'Please love me, love me so much. won't make you sad
I know I can't fight him. Compared to who she has
But choose me, can you choose me? I will take good care of you.
Please ask your heart again.
Because in my whole heart there is still only you.
Because I cannot be compared to that person of yours. But I love you no less than him. Can't I be the one who will stand by your side? Tsurumaru.........
Hello, this fic was made because I was drunk again. It's a pair of Mitsu and Tsuru. It's a fic written with the song '
PLEASE'
It's a theme. Comments are welcome. Please leave this small raft for me. Thank you.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ONPHdIPjkn8
Title: PLEASE
Pairing: Shokudaikiri Mitsuada X Tsurumaru Kuninaga
Rate: PG-13https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ONPHdIPjkn8
'Please love me, love me so much. won't make you sad
I know I can't fight him. Compared to who she has
But choose me, can you choose me? I will take good care of you.
Please ask your heart again.
Because in my whole heart there is still only you' .
Bang!
My concentration in chopping vegetables was interrupted by the sound of heavy footsteps running down the corridor leading to the kitchen. I didn't pay much attention to the sound of the footsteps, thinking that it was probably children from Avajakujo running around playing as usual. But a few seconds later I realized I was wrong.
"Mitsu....huh...huhu"
Someone ran up and hugged me from behind. The smooth white skin of the arms that hugged her chest and the signature white kimono sleeves made me instantly know who this person was.
"Tsurumaru?" What happened?” I removed the two arms that were wrapped around me before turning to face the other person. Tsurumaru didn't look up at me and hugged me again before letting out a loud yelp. I didn't say anything else. One hand wrapped around the other's trembling shoulders, the other raised and rubbed the other's head for comfort.
“It's okay, it's okay Tsuru. I'm here now."
I whispered softly into the other's ear. After a long time, Tsurumaru stopped crying and came out of my arms. I raised my hand to wipe away the tears from the other person's eyes before handing him the handkerchief. But what happened was that the other person's eyes that had only stopped for a moment suddenly burst out again.
"T...Tsuru, what happened? Did I do something to upset you?"
I rushed over to wipe away the other person's tears again, but Tsurumaru slapped my hand away and raised the back of his own hand to wipe away the tears before laughing.
“Hahaha, are you deliberately teasing me? Take the hand that just cut an onion and put it on my eyes like this.”
I smiled when I saw that Tsurumaru was able to laugh. Washing his hands, he ruffled the other person's snow-colored hair.
“Mitsu, I want to go outside. Can you take me?”
I raised my eyebrows in slight curiosity before I understood. Tsurumaru must have something to talk to me about and might not feel comfortable being in the house. Normally, not everyone could go out unless it was time to fight. Because the dimension we are in is a dimension that overlaps with the present. Once we leave, we will not be able to maintain our form unless the master gives special permission and gives us some form-retaining power.
But sometimes it is necessary to go out of the house, such as buying rice and fish for the house or other items for use in Honmaru. The only people who have the right to freely enter and exit Honmaru and the current world are me, Horikawa-kun, and Mr. Kasen.
“Okay, wash your face and eyes first. I'll take you to see the master."
I brought Tsurumaru to the master. The master allowed me to take Tsuruma out to meet Honmaru, along with giving me some money and giving Tsurumaru a set of clothes appropriate to his era. For me who go out often, I already have a shirt like this. It didn't take long for Tsurumaru to change clothes.
Tsurumaru was now dressed in casual clothes, faded jeans and a colored long-sleeved V-neck t-shirt with the sleeves rolled up to his elbows, making Tsurumaru's snowy white skin look even whiter. The gold necklace that he always wore was not taken off, but he couldn't help but think that Tsurumaru's neck was very attractive to look at.
Phew!
"What's wrong, Mitsu?"
"No, nothing. Let's go."
I slapped myself in the face to drive away the evil thoughts before leading Tsurumaru out of the house.
I have secretly loved Tsurumaru since the time we lived together under the rule of the Date family. At that time, I didn't know that Tsurumaru would never look at someone like me. They say that cranes are animals that have one-minded love throughout their lives, and I never knew that this white crane's heart had already been given to another man a thousand years ago....
Mikazuki-sama was the first rare sword that the master could wield and therefore was in the main army like me. One day the master sent his main army to explore the Atsukashiyama area (5-4) and met with Tsurumaru again after hundreds of years.
'Yo, Tsurumaru Kuninaka, are you shocked to see me here?'
I could only stand there, stunned with joy at being able to carry each other again. Tsurumaru turned to look at us. On his face was a bright smile, his eyes filled with unconcealed joy. He ran towards me. I smiled and was about to say hello but Tsurumaru ran past me to the person standing behind me.
'Mikazuki! You finally came and made me wait for so long. I thought you weren't coming anymore.'
'I will not forget you, Tsuru. I have come to receive you, as promised.'
Tsurumaru jumped into Mikazuki-san's embrace with a smile filled with happiness. I just stood there in shock, the smile on my face still lingering like that, but my feelings at that time were as if my heart was buried while still beating. That moment was the moment I realized that hundreds of years of feelings were wasted.
It's like pouring water onto the sand. It's worth nothing. I'm a loser. I'm a loser even though I haven't competed yet. For over a thousand years, Tsurumaru's heart has always been owned by a beautiful crescent moon.
From then on I told myself that I was as Tsuru's friend. Picking up the mask of a close friend, I put on the smile and eyes that I looked at him as the mask of a friend that I wore. Tsuru trusted me as a friend more than anyone. Even though I was able to come to terms with it later, I didn't feel as bad as I did in the beginning. But deep down I still suffer from a heavy feeling that I can't express my feelings, I can't even sigh.
Seeing Tsuru cry like this made me feel very bad. both anxious and confused As a friend, what can I do for him and how much can I do? Where is the line in the relationship between friends? Can I get over it?.....
I brought Tsurumaru outside the house. I asked where Tsuru wanted to go. He said he didn't know this world so let me lead the way. I thought about it for a while and Tsuru seemed to have something to say to me. So I decided to take Tsuru to a public park on the other side of town, which I thought was quieter. Today is spring and even though the air has warmed up, there is still a coolness in the air.
On the way, I stopped at a coffee shop and bought two drinks that were not available in our era. He handed a glass to Tsurumaru, who seemed quite interested in the fragrant drink he had never seen before. We walked from the subway station all the way to the park because today was a working day and it was also during the daytime.
This park is therefore quite deserted. Tsurumaru walked around the area for a while and then chose to sit on the ground under a large cherry tree that was in full bloom.
“Why don't you sit upstairs? There are a lot of seats empty,” I asked.
"No, this is more comfortable," Tsurumaru shook his head and said. So I sat down next to him and picked up the coffee to take a sip. Tsuru removed the lid covering the hot coffee cup. Fragrant smoke floats up to your nose. Eyes that had been swollen with tears just moments ago now glowed with curiosity like a child's.
“This is Mitsutada. What is this thing called? And are the white bubbles in front of it edible?”
“This is called coffee. The one I bought for you is a white frothy cappuccino, which is milk that has been whisked until it's fluffy." I explained, looking at Tsuru's curious expression with fondness, I realized something. I took out a sugar packet from the bag of the casual suit I was wearing and handed it to him.
“Actually, put the sugar first. It might be so bitter that you won't be able to eat it.”
“Eh, is it really that bitter?” Tsuru didn't accept the sugar packet from me, then picked up his coffee cup and took a sip.
“Wow, it's really bitter. But the milk foam is delicious. It's so soft on the tongue." Tsuru accepted the sugar from me and added it to the glass before stirring the sugar carefully so as not to mess up the milk foam.
"Hahaha, you don't have to be so careful." I couldn't help but smile at his childlike cuteness even though I was already a thousand years old.
"No. If I mix it in, I won't be able to taste the softness of the milk foam." Tsuru picked up the sugar-laden coffee cup and drank it again.
"Um! It's much more delicious." Then he raised his glass and drank another gulp. Because he was not careful, the milk foam floating on the surface of the coffee surface came up and smeared on the other person's lips. I could only shake my head and smile at the cuteness of the other person before removing the tissue paper wrapped around my coffee cup and carefully wiping the milk foam from the other person's mouth.
"You can eat like a child like a mess." Tsurumaru didn't pay attention to my complaint. Stick your tongue out and lick your lips as if checking to see if there are still any messes.
"No need to lick. I wiped it all off,” I said, ruffling the other person's snow-colored hair. Tsurumaru smiled but
It wasn't long before the eyes that had shown curiosity until a moment ago became sad again.
“Sometimes I think our lives are like coffee. Sometimes bitter, sometimes sweet, sometimes soft like milk foam,” Tsurumaru said as his eyes looked into the distance. I took a deep breath before asking.
"Do you have a problem with Mikazuki-san?" Tsurumaru nodded without thinking. Pain clearly reflected in both of their eyes. I didn't tell Tsuru what happened. Raising his hand, he gently stroked the other person's snow-colored hair. Tsuru slowly leaned over and rested his head on my shoulder before slowly telling me the story of what had happened.
“Really, it's just nonsense. I'm being unreasonable." Tsuru let it all out. Even though I heard that the incident was caused by a misunderstanding between the two of them, the one who was more hurt might have been Tsuru because I know how much Tsuru loves Mikazuki-san.
It's not the first time I've thought this way. Can't you look at me? I will never make Tsuru regret it. I realized that I couldn't be compared to Mikazuki-san. The most beautiful sword among the five swords under the world, what will I fight with? Or even excluding those external qualities, for Tsurumaru, Mikazuki-san is so valuable that I cannot compare.
But even so, I'm confident. I love Tsurumaru no less than Mikazuki-san. I can take care of Tsurumaru no less than him.
But that's just my wet dream. When they reach an understanding, my shoulders will lose their importance. Tsurumaru will return to Mikazuki-san's arms once again. I can only smile from a distance....
Hmm, it's true that my lord gave me that. I looked down at my watch and the hand didn't go past ten. It's only ten o'clock, probably still in time. Even though I can't help reconcile the understanding between Tsurumaru and Mikazuki-san, at least it will help me forget some of the sad things.
“Actually, Sitsuru, my lord gave me this. Would you like to try it out?” I took out two sheets of paper from my pocket. It was a ticket to an amusement park that the master had given me. The master said it had expired and he probably didn't have time to use it, so he gave it to me in case Tsurumaru was interested in going.
Tsurumaru seemed interested in the place I mentioned. His eyes, which had been gloomy and bewildered just now, sparkled with enthusiasm and interest in a new place he had never seen before. 'If you could forget the bad things, even for just a moment, that would be good,' he said so. So we traveled from the public park to this amusement park instead.
We arrived at the amusement park at eleven o'clock. The cool early spring weather on an uncrowded weekday was such a nice time. The master said that during holidays there would be so many people in this place that it would be impossible to walk. But if you come on a weekday, you will be able to play the various attractions to the fullest and not have to compete with each other to eat or drink. Tsurumaru looked amazed at this strange place.
"Hey Mitsu, I want to play that one."
Tsurumaru poked my shirt and pointed to a large, twisting train track with a high-speed train running on it. I turned pale and looked at that thing in horror. When you arrive, are you going to introduce this thing from the beginning? I turned to look at Tsurumaru, whose eyes shone brightly and held my breath. Being afraid of something a little bit like this isn't cool at all.
"Um, here you go." I smiled before following Tsurumaru into line for the roller coaster. Soon it was my turn with Tsurumaru. Hesitantly, he walked to the front seat, not paying any attention to the pale hair behind him. I reluctantly walked over and sat in the front seat next to Tsurumaru.
The train slowly moved away from the platform. His head raised at an angle of more than thirty degrees at a slow speed, like a death row slowly opening a knife. Tsurumaru sitting next to me looked especially excited.
"Come on Mitsu, look at the top. You can clearly see the view below, hmm?" Your face is pale, are you afraid?”
"No, I'm not afraid at all." He was able to tell. But even then, I wouldn't be able to admit that I was afraid. That kind of thing isn't cool at all. Tsurumaru giggled before holding out a hand.
"If you're afraid, you can hold my hand." I looked at the pale white hand that was stretched out. I really want to reach out and grab him, but that's like admitting that I'm scared. I hesitated for a moment until the clanking sound of metal on the railroad tracks quieted down, and the next second my body seemed to plummet down the abyss.
"Wow!"
"Sigh," I gasped in my seat after getting off the roller coaster. After the train head plunged down, I held onto my chair tightly as Tsurumaru joyfully threw both hands up into the air. Tsurumaru said he was going to buy some water but disappeared for a while and never came back, which made me start to worry.
"Ha! Are you shocked?” The coldness of the metal can pressed against my cheek made me flinch. Tsurumaru stood behind him and handed him a can of soda. “Sorry, it took too long to hit the water dispenser. It's really surprising,” he said before sitting down next to me and picking up a soda to drink.
"Come on Mitsu, let's go play there." I was startled, afraid that I would be invited to play something exciting again. But this time it looked more comfortable than expected.
“What are you doing like that? I know you can't take it. If you insist on playing something exciting again, you'll definitely vomit."
I smiled a smile that looked brighter than it had in the morning. before raising a hand to playfully play with his snow-colored hair. Before we went to play on that playground equipment together.
"Mitsu is hungry."
“Then you sit here and wait. I'll go get something to eat."
"Um"
I left Tsurumaru behind and went out to buy some rice and brought back two plates of curry rice.
It's not finished yet, I'll update it soon. Sorry for continuing so late. Within this week, I promise to continue and finish it. >人