You are my whole world.
I am your whole world.
It's always been like that.
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(Disappear HunHan without changing language)
I was in love, yes, I remember
My love's name is Luhan.
He is Chinese, has a cute face, and his name means deer of the morning. He told me so But I can only understand So my deer called him Xiao Lu. Our local language is Kwang Noi. Because he's small, just a little compared to me. He is 4 years older than me. I am the younger one and he views me as his younger sibling. A stupid little brother It took me more than 6
I climbed the wall to hear him say there was a door. I laughed at my own stupidity. He laughed. We laughed together before realizing that there was a new wall standing tall between the two of us. Plastered by our own parents, higher than
The Wall
in
Game ofthrone
Moreover, he said that it was society. It was much bigger than the one I had crossed before and there were no doors. We're stuck. It's a bottle-headed barnacle that can't get out of the maze, but it's not bad. He held my hand He leaned on my shoulder and told me that it was OK, that there was no need for the whole world to accept us, to remember us. I am not Newton, and he is not the Aristotelian that students will remember or curse many of their theories. he
I'm just an ordinary person and he's an ordinary person. We only remember each other.
I died
Yes, I died.
Due to a stupid accident on the road, I vowed to my soul and body that I would not die in such a stupid way. But that's it. God didn't come to swear with me. I saw myself lying in a pool of blood in the middle of the road in terrible condition. I really feel sorry for the person who collected my corpse. I saw the bento bag and coffee cup in my pale hands all messed up. Damn it.
If Luhan hyung doesn't have coffee he'll freak out and that's how it is. He lost his mind and cried like crazy from the time I sent my stupid body to the hospital until the day he buried me. He still cried non-stop. Please, someone give me a cup of coffee to my Xiao Lu. I beg you, he really can't live.
I woke up
It's like falling asleep and then waking up.
I opened my eyes again in a large hall that I didn't recognize. There was a long table in the middle of the room. There is a lot of food. There were many people in this room sitting around this long table. Hundreds of languages were spoken that I was too stupid to understand. I saw Isaac. Newton, the person I had cursed all my high school life, I saw Einstein explaining something to many influential people in science, and I realized that I had died.
And this must be the place where the dead lived. Someone opened the door. Say a name that I don't know. The person sitting next to me was crying about four seats away. He cried so hard and he continued to cry all the way up and following the person who had said his name out the door. The Korean person sitting across from me told me that no one in the world recognized him anymore. He's really dead.
I feel so sorry for all the suicidal people who think that just dying is the end of the matter and that dying is harder than it seems.
The room was always bright, so you could never tell how much time had passed. People keep coming and going. It's not a good idea to build a relationship with one of these people. The next list could be him or me. It's never certain. So I spent this unlucky time thinking about Xiao Lu, the person who couldn't get me anywhere.
It couldn't be anyone else because I only have Luhan's name listed in the world record. I wonder what he's like now. Are you still addicted to coffee? Has the Manchester United team that you like opened your eyes to watch late at night and have won the championship? I miss him and he misses me. I'm tired of being here but being here is the only proof that he still loves me. I'm here amidst happiness and fear. I'm afraid that one day he'll forget me. I'll really be as stupid as he told me.
How many days have passed?
It's something I can never answer.
The caller opened the door and called out his name like he always did. Someone was called, and someone cried, as usual. “Oh Sehun.” It would be normal if that wasn't my name. The first thing that came into my head was It's over. My name has been deleted from his world record. I cried, there was only him in my world. His world is just me.
It's always been like that. I'm really dead and about to disappear. I'm sad because I never know if there's someone to take care of you for me or what kind of person this new name in your world is. Will they know that you hate mint toothpaste? Will they know that you hate mint toothpaste? I like to sleep on the left side of the bed. Did you know that I would freak out if I didn't drink coffee while working? I wanted to draft a list of things to do and not to do in living with my Xiao Lu and send it to him. I really want to assure you that you will be happy without this stupid little brother. I'm sorry to have to disappear with all this doubt. I cry with every step I take following the person who tells me my name. I want to believe that love. Ours will last forever.
But I'm about to disappear behind this closed door. Oh Sehun will disappear. I turned to look at the door that was slowly closing. I looked in, my body heavy. My tears were more than before. I tried to smile at the newcomers.
Who is my whole world
Luhan
Thank you for thinking of me until the last second.
Refer to the content of the afterlife world from the book.
SUM
of
David Eagleman
section
Metamorphosis