"I know pain well....

The pain of losing a loved one

...because...

My own hands..."

Hello, I'm here again with a new story haha.

(Old stories, you haven't finished writing them yet!!! //Reader)

This matter has come together again. I like to decorate emotional scenes. 555

Trying very hard to write this story.

Because from the beginning I told you that it would have a much sadder ending.

But because of the fact that I decorated it myself, it hurt myself. So I changed the story to make it look a little cuter.

But it still hurts itself, so... well, let's do it like this.

Update to celebrate another 4 days of school opening!! Huh~ I don't want to open it at all. Let me tell you, I'm lazy.

T^T

But I have to go. I haven't prepared anything yet.

It's better if you don't talk too much. Anyway, if it's fun or not, please help comment.

There aren't many comments at all. So I started thinking about whether it was fun to dress up or not.

Warning!!

1. Do not copy at all. In any case We only post on the website.

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Only if found on another website. We will prosecute according to the law.

2. Please leave comments as encouragement ^^

3. We plan to get married. A sequel to this story, but it's the 'Blue and Yellow' couple. If you want to read more, you can comment and tell me. But if it's too little, we probably won't get married again.

I know pain well...

...The pain of losing someone you love...because of your own hand.

That's right...that day it rained just like today.

The rain that fell was like tears from heaven crying for a fool like him. ...'Aomine Daiki'

I stood against the wall in front of the gate of Seirin Academy amid the endless rain, just to 'wait' for the one person, the person I had always loved, but I had made him sad. By me going out with someone else... At that time, I didn't realize that I had hurt the person who loved me the most. I was just fed up with the status quo at the time.

▪ 2 years ago ▪

"Tetsu," the tall, dark-blue-haired owner of the birdhouse called out his name softly. His face turned red in embarrassment. Amidst the silence, the fragile figure of 'Kuroko Tetsuya' stood looking at the other person with puzzled eyes because he was suddenly practicing basketball. The tall figure asked to come out together.

"What is it, Aomine-kun?" someone asked, causing Ace of the Basteiko Club to freeze. The excitement made my heart beat uncontrollably. As soon as he was about to speak, he suddenly felt so embarrassed that he couldn't speak but stuttered out words. His face heated up to the point that some of him couldn't help but secretly laugh at the attitude of the person in front of him. But in order not to embarrass the tall figure further, he could only hold back his laughter under his still expression, clenching his hands tightly to relieve the urge to laugh until he could hardly hold back until his arms were shaking.

"K..is.. help...help.." The thin figure who couldn't stand the situation in front of him raised both hands and reached out to gently slap the tall figure's face on both sides. In order to get high and relieve the symptoms of excessive excitement.

"Calm down, speak slowly. If Aomine-kun isn't afraid of being killed by Akashi-kun, then I have time to stand and listen to Aomine-kun all day." Someone said in a calm voice like someone who wasn't in distress. which is different from the person who spoke like he was saying 'If we delay, we'll definitely be killed by Akashi-kun.' The tall figure, who had begun to calm down, took a deep breath before returning to a serious expression with his face still flushed.

“Listen carefully, Tetsu. I'll only say it once." After saying that, some of them nodded softly in response. It is perceptual.

"I..I like you! Date me Tetsu!!” Everything felt like time had stopped. There were no sounds or movements from the two youths. Before the tall figure was the one to break the silence.

"Ah~ Probably not, I'm sorry. Please forget about it." The tall figure said in a sad tone. As he walked, he prepared to leave the place immediately. However, as he walked past the small figure only a few steps, he was immediately stopped. When the hem of his shirt was grabbed from behind by a small hand.

The tall figure immediately turned around, revealing a thin figure with his head lowered to hide his red face. Which is not at all bad. The leaves are turning red all the way to the ears. How embarrassed is he right now? before speaking in a trembling voice that barely sounded like his own language at first.

"Y..Don't rely on it. I haven't answered you yet. Besides, even if I tell you to forget...I won't forget."

"D..So.." The tall figure said as if he couldn't believe his own eyes and what he heard. Some people nodded in response. As soon as a satisfactory answer is received The tall figure hurriedly pulled his partner...no. His own lover immediately hugged him tightly to his chest. The faces that clearly showed how happy they were both were instantly engraved in their hearts.

They both walked towards the gym side by side so lovingly that they forgot that there...a demon was waiting for them... 'Akashi Seijuro'

"Where have you all been, Daiki Tetsuya?" A (ruthless) smile spread across the eyes of both of them. A cold atmosphere spread throughout the area. Even though it's really summer. But everyone in the Basteco Club felt that today's atmosphere was really cold.

"Daiki Tetsuya, run around the field 10 times." The most powerful voice sounded and the two of them immediately started running. There was also a debate: "Because of Aomine-kun. I could only hold on, stunned. So I got caught too. If I'm so tired that I faint, how will I be responsible?" Some people immediately blamed the person next to them while keeping a calm face, unlike words that sounded harsh and touched the hearts of those listening.

"Don't blame each other like that, Tetsu. But...if you faint, I can take responsibility for you for the rest of your life, hehe," the tall man said, making some of his face blush again, embarrassed. While running, the two of them made people in the club feel annoyed without realizing it. When the two of them released their charming atmosphere to the point that flowers almost burst out. But those flowers withered and died when Akashi's voice sounded again.

"Daiki! Run 20 more rounds!!" At the sound of his voice, the tall man's manly tears almost immediately flowed. Everyone looked at the picture warmly. Laughter (jeering) echoed throughout the gym.

The time of love passed quickly. Until 1 year and 7 months had passed and it was time for them to enter high school. They dispersed into different schools. This distance can also create distance for some people. They meet with less Contact each other sometimes

Some people's eyesight began to change. From the time we used to tell each other we loved each other every day Nowadays, I rarely hear this word. Until the cracks appear

“What does this mean? "Aomine-kun," someone said while keeping a straight face before holding up a picture of a tall figure sleeping with a woman, completely naked. The other party who saw the picture acted like he didn't care.

"Ah~ That's it, just as you see." After saying that some of them suddenly widened their eyes. Emotions gradually began to fester. He tried to suppress his emotions. In order not to let emotions take precedence over reason. He was always ready to listen to an explanation, even if the appearance could explain everything.

"Please explain." Some of them tried to filter their voices to sound as normal as possible. But what to do, the trembling voice couldn't hide the blackness. Some people clenched their small hands so tightly that they were covered in blood. The tall figure looked at the scene in front of him before letting out a sigh of relief.

“You should have gotten into everything by now. I'm just bored these days. To be with a man all the time, no matter how much you love each other, you will always get bored of each other. But don't worry, I still love only you, Tetsu. Besides, this person is just joking around and isn't serious.”

'Are you bored?... Don't you have to worry?... Love... just kidding... How do you say those words? Even though I really love you with all my heart. Is this the reward you gave me?'

Some of them clenched their fists so tightly that their small hands were covered in blood. It was as if he wanted to vent his emotions from this pain. But no matter how strong you hold on, The pain in my heart was stronger anyway. His eyes were filled with tears that he was trying his hardest to hold back. Every word that was meant to be said felt like it was stuck in my throat. Breathing becomes difficult

His head was white and he couldn't think of anything. There was only one thought that popped into my head.

'I need to get out of here quickly'

His body began to tremble inconceivably. The first tears flowed down in a stream. The strength that disappeared immediately after the tall figure finished speaking. His slender legs almost immediately collapsed into a place his thin body could find to hold on to. In the silence, the sound of a message from someone's mobile phone came on. Some people hurriedly opened it up to take a look. When he saw the picture he sent, his eyes widened again. The patience of some ended with tears flowing down.

"I think...we should break up." At that, the tall figure's eyes suddenly widened. It was as if he couldn't believe what he had heard. But at that time, he didn't feel sad or sorry at all.

"Ah~ Alright, I'm quitting, so goodbye Tetsu. Good luck." Hearing this, her knees instantly sank as the tall figure walked away. Tears flowing from sweet eyes reflecting the sweet memories. But today everything seemed bitter. The sound of crying collided with the sound of the crazy rain falling. It was like he was crying over his broken love.

¤ Return to the present ¤

Now he knew how much damage he had done to that body. The feeling of being alone No matter how many other women he was involved with, he felt like he was alone. The warm smile that always sends him Now it has faded, leaving only the tears of the past.

The voice was calm but it felt like he was loved all the time. Now there was only the sound of crying that rose in his head. The rain that fell continuously smeared his body all over. I don't know how long he stood here. But he still stood and waited. To ask for one more chance

"Hoy! "Kuroko," Ace of the Basseirin Club's voice rang out, attracting the attention of some of the figures who were changing their clothes and preparing to go home. The owner of the name turned at the sound of his name. The figure of 'Kagami Taiga', his partner and lover, appears. Yes... they are lovers because ever since he broke up with the older one, there has always been this person beside him.

Whether in times of sorrow or happiness, there is always this person by your side that makes him fall in love with you. I don't know when. In the end, they agreed to date each other. But neither the tone nor the actions were the same as before. And even teased him even more.

"Is there something wrong, Kagami-kun?"

"Are you finished yet? Let's go back, I'll drop you off." Kagami said as he took out two umbrellas from his locker. Some people saw this and nodded lightly before quickly organizing themselves and walking towards Kagami. On the way out of school, his eyes caught sight of a pair of familiar blue hairs.

Sweet eyes immediately widened in shock. The more he saw the other party's condition, the more he couldn't help shaking. Kagami saw the other person stop walking and turned his head in the direction the figure was looking with curiosity. Just that, the doubt immediately disappeared. He already knew the reason why the thin figure stopped walking.

"I...I'm sorry, Kagami-kun. We'll help..." someone said, voice trembling. But before he could finish speaking, Kagami cut him off immediately.

"Let's go look at that doctor." Someone immediately turned towards Kagami because he didn't think the other person would say these words. After saying that, they immediately walked towards another person. Kagami glanced at the trembling figure with a sad look in his eyes. He already knows ...I already know that some people still love their old light.

Plus I still love you very much. Otherwise, some people wouldn't have such caring and concerned eyes. And the obvious thing is the speed of this walk. Maybe if he wasn't here ...Some people may rush to see the other person's condition right away. That thought made him ache. It was like being stabbed into the heart by thousands of invisible sharp needles.

'....No matter how much he tries, he still won't be able to take that person's place.'

"Aomine-kun!!" A voice called out that was filled with concern. Very good at calling the mind of a tall figure who was absent-minded.

"Tetsu!!" The tall figure shouted back to the thin one. The body that seemed to be weak regained its strength before immediately hugging the thin figure in front of him with concern. Some eyes widened again. before trying to wriggle out of the other person's embrace Kagami saw this and was stunned for a moment before regaining consciousness but didn't intervene.

He looked sadly at the picture in front of him.

"P..Please let go. Aomine-kun!" Some of them tried their best to escape. But couldn't do anything at all. Until he felt warm water droplets touch his shoulder. White through the thin shirt that was now soaked due to the rain, his body immediately stopped before he hugged the other person in response.

A gentle touch, but warm to the core. This caused the tall figure to pull away before he noticed Kagami standing there watching with a sad look in his eyes.

"Kagami...is that so.." The tall figure said in a shaky voice. His sweet face darkened slightly. Which is a good answer for being tall.

"Isn't that true, Tetsu..." the tall figure asked, but all he received in return was silence.

"Tell me, Tetsu!!"

"Tetsu"

"I'm sorry, Aomine-kun..." The answer made the tall figure instantly stunned.

"Can you...forget me, Tetsu?" That question immediately made some of him stop. Silence once again enveloped the area. In his head, memories of him and the tall figure flowed out in stages. It's like reminding yourself that ...He still couldn't forget this tall figure.

'...I know that I still can't forget you. How can I forget you so easily? I... love you that much.'

Clear tears flowed down her shoulders uncontrollably, mixing with the rain that fell more heavily. Some people clenched their teeth tightly before speaking their thoughts.

"I will never forget you easily."

Those words made Kagami tremble. Every word seemed to be stuck in the middle of the word. Even though I already knew But when I heard it from the mouth of someone No matter how hard you try, there's no way you won't feel pain.

“Did you see that, Tetsu!! You won't be able to forget me in such a short period of time! So please...I'm begging you. Let's start again, Tetsu. I'm sorry...." Some people immediately widened their eyes at the scene in front of them because of the sound of their voice that sounded like they were confident. It suddenly changed to a soft tone.

The tall figure fell to his knees exhausted and tears flowed down again. Only then did some of his body suddenly tremble. The pain came again. I knew that the person in front of me probably felt remorse for what he had done. Plus, he still loves this person quite a bit. But he still had Kagami. He loved that person too.

And like this, who will he be able to choose? During the long period of two minds, some bodies decided to lift their bodies up. before going in to smooth away the tears that kept flowing down He picked up the umbrella that had fallen and held it out to the tall figure. The other party received it without understanding. Before someone could speak again

"I'm sorry..."

"Aomine-kun I probably can't do that. It's true that I probably won't forget you. But for the matter between us, I would like to keep it as just a memory. Whether it's a good thing or not, I'll remember it because it's something that will keep reminding me. At least...I still loved one person with all my heart.

I will always remember what happened between us. And besides, right now I still have someone I love very much. And he loves me too. I don't want to make him sad. I really apologize." Kagami's words were immediately stunned. He didn't think that some body would choose him because his chance seemed very slim.

He looked like he had lifted a mountain from his chest. The eyes of a tall figure who bowed his head Before raising his head, he let out a sad smile and gently stroked his hair.

"So... You can't be me anymore. I understand. I'm sorry for everything that happened, Tetsu. Sorry for making you cry. We can still be friends."

"Of course."

“Good, then let me borrow your umbrella. Leave it when I'm ready to bring it back for sure. And Kagami! If you make Tetsu sad, I will definitely come and get him back, do you understand?'

"I know!!" Kagami replied.

"Then I'll go. I wish you happiness, Tetsu. And don't think too much." The tall figure stroked the thin body's hair again before walking away with tears streaming down again. When some of them saw that the tall figure had walked until he was out of sight. His slender legs instantly collapsed. The tears that had been repressed were released and stained her sweet face.

Kagami, who was standing, immediately rushed to hug and comfort him.

'This little body must be very patient. You must really love that pillow. He will protect this thin body. I will never make this person sad.'

'I love you, Tetsu.'

'too '

'I'm sorry, I really love you Tetsu.'

'I'm sorry, Aomine-kun. I will remember our story forever.'

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