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Can you live without me beside you?

“Do you know what you just said?”

“I know.”

“Then why..”

“I..I'm sorry but we..let's break up.”

The rectangular room inside a luxury condo in the heart of the city was quiet after the residents' conversation ended. The two room owners were sitting on the same sofa, but on opposite sides. The tears from the person who had finished the conversation slowly dropped onto the carpet, drop by drop. He just sat with his head down and cried until the carpet in front of him was moist with water in circles from small to large, covering a wide area.

“Without you, we can really survive, right?”

The tall man on the other side of the sofa spoke up, breaking the awkward silence. He was still confused by the incident. His younger girlfriend, whom he had been dating for two years, suddenly broke up with him without him even realizing it. And no matter how much he sat and thought about reasons for breaking up, he couldn't think of one bit because all this time he took good care of the other person in everything. When we quarreled, both of us never let it linger. For more than one day because..we can't live without each other.

"Do you know that when we don't have you to take care of us.."

“We will always fuss over you.”

"I won't ask why..but can you think about it again?"

“Can you really stay? Can you not go?”

“I'm really sorry.”

“Can we survive now? Even if I leave you?”

As he finished speaking, tears fell from the corners of his eyes. He tried to wipe them away with the back of his hand, but the more he wiped them, the more they flowed because right now he was too confused to sit and stop his own tears from overflowing in his brain. Now he just thought that the little person in front of him would have to leave him and he couldn't accept it.

"Oh, I think I can live with it now."

“Oh Taehyun, why did you come home today?” Jinwoo, Taehyun's older brother, greeted when he saw his younger brother come home even though he usually stayed at the condo.

“Come back and pack your things.”

“Oh, yes, I forgot. I must hurry and pack it up, or I won't go back to the condo.”

"Yes, I'll stay home until the day of the trip."

“What about Seunghoon?”

“We've already talked..I'll excuse myself first.” Taehyun had to rush up to his room as quickly as possible before the hot tears at the corners of his eyes could flow from just hearing the name of the person he had just broken up with even though he still loved him. Tears just keep flowing like that. He can't choose anything. Everything has its own reasons.

Rrrrrr Rrrrrr

“Taehyun, what are you doing, Seunghoon hyung?!!!” The voice shouting on the other end of the line came from Seungyoon, who was both his best friend and his lover's younger brother.

“Seungyoon..” Taehyun couldn't say anything so he could only hold back sobs before softly calling out his best friend's name.

"Oh, we're arguing. I'll go look for the house."

Finished speaking, Seungyoon ended the call before Taehyun could answer. Seungyoon sounded quite upset. He was the mediator between friends and unnies who were lovers. It was too bad having to endure seeing the two of them. They fought and cried together, and when his brother didn't think to say anything, Taehyun was probably the only person he could ask the reason for why they were like this.

Seungyoon entrusted his boyfriend Minho to take care of his brother before coming out to see Taehyun as he had said at first that Minho would come along because he didn't dare to be with Seunghoon at this time. Uncomfortable with Seunghoon's expression, even though normally when meeting each other, Minho and Seunghoon get along so well that Seungyoon himself feels annoyed. Now it's more like a stranger.

“Jinwoo hyung, hello, I'm here to see Taehyun.”

“Hello, Taehyun is in the room. You can go up.”

“Please disturb me.”

After greeting his friend's older brother, Seungyoon walked up to the second floor of his house, going straight to his close friend's room in a familiar manner. When he got to the front of the room, Seungyoon opened the door and walked in. He didn't waste time knocking on the room now. Of course, because he himself had to talk to Taehyun to find out what the argument was between him and his brother.

“Taehyun”

But when the door was opened, Seungyoon's emotions were rising. He thought that if he saw his good friend's face, he would scold him. But in reality, he probably wouldn't have thought of doing that when the picture of his friend in front of him. Not worse than his own brother in the slightest. Taehyun sat on the bed, kneeling with his head down and crying until he threw Seungyoon into the seat next to his friend. He squeezed his friend's shoulder to let him know that he had arrived and that he was there. They were next to each other for a while now. When Taehyun got better, he raised his head to look at Seungyoon who was still beside him before hugging the other.

“Seungyun..huh.”

“Can you tell me what's wrong?” Seungyoon hugged his friend in response and gently rubbed the other's back.

“I broke up with Seunghoon hyung.”

“Hey! Why did you break up with me? What's wrong with Seunghoon? Is there someone else?” Seungyoon, who heard his friend say that, pulled Taehyun out of his embrace, grabbed his friend's shoulder and asked confusedly.

“No..it's me.” Taehyun shook his head at Seungyoon's question before lowering his head and speaking in a broken voice.

“Why did you tell me something?”

“I have to study in England for two years.”

“And?” Seungyoon was even more confused when he heard Taehyun's answer. He was very confused. Why would he continue his studies and break up with his older brother? Is there something serious to the point of breaking up?

“I'm afraid that if I have to tell Seunghoon hyung and stay together until the day of departure, I won't be able to accept it.”

“So you broke up?”

“Um..I'm scared and confused. I don't want to go, but my parents said that if I don't go, they'll break up with Seunghoon hyung.”

“Taehyun, listen to me..you should talk about this with Seunghoon hyung. I believe hyung understands you.”

“I know Seunghoon hyung understands but I'm afraid I won't be able to leave Seunghoon hyung.”

“Sigh!

Seungyoon understands Taehyun well. If he had to leave Minho, he would be afraid too. He could only sit and give advice, comfort, and talk with Taehyun to find a better solution than Taehyun himself. It must have been too confusing because his father and mother suddenly told him to continue his studies a few days ago. It was too sudden, so he had many options. In the end, all he could think about was breaking up in order to be alone. Just before traveling in a few days.

Seungyoon also wants Taehyun to tell his brother the truth. At least they've only been separated for two years but are still together. He told Taehyun like that, giving a hundred reasons such as In an era where technology has changed, we can still communicate when we miss each other or if we have free time we can fly to visit. We are only physically apart but our hearts are still together. It's not like we have to end things for just this reason.

“Think carefully, Taehyun.”

"Thank you Seungyoon for staying as my friend. I'll think about how to tell Seunghoon hyung."

"Just tell me like you told me..but when will you go?"

“This Sunday”

“Five more days.”

“Seunghoon hyung, would you like something to eat?”

After returning from Taehyun's house, Seungyoon went into the kitchen to make his brother's favorite dish, bean curd soup, in case his brother wanted to eat something because since the afternoon he came in, Seunghoon still hadn't touched anything. I asked Minho how his older brother was doing while he was away and Minho said he just drank cans of beer and didn't do anything. He just sat there silently, not speaking, Minho himself was uncomfortable to the point of death, but he just sat and looked at his boyfriend's older brother with pity.

“Is it enough to just drink beer?” the younger man complained as he bent down to pick up the pieces of beer can his older brother had left on the floor and put them into the trash can.

Finished cleaning the living room, Seungyoon walked back and continued making bean paste soup. While he was busy cooking, Minho walked in and helped Seungyoon pick up things as the other person wanted. He didn't want to sit. No matter how much time I spent in the living room because having to sit still was boring and uncomfortable, I decided to come in and help Seungyoon in the kitchen.

“So, what's wrong with Seunghoon?” After being hired for a short time, Minho asked what he was curious about.

“Taehyun broke up with me.”

"Why? What happened? They both seem to love each other."

“Well, Taehyun is going to study in England, but I'm afraid I won't be able to accept it if I'm still dating Seunghoon hyung.”

Seungyoon said, annoyed that his friend would solve problems this way. Just thinking about it would make him irritated. But give Taehyun time and hope that Taehyun will find a way to tell his brother before he has to. He believes that Taehyun will listen to his words. Even if they have to leave, if they are still together, they will still be able to communicate. He hopes that Taehyun will think quickly and decide to tell the truth so that he can go happily. happy

“Then why Taehyun..”

“What? Where are you going?” Taehyun didn't even have time to say anything to Seunghoon, who walked in to get a new can of beer in the refrigerator when he heard what his younger brother said before shouting. Ask

“Uncle Seunghun”

“When is Taehyun going?” Seunghoon walked up and shook the younger man's shoulder to get an answer.

"Uh..this Sunday."

Hearing his younger brother's answer, Seunghoon ran to pick up his car keys and rushed out of the room. No matter how much Seungyun yelled, he didn't turn around. Seunghoon drove his beloved car out of his condo and drove along a familiar route. It didn't take long before he arrived at Taehyun's house.

“Is Jinwoo Taehyun hyung there?”

“Oh, Seunghun and Taehyun are up..”

Not waiting for Jinwoo to finish speaking, Seunghoon immediately rushed up to Taehyun's bedroom on the second floor. When he got up, he stood in front of Taehyun's room to gather himself for a moment before knocking on the room door, waiting for him. The owner of the room came to open it but there was no sign so he knocked a few more times.

“I'm not hungry, Jinwoo hyung. Thank you.”

As soon as the owner of the room's voice came out, he didn't hesitate and decided to twist the lock on the room door and immediately entered. And when he came in, he saw his lover lying with his back turned. He slowly walked towards another tall person. Prong stood on the other side of the bed and softly called out the name of the owner of the room. And when that call was uttered, the owner of the figure who was lying there hurriedly turned around and sat up in shock. He stared at the person's face. Say your name before calling out the other person's name as well.

“Uncle Seunghun”

When the voice stopped, the tall and slender figure went to hug the other person. He hugged the other person tightly enough to miss him. He moaned out the name of the other person longingly. Taehyun hugged his lover back with tears flowing unbidden. Yes, he himself misses another person equally..

“If you're just going to run away to England, do I have to break up with you?”

“How did you know that I was going..”

"Is it important? Tell me how you know."

The older one loosened his embrace from the younger one, changing from hugging tightly to holding the other's shoulders so that they could look at each other better, he spoke as he looked into the other's dull eyes, one hand coming up to hold the hair that was falling from his face and tucking it behind his ear. gently

“How many years?”

“Two years”

“Don't let me go.”

"..." His sweet face fell after hearing those words from his lover.

“Look at my face.”

"I don't want to go."

“Like I told you, I can't live without Seunghoon hyung but..huh.” Before he finished speaking, tears couldn't help falling out. The older one was there to wipe away the tears that were flowing down the other's cheeks in a comforting way.

"but?"

"But I can't displease my father and mother, you know that."

"I know.. because if I were you, I would let you go," he said, rubbing the other person's head.

“Huh?..and then you told me not to go?” Taehyun asked again with doubt.

“Didn't I tell you to leave me? Didn't I tell you that you can't live without me? Nam Taehyun.”

The tall figure spoke while shaking the head of the person in front of him back and forth like he was shaking the head of a small child with great enthusiasm. Even though Taehyun wasn't a small child, Taehyun was Seunghoon's little child, which was no different. He could only laugh at the other person's words and actions while complaining about his hair. He hates it the most when people play with his head because his hair gets messy, but for Lee Seung Hoon, he hates it. I want you to do it anyway.

After Seunghoon found out the whole truth about why Taehyun broke up with him without any reason, the two of them sat and talked to understand each other. Taehyun was just afraid that if they were still together, they would still be together every day. On screen every day, he can't accept Seunghoon from going to study in England because two years isn't a little time at all. He tried to start doing things by himself, but really he didn't do much. Staying at home waiting for the time to travel, sitting and sleeping, in the end I kept thinking about Seunghoon.

“How can a heartless person think of leaving you?”

“I need to go.”

“It doesn't mean going to England.” The older man flicked the other's forehead once in annoyance before speaking.

“Oh.” The person whose forehead was hit could only blink his eyes open and gently rubbed his forehead in the area where he had been hit.

"The matter of breaking up with you..you haven't agreed yet. It's considered invalid."

“I'm sorry, Seunghoon hyung, that I thought too little,” Taehyun said before crying again with guilt.

Seunghoon didn't say anything, he just raised his hand to wipe away the tears that were flowing down his cheeks from the other person's face. He hugged and pulled the person in front of him into a hug. The two people's better feelings surrounded them. At least two years apart would be better than leaving forever without the chance to see each other again.

The tall, slender figure pulled away from the embrace and returned to sit and stare at the other person's face, as if he was afraid that if he didn't sit and stare, the child with his eyebrows in front of him would disappear like that. He slowly reduced the distance between himself and his lover until There was no space left between their faces, their mouths pressed together with longing. Taehyun's hand knowingly came up and wrapped around Seunghoon's throat. Seunghoon's hand He also wrapped his arms around the other person's waist.

“Taehyun, I'm going to stay over..uh.” Jinwoo rushed in and opened the door to see the room owner and the guest kissing. He acted like he was speechless, but stood in front of the door with a blank expression while still speaking. Not finished

As for the two people who were mesmerized by the kiss, they pulled away from each other in shock when Jinwoo suddenly opened the door and rushed in, not knowing the slightest incident in this square room until now. Seunghoon just sat with his back to the door, not daring to even turn around and look at his lover's older brother.. he was too embarrassed.

“Jinwoo hyung, is there something wrong?” Taehyun, who had regained his composure, immediately asked his elder. He tried to sound as normal as possible even though he was very embarrassed.

"Uh, I'm sorry I rushed in. I knocked on the door but no one opened it, so I had to open it and come in."

“Oh, yes, I probably didn't hear that.” The owner of the room answered stammeringly, raising his hand to scratch the back of his neck to correct his embarrassment.

"I'm just saying that I'm going to stay at a friend's dorm right now. I need to hurry and send the report."

“Yes Jinwoo hyung, let's go, don't worry at home.”

“At first I was worried, but now I'm not,” Jinwoo said with a chuckle before excusing himself to leave because his friends were waiting.

Once Jinwoo had left, Taehyun closed the door and locked the lock to prevent something like that from happening again. Even though there was no one else there, at least he would be at ease if something like that happened again. He must have buried his face in the ground to escape, just thinking about it made him feel embarrassed and die.

“Jinwoo hyung is gone?” the person waiting in the room asked when another person walked in after dropping off his brother and closing the house before coming up to his own room.

"Oh..So why aren't you coming back?"

“Whoever wants to let his girlfriend be alone tonight, I'll stay here.” Finished speaking, Seunghoon pulled the other person onto the bed. He grabbed the sweet face of his lover and kissed his cheek with eagerness a few times before He pulled the other person into a tight embrace and rocked him back and forth.

“What is it?” Taehyun asked, his voice crumpled in the embrace of the tall and slender figure who was now hugging him so tightly that he could hardly breathe.

“Man fang..can I kiss you again, sweetheart?” Seunghoon said, making a pouting of his lips and extending it to another person.

Taehyun didn't say anything, he leaned forward and kissed his lover as requested. Both of them pressed their lips together, inserting their tongues, teasing each other for a long time, their hands knowingly caressing the other's face and body. Tonight's activity duties will probably make both of them fulfill their longing for each other until dawn.

Sunday morning always comes quickly. Over the past 5 days, Seunghoon and Taehyun spent the remaining time together almost all the time. Seunghoon went back to collect clothes and necessary items to stay at Taehyun's house. He claimed he would come. Helping another person pack things and wanting to be with his little one as much as possible before having to travel.

Seunghoon keeps telling and reminding Taehyun every day about living abroad, whether traveling, to be careful of strangers and to look carefully at food before eating because he is allergic to all types of seafood. How bad would it be to eat indiscriminately? Seunghoon himself took a thick coach shirt and put it in Taehyun's suitcase until it was almost impossible to close. He always complained to the other person because Taehyun doesn't like to wear thick clothes even though the weather is so cold it's almost sub-zero. What's more important is that this little guy doesn't like to wear socks much, unlike Seunghoon, who loves socks with all his heart.

“Have you checked and have you forgotten anything?” a tall, slender figure who was helping another person check his luggage before leaving asked.

"forget"

"Did you forget something?"

"Forget Lee Seung Hoon," the other person answered his lover's question with his eyebrows down pitifully before walking to hug the other person from behind.

"I'm confused again."

"I really want you to come with me."

"If you finish the project, what about going to visit the contract?"

The older one turned to face the younger one. He looked at the other's face and stroked the crying child's head to console him. He promised his little one that when the project was finished, he would hurry and visit the other one in time. time He was very happy to hear that, but he didn't want him to go together from today, so it was close enough to the time of departure that the boy's eyebrows dropped and he kept fussing and just hugged him in one pose. The tall and slender figure had to get up and help another person check things one last time before having to check in at the airport this afternoon.

After checking all the luggage that needed to be taken with them, the two of them loaded it into the car and prepared to go to the airport. Because Seungyoon and Minho said they would go and wait there, including Jinwoo hyung who said he would follow him if he submitted the teacher's report. Taehyun looked down at the clock while waiting for the red light at the intersection to count down as he did his duty. He really wanted to stop time here. Having to leave Seunghoon and everyone was heartbreaking. The closer he got to the airport, the more tears he had been trying to hold back.

"vigorous.."

"Taehyun-ah..crying again."

"So how can I be comfortable like this?"

"I don't want to go."

"Come on, I'll hurry up and take care of everything and go find you crying." Seunghoon didn't know what to do to get his little one to stop crying. He could only hold the other person's hand while driving. I don't want the other person to have to go far away from him, but there's nothing I can do.

Soon the two of them arrived at the airport. Seunghoon took Taehyun to check in before the flight took off and then sat and waited near the gate where Taehyun had to travel. Seungyoon, Minho, and Ji. Nuu was already waiting. When he reached the waiting area at the gate, everyone approached Taehyun and hugged each other goodbye. Blessings and having things in hand for Taehyun to look at when he misses him.

When they finished talking, Taehyun turned to Seunghoon. He tried to hold back his tears and hugged the tall man tightly enough for the distance they had to be apart from each other. It's only tighter. To make the other person confident that no matter how far apart they are, they will still think of the other person all the time. and always waiting for the time to meet again

"Have a safe trip."

"Uh huh."

"Don't forget everything I told you, so take good care of yourself. Do you understand?"

"Now that you know how many times it's worth saying, aren't you bored?"

"I'm worried about this.."

"Thank you, Seunghoon hyung. I will study hard so I can come back to live with you quickly."

"Yes, I'll wait. I made this for you."

Finished speaking, Seunghoon took out a small box from his pocket and gave it to the other person. Taehyun opened the box and saw that it was a heart-shaped locket. Inside was a photo of the two of them taken together not too long ago. In the photo, the two of them happily smiled at the camera. Taehyun looked at Seunghoon before handing it to another person and putting it around his neck.

"I love Seunghun hyung."

"You love me too, little one of you." The two hugged each other tightly before an announcement from the airport told passengers flying from Seoul to London to enter the gate and prepare to board the flight as scheduled. When the announcement ended, everyone walked up to say goodbye to Taehyun again. They hugged each other again. Before walking into the gate, Taehyun secretly jumped up and kissed Seunghun on the mouth until the tall man staggered before running into the gate. He turned to say goodbye to everyone again. Both Seunghoon and Taehyun smiled at each other until Taehyun walked into the gate and was out of sight.

1:11 p.m. The plane takes off into the sky to reach its destination where every passenger has a different mission and goal.

End

I say, I'm bored and bored and bored during this time. I have (a lot) free time, so I stopped by to add some water to the Hunnam pond.

I hope everyone will like it. I haven't written a fic for a long time (a year) and I think I probably haven't written any more because I don't have the time.

But in the end, it was loud enough that this distance fic was born as a self-fulfilling fic, haha.

Anyway, I'd like to leave everyone who accidentally reads the comments, criticizes, and screams tags the distance fic to give encouragement to Write as well.

Thank you 27.06.16