If you want to love, you have to get hurt first....

'I love you. Even though you've never had me in your sight.'

*** Got inspiration from

What about this Wright? I've secretly loved a senior at school for almost 3 years, which, well, it hurts haha.

That is, Wright will keep updating. Please give me a shot of this fic.

Kiss kiss. How will it end? Mama or Mama, I'll have to wait and see. Whether it's a bird or not, 555555*****

CR.SQW

失恋 [FANXING]

"Oh, wow, 'Chris' is so talented. Huh. Awesome." The small figure was secretly looking at Kris' tall figure in the dark corner of the building. You can clearly see the basketball court. He said softly, admiringly. Slender fingers stuck out two thumbs when they saw Chris' awesomeness. When Chris shoots an orange basketball into the hoop Along with the screams of women, big and small, who are fans.

"Ah, Chris is really handsome, haha." His thin lips continued to compliment the tall figure without stopping. Beautiful eyesight under thick glasses frames Staring at the field, Chris was now surrounded by dozens of girls.

what?? Why are you looking at him like that? 'Zhang Yixing' is just a stupid kid. To go 'secretly in love' with a basketball player and the hottest, most handsome guy at school, that's all... Yixing didn't even dare to walk over and take a closer look at Chris. Why? Look at the people around Chris... There are people who are all beautiful and good looking. They're not just cool guys.

Who secretly peeks from a far away corner A little like him

"Oh, is it this cold already..." A small voice said impatiently when he lifted up the watch on his thin wrist and looked at it. It turned out that it was already 5:56 p.m., which was the time for Yixing to return home.

"I only have a little time to look at Chris today. Heck, I'll probably have to come early tomorrow!" Someone said softly to himself in a confident tone. Because he has to come early every day. Why? You'll know soon... -//-

//Chris side//

"What? You're still as good as ever, haha." Chan Lei's tall figure said. Walked over and patted Chris on the shoulder gently in admiration.

Chris just nodded in response. before walking straight to The thin figure of someone waiting in the field When the girls gathered around Chris I saw who Chris was walking towards. Everyone was united. immediately disintegrated How could I not let him go? That person is Kris' boyfriend...

"Chris, are you tired?" A sweet voice said softly to his lover.

"No, I'm really begging you, I'm Kwang, haha." The tall figure who before had a plain face, but now he was in front of a small person. Instead, he made him smile as he reached out and gently rubbed his hair softly and lovingly.

"Boooo~ My hair is completely damaged. I'm so upset. I'm going to have to raise my baby until it's healed." Luhan said while puffing air into his mouth cutely.

"I don't mind raising you for the rest of my life, haha," Chris said in a good mood. He wrapped his arms around Luhan's small shoulders. before walking off the field With the eyes of his friends looking on with envy.

The next day

6:00 a.m.

(Yi Ching:

Part)

I walked into school At my usual time with a small box in my hand. In school right now There's only a janitor. with less than 5 other students

Do you know.. why do I have to come to school early every day? I walked up to the building. But he didn't go straight to his room like he should have. I walked in a familiar way. with the walkway that I usually stop by every morning before walking into Chris' classroom

You read that right. I walked into Chris's classroom. and walked over to his desk. Carefully place small boxes which I packed with orange flavored milk With the cookies I made myself, I put them on the table and walked out when I was sure no one would see them.

I've been doing this for 2 years now.... I've secretly loved him one-sidedly like this for 2 years. I secretly loved him before. He's going to date Luhan. Another school angel I loved him before he received attention from others. I loved him before everyone else loved him. I helped him, but he never knew of my existence. But I don't regret it.. Just knowing that he is happy, this Zhang Yixing I'm happy now.

I can only love from an angle that he can't see. No.... I don't think it's good to look at it like this..

“Yi Ching!!! Why don't you pick up your homework and send it to me!!!" While I was reading a book, Mi-Lan suddenly spoke loudly at me.

"But, but we're not assistants in this subject, Mi-Grand..." I said. Mi-Grand is a cute girl, and besides, she's a fan of Kris.

"Then why!!! You can pick it up and send it right away!!” Mee-Lun said, slamming the pile of homework books onto my desk hard.

"this!! Great-grandmother Mee, are you doing too much? Yi Qing, he is not an assistant in this subject. You still gave it to me, shameless!!” Bai Xian, my only dear friend, angrily interrupted Mi-Grand on my behalf.

Bai Xian is a man with a very cute face. But the temperament is impatient. and is someone who cares about me a lot Because I'm a person who doesn't fight people.

"scream!!! Bai Xian, are you cursing me?!!”

"yes!! I'm not cursing at you, I'm cursing at a dog!!" The two of them fought violently with each other. As for the people around him, there was no one who thought of stopping it.

"Uh... Pai, we can deliver it ourselves... It's fine ^^" I interrupted. I don't like it when Pai fights with other people for me...

"But..Yixing....."

"We'll deliver it ourselves ^^" I said, smiling at Pai.

"Huh!! You see, Nipai Sian.... Make yourself look worthy, Yixing. Haha. Maybe Kris will be interested in you, haha." Mi-Len said the first sentence to Bai. The last sentence She turned and spoke to me...

My great-grandchild knows that I like Kris. And she often comes to ridicule me.

I don't care about those words. I walked out of my friend's room carrying my homework book and brought it to the teacher's desk.

Thump!!

I walked around holding a pile of books. I can only look at the floor. causing him to crash into someone and fall Piles of homework were scattered all over the floor.

"Oh, uh, we're sorry," I said softly, hiding my head and putting my notebook away.

"Damn it!! Totally clumsy!! You bastard!!!" A deep voice shouted out.

.....that sound Too familiar... Don't tell me that.... I slowly raised my head at the sound of that voice..

C....

Chris!!!

"0.0" I immediately widened my eyes. When I found out that the person I bumped into was the person I had secretly loved for 2 years.

"What the *damn look!! Pick it up, you're so stupid!!" Chris hurled harsh words in my face. before getting up and walking

"R, we talked to Chris......." I said deliriously.

The first time I talked to Chris Even though it's not as pleasant. But we talked to each other...!! It's definitely a good dream today.

//Chris side//

"Oh, Ikris, what's wrong with that? Your face has an ass, haha," Chan Lei greeted his friend who went ahead to say good deeds and didn't accept him.

"Mother, I got hit by you. What a stupid person you are. You're not smart enough. You're a stupid tiger. You fucking buffalo." The tall figure snarled angrily.

"Sh*t, you better learn to speak nicely like you do when talking to Luhan - -" Chen said.

"Oh, never - -" Chris said, why do you have to let him speak nicely to someone other than your girlfriend...? What's the matter?

"S* -___- Oh, and this cookie. You're definitely not angry?? Every time I see it, I put it up. You always stuff it in the garbage,” Chan Lei asked, holding up a small box with no special pattern for Chris to see.

"Why do I have to give a damn?? Whose it is, I don't know."

"It's probably from someone who likes you." How do you bring it? Mother saw it and put it there. It's been almost 2 years. There's a lot of effort," Chen said.

"To put it down But hey Kris, she never gets angry, always throws her away. I really feel sorry for the person who gave it to me,” Chanlei added.

"Why does it have to be sunny? It's not that important," Chris said simply.

“I think that if the person who made this for you came and heard it. You'll definitely cry with your nose bulging."

"If you know, just know. Who cares???" Chris said nonchalantly. Before opening the small box into a trash can with precision And how about paying attention when entering class?

"Hey guys, let's go find something to smack in the mouth today," Chen said, making his hand look like a glass and taking a drink. When studying is finished

"Would you like my paw? Haha," Chan Lei said then used his big hand to push his friend's head.

"Oh, I don't think so* are those hands or front legs? Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha; Sitting looking down at the phone screen all the time

"No, I'm taking Xiao Lu out to eat. Sorry, friend." Chris raised his head and said to his friend. before bending down to happily type a letter and send it to a lover in another room

'I'll go pick you up at your room, Little Kwang ❤'

Xiao Lu's Chris

Not long after, the voice of the world's top chat program sounded. The cute words of the person who typed them appeared very well. Until Kris couldn't help but smile a little.

'If you're more than 10 minutes late, we'll be upset. Please feed us lots of milk!'

Chris' Xiao Lu

"Wow, I'm really a pink person." Chen said, pursed his lips at Kris with jealousy.

"The state of the world is in love. It's so bright and bright." Chan Lei cried before turning and hugging his best friend's shoulder in a critical way. S

"The state of being shaken No matter what you sow It became pink." And finally, Che N and Shan Lei shouted together in unison. Ignoring the students who looked like this. 'What the fuck is wrong? -_-'

Phew, phew!

"Idiot*" Chris spreads his palm to the two idiots. before praising with sweet words So he walked out to find his lover waiting in the classroom.

“Pai, let's go back first. It's time to go home^^" Yi Qing waved goodbye to his best friend. before walking out of school carrying a bag

I'm confused.

The phone rings from his pants pocket. Calling Yixing's attention Yixing pulled out his phone and looked at it. Found to be a loving mother So I accepted without any hesitation.

“Huh, Mom, what's wrong?” Yixing snorted.

(Oh Qing, Mom would like to buy you a cake from Brother Xiaoju's shop as well.)

“Oh, okay, Mom. What flavor would you like? I'll give you the correct order."

(You can take any flavor. Hurry and go home. You'll get to eat cake too.)

"Haha, Mom~ That's it. I love you." Yixing told his mom he loved him before hanging up the phone. and headed towards their target

Xiao Zhu'bakery 

Rungring~ The sound of the bell said there was a new customer coming in.

"Welcome~" The bright voice of the shop owner standing in front of the counter spoke brightly to the new customer.

"oh! Ching Ching?!” I knew who it was. The handsome shop owner named Xiao Zhu greeted him in shock and delight. who got to meet a close friend

"I'll do it myself >< Brother Xiao Ju, how are you~" Yixing walked up to Xiao Ju. along with asking cutely about his welfare

"It's normal. I'm already old... Come, let's sit and talk first. There aren't many customers yet. You can talk~" Xiao Zhu walked out of the counter. Ready to embrace Yi Qing and take him to sit.

"How are you? You miss us a lot, you know that, Qingqing?" Xiao Ju opened the topic.

"I studied a little hard. Qing, I miss you~ little pig~" Yixing said while patting the older man's head.

"You don't have to pet me, you fat bastard! 5555” Xiao Zhu gently brushed it off. But he didn't seem to like Yixing's touch. If it was someone else, pat his head like this. If you don't break your head, you'll break your arms. But this is Yixing, so he agreed...

"Ching isn't fat -3-! You're fat, you're old too!" Yixing said, sticking out his tongue and smiling cutely at his eyes.

"Oh, I'm 37 already. Who's going to go to the Rainbow King like me? Hmm. Hahahahahaha, what do you want?" Xiao Zhu cut off the topic and asked about Yixing's purpose.

"Oh, Mom asked me to buy a cake. Oh, I'll take the chocolate cake and ask for lots of toppings~" Yixing said, making his mouth puff up his cheeks cutely.

“How old are you?” Xiao Ju asked before patting the little guy's head affectionately.

"Oh, I'll go add the toppings. Haha. Sit here and wait." Xiao Ju stood up to his full height. Before walking away and doing as told

Yixing who has nothing to do So I sat and looked around. Can't find a focus point

I'm confused.

"Chris, don't forget. We want vanilla cake and green tea. You have to give it to us, you know!"

"Yes, I'm not forgetting. I eat a lot and I get fat. Do you know that?"

"If you're fat, will Chris leave us?"

"I'm fat and I don't think I'll give it up at all."

The sound of the bell didn't attract Yi Qing's attention much. But what made the damned's eyes turn to look was... two young men Another was a small figure with a sweet face like an expensive porcelain doll. Arm-in-arm with a figure nearly 100,000 tall, with a face as handsome as an angel, they looked like an enviable couple.

Like heaven created Yixing would not be shocked at all. If those two weren't Chris and his girlfriend.

Yixing turned his head away, not wanting to look. Yixing didn't want to look at the suitability of the two of them. It made him seem unworthy of Kris.

“What should I get?” Xiao Zhu walked out holding a box of cakes. Greeting both customers

“I took vanilla cake and green tea. Oreo shake, and Kris, what do you want?" Luhan ordered in a sweet, cute voice. before turning to ask Chris

"Do you remember what I like to eat? Hmm, little deer," Kris asked Luhan softly.

"Ummmmmmmm what? -^-" Luhan thought.

“Iced mocha, Chris likes to eat iced mocha,” Yixing mumbled. He remembered everything about Kris, everything…

"Ang! We can't remember.

T^T  

Kris, we're sorry," Luhan said apologetically. Along with pursed lips and crying.

"Now, I didn't say anything. Come on, just weigh it ^^" Kris rubbed Luhan's head gently. with a smile Yixing could only sit and look at Chris' smile with happiness. Because he couldn't make Kris smile like Luhan. Can't make Kris gentle like Luhan It didn't make Kris love me like Luhan. Can't make Chris

Looking alone in the eyes like Luhan....

Why

Why

Why

Why

In his head he was only wondering 'why', why did he have to be born as Zhang Yixing, why wasn't he born? Xiao Luhan.... Why....

Yixing walked blankly until he reached the house. And I was questioned by my mother many times about why I came home late. What's the matter? Why do you look so blank? Why do you look sad? He adjusted his thick glasses and said with a small smile, 'I'm tired from studying, Mom,' and walked up to the room.

Yixing walked into the bedroom. There were many colorful post-its all over the wall, each with a message written all about 'Chris'. A skinny figure stood in front of a large mirror.

“Zhang Yixing, Ichim! Slimy! No, hey, there's nothing good at all! Hug! Why, why do we have to be born like this? Hug! Why!!” Yixing stood and scolded himself with tears in his eyes. Complaining about why he was born inferior to everyone else. Why isn't he better looking, taller? Why wasn't he born as good as Luhan? Why, why, why...

And that night, Yixing fell asleep with tears streaming down his face....

//Two weeks later//

“Pai, we'll come soon. Go to the bathroom first," Yixing said to his best friend who was sitting on the other side eating. before walking out of the cafeteria to go to the bathroom

'Plug!!' suddenly while Yixing was washing his hands. Hearing the sound of something crashing on the front bathroom wall, Yixing was startled and hurriedly fled into the steaming bathroom in fear. And that sound came into the bathroom. Yixing could only stand and listen quietly.

'Chris! We're hurt!!'

Is this Luhan's voice? Did you mention Chris's name? What's the matter...?

'And Xiao Lu, do you think I'm not hurt?!!!' Chris shouted, causing Yi Qing to flinch at this harsh voice.

'But, we already told you, Chris! Why don't you listen to us!' Luhan shouted back without giving up.

'Don't quit!! No matter how much I die, I won't quit!!' Chris roared out.

Are you quitting?.......

Yixing was puzzled by the quarreling between the two. Why, what was the matter...

'But I don't love Kris anymore!!!' Luhan said, upset with Kris's stubbornness in holding him back.

'But I love Xiao Lu! Why, why do you have to quit? There's a new person in the dormitory!!' Chris asked without hesitation.

'Yes, we have someone new. We don't love Chris anymore. He and I have been together for a week now. Do you understand, Chris? We don't love Chris anymore!'

'What's so good about that damn thing!! Why, does it make Xiao Lu happier than me? Or has it already happened to Xiao Lu!!'

Fuck!

Yi Qing was startled by the sound of something, or was Luhan going to punch Kris...? Yixing could only stop himself from rushing out to check on Kris's condition.

'Chris, we never thought you'd think like this. Huh. Did you see us getting other people around? Your brain can only think like this, right?!! Have you never looked at yourself? Around you, there are people all around you. You almost don't care about our boyfriends at all. Heck, when we're lonely. Where are you going? When we need you Where are you going? You turn around and look at yourself.

Your stupidity makes us fall out of love with you, Wu Yifan!!' Luhan shouted, cursing.

Yixing could only stand silently. One heart wants to run away. Again, my heart wanted to stand still and listen.

Ching isn't a tiger*k, right? Ma...

Yixing waited until he heard footsteps running out. He slowly opened the door to find a tall figure who was now completely immersed on the tiled floor. Yixing slowly walked towards the trembling figure.

Puck!! The figure that had been buried on the ground suddenly stood up and pressed tightly against the collar of his shirt. Bloodshot eyes stared at him murderously.

"Who are you!! Why are you eavesdropping on me?!” Chris shouted in Yixing's face.

"K is... Kris, listen to Qing first...." Yixing bowed his head and spoke softly.

“What the fuck are you listening to? Who are you? Tell me!! You bastard, are you bothering me?!" with a mixture of sadness and anger. This caused Chris to lose consciousness.

wildly

"Chris, uck, let go. Ugh, ch, ching, breathe, hey, ha...let go." Yixing's voice was cut short because the large hand that was holding the collar of his shirt moved to grip his shaft tightly in both hands. Chong Yixing's already pale face Even more frighteningly pale

"Tell me!!" Pad shouted loudly as he increased the force of squeezing the neck without fearing that the thin person would suffocate and die.

"P release hack... uck k Chris... ch ching ching uk..."

"Qing Ugh..."

“Qing, uk, ching, Kris,” Yixing said in a low voice, his two hands trying almost exhaustingly to remove the thick dog on his neck.

".... Oh, what..." The two hands that once squeezed tightly Slowly relax your strength. Until the two heavy hands were thrown down by the gravity of the world. Shock was evident on his face.

With a thump, Ying Yi Qing's body fell to the ground following Chris' gentle motion. It didn't cause much pain. It was only a white throat that now had horrible hand prints all around it. Yixing rubbed his neck painfully with his hand. Along with small tears that started to flow out of fear.

"...What are you talking about?" Chris asked quietly.

"...I like Kris... But Chris doesn't have to like and compete... And about today's matter, I made a promise not to tell anyone..." Yixing said in a low voice.

“Do you like me very much?” Chris slowly crouched down and lifted Yixing's chin up. The two eyes, which had begun to disappear from redness, surveyed the sweet face until they reached the bruised neck.

"Oh..." Yixing moaned softly.

"Oh...." Chris used his thumb to rub circles on Yixing's lips. Until his face was pale and the pale blood on his cheeks was wiped away.

"Let's see if we can get together...." Chris said as he bent down and placed a soft kiss on the neck where his hand print was. Yixing sat still as if frozen.

Are we dreaming? Yi Qing thought, completely forgetting what had happened before.

"What? Is that okay?" Chris asked.

"Okay....." Yixing could only answer without thinking. In his heart, he thought that Chris had already seen the love he had for him. But little sheep, do you know that? That person will be able to enter the young lion's game...

I will make Xiao Luhan Please come back to me... !

//1 month later//

And then winter came in October. Sweetness spreads everywhere. throughout the week of last month Yixing recovered normally the following month. Some people adjusted their glasses. And stand and rub your hands while blowing warm air into your hands and rubbing them again. Repeat over and over like that. His eyes searched for the tall, familiar figure who had called to arrange for him to come out on a holiday like this.

“Ah! Kris, this way!" Seeing the tall figure of my boyfriend of just over a month, he jumped up and called out with a wide smile.

"Um," Chris just moaned softly in his throat. When standing in front of a thin figure No more words were said after that.

“Chris called Qing out, is there something wrong?” Yixing asked in a clear voice.

"Let's go eat today," Chris said quietly. with a plain face There wasn't any smile on Yixing's face when he heard those words. The smile couldn't fade away. Decorated even more.

Is this a dream? Ah, so happy..!

The little sheep could only be happy in the whirlpool of sweet dreams, not knowing that the truth was as cruel as the frighteningly bright dreams...

“Chris, what should I eat?” Yixing looked up from the menu and asked Chris. From the moment I entered the store I was always looking for something or someone.

"Order, I can afford it," Chris said nonchalantly. Yi Qing's face was depressed. before ordering food that Chris would like Finished speaking to the waiter and turning to face Chris. Shaking off his regret, he asked.

“What are you looking for, Chris? Or did you make an appointment with a friend?” Yixing asked.

"It's my business," Chris said quietly. Before continuing to search endlessly

Even though he and Kris have been together for over a month now. But Kris never once made Yixing feel like he was truly his girlfriend. The tone of voice and the gestures that he expressed to him. The weight is completely different if compared to when Kris and Luhan were together.

"Heh, here you are," Chris said softly before a smile curved his lips. before turning his attention to the person in front of him who had lost interest for quite some time

“What is it, Chris?” Yixing asked, puzzled.

"Give me a kiss." Yi Qing's eyes widened at Kris's blunt words. Pale cheeks tinged with red Yixing slightly adjusted his glasses in embarrassment.

Chris didn't wait for an answer. get up a little and leaned down towards the thin person on the opposite side, thick lips slowly pressed down on the thin mouth of the boy with glasses. Not embarrassed by the various stares of other people in the restaurant Some people picked up their phones and took pictures. Some people sat and watched in shock.

Thump!

“Mu Yifan!!! I don't think at all. That you would do this!!!” Chris's body was suddenly snatched away by someone. while releasing a punch that hit the handsome man's left cheek hard Yi Qing could only sit still and when he regained consciousness, he looked at the owner of the punch mark on his boyfriend's face.

“Luhan...?” Yi Qing moaned softly, stunned. Why is Luhan here??

"Why did you do this!! Why are you using other people like this?!" A sweet voice roared loudly in Kris' face.

“Who am I like this?!” Chris stood up and scolded, “Xiao Lu, do you know how much I love Xiao Lu? I had to bring these stupid glasses. Because of Xiao Lu!!" Kris said as he pulled Luhan's small arm closer to him.

"You're a bad person!! You used the love that other people had for you to make me, who had no longer loved you, come back to you. Do you have sex with yourself, Kris?" Luhan said, small tears streaming down his face. In less than an hour Earlier when Chris called him...

'We don't have anything to talk about, Chris.'

(Come to the store

xx

please)

'Don't you know what you're talking about?...'

(I've never stopped loving Xiao Lu...so I'll wait)

But Luhan doesn't think that Chris would dare to play with other people's feelings like this. Chris used other people's love to make him jealous like this, but he definitely wasn't jealous. He was angry, angry that Chris used other people as tools.

“Heh, I can do anything. Just Xiao Lu comes back.”

"In the past, Chris didn't love you at all, right?..." amidst the gloomy atmosphere. Yixing's thin figure stood up in front of Chris and asked in a low voice. He wiped away the tears that were overflowing from his eyes under his thick glasses.

“Yes, do you think I'm going to love you? Oh, you're thinking too little. I will never be able to love someone like you, Zhang Yixing,” Chris said coldly. Didn't care at all about the feelings of the person who was called my boyfriend.

"But Chris, please...."

"Are you still stupid!!! I'm using you. Are you satisfied?!" Chris shouted in annoyance. before placing some money on the table where food had not yet been served and walked out of the store

"Huh. Huh. What did Qing do wrong? Huh." His mouth cut himself off like that. Luhan who saw So he pulled Yi Qing up.

“Don't cry for a bad person like Kris, Yixing..right? Yixing, you're better than loving Kris." Luhan said.

"But hey, we love Kris. We've loved him for a long time. Huh. What do we have to do to make Kris pay attention to us? Luhan, can you tell us?" Yixing gently shook Luhan's arm with tears streaming down his face.

“Yi Qing, why do you have to love someone who doesn't love you? Do you really want to get hurt?” Luhan warned.

"When we love Chris There's no reason. What's going to happen? Huh, if we continue to love. For no reason,” Yixing said, his voice shaking.

Love is irrational like this....

//2 months later//

-take part-

It's been two months since Chris and I haven't seen each other, gone to school, and I've barely seen each other. What did I do wrong? Why did Chris do this to me? I love Chris too much, right? .....

“Young man, can you help Auntie buy it for me? This is the last one left. I'll hurry back and find you." I looked at the sound of an old aunt who spread a cloth and had something in front of her to greet me.

"So what's left?" I squatted down in front of the cloth. before moving the eyeglasses into place

"It's a couple's bracelet, young man. You can give it to your girlfriend," Auntie said, picking up the silver necklace. The key in the hand is in the middle and the heart-shaped wrist is locked.

"You're so cute, Auntie," I said truthfully, "but I... don't have a boyfriend..." When I remembered, I replied in a teasing voice. He misses someone he hasn't met yet. Where have you gone, Chris?

"Young man, give it to someone you like and you'll have a child."

The person I like is the same person who disappeared from my life, Auntie - -

"How am I going to give it to you..." I mumbled softly. Then he looked down at the thing in his hand. that was a few minutes ago He was so bullied that he had to buy it. I'm afraid my karma will make me miss him. mean person again

stop! Zhang Yixing, stop thinking!!

I can't stop myself from going. Damn it. When are you going to get out of Hua Ching? Chris, if you don't love each other, don't go around (in your head) like this!

Puck!

Thump!

Bang bang

I turned towards some sound. I met a group of teenagers. is hurting someone Due to my good citizenship (?), I could not Can leave someone hurt or dead.

"Police!! There are teenagers fighting with each other in this direction!!" I shouted as loud as I could when I saw a police car passing by. Soon the teenagers dispersed. Only one body remains. Lying trembling on the floor I ran to look worried.

"Sir, is something wrong? Let me take you....... Kris.." I exclaimed when I saw that face clearly. It turned out to be a cruel young man who owned my heart. I held Chris' arm on my shoulder. Chris was too heavy for me to ride on his back. (Which house is riding on the back? - -)

"Why is Chris like this?" I asked softly. Hiding small tears that will suddenly flow I led Chris to sit on one of the benches. and ran to buy medicine to dress the wound My heart was afraid that something was wrong with Chris.

“It stings a little,” I said, putting a cotton swab soaked in alcohol onto the wound at the base of my eyebrow. Chris cries softly every time it stings. I gently put my weight down so as not to hurt Chris. before finishing at the end of the chin where there was a slight wound

“Why were you beaten? What is it?” I asked.

"...." Chris was silent, not even looking at me.

“Where else does it hurt? I got kicked in the stomach. Are there any bruises or not?"

"This arm is green. Does it hurt a lot?"

"Hey, there's blood on my elbow too. I'll give you some medicine...."

"Can you shut up? You're noisy." I stopped immediately. When Chris came up with this sentence,

Am I doing something wrong? I'm just worried....

".... I'm sorry. I'm just worried... I haven't seen Chris in a long time. I miss you. I'm so excited," I said while sobbing, tears streaming down my face like a river. There are no words to describe my feelings right now. It includes sadness, hurt, anger, missing and love.

"Say something. There's no need to brag," Chris said quietly.

No matter what, Chris is still as mean to Ching as before...

"... Oh, Chris, go buy this one. I want Kris to keep it..." I said softly, taking off my glasses and wiping away tears. and wear glasses as usual and picked up the key necklace that I bought for Chris

“Qing wants Kiris to keep this one. No matter how long Chris is always the key to Ching's heart... I love Kris, even though Kris doesn't love me.... Keep the medicine, Chris. It's been taken....sorry about everything... Goodbye,” I said, and Chris only accepted it silently. But I didn't think to look at me for a moment.

Well, I wasn't in his sight from the beginning. Why is he looking at me, really?

From today, Ching will disappear from Chris' life. Ching apologizes....

-Ching Npart-

Chris sat and looked at the necklace in his hand. Hidden his damned eyes, he looked behind the thin back of the bespectacled boy who he didn't think to pay attention to until he was out of sight. What is this loneliness in his heart? Throughout the past month He could hardly get the word happiness anymore. He went to study, went home, traveled, avoided Zhang Yixing in every possible way.

But in his heart, it seemed like something was missing. Until a few minutes ago He went to a pub. where a woman came to pose for him He played too. It turned out that he was the girlfriend of a group of gangsters until he was beaten. and Yixing came to help him. At that time, he seemed to have received some kind of fulfillment. But with a feeling of guilt

Zhang Yiqing couldn't fall in love with someone like him even though he was evil. But he couldn't play with a pure heart the second time.

“You did the right thing. Zhang Yixing…” Chris muttered, holding the key-shaped necklace tightly in his hand.

Zhang Yixing did the right thing by leaving him....

**Picture of crispy fish In case you can't remember Wright is not good at explaining, haha.

// 5 years have passed//

"President, Mr. Chan Lei has come to see the president. Right now I'm waiting in the room." The secretary has a pretty face. Speak humbly to the tall company president named Wu Yifan or Chris, who has taken over as president of the company.

W corporation

last year After he graduated with a degree in Business Administration at the age of only 23 years.

Chris just nodded. before walking to the room To meet a dear friend who has been following the dream of becoming a chef since graduating.

"We haven't seen each other for a long time. Your ears are still wide open, haha." As soon as Chris walked into the room, teasingly greeted the tall figure about the same size as Chan Lei's who was sitting on the sofa.

"Oh, it's your mermaid. You're going to punch me in the face, haha," Chan Lei said before walking over and patting his dear friend from school on the shoulder affectionately.

"So, you probably didn't come to me because you were going to tease me about mermaids, right?" Chris asked.

"Oh, Chan Lei's hot father..." Chan Lei said as he made to kiss Kris' forehead. Chris shoves his best friend away in disgust.

"Goosebumps* If you have something to say," Chris urged.

"Haha, I'm about to get married." Chan Lei got into the story. Ready to laugh in good spirits when the bird reaches the face of the person he is going to marry.

"TRUE? Who is the unlucky one? Haha," Chris asked.

"Oh, good luck - - ... Do you remember Bai Sian?" Chan Lei said the name. He could hardly remember who had come up. Chris couldn't help but furrow his brow in confusion.

"No," Chris said matter-of-factly.

"Whose friend is that... Oh, oh, 'Yi Qing's' friend," Chan Lei said, thinking of someone. That name made the hairs on Chris stand up for no reason. His chest was tight like he was about to explode. So many feelings formed in such a short time.

What's wrong with him? I only heard that person's name...

"Kris...iKris!! What the fuck is wrong with you?" Chan Lei said loudly when his best friend took it. But he's as if he's missing marijuana -__-;

"Oh, uh, that's all you're going to tell me, right?" Chris regained consciousness and changed the subject. Try to shake off the images that flow into your head.

"Oh, that's it... but what's wrong with you?" Are you thinking about Yixing?” Chan Lei finished. It was as if an electric current had flickered into his heart for a moment. Is this what they call ... a stab in the heart?

"What the fuck are you thinking? What are you talking about? No way!" Chris denies it loudly.

"I'm going to say that in the past Did you never think of Yixing in your head? And the market 5 years ago You've never been interested in anyone. I've never looked at someone who was engrossed in a book. Haven't you ever thought about this?” Shan Lei spoke truthfully. Because from that time at the restaurant, the news spread throughout the school that Chris

A handsome basketball player falls in love with a thick-spectacled bespectacled guy. Just because an old lover like Xiao Luhan didn't return his love. During that time, he hardly saw Yixing at all. His friend is so cool. The mind is not connected to the body. until studying at university This friend was so focused on his studies that he was still worried.

No matter who flirts with it It always gets thrown away. Sometimes he invites them to drink. He would neglect to apologize to Yixing almost every time. He thought that this friend must have fallen into the hole that he had dug for Yixing. But I myself made a mistake.

"...." Chris chose to remain silent. I could hardly think of words. Everything is full.

"How can you not accept this? Or are you going to say that you still love Luhan? Heck, last year you even went to his wedding without any regrets. Hey Wu Yifan, even if you're handsome, if you're stupid, no one will take you. say what you think Saying what you feel will kill you?... It's already very late. Don't forget, you'll go to my wedding tomorrow. I put the card on the table.

The venue for the event is there. I'm going. Don't forget to think about it." Chan rambled for a long time before cutting off the matter by giving a message about the wedding and walking out.

And Shan Lei was the winner. In that person, he could hardly sleep. Because of Zhang Yixing's picture that continued to loop in his head incessantly, and he had an idea Came up and said... If he were to meet Zhang Yixing again, he would just want to hug him tightly...

//The next day//

Chris's tall, imposing figure Standing in front of the mirror, checking the neatness of the black suit contrasting with the white shirt inside. His handsome face was enhanced by brushing his hair up. It makes you look even more handsome. His hand lifted up and gently looped the key-shaped necklace around his neck before going to the luxury Audi car parked in front of the house. to go to today's destination That was a dear friend's wedding.

"Hi! My friend, you finally came here!" Chan Lei beside him was a small man named Bai Xian. who is standing to receive guests from Vanit Say hello to a dear friend who walked into the event.

"How are you... Hello?" At the first word, Chris turned to greet his friend. before turning his eyes to the little man and speaking humbly Bai Xian only looked away. before turning his eyes in another direction with a still face

"Uh... No, no, this is his friend," Chan said to his lover when he saw Kris's bad expression.

"so? When Chris did it with his friend Chris still doesn't realize it. Chan Lei, didn't he tell you that he didn't want him to come to the event! Why do you have to invite him? It hurts his friend to the point of death. He is a bad person!!!” Bai Xian said. That anger made him not even want to look at Kris. Although it was a long time ago, but then

His friends are hardly human. Will you still be able to make him smile and welcome you?

“Bai… he asked for it,” Chan Lei said, looking sad. An auspicious event like this He wanted his dear friend to come and congratulate him.

"Aichan, it's okay. I understand... Anyway, I wish you both happiness," Chris said before walking into the event. who has some acquaintances of him But right now he doesn't want to mess with anyone. In my head, I only miss someone. It was as true as Bai Sian that he was bad, too bad to receive any forgiveness.

"Chris" Chris turned towards the sweet voice of someone he still remembered softly like this well. Just seeing that face Sharp eyes widened in shock.

Zhang Yixing.....

The heart beats faster. This causes blood to pump into the face until it is red. It felt strange to meet Yixing in a state of, well, what can I say, cute? A soft face that was concealed by thick glasses frames and better skin care. It could be said that now Zhang Yixing Completely shakes off the ugly duckling stain.

"Oh, uh," Chris gulped, his hands starting to fidget. Temporary larynx cramps I feel like I can't find my voice.

"We haven't seen each other for a long time. Kris has become more handsome ^^" Zhang Yixing still unleashes attacks on Kris without holding back. If this is a boxing ring Chris would have definitely been knocked out.

"Oh, you look better." Chris tried to keep his voice steady. But because of not having seen Zhang Yixing for many years He didn't think that when he met him, some knowledge would become so good that it would prick his chest.

'Say what you think. Saying what you feel will kill you?'

Some of Shan Lei's words suddenly popped up in his head.

“Ah, thank you, Chris. I just got here to work. He's wearing a ring already?" Yixing sat down next to Kris. Before asking

"Me, I just came here too," Chris replied, because when he came, he saw his best friend with his lover. Standing to welcome guests in front of the event.

Chris glanced at Yixing's clear face. Feeling strangely wrong Even though it had happened a long time ago, sometimes he thought he wanted to forget those things.... start again....

The work progressed until the friend's feelings were expressed. towards both Bai Xian and Shan Lei Some people were so funny that they almost shed tears. Some people come in such a touching way that it brings joy to the entire event. Until it was Zhang Yixing's turn. A thin figure walked towards the center of the stage. Give out smiles to everyone at the event.

“Ah, today is a good day....Bai, I'm happy for you too. To finally end up with Chan Lei haha, Bai has always been a good friend of ours. Thank you for everything. Thank you very much. Shan Lei is a good person. We believe that Shan Lei can take care of Bai. Bai, be very strong. If Bai is strong, Shan Lei, you are also light, like water and fire. Nothing can extinguish the fire except water. Let's love each other for a long time."

Yixing finished speaking with loud applause. Yixing smiled and thanked him. Until I ended up looking at Kris. And smile again I really miss Chris' still face. Throughout the five years we hadn't seen each other. Yixing is counting the days until he can see Chris again.

When it's Chris' turn Chris walks up to the stage. Ready to sweep your eyes around the work until it ended with a certain figure Chris tapped Mite once. to check completeness before starting to speak

"Today, my dear friend Shan Lei had received blessings from all his close friends. I don't think I have anything else to wish for…” Kris' words easily caused laughter. Chan Lei could only sit and mumble curses at his best friend.

"... But today, I have something I want to tell someone. That person was the person I had treated badly a long time ago. throughout the past five years I feel like my life is missing something. But when it came today I now know what was missing from my heart, that is, my heart. The heart that I was so ignorant of, just a year ago, stole the heart of a heartless person like me. At the time when I didn't know

I never thought of admitting myself. Until today, I don't know how long I waited. I think I should do something. Before it's too late...." Chris said longingly. and the eyes stopped staring at just one person The person standing up covered his face with tears flowing from his eyes continuously.

“....Zhang Yixing, may I have a chance? I promise, I will make you as happy as possible. I'm sorry for the past..." Chris jumped off the stage. Then walked straight to Yixing. standing and crying The people at the event looked at each other with deep eyes and were excited at some of the people's answers.

“Ching…” Yi Qing gulped.

"Ching..."

"Ching..."

"Ching... Ching. I'm sorry, Kris..." A sweet, trembling voice spoke softly. It was like Chris' whole world came crashing down at once. When Yixing slowly showed his left hand with a beautiful ring on her ring finger

"Are you... are you married?" Chris asked softly. It is not known when Mite fell to the ground. His handsome face looked shocked by what he heard.

"Uh... when Uh, last year," Yixing replied with a sob. Raising trembling hands, Chris asked himself to remove the key-shaped necklace around his neck. along with holding some hands up and gently put down the key necklace

"I'm probably not the key to your heart anymore.... I'm sorry, Yixing," Chris said softly.

"Chris... I'm really sorry, Ching. Heek."

"..... Aishan, I'll go back first." Chris ignored Yixing's words. I turned to look at my friend who walked over and patted me on the shoulder to encourage me. before walking out of work If Chris looked back for a moment You will know that Yixing has already fallen to the ground and cried.

Chris... Ching apologizes.

Chris walked out of his best friend's wedding. He felt bad that the wedding had turned into something he didn't know. Clear tears slowly flowed from his sharp eyes. He really understood Yixing's feelings. He deserved to be treated like this. He was a bad person. He was the one who made Yixing die from his heart. Everything is because of him

This Wu Yifan It's appropriate to hurt like this.

Love is not ambition. But it's about looking at the person next to you.

Because by the time you realize it, it's too late....

Drama 

End

Chris to Lay

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Today Joong Ki came to Thailand. The bird zone is Wright himself.

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Every bird is Phaya Nok now. Haha.

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