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[ONE SHOT] 햇살이 아파- The Sun Hurts (Pinky x Eunwoo)

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https://youtu.be/PwuJTotXb2Q 

"Yes,I love it. IoIimnida "

"Anyeonghaseyo.IO.I.G.Yulkyung.Imnida. "

"Thank you very much. Thank you everyone very much. "

Jung Eun Woo pressed the remote to turn off the television in the living room. His eyes looked past the picture in the rectangular frame that had now disappeared, leaving only the darkness of the screen, and passed to the white wall that would have been empty had Park Si Yeon not been so invested in it. The photo printing shop had pictures of all seven of them printed all over the place.

Even though he didn't get up to look closely, Eunwoo could remember which picture was which. Who is in each picture?

What's even more memorable is that among the dozens of small couple photos that Shiyeon had diligently found, how many of them were of her and Jugyulkyung?

I even remember the place where the photo was taken on the day it was taken. or even the reason for taking the photo ..

Kyulkyung is a camera freak but that's understandable for someone so pretty. Kyulkyung says that he learned to take selfies ever since he got his first cell phone, while Eunwoo doesn't know how to make a pretty face for the camera so he tends to avoid making weird, funny faces when taking pictures. Once upon a time, Kyulkyung knew exactly what face to make. Tilt your face at whatever angle and arrange the lighting so that the picture will come out as beautiful as you want.

It can be said that even if you close your eyes, the selfie of Kyulkyung will still come out beautiful.

While Eunwoo likes to take pictures of landscapes, especially on days when the skies are clear and the sun is warm, Kyulkyung likes to take pictures of herself the most.

"She loves the sunshine, so she likes to take photos outdoors, right? I love myself the most That's why I like taking pictures of myself too. "

Eunwoo nods along to whatever reason Kyulkyung brings up to support her liking to take selfies but never takes it seriously. Friends have different styles of taking photos. I don't find it strange.

Until we decided to cross the thin line between each other and use the word lover to define the relationship that they were in.

Since that day, Kyulkyung's phone had only pictures of Eunwoo, both solo and as a couple.

"In the past I liked to take selfies because I liked myself a lot, now I like to take pictures of you too. I probably don't have to tell you why. "

She couldn't help but smile as old conversations returned from the memory drawer she had tried to lock away but never could.

Why? ..Why does everything have to end like this?

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"Congratulations, Kyulkyung-ah. "Eunwoo smiled brightly, opening her arms and waiting for her lover to hug her like Kyulkyung had often begged her to do, even though he was a little dismayed that the other person's return to the dorm this time was to pack up their things to move in. New dormitory for the new band

ten months ..The amount of time that everyone convinces her that in just a moment it will pass so quickly that she won't even notice.

But the person who had just added the name of a new band to their profile stood still. The beautiful face that had always been raised confidently was now looking down at the ground. Move your feet back and forth like a person has something on his mind and wants to say. But I don't know how to start saying it.

"What's wrong? "Eunwoo was starting to worry about taking the first step on a new path that guaranteed almost 100% success. Kyulkyung should have smiled brightly and rushed over to hug her, lifting her up and spinning her around like no other person. Don't you always like to do it when you're really happy?

"Eunwooya .."

"...."

"we ..Shall we be apart for a while? "

Don't words like this really only happen in soap operas or novels?

"Can you say that again? "

Now Kyulkyung raised his head to meet her eyes and the legs that had been moving back and forth indicating hesitation had stopped. The voice that had previously stuttered had become firm, as Eunwoo was sure he would never mishear.

"Let's be apart for a while. "

It's funny.

"Why ?"

"Believe me, I am very aware of the kind of person I am. Trust me this is the best solution. "

Kyulkyung talks like we're a couple that fights every day until we're tired of being together.

But we're not ..

"I'm not laughing when you play like this, Kyulkyung. "

"I am not playing "

Those words sealed Eunwoo's mouth completely.

"Is there a better explanation? "

"Someday you will understand. "

Among the hundred thousand ways that Kyulkyung could choose to relieve her doubts, Kyulkyung chose the way that Eunwoo hated the most.

The sound of the bedroom door closing behind her couldn't penetrate Eunwoo's ears as she slumped to the living room floor. She only knew how important Kyulkyung was to her heart when the words didn't speak. How many syllables would he curse her to make her legs go weak?

There is no force to resist the Earth's gravity.

That's funny.

We have never been a couple who were difficult to understand, even though we were both loud and angry people. But in their relationship, they have a small, quiet world to escape from the noisy world outside.

We are so connected that we communicate just as well with our eyes as we do with words, or perhaps even better. So much so that we can't hide anything. So much so that when they do everything at the same time they sleep in the same position. When walking, start with your right foot as well, even when you're worried or stressed. We also bite our nails.

Because of that Looking into Kyulkyung's eyes, for just a moment, Eunwoo knew that the other person meant every four syllables that he said.

There was not even the slightest spark of teasing in those beautiful eyes.

Like there wasn't even the slightest chance for Eunwoo to ask questions.

Not to mention protesting or rejecting Kyulkyung's intentions.

intention

Hearing it hurts so bad. Why must Kyulkyung be so intent on keeping this distance from her?

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Eunwoo brought himself back from the past months ago. But I don't know why. She still remembers clearly that our story began on Valentine's Day two years ago and ended the second week of April.

The sunlight streams in through the window curtains, inviting her to get up from the sofa and take a walk outdoors. It used to be Eunwoo's favorite summer activity. But the Sun doesn't know that Eunwoo hasn't picked up his sweet little pink compact camera in months.

Even though she went out for a run every morning and went to the gym every evening until the faint muscle lines on her stomach began to appear, Eunwoo's insides were so fragile that even the sunlight that shone on her hurt her. The more she had to face the fact that every road The road that has beautiful scenery that makes you pick up your camera and record it is a road that no one would ever let her walk alone. It made the wound on my wounded heart cut even deeper.

"Unnie .."

A clear voice sounded in front of Eunwoo. She looked up at the large child who had stopped in front of her from who she knew when before she gave a smile that, although not bright because her heavy heart could only do so much, was full of words. Sincerity

If I didn't get Park Si Yeon, if I didn't get three other friends. Eunwoo might not even be here.

"Crying again "

Eunwoo frowned at Siyeon's harsh words of comfort, a slender hand raised to touch his own cheek. and found that it was completely soaked

I don't know since when. ..

"Just a little more and my eyes will be so swollen that Minkyung unnie's newest makeup won't be able to take care of them. "Little brother is still fierce. Causing a soft laugh in Eunwoo's throat that Eunwoo felt was very strange.

"It's like Minkyung unnie will let me use her like that. What a jerk, even to her younger sibling and Nong. T Ye Bin asked for it. He almost took it to the bed. "

"People who love each other are still like this. Didn't Kyulkyung unnie do the same to you too? "

"..."

Siyeon shook her head weakly. "How long do you think you will cry for someone like that? "

There was no answer. Only some lips began to tremble. The onlooker knew this and decided to pull the thin body on the sofa and let Eunwoo let Eunwoo gasp in the younger person's embrace, unable to hold back any longer.  

"People who are selfish like that, please get over it. "

Eunwoo sniffled, even though his voice was both trembling and muffled to the point of being almost incomprehensible. But she couldn't stand it anyway, couldn't stand it until she had to speak. ..

"He just hopes for the best. He doesn't want me to have to sit and wait for him to come back. I don't want him to be jealous or have to think too much when I see him playing or talking to someone. "

"..."

"He is a playful person. He is a jealous person. He probably understands this very well. I don't want you to be uncomfortable. "

"..."

"I know, Siyeon. Kyulkyung did this because he just didn't want me to be sad. "

Eunwoo couldn't stand it. ..To let anyone say Kyulkyung like this

Because Kyulkyung in Eunwoo's memories loved Eunwoo the most.

햇살이 아파

The sun hurts

너와 함께걷던 거리가 아파

That road we walked together was painful.

내 귓가에 스친 노래가 아파

The music that passed through my ears was painful.

나도 모르게 길을 걷다가 자꾸 눈물이 나는걸

I was walking down the street when tears suddenly flowed out of my eyes without realizing it.

FIN.

Writer's Talk: 

I want to try changing the atmosphere from #Ji Muay fic, let's make something sad for this couple. ._. If you like it or don't like it, please leave a comment.

Thank you everyone for reading.

love .