Talk:;
I'm back. Lately, I haven't been able to find any Byungchan moments.
But from going on a food program together Attending movie premieres and interviewing All K-Pop
Right now, when I find a little something, I pick it up and imagine it. Haha.
So it turned out to be a trashy, trollish fic. I hope you like it.
The content isn't really related to the title, but I've tried to relate it.
Anyway, please leave some feedback. Enjoy it ^^
:-Daisy ✿
No Breathing
Author : HoneyJelly
Being the person who asks for distance from oneself But instead, I feel pain and suffering like this. While the other party didn't seem to understand anything. How is this? Why is this world so unfair? Some people can only complain in their hearts. As he gently ran his slender fingers over the head of the little one in his hand.
"Monjiya... right now it's probably only you beside me. Sigh..." The little puppy that had just recently become a new member of the dorm was extremely affectionate. Many people probably think that Chanhee is a snob. If you get something new, you'll be busy with it all day. But no, he's not a snob. No one knows that he has to hang out with the little dog all day so that he doesn't have to worry about his thoughts. And raising a little one will probably make him less likely to reach someone.
Knock...knock...knock
“Chun Ji hyung, a reporter will soon come and make a scoop on the opening of Teen Top's dorm. Hyung, are you ready yet?”
“Oh, it's all set. Thank you, Ricky."
"Oh, uh...then hyung won't come outside?"
"Just a little while longer..." Who could say he was trying to avoid him? Because it's the truth Chanhee doesn't want to see when that person smiles, laughs, or is happy with other members. His sweet face pouted. His brows immediately furrowed together. The more I thought about it, the more irritated I became. Why doesn't the other person feel anything? So why did he have to sit and suffer alone like this?
He probably isn't important in another person's life at all. Having retreated like this but still living life normally as if nothing had happened.
"Wow...how long can you endure this situation, Lee Chan Hee?"
Before Chanhee could even step out of the room, The band manager brought in reporters and photographers. The team said that there was no need to be too formal because they wanted a natural picture of dormitory life. Live your life normally so it doesn't seem too staged. After hearing this, some people felt greatly relieved.
Because at least I don't have to go out and face another person. Filming in separate rooms was good so that the members wouldn't have to fall into an awkward atmosphere.
"It's all finished. Thank you everyone for working hard. Finally, please come and take a group photo." I don't know if it was fate that was bullying me or if it was the intention of the band members. The two mischievous maknaes were stuck together like spatulas, taking over the left side of the sofa. Chanhee was about to go sit on the right side of the sofa before being occupied by group leaders Minsu and Daniel. The sweet-faced owner had to sit down in the middle, leaning against the backrest to make room for another person who had just gotten out of bed.
"Even when he comes to make news scoops, he's still asleep."
"Hm...what did you say just now?"
"No..." The owner of the sweet face who was just mumbling to himself was a little shocked when the other person turned around and asked. Why do you have such good ears? When the photographer counted the shots, he just smiled broadly, so that today's work would be over and he could go back into the room.
The tense situation between the two had been going on for quite some time. And it wasn't good for anyone because it was at a time when Teen Top had to promote their new songs as a way of giving back and thanking their fans for supporting them so well that they received an award after it was released. Mbaek just one week
"Hyung, what's wrong? Why don't you talk to each other so we can understand?"
“Well, Chanhee wants to stay away. What should I do for my hyung? Asked the reason, he didn't answer. Maybe he wants his freedom and personal time back.”
“And hyung, are you going to let it be so gloomy like this? When we gather together, we don't behave properly. Cap hyung was also worried, saying that Chun Ji hyung has been feeling strangely depressed lately."
It's not that Byung Hun doesn't feel anything. He misses and longs for the body that used to be beside each other. Many good memories and stories that the two of them created together are revolving around in his head. At night, even though his body is very tired from his packed schedule, he is unable to close his eyes to sleep, wanting to talk, tease.
I want to tell the other person the words of love like I used to say every night before bed. I want to hug and kiss him. He longs for the touch and warmth that he gives and receives from another person. With his solo schedule coming up, Byung Hun hasn't had time to come to an understanding with Chanhee yet. He didn't want it to be like this. The more ambiguity in their relationship goes on, it will only get worse.
“Sigh...Hyung tries to act like he always does. You saw this, Niall. Chanhee kept himself in his room all day. Avoiding each other like this, hyung, I don't know what to do."
“There must be a way. The other day we were filming a music video for fun. I saw that Chun Ji Hyung was secretly watching while he was playing with me. I'm definitely jealous."
“So, but Chanhee always ignores Hyung. I'm only interested in Monji. Sometimes hyung is starting to get jealous of dogs.”
“I think Manager Hyung should be able to help. We'll take care of it for you.” Jonghyun, who walked into the conversation, said with a wry smile. If the matter reaches the group's manager like this, it looks like L.Joe and Chunji will definitely have more unscheduled work.
“Chunji, come out today, you have work to do, hurry up.”
"Yes, hyung," a sweet voice answered before turning to check his own modesty, smiling widely in a good mood. Other people may not be happy when there is an intervening schedule, but in times like this, As for Chunji, he was very happy to have something for him to do so he didn't have to think too much. In fact, he wants to open his heart and talk with Byung Hun to find out.
He realized that not having another person to follow him. How lonely is it to please him? He couldn't be without another person. But he didn't know how to begin because he was the one who asked for distance from the other party, and then to suddenly say that he couldn't live without Byung Hun would be a bit strange.
"Bah...Byunghun..."
"Let's go now, or we won't be in time for the movie."
“Hyung...what is this? And what about the other members..."
"If it's difficult for you to go to an event with just the two of us, hyung, can I not go?" Byung Hun said in a dismissive tone.
"No, this time the team has identified two of you."
"What kind of movie work, hyung?"
"Go get in the car. Hyung's work details will be explained to you in the car."
After silence had enveloped the entire way, when they arrived at their destination, the band manager summarized the details of the event to the pair again.
"This event is the premiere of the movie
No Breathing
starring Lee Jong Suk Seo In Guk and Yuri It's a story about swimming. There are many famous stars. You guys were chosen to represent youth and idols. So do it well. If there is any doubt, let's put it aside for now."
"Yes."
“Oh, but it will be midnight by the time the movie ends. Hyung has urgent business. You guys can go back together, right? This place is not too far from the dormitory.”
“Hyung, what did you say?” His sweet voice clearly expressed his displeasure.
"That's it, you can go down."
It wouldn't be wrong to call Chanhee a professional. Because as soon as he was in front of the box and many media members, some of them smiled sweetly and gave smooth interviews, hiding their irritation. I was completely dissatisfied with Byung Hun's stuttering words. In the end, he just forced a wry smile and held the microphone for the person beside him to continue speaking. After finishing the interview before the movie theater opened, silence enveloped the couple again.
"Uh.../Uh..."
"Ah...Chanhee said first."
"You should speak first."
“So, ah...Chanhiya...you must be in a lot of trouble today. I'm sorry if I was annoying in the past…” Byung Hun didn't have time to continue. The movie theater staff then came and invited all the VIP guests to go inside first.
The story of the movie progresses to a point that makes the audience immersed in the emotions of the characters in the story. His big eyes were filled with clear water as they slowly flowed down. Chanhee sits and cries silently. The harder he tried to hold back his sobs, the more his thin shoulders shook. Of course, the whole incident couldn't escape Byung Hun's sight and he decided that no matter what, today he would have to come to an understanding with Chan Hee. Because Byung Hun couldn't bear to let Chan Hee cry while all he could do was sit and watch.
Byung Hun slowly stretched out his slender hand to hold the figure's hand. The warmth he received from the person next to him made Chanhee flinch a little and try to pull his hand away from his grip. Of course, Byung Hun wouldn't let go of that hand again. He used his other hand to cup Chanhee's sweet face before gently spreading the tears away.
The two pairs of eyes met, filled with nostalgia and longing. The deep meaning conveyed through his eyes made Chanhee avert his eyes and slowly close his eyes. Byunghun's thin lips gently pressed against her beautiful lips. It was a soft and warm kiss. Byunghun pressed his lips tighter.
A slender tongue was sent to search for sweetness all over. The light touch became harder and hotter. The kiss that lasted for so long made Chanhee start to suffocate, so he used some force to push into the chest of the person next to him. Byung Hun therefore reluctantly pulled away. A mischievous smile appeared at the corner of his mouth, causing Chanhee to give him a sideways look, followed by a thin hand slamming onto his strong forearm.
"You don't have to smile. Just keep watching the movie."
"Heh heh."
After the movie ended, the couple sat and waited until everyone had gone out, then got up to follow them and stopped in front of the movie theater.
"Chan Hee Ya.../Byung Honna..."
"This time Chanhee spoke first."
"Ah...can we go back to the way we were before?" Bonhon didn't answer the question, only raised his eyebrows in question.
"I realized...that I..."
"What is it?"
"Yay!!! Don't tease me or I won't even tell you."
"Ah, okay, hahaha."
“All this time I was not happy. Everything has changed since you became a part of my life. I'm sorry I ever said something bad. At that time, I just thought it would be boring for us to be together twenty-four hours a day. I would wake up and see the first person eating together and going to work. We always go everywhere together and still sleep in the same room.
Before going to bed, I will still see you last. I'm sorry that I was annoyed when you came into trouble. But now I know that when I don't have you to follow me or interfere, my life is very empty. It's like I'm breathing every day."
"Chanhee, there's no need to apologize because sometimes I really get into a lot of trouble. Let's just say I'll try to adjust."
“You don't have to adjust anything. Just having Honny next to me, even though there's no air to breathe, I'm happy. It's better than breathing away every day like in the past. OK, let's go back to the way we were before."
"When is it the same as before? We're just band mates." Why doesn't Byung Hun know what Chanhee means but he's just teasing him? How cute was his Chanhee when he was teased?
"Why do you say this? Ha...huh...huh"
"Hoy!! I'm just kidding, please don't cry. We go back to the way we were before. This Byung Hun will stay next to Chanhee as usual. He will be the person Chanhee loves and will love Chanhee as before. Is that okay? I love you. I won't cry anymore."
"Uh," Chanhee used a thin hand to gently wipe away the tears before letting out a small smile.
"Aigoo, look at you being a crybaby again. Crying Chanhee~ Crying Chanhee~"
"Yay!!! I'm a bit empty. Stop teasing me right now."
"And just now, who doesn't know how to cry in the movie theater?"
“Lee Byung Hun!!! Will never stop." Changing into brutal mode like this shows that the old Lee Chan Hee has returned. Byung Hun must thank the members and Manager Hyung for helping to arrange for unscheduled work for them both to adjust. mutual understanding
"Okay, stop the wheel now. Hey Channie, have you ever heard of the theory of breathing underwater for a long time without using an oxygen tank?"
"Hm, no. Then why are you suddenly asking about this?"
"Oh, it looks like the movie I saw. They say people can breathe longer underwater than using an oxygen tank.”
"Really? So what should I do? It's not possible."
"Well....two people kissing and exchanging air. Haha. Whether it's true or not, I don't know. But tomorrow, let's go swimming."
"crazy! There's work tomorrow. Let's hurry back, it's already late."
"Let's go swimming in our free time, Channiya~ so we can prove the theory."
“Crazy!!!” Chanhee was so embarrassed that her sweet face started to turn red. And it is normal for some people that when they are embarrassed, the person next to them is always physically attacked.
“Channie, you hit me again. I still haven't answered if I'm free and agree to go swimming together. Let's go."
"I know." Two people can be together not by looking at whether they're good enough or not, but by looking at whether they fit together. Are they compatible or not? Love alone may not be enough. There must be understanding along with it. The distance between each other should leave a small space for each person to have their own space and time. At least we will see the value and have time to think about each other when we have to be apart for a bit.
Love is like air in which the body must circulate bad gas and good gas in order for the body to continue breathing. Love has good and bad stories that come and go for two people to learn and overcome in order to move forward.
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