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Lee Seokmin

Boo Seungkwan

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I'm tired of traffic jams...

And especially at 7 p.m., it's really addictive. All I could do was sit stupidly on the bus. Slide the phone to play as requested.

The phone rings periodically. Indicating that if you still don't accept it, You'll definitely be fired!

"Hello" I whispered down the line. A sound that indicates that someone is bored and in a bad mood.

“Hey, Seungkwan, where are you right now?” The anxious voice of a fellow trainee senior came over the phone.

"Jisoo hyung, I'm on the bus. There's a lot of traffic. I'm probably going to be very late." I made a pleading sound at the beginning of the sentence before complaining to the senior person who would say a sentence that shocked me...

“Seokmin is going on a date today,” Jisoo's voice said casually. It's wrong for him to be annoyed right now.

"Again, what kind of date is this?" Even though his voice was a little annoyed. But in my heart right now I'm extremely annoyed.

What are you annoyed about? I'm annoyed, Seokmin hyung. They already had him and they all went and agreed to the person the manager had found for them. Why do you have to find it for me? Because the camp was able to catch him. It was said that the two senior trainees who trained with me were secretly dating each other. It's a long story. Let's keep checking. Until it spread to me and P'Sok, actually.

We are not together yet in boyfriend and girlfriend status. But we know exactly where we are. Even though we weren't dating, the label still had to put Seokmin hyung on a date with this or that person. In the beginning there was nothing. But after coming here Seok hyung would feel more like going out on dates by himself. But what can't I do? 'We're not dating. We just feel love for each other'

"Hello, Seungkwan-ah~ Did you hear what I said?"

"I'm sorry, but what did Jisoo hyung say just now?"

"I told you that you don't have to come to the practice room anymore. The manager let us rest. The members will go to the Han River. As for you, you can go back to the dorm. It's already very late." I looked at the phone screen, which now showed the time at 8:20 p.m. Damn it. Is there really this much traffic? So I talked to Jisoo unnie for this long?

"Okay, then I'll go into the dorm."

"Hey Jisoo... I'll put it down first, Seungkwan. Bye," the voice of Seungcheol, the oldest of the trainees, interrupted the call before he ended the call.

Lonely, extremely lonely. When I have to be alone among so many people like this.

I'm so lonely..

Time passed until 10 p.m. The slow-moving bus arrived at its destination, Seventeen's dormitory. You guys probably don't know. We will be debuting as artists under the name of Seventeen.

I walked into our dormitory but was about to open the bedroom door but stopped.

"Yes Hyuna, I miss you."

"Yes, kisses."

"Eh? Seungkwan, right? Just the younger sibling."

suddenly!

"I'll get it now. Let's talk less."

"Oh, don't worry, I love only you."

"Yes, night kiss, kiss."

Seungkwan? Just the younger sibling.

Just a younger sibling.

Just a younger sibling

Crap, why does he say this? And in the past? That you used to say that you feel special only to me? Is it just a whisper? Just before we went to talk to each other about the matter, Seok's phone suddenly rang. Then I had to choke again.

"Hello"

"Oh, it's Jiyeon."

"Nothing for a bit. Who are you talking to?"

"Oh, I love only Jiyeon."

"Oh, the news about Seungkwan and me being released by a sasaeng? A rumour. Just a rumour."

"Actually, I'm not gay at all."

“Jiyeon understands well. I'm relieved now."

"Then take a rest. Don't worry about nothing at all."

"Yes, good night."

I'm not gay

And when we kissed, Seok hyung..

And when we sleep together every night, Seok-hyung...

Don't worry about it not being an issue at all.

And what I once said Boo is the most important. Anyway, I came first, didn't I?

Why?

Why did you do this to Boo? Seok hyung!

I wasted no time, opening the door and entering the room to face the person I believed to be the only one who loved me. But in the end it made me sad...

"Oh Boo, are you back yet? Are you tired?" “As soon as Seok saw him, he rushed over to give me a hug and a kiss like always. But this time I felt disgust instead.

"Please talk to me." I made eye contact with the elder before finishing locking the room. Then walked over and sat on the edge of our bed, the two of us..

"What's wrong, Boo?" Brother Seok moved from sitting in the chair to sitting on the edge of the bed next to me.

"Are you tired?" I looked blankly at the window next to the bed. I admit that I was speechless. But I don't like being stuck. Today I have to clear things up about why Seok hyung did this.

"What are you tired of?"

"Tired of having to switch tracks"

"I must be very tired. set up three tracks"

"What are you talking about? I don't know.” The person in front of me was disappointed. And my patience is almost at an end.

"Who is it? Hyuna?"

"Just someone I'm dating, nothing else."

"So?"

"Really, I swear to you."

"There's a night kiss too?" "

"Bu, I don't know. What did you hear?"

"So? Don't you really know the truth?" I asked. The older man quickly nodded his head.

"Then let me ask one more time."

"What?"

"Who is Jiyeon?"

"Who is it? I don't know."

"I don't know you, but we're talking pretty well, right? "

"How do you know?"

"I eavesdropped on your phone conversation."

"This is going too far, Boo. You have no manners! "

"Fool each other with a straight face. And you still come to me that Boo doesn't have manners. Am I wrong? I just want to know how you talk to the girl you're dating. That's all. I just want to know if you still love Boo like you've said before. That I said I love you What is that? Or are you just saying this because you feel sorry for me? "

"Can you be so stupid, Boo! "

"You idiot? I'm good at lying."

" Boo Seungkwan! "

"Why did you call me! "

"It's going to be too much."

"And what you did, wasn't it a lot? Why did I ever say that Boo was the most important thing?!" "

"Bu is always important to me."

"Then let's stop talking. Stop talking to every gibbon you talk to. Stop talking."

"Don't force me, okay? Boo doesn't have that kind of right over you! "

suddenly!

It's like the body has stopped. A painful feeling rushed to my heart. My face slowly started to feel numb. That's it. How could I forget? We are nothing.

“I must have forgotten myself a bit. I'm sorry for my bad manners." After saying that, I turned and ran out of the room. But I had to meet the Seventeen trainees who were standing in front of my room.

“Seungkwan, it's okay,” Jeonghan hyung said before dragging me to the living room. I let out an embarrassed yelp. Angry feelings from Brother Seok's words All I could do was pound Seungcheol hyung's chest. our big brother I know that going to someone else's place is not good. But I want to express my feelings. Seungcheol himself didn't say anything.

He let me beat him until I was satisfied, but I couldn't. I only hit him twice. before letting out a loud cry again and again

As for Seokmin himself I'm equally sad. But that's all he did. Because of that little person If the label doesn't order us to cut off this crazy relationship. will release Seungkwan from being a member of Seventeen I don't want the dreams of the people I love to be shattered. If we both still have feelings like this

In the future, if not, I will have to be Seungkwan who will suffer.

I sat and looked at the letter sent directly to me by the company. The content of the letter could not be anything other than to end the relationship. I have no choice I know I'm wrong But this is my best solution. I let Seungkwan misunderstand me that I didn't love him. It's better than having to let him know about something that must have caused him heartache.

Even though what he knows now is heartbreaking as well. Me too I had no idea that the company would be this cruel. I really didn't think at all..

Right now, the people who understand me the best are probably the older brothers of the group. Seungcheol hyung and Jeonghan hyung who got the same thing as me They know how much suffering it is. that must be cut off from the other side But because of the trend before their debut So there are many people who chip in on their elders. The camp therefore allowed it. It's different from my partner who was excluded by the camp.

I just prayed that someone would chip me and Seungkwan. Neither of us would be in this much pain.

I stood and looked at the trainees who were standing around Seungkwan. Everyone went to hug and comfort Seungkwan. Didn't even pay any attention to me at all. Except for Seungcheol and Jeonghan who looked at me from time to time. But I can't come to see you. The trainees' incomprehensible stares were continually sent to me. Why do you do this? Even though we really love each other like this

I don't know if leaving it like this is the best solution or not. But I don't want Seungkwan's dream to end. I will be the one to leave...

I walked out of the dorm amidst the confused stares of the trainees and the disappointed eyes of Seungkwan. I headed to the camp location to make my resignation.

Yes, you heard me right.

resign

That I stay Nothing good will come of it. It would be better for Seungkwan to remember me badly and then disappear. At least parting ways when you hate each other isn't worth remembering.

“Have you thought about it well? Your voice is this good. Not long ago I actually debuted. Let's go back and think about it." The camp president considered my resignation letter. Before raising his head and speaking out, yes, Seungkwan's dream will soon come true. My dream is also coming to an end.

"I have thought about it well. I will resign." Even though I don't want to leave. But for Seungkwan I can do everything

"I still don't want to lose someone like you. Let's go back and think about it." The president looked at me. before moving the white envelope to its original place

"But Mr. President.."

"As for you and Seungkwan You've probably taken care of it, right?"

"All done."

"Very good, now you can go." When you received a satisfactory answer The president lowered his head and continued to work. It's like he's chasing me away.

"So about resigning.. "

"Go back and think again, please."

"Excuse me." When I couldn't say anything. So I could only bow and walk out of that room.

The next goal is probably to return to the dormitory and encounter some discomfort..

What will the little one know? That I love him the most We've been in love for the three years we've known each other.

Love you all the time..

When I arrived, I was shocked by the sudden... Seungkwan jumped and hugged me from the doorway.

"Uncle Seok, I don't want it, I don't want it." Seungkwan hugged me and cried out of words. My heart sank when I saw the pain on the faces of my loved ones. I myself hurt differently.

"Why did you come to hug me?" I don't know when the tears came. I realized that my voice was shaking as well as the person hugging me right now.

"Bu knows all about this. Haha, you crazy person, why don't you tell us carefully?" Why are you doing this? Huh?” Seungkwan smacked my back without rhythm. It shows that you yourself are angry. It hurts differently.

The trainees who were watching over us One of them is Lee Jihoon, another member I'm close to. He held up a white envelope that I was very familiar with. Inside was an envelope with a letter telling him to cut ties. If not, one person must leave the company. The envelope that I have been suffering from since the day I received it until now.

There was nothing the members didn't know. Because we are one family We really only have this.

"Seok, oh, don't do this, don't.." Seungkwan cried until he threw up. His knees fell weak and he sat on the floor. It was me who helped the little man slowly sit down. Seungkwan is very weak right now. There is hardly any standing strength. If I let it collapse, it definitely won't be good.

"Can't you resign?" Big Brother said amidst the sorrow of the members who were equally sad but couldn't do anything.

"I'm thinking about it, Seungcheol hyung," I said, smiling. make it seem like It was a thought that I was sure would be okay, but it wasn't. In my heart right now, I'm really worried. If I'm not there, who will take care of my little one? Who will be there to hug and comfort my little one when I'm afraid of thunder? Who will prepare healthy food for little ones?

Who will love a little person more than me? Thinking about it, he made him hug the smaller person tightly. This might be the last hug between the two of us.

“Bu loves you Seok. Why doesn't Brother Seok love Boo? Why did he leave? He said he would make our dreams come true. Who ever said that the day we achieved our dreams? Are you going to stand beside me? Huh?" The force of the other's hug became tighter, as if they didn't want me to go.

"I love you always, little one. But Boo understands you, right? Huh." I pulled away from that embrace. Holding both shoulders that were trembling pitifully I examine the face of the person I love.

"I'm so whiny. Seokmin's little boy." I said with a smile. Before wiping away the tears that were flowing down his cheeks in waves. Eyes that look unusually swollen Looks like he must have been through a lot of crying.

"I can't use it. Make loved ones cry Even though I actually promised that I wouldn't regret it."

"Huh, Seokmin hyung, it's not your fault. Heehee, don't resign." Seungkwan rushed over and hugged me with all his might. Our two pitiful trembling bodies were hugging each other and crying.

"I don't want my little one's dream to be shattered."

"What about your dream? Don't do anything without thinking, hehe.

"For me, dreams are really important. But the dream of the person I love is more important."

"I don't want it. I love you. I won't let you go."

"Don't be upset, little one. You must be brave. Take good care of yourself."

"No Seok hyung, no hyung, no hoo." The force of the hug showed that Seungkwan didn't want to lose something important. Even if I hold on until I die, Seungkwan will hold on.

“Is there no other way, President?” Jeonghan spoke up. Making me and the people in my arms turn to look. I met the president standing behind me watching the two of us hugging each other.

"Don't you see? That it hurt both of our younger siblings. Including our two eldests.” Jihoon spoke up as the second person after seeing the company president keep his mouth shut and refuse to speak. Don't even look at our faces.

I tried to get the little guy out of my embrace. Before we are even more deprived. But the little man refused. Instead, he increased the force of his embrace even more tightly. When I can't pull away I asked for a hug. We both hugged each other tightly. It is as if we must not be separated in this life. I bent down and inhaled the slight scent of the little person. Before not doing this again

"Uncle Seok, I love you." Words often come with actions. When Seungkwan said that I received an even tighter hug.

“I love you too, Seungkwan.” He pushed the small body a little further away before pressing a kiss to the small man's lips. At first, I acted like I wouldn't accept it because I was in front of the camp president. But he agreed to kiss me nicely. It was a sweet kiss. There was only a bitter, painful taste. It was a kiss without any aggression at all. But it sends out feelings very well.

Our painful feelings are conveyed through our kisses. And the tears that never seem to go away

"President, please stop blocking us." When the two of us broke away from the kiss, Seungkwan then turned to face the president and said something that startled me. Because for Seungkwan The president is a very benefactor to him. This is the reason why I was shocked. Because I didn't think the little person would dare say it out loud.

“Yes, please break up,” Seungcheol hyung said again. It made the president look a little uncomfortable.

“I did this because it would be bad for you guys. If someone knows about this How will people view you? If this kind of thing gets out during this time When you were close to your debut. What will it be like? I did it because I didn't want you to get hurt."

"I won't be deterred. I don't want to disturb those who love each other. But you all must keep this a secret, because if it gets out, I will block you to the utmost. I'm sorry, kids." The president said that and walked away. Don't even look at our faces. Leaving only me and the members confused, wait a minute, this means..

"Seok-hyung, we can love each other, Seok-hyung, wow," Seungkwan said before hugging me like a little child receiving a present. A gift that came unexpectedly A gift that is as special as the person in front of you is extremely special.

"I'm not crying anymore, I'm not crying," I said, hugging him back. The members were glad that it was over for good. But the people who are the happiest are probably the eldest pair.

"Jeonghan-ah, let's go make love."

"Are you crazy, Chon? I'm ashamed of you."

“When the president says this, it means we can love each other, right? He won't be discouraged, right?"

"Probably, we're happy."

"Look, if you're happy, you need to kiss to celebrate."

"Hey, I'm not ashamed of you."

That's it, the elder couple. If you're horny, just call me. As for my partner, they still sat and hugged each other in front of the door in the same place.

We hugged each other for a very long time. Until the little person fell asleep in my arms I must be very tired. I cried this hard. I still have to be heartbroken over the things I did.

"Seungkwan, Seungkwan-ah, wake up first. Go sleep in your room." I woke up the person in my arms, burying my face in my arms like I do every day.

"Ugh!" A sleepy moan sounded before Seungkwan's eyes opened. Revealing the eyelashes that were previously wet with tears until they were dry.

"Go wash your face first. Then we'll go to sleep."

"Um" I held out my hand for Seungkwan to shake before getting up. Walked Seungkwan to the bathroom. Wash your face and eyes, and take a shower. I know what you're thinking.

After showering together for an hour, it was time to leave the bathroom. Because he couldn't stand the sound of the members complaining.

We entered the bedroom. which, of course, unites But Seungkwan and I's bed will be separated a bit to have a special corner for us.

"Let's sleep, little one." I patted down on the mattress and spread my arms out to welcome the chubby body that was lying down with full force.

"I love you so much." Seungkwan came to hug him with deep love. I hugged him tightly as well.

"I love you too," I said before stroking the head of the little man lying on my arm.

"Seungkwan"

" Huh "

"Are we dating?"

"Is it good, Seok-san?"

"The camp doesn't discriminate anymore. Shall we date?"

"Kit up."

"We're lovers now."

"Yes, Brother Seok, Nong Boo's girlfriend." After saying that, the little one buried his face in the warmth of me.

THE END