigate. Until I found out about Wooshin's school..

Ah.. Actually, it's because I can't remember. That's why your mother has found that beautiful girl for you to meet.. After you think about the past You ended up at the cafeteria with your favorite kimbap and kimchi on the table in front of you.

You just came to class on the first day. After school has been open for a week

“Ah.. My friend will probably have one soon. It's so hard to act like a man,” you mumbled softly to yourself.

“Is it really that difficult?” a deep voice said from behind. You quickly turned around in shock.

"I'm here, I've been looking for this for a long time." Yes, the person in front of you is the person you're thinking of, but.. he doesn't like to eat kimchi. You frowned slightly before seeing the bowl with kimchi in it.

“Do you remember me now?” you asked, confused and hurt. Because just now the words were still stabbing at my heart.

“I remember, a sweet-faced person like you. It's rare to die in a school. I just moved here haha. You seem clumsy too.” The tall figure tapped your head gently with his chopsticks. Before starting to eat

Has he changed this much? He's lost his memory, but his personality has also changed. Both food and eating And speaking..

"Aren't you going to eat it, you idiot.." He placed his chopsticks on the lip of the cup before speaking. After you kept staring at him

“Who is transvestite?” you asked, genuinely curious.

"Sir, I've seen you complain that acting like a man is difficult." He shrugged before continuing to eat.

You gasped a little at those words. What did you do to brainwash Mr. Kanushin? Don't you remember at all? I'm your lover! You could only curse him in your heart.

“Then don't tell anyone. It'll be difficult if I don't have any friends." You know how to play with the water. This is great when you're in the presence of men and you won't be suspicious if you act like you're acting out. Because people will think you're gay.

"Um, I'm just indifferent about these things.." Huh? Is it just that? Last year I still said that I didn't really like these people. “Because in America I met a lot. They are open,” he continued.

Ah.. but this place is Korea. If anyone found out I was gay, I would definitely be hated.

“But this is Korea,” you said shortly before handing water to the other person in front of him, who looked at him confused.

"You like it, take it." He looked confused. It took a while before he sighed softly and accepted it well.

Why does he have to make that face? You'll die if you like guava juice, right? I missed it so I bought it.. You pursed your lips slightly.

“I think.. let's become close. My room is free." He raised his eyebrows.

"Huh? room? Close?” Your face brightened a little. Well, we're all eighteen and nineteen. Everyone has to think about that.

"Don't you know? that this university He only gave me regular rest." The tall figure still wore a straight face.

"Huh? Are you taking a break too? I..don't know." All of a sudden, all my thoughts were racing together. You forgot to read the details about the university. It's called not reading at all. Just memorizing maps and school buildings is enough.

“You really are, so hurry up and eat and go do your thing, haha.” He smiled cheerfully.

After making arrangements for your stay..

"Seeing you in the same room, it's easy to die."

"It's easy. I'm going to die. Until I can beg. I'm tired.." That's right, the two of you are roommates.

Over the next several days you guys became closer. You are now convinced that he really has amnesia. You try to find a way to make him remember you.

“What should we eat today?” he asked, turning to you.

"I want pizza, let's go eat it." You winked at him.

"Okay, haha."

restaurant..

"I'll take the medium Hawaiian tray." Bad luck!! You accidentally blurted out the words. The entire staff looked at you confusedly. You hardly dared to move. If he finds out you're impersonating him, he'll definitely be very angry at you.. “Uh.. that's it,” you tell the employee.

“Ah.. I'm sorry, Hawaian. Please wait a moment." After saying that, the employee walked back to the counter.

"..." He stared at you for a moment before speaking.

“Sir, you don't have to speak. I think that girl definitely doesn't like talking to a man with a sweet mouth. Or maybe she has a boyfriend.” He shrugged.

Ah.. He's not suspicious, right? Thank God

"Are you crazy.. because I'm a transvestite.." You made a sweet sound, teasing him.

“Oh!” he smiled at you.

"Please allow me to add water." The same employee walked over to serve.

"Ouch!!" A customer bumps into you, causing water to spill onto your shirt.

"I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. Please don't take it out on me. But what should I do?” she was nervous.

"Uh.. It's okay. You go first." You chased the employee away.

"How are you? Let's go to the bathroom." He finished, taking your arm and leading you to the bathroom. This is the men's bathroom... You're a little nervous.

"It's all wet.." Then he suddenly dragged you into the bathroom.

“Wow!” you exclaimed. “Why did you come in here?!” You asked him, now that you and him were together in the cramped bathroom.

"How about helping you change? I also wore two shirts.. Come take off." After saying that, he tried to take off your shirt for you.

“Don't bother me, just let it go.” You tried to speak as quietly as possible for fear of being overheard.

“What are you afraid of, guys?” He frowned, but his hands still tried to take off your shirt. Finally, his hand accidentally brushed against your breast. He held his hand still.

"..." He and you were both silent.

“Sorry..” After saying that, he opened the door and left you in the room. Then he took off his jacket and handed it to you to change into.

After eating until now, you guys are in your room. The two of you hardly talked at all.

“Uh..” You said after you couldn't stand the silence.

"Why did you disguise yourself? Fool others for what? What are you doing here?” He questioned you.

"It's me.." Right now it's like you've been hit by a thorn in your heart. So stuffed that I can't speak.

"I want to see you.. Your mother hasn't let me see you since you came back from America. Even when he came back he still didn't say a word. And where else will you find another woman to get engaged to? Why did your mother tell you she likes me.." You let out with tears rolling down your cheeks.

"..." He remained silent, not saying a word.

"Even when we met I still can't remember you for a long time. It hurts. I know you've lost your memory. But can you really forget me that much? And there's still hardly a warm person left in you. You've changed a lot. Are you really like this, Mr..?"

“That's enough,” he said, interrupting you. Before reaching out to gently wipe away your tears. Before giving you a gentle smile

"I'm sorry.." he said, "but right now I'm not the person you love."

These words made your heart break even more. You could only look into his eyes, your vision blurry with clear tears welling up in your sockets.

“The person you love is Wooshin.. My twin brother.” His words confused you.

“Brother?” you asked again.

“I am Chunji. I knew from the beginning that you mistook me for Wooshin. But I don't think I'm that guy's girlfriend.” He smiled slightly. But the way he looked at you was like there was sadness in it.

"I didn't know Wooshin had a twin.." You wiped away your tears. Then ruminate on past matters.

“You love Wooshin, that's good, but.. I love you. These past few days, you have made me shake. And the more I found out that she was a girl, the more I was happy. But.. I'm not Wooshin.” You were silent, listening to him speak, but your heart wasn't quiet either. It was more painful than before. Your friendship with Chunji is a fact that both of you already know. You think you've fallen in love with Chunji.

"I.."

“But,” he interjected, “Wooshin is engaged to that girl. Mom called to tell me this morning. I am sorry"

“So.. I would like to congratulate him as well. I probably don't love him anymore."

“Can you get over it?” he asked curiously.

“Alright, I have you here.” You smiled softly before rushing to hug Chunji. To which Chunji hugged you back as well.

"Thank you for letting me love you."

THE END

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