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Is your heart tired?

Couple : Nagaoka miyu x Miyaxa Haruka

Style : Drama

Everyone wants a love that is fulfilling. Love each other forever and ever.

Haruka is like those people. I want to be with Miyu forever.

And what if Miyu doesn't want that?

So what can Haruka do besides...

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Is your heart tired?

Today the weather is nice...the soft sunlight creates warmth rather than being so hot that you'll sweat. The light blue sky, tiny fluffy clouds floating in the sky, and the breeze carrying the scent of flowers from a garden somewhere would bring joy to anyone but Haruka. If I were to describe Haruka's feelings, Everything is probably the opposite of the current atmosphere.

“I have something to do today, Haruka. You'll only be in the cafe for a little while,” Miyu, a handsome female volleyball player, told her lover across the street before the waiter served her the cake and drinks she had ordered.

“Business must be very important. To have abandoned Haruka over and over again like this.. ”

Haruka forced a wry smile at the person in front of him. Avoid the sharp eyes that begin to radiate dissatisfaction... I'm not satisfied anymore. No matter what Haruka said or did, it would completely disturb Miyu's feelings. Two years and the love between us was close to dissolving.

“Please don't start a fight, Haruka. I have errands to do and don't want to leave us. Stop talking about this and hurry up and eat! ” Miyu said like she wanted to go. Shaking his head slightly, showing boredom that the person in front of him could clearly see.

Haruka has gotten used to Nagaoka Miyu's bored expression that doesn't show any kindness. Even though she's used to it, it still hurts every time. And Haruka doesn't want to accept this situation again. Haruka knows why Miyu hyung changed and was mean to her like this because Miyu hyung doesn't love Haruka but loves Yuki Ishii.

An ex-boyfriend who has come back to see Miyu again....An ex-boyfriend that Miyu will never forget....

“ Haruka didn't want to start a fight with Miyu-sama because we've had enough arguments in the past.

It's time for us to talk nicely and leave each other on good terms."

“What are you talking about, Haruka? You're talking like…..are you going to break up with me?! ”

“I know that between us it's not the same. Miyu should accept the truth that she loves someone, not for Haruka to suffer like this! ”

The edges of his eyes burned like a fire before the first tears streamed down Haruka's soft cheeks. And it seemed like the clear water wouldn't stop flowing easily.

“I love you too, Haruka. Otherwise, would we still be together today? If Haruka is still worried about Yuki….

I would like to say once again that we are just good teammates! ”

Miyuk hesitated to tell Haruka like that. Because you lied Always lied Miyu loves Yuki too much to refuse another chance that Yuki gives her… But Miyu was too brave to let Haruka go. Miyu knew that she was being selfish, catching fish with both hands, but Miyu chose to do that in order to save the people she loved…..'both of them'.

“Friend? Haruka just realized that friends can have things together too! ”

Haruka searched her bag for her cell phone before pressing it with a trembling hand and sending a video clip of Miyu and Yuki's passionate love story for him to watch with her own two eyes. Haruka couldn't hold back the tears that flowed like a dam breaking. Miyu snatched the phone out of Haruka's hand and immediately pressed delete on the clip. Even though it's already late

Even though Haruka cried because she was gone…

“Haruka….I'm sorry. I wouldn't be so brazen as to find an excuse. But I still stand by my old words that I love Haruka.

As much as Yuki...but I still love Haruka! ”

Haruka doesn't know if she should be happy or sad from Miyu's declaration of love. A declaration of love that turns out to love another woman just as much as she does. Different from Haruka.. I have always loved only Miyu. For Haruka, Miyu has always been number one, unlike Nagaoka Miyu who sees her as just happiness in time When the real one comes back…… Haruka was probably close to being thrown out.

“If Miyu truly loves Haruka. You should release Haruka once and for all!

Haruka couldn't bear the pressure of her older brother's behavior anymore.

I don't care about Haruka's feelings, that's okay. But other people will look at Miyu unfavorably.

Haruka asks us to end this and go back to being brothers on our volleyball team like before.

Miyu will be a past that Haruka will never forget. I hope you love Yuki for a long time. Goodbye!

Haruka

Miyu is Haruka's love forever. In any situation...

Miyu

The brain wants to forget. But why does my heart still remember you, Haruka?

“Haruka, may I have a problem with you?”

Yuki sat down next to Haruka who was thirstily downing mineral water in the room after practicing as planned for an important match that was fast approaching. Haruka practices hard, focusing on playing as planned as much as possible for the team. And for herself, at least the matter of starting to talk between Miyu and Yuki can haunt Haruka a little less…..

“Uh…..Okay, Yuki, what's the matter?” Haruka replied with a commotion as he looked around for Miyu. Before he let out a breath of relief that he saw no sign of the person he was looking for.

“Well, Yuki wants to cook a surprise meal for Miyu, but Haruka knows that Yuki's cooking skills are terrible, so……Haruka, please help me make it.”

“Wouldn't it be good if Miyu hyung found out that Haruka did it….He would probably be so uncomfortable that he wouldn't be able to eat.”

Just Haruka's face, Miyu didn't even think to look at it. Let alone food After breaking up, Haruka acted as a good younger sister, unlike Miyu. If she wasn't in training, The two of us are no different from people who don't know each other. Miyu's indifference hurts Haruka again…..hurts again…

“Yuki will tell Miyu that Yuki did it. Haruka, don't worry ^^ ”

Haruka is fed up with herself for being weak-willed and in the end. I finally accepted Yuki's word... After that day, Haruka intended to bring lunchbox food to practice every day. To give it to Yuki and Yuki to give it to Miyu hyung…….

“Huh, Yuki did this yourself? This rice ball is insanely delicious. Thank you ^^ ”

“ Yuki's food, besides being delicious, also looks cute like the person who made it. I probably intend to do a lot.

Miyu's boyfriend is really cute.”

“Yuki, do you know that Miyu likes to eat croquettes? I really know ^^”

Should Haruka be happy with the compliment?…………

Today was another day after practice where Haruka ran to a nearby cake shop to buy cake and drinks.

Iced Carrot Cake with Blueberries 'Miyu unnie's favorite' Haruka thinks she's close to being a 'stoker' every day by secretly following Miyu unnie from a distance. Haruka wants to take care of Miyu unnie like before. When we were still lovers

Has Haruka never thought that she was a little tired from waking up early to make Miyu's lunchbox every day? Running in front of the stand to buy cake and drinks even though I was tired from practicing until my legs were completely tired but Even so, Haruka still did it. Secretly taking care of Miyu from afar, even if it's just a little, Haruka doesn't.

I was tired until I saw Miyu and Yuki openly express their sweetness to the point of mocking her. Haruka often had to endure a painful look as a voice from deep inside kept crying out 'Are you tired, my heart?' and Haruka answered, I'm very tired...

However, Haruka secretly brought cakes and drinks and placed them in the changing room as always, knowing that Miyu would be close to finishing practice by this time. Miyu was often the last to practice and write various plans while everyone else had already left. That overdoing made Haruka worry about Miyu even more..

“The owner of the cake and drinks is actually Haruka…”

Haruka gasped. I felt a chill run down my spine just hearing that deep voice.

A voice that even though Haruka couldn't see his face, he knew exactly who it was….

….Phi Miyu……

“Well…….There is Miyu's fan club leaving Haruka. It's not Haruka's.”

Haruka chimed in immediately. The fact that Haruka is still worried about Miyu with every breath she takes and that she will definitely not break away. Those sharp eyes that stared with tension and anticipation made Haruka act uneasily. A thin hand caressed a strand of horsehair.

“ Haruka strokes her bangs whenever she is unsure or uncomfortable. If it really belongs to your fan club, why would Haruka be upset?! ”

“So if Haruka really gave it to Miyu-sama, is it really wrong? That's why you came to stare at Haruka like this! ”

“Haruka is confusing you. I thought you didn't know that the boxed lunch Yuki made for you every day was made by Haruka! Do you think that you've lost your memory and forgotten everything about Haruka?!! ”

The tall man started to get emotional and that made Haruka start to feel hurt. Haruka didn't know what she had done wrong to have such straight people stare at each other like this. It must have been Haruka's fault to secretly make him a packed lunch. It must have been wrong for Haruka to secretly bring cake and water every day. And Haruka must be wrong…..for still loving someone as cruel as Nagaoka Miyu.

“Haven't Miyu forgotten about Haruka since Yuki came back?

Don't say that you still can't forget Haruka. If you really can't forget……

How can you let Haruka go so easily..huh?"

“Isn't that why you let Haruka go because that's what you wanted?!”

“Haruka didn't want that! Haruka doesn't want to break up with Miyu.

Are you pretending to be ignorant or do you really not know why Haruka did that?

Haruka loves Miyu very much. Have you ever known this?!…”

“Love? She told me she loved me but left me. Is this called love?!!

Do you know what life is like without you? Do you know what you have to endure? Haruka!

Then stop all your good wishes, I beg you.”

Miyu suppressed every emotion and every tear from falling out, tears flowing down Haruka's clear cheeks. Miyu wanted to reach out and wipe away the clear water… but inside she screamed that she couldn't. Miyu is beginning to have feelings for Yuki. And Haruka is just….ex-girlfriend….Miyu really loves Yuki. But Miyu can't forget Haruka. Every night, every dream, every breath

I still miss you and Miyu doesn't understand those feelings. The more Haruka acts like she misses her as well, it makes Miyu so confused that she accidentally hurts the person she probably...loves the most.

“Uncle Miyu told Haruka in one word: I hate things from Haruka!!

Haruka just wants to help Yuki. The cake and water Haruka made as a 'little sister', that's all.

Just say one word: I don't want it. Haruka won't do it again."

“I don't mind Haruka's things. But…..I'm just confused. Haruka is distracting her from Yuki.

P doesn't want to be a bad person to any of his fans anymore....If that's the case, that's enough because of those duties.

…….Yuki should be the one to do it! ”

Haruka's heart broke…..lots of tears flowed out. Haruka's sobs only worked in the silence. Those words emphasize how stupid Haruka's love is. Haruka is just People without rights For offering to care when Miyu-hyung doesn't want it… Haruka is so stupid and so brash. Is that what those sentences mean?…

“Haruka is just worried about Miyu, hehe, but..

Miyu probably doesn't want it anymore. I'm sorry.

From now on, Haruka won't be involved in your life anymore…. ”

Haruka ran out of the room with tears in her eyes and a broken heart. She never thought that Miyu would forget how much she loved Haruka. But today, Miyu pushed Haruka to give her. Who else came to take that place?

Haruka hates Miyu. who speak to hurt each other's feelings in cold blood Hate it even though you still love it with all your heart…..

Oh...don't go, Haruka. I don't want that.

Don't go….

Those sentences formed in my heart but I was too overwhelmed to say them. Once again, Miyu gave in. Letting Haruka run away from her life over and over again. As Haruka said Miyu hurt Haruka's feelings so much that Miyu couldn't help but think that just the word "siblings" would be an impossible relationship between us.

And finally, the bullet of regret that Miyu purposely shot at Haruka came back and lodged itself in Miyu's heart and caused this death-like pain.

As soon as some figures ran out Miyu's stubbornly strong body slowly began to weaken. His thick body collapsed. And the locker was a good place to shelter Miyu's unhappy body at this time. Miyu hugged her legs with her knees and began to release her pent up feelings. Many tears streamed down his face. The sun had long gone behind the horizon. But inside the room, the sound of Miyu's sobs drowned out the silence for the rest of the night.

“Are you okay, Haruka? I think you should rest first. Now the code is for suspension.” Saori, the captain of the team, rushed after Haruka as soon as she abruptly excused herself from practice. Moreover, standing secretly crying in a dark corner like this made the team captain unable to help worry. She and her teammates already knew what happened between Haruka and Miyu several days ago. Seeing each other's faces while still grieving would be too painful to bear.

“Didn't the code just suspend itself? I'm not a big deal. Let's continue practicing." Haruka wiped away the tears and intended to go tell Manabe that it was nothing. But he had to stop and respond to Saori's next sentence.

“What if Miyu is it? That one is no different from her. It won't hurt to take a break for a bit, Haruka. You must be strong. For our team…” Saori gathered Haruka into a loose hug, hoping to comfort her before walking away, knowing that at this time Haruka probably wanted to be to herself for a while.

What's wrong with Miyu?

It was true that Haruka didn't understand what Saori was saying. Haruka was very sad and that made her forget to notice that another person was equally sad. She didn't want to think about what Miyu would be like. If she knew that the other party was unfazed, Haruka would probably be even more upset, and that thought was blocking Haruka from knowing Miyu's regret.

Haruka was so wrapped up in her thoughts that she was slipping into darkness until she didn't even know where she was walking until a voice called out to her little consciousness. But Haruka didn't care that much.

It's not to the point of death.

Miyu must not be able to compete hahaha.

This blueberry juice mixed with glue will definitely please Miyu, I know!!

Heh, you want to be arrogant towards us and then flirt with that petty fan club. Can't help it!

Haruka was startled when she heard a sentence from a university-aged woman who was gossiping in a dark room with the door ajar. Even though she didn't intend to listen to the chirping noises coming through the door, Haruka was able to understand the gist of them….. Miyu….die…..cold blueberry mixed with glue…

Miyu is in danger!!

“Uncle Miyu, don't eat it!!! ” Haruka shouted loudly, her hands quickly grabbing the cold blueberry glass in Miyu's hand so recklessly that her teammates' faces froze from confusion at Haruka's life-or-death behavior. Came just in time. Haruka could only feel relief as she gasped for breath from exhaustion from running.

“Why can't I eat, Haruka? Is something wrong with you? Are you sick?” Rio, who had finally managed to regain his composure, rushed towards Haruka and placed a thick hand on the other person's forehead. An irritating look of concern created a frown between Miyu's brows. Until he accidentally clenched his fists to relieve his frustration.

“I accidentally heard that cold blueberries were mixed with glue. There is a group of fans who do not wish well and want to prevent Miyu from competing!! Haruka hurriedly said.

“That's nonsense, Haruka! I was the one who received cold blueberries and snacks from Miyu's fan club. If they can't be trusted Why would I take it?" Yuki walked over and snatched the iced blueberry from Haruka's hand in a moody mood. Of course, who could be in a good mood when Yuki was the one who brought the stuff from the fan club himself? hand For Haruka to tell her like that would be a complete disgrace to Yuki. Yuki doesn't give in easily and insists on Miyu getting her favorite iced blueberry drink.

“Then Haruka will eat it herself!! ”

Haruka is truly hopeless with Yuki's winning attitude. I don't know what thought or magic from the witch made Haruka rashly snatch the iced blueberry glass from Miyu's hand before eating almost the entire glass. Miyu and the others were shocked. Saori, Rio, Koga, and Shimamura rushed over and pulled out the glass in Haruka's hand.

The situation becomes chaotic because the story Haruka tells begins to have truth with the strange smell of blueberry juice and Haruka's changed condition….

Haruka started vomiting heavily after half an hour and lost consciousness and had to be rushed to the hospital as soon as possible, and it was then that Nagaoka Miyu discovered that The stupidest person in this world is yourself.

If she were to believe Haruka's warnings for a second. She stood up and embraced her while she was afraid that she would be harmed. Haruka wouldn't have to suffer this kind of misfortune for her.

The wall of confusion breaks down, revealing Miyu to see the truth in her own heart: who is the person Miyu loves the most? And who loves Miyu the most? There is only one answer to those questions.

….Miyashita Haruka…

Miyu falls asleep at Haruka's hospital bed. A thick hand tightly held a thin hand as if he was afraid that the person sleeping alone on the bed would disappear or run away from her again. Miyu was quite tired because she was the one who carried Haruka into Code's personal car. Hug Haruka all the way to the hospital. He apologized even though Haruka couldn't hear him. How to file a legal action against the wrongdoer, which has now become big news on the island of Japan. Miyu slept for a while before being woken by the thin hand that was holding her trying to loosen its grip on her thick one.

“Are you awake, Haruka? Where does it hurt? Are you still nauseous?”

“It should have been me lying here. I'm sorry, I'm the reason Haruka had to be like this.”

“Say something, Haruka. You can scold, do whatever you want, I will give you everything.. ”

The answer is silence again. Miyu felt that that was the most painful answer since she ever fought or made an understanding with Haruka. Haruka lay motionless, her gaze wandering to the gloomy atmosphere outside on the balcony. In Haruka's eyes, would there be no more Miyu?

Miyu's heart ached like it would shatter if Haruka would let go of all her feelings. A tall figure stood looking at a thin figure who looked lost and confused in pain. Regret and guilt swarm in your head. Miyu knew that Haruka probably didn't want to hear everything from her right now. I don't want to see even your cruel shadow.

But even so, Miyu still wanted to tell Haruka all her feelings and from now on, no matter how bad Haruka's sentence would be for her. Miyu agreed to everything.

“Even though sorry is not enough, I want to apologize to you, Haruka. I won't ask you to forgive me because I know I don't deserve it. But I want Haruka to know this because now I'm not confused anymore. Haruka is the answer to every question in my life. Haruka is the person I love the most.” Haruka glanced at Miyu but only for a glimpse. Miyu began to calm down before continuing.

“I will never forget the woman who cried when I sprained my ankle. The woman who held my older brother's hand on the day I was discouraged from competing. The woman who likes to have her brother play the piano for her. I never forget you. I've always loved Haruka very much and now I'm breaking up with Yuki. But if today's events make Haruka not want to see her face again, then she's ready to go….

I'm ready to resign from the team if Haruka wants me to…”

The thin figure on the bed became blurry as the clear water overflowed, obscuring everything in front of it. Miyu lowered her head and let her body release her inner sorrow by crying. before deciding to turn away just because he didn't want to disturb the sick person again But Long Legs stopped when a sweet, yearning voice sounded softly.

“Don't go, Haruka orders you not to go anywhere. Please come back.”

“I'm sorry that I never understood Haruka's love. I'm sorry for everything.” Miyu hugged the thin figure who almost got up from the bed to follow her but was slower than the tall figure who almost rushed towards the sick person. The weight of the tightening force on her thin waist made Haruka nearly bury herself on Miyu. The soft and warm touch was gently pressed against my hair.

Clear cheeks reached Haruka's slender lips. Miyu pressed the kiss gently before slowly withdrawing. The sweet look in his eyes conveyed a declaration of love and an apology at the same time, causing hot blood to flow on Haruka's face until it was red.

“No need to apologize. Because Haruka is never angry at Miyu."

“Really?” His soft voice laced with politeness, more like it was trying to make Haruka feel embarrassed than answering the question.

“True, but Haruka will be angry with Miyu if she continues to hug like this. Haruka is not feeling well. I want to rest.” Haruka tried to push his strong chest away from her. But it seemed like the tightening force on his waist was even stronger than before. Her face would almost collide with Miyuza's mischievous, smiling face if she struggled any more.

Haruka could only remain silent as a puppet for Miyu to behave her waywardly.

“Alright, I want to rest too,” Miyu said before gently holding her thin body to sleep on the white mattress. Instead of pulling away, Miyu trapped her body beneath her body. Leaning around his sharp face to inhale the sweet scent of his clear cheeks and hair that Miyu misses so much.

“Sister Miyu, please don't! It's a hospital here. Someone's going to see you soon, you idiot! ” Haruka clenched her chest, impatient at the unexpected opportunity. A strong hand grabbed her wrist and placed it so close to her side that Haruka couldn't move. The actions of the wayward person were not violent, but rather soft and Even very gentle

But Haruka couldn't fight with her strength. I don't know if it was because she was weak or if she was giving in. Definitely towards Miyu's sensual touch.

“I'm not going to do anything. I'm just going to sleep with you." Haruka closed her eyes as his thick lips descended to kiss her. Before Haruka knew it, her face was crushed because Miyu had dropped her head on the pillow next to her. Haruka seemed to see a flock of birds gracefully flying around the room. You were teased by Miyu, you crazy bastard.

Is it forgivable?

"When will you get better? I promise that Haruka won't be as bad as today, haha." Miyu quickly gathered her body into a hug. Miyusha's heart skipped a beat when Haruka's scarlet warning twitched. “Who will... I'll leave it to you first." To think that I shouldn't tease Haruka would be too late for Miyu. -__-"

Miyu fell asleep from exhaustion even though she still held her body far away. Haruka doesn't understand herself, even though she's sleepy, she can't sleep. It felt so good to be inside Miyu's warm embrace again. Haruka smiled as she looked at the familiar face. Before looking past the balcony, a cold rainstorm was raging.

The sky was overcast as if it were not daytime. The lightning was so loud it was frightening. And again, if I were to describe Hara's feelings, Everything is probably the opposite of the current atmosphere again.

It seemed like Haruka and Miyu's words of forever love. It's really going to happen..

The End

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I decorated it myself. Because I wanted to find a Miyumiya drama fic but couldn't find any so I wrote it myself. This is the first Yuri story that I've written >< If there are any mistakes, I apologize. Please comment and criticize as well.

*Thank you to the owner of Miyumiya's cute pictures ^^ *