I’d love to hold you close, tonight and always

I’d love to wake up next to you

I love drawing you close, tonight and forever.

I love waking up with you next to me.

Pillow Talk - Zayn

? themybutter

A small body was curled up under a large blanket on a king-size bed in a white room with only a bed decorated. The rain outside splashed through the glass, making the coldness even more. The air conditioning was turned on. It was so cold that I had to wrap a large blanket around myself.

Beautiful eyes that were close were being looked at by another pair of eyes that looked very cold, another person who was sitting and looking at the person who was sleeping comfortably on the bed, not bothering to wait for him to wake up. The real thing happened later. Strong hands jerked the large blanket away from the bed, enough for the thin person to regain consciousness.

The smooth skin hidden under the thin blanket began to move towards the blanket to warm its body. The left side of Jongup's chest suddenly started to beat like a drum irregularly. Just another person's movement made his whole body tremble. The pulse beats stronger than ever..

Do you know it? Your body invites me to touch it every time I see you.

Please look into my eyes. To know that you are there always..

“Are you going to sleep until tomorrow, Yoo Youngjae!”

Jongup picked up the water bottle that was in his hand and splashed it at the other person who was still on the bed. His little body was startled. Trying to open his heavy eyes to see his surroundings clearly, he clearly remembered last night that he went to his best friend's birthday party. Like Jung Dae Hyun, but now he's sleeping in a place he's not even familiar with.

Youngjae propped himself up on the bed and looked at the person standing in front of him with dissatisfied eyes. The person in front of him only frowned, looking as if he had done something very wrong. Suddenly a yawn appeared in front of another person, which made Moon Jongup even more angry.

“Get up and go chop wood.”

“Ha!!”

Youngjae's eyes widened when he heard this short sentence that made him sweat just thinking about it. How could he do it? That's not even a job that a young lady like him would do. Who would dare to give orders to a young lady like him?

“I'm giving you another chance to say it again. Oh..and besides, who are you to have the courage to order me?”

Youngjae crawled out of bed to get something to quench his thirst. After partying a bit too much last night, he was definitely hungry.

I feel dizzy. Before he could step off the bed, his small arm was violently pulled down by Jongup's strong hand until his body staggered and hit the strong body. No, I can't get mad at you.

“It hurts!”

The little man shouted as his forehead collided with the other's shoulder, causing him to feel numb, the little arm that was now being pulled, he tried to shake it off with all his might, but it was no use. The person in front of him's hand gripped his arm so tightly that it felt like his own bones might break in his hand.

“Just this, you won't die.”

“This matter must have reached my father's ears.”

He gritted his teeth and wanted to cry. But if he did that, the other person would know that he was afraid of Youngjae. This person was never afraid of anyone. And will never allow it to end like this.

“You have a really good mouth, young lady.”

“I'm good at everything.”

"Good, do as you say."

'Make a trap for you. But I was the one who fell into that trap.'

Jong-ob who both pulled and pulled some bodies to stand in the backyard that was decorated with small and large plants to the point that it looked cluttered but was decorated to make it inviting to look at. Water droplets were still scratching the leaves, so the rain must have stopped recently. The humidity from the rain made him feel so cold that Youngjae just realized how he had come to this unfamiliar place. It seemed like he was in the middle of a deep forest, but there was a big white house. Standing tall in the middle of the forest like this, with the person in front of me, right now I don't even know who it is. Eyes that couldn't predict anything, but when I looked deeper, they were always trembling.

“Finish chopping that pile of firewood before noon. If you're not finished, you don't have to eat.”

That's all he left before walking back into the house. Youngjae didn't say anything but followed closely behind the other person.

"I don't know how to do it..and I won't ever work in that party."

Someone said before walking ahead in the other direction. In order to find a way home faster than expected, he put his legs down until the other person stumbled and threw him on the ground, both losing face and feeling hurt at the same time. What the hell was wrong with him meeting someone like this? Because he put his arm down first when falling, causing the elbow of his little arm to slide on the ground until it was slightly red and scratched up, tears welling up but he had to hold it back.

In the past, everyone had to please Yoo Youngjae. No one dared to be offended or even dare to touch this Yoo Youngjae. Who is this guy? Why do you have to hurt him?

'The look in my eyes that always looks at you Don't you realize this at all?

How it shakes when you show your weakness'

'If you just say it, I'll lose'

'About other things, I'm very stubborn. Why does your story always make my heart softer?'

“Take me home now!!”

“I want to be with you. Therefore, you cannot return yet.”

The words just now made Youngjae unable to argue, as if he had known this person before. One feeling made him feel another person. Some feelings would arise that it wasn't even that he wanted to forget those old feelings. Jongup walked over and picked up a large ax and placed it on a pile of firewood.

Youngjae has never done any of this work. He's never cut firewood..never done any work besides partying with friends. And look now

A large pile of firewood was piled up in front of him. A small arm went to pick up an ax to break through the firewood, but the slight force caused the head of the ax to get stuck in a large piece of firewood. The longer he hammered it down, it seemed to have no effect. The rain poured down again, a palm that had started to turn red and swished into his face to wipe away the water droplets that were scratching his face, making his cheeks clearer and more stained than before. His little hand seemed to be swollen and red, making Jongup even more angry at himself before Youngjae was angry. He immediately begged when he was told something he didn't like, but now the little man didn't say anything to beg him.

I want to snatch that little body and hug him so that he can sink into his chest. The white, smooth wrists that he squeezed before are still red. The white shirt that he wore since last night was stained with sweat and mud. fall But even so, it still couldn't cover up the sweetness of the person in front of me.'

The world stops turning every time I look at you. Do you know, Yoo Youngjae? My little girl..'

'Do you know that you are my smile?'

'I don't like it when you ignore me'

'Become cold Because my brother hurt my heart

Even so, it always shakes when I see you smile at me'

“If you're stubborn like this, only I can tolerate you.”

Small cigarettes are lit and smoked to relieve stress. He's not much of a smoker, but whenever the person in front of him does something, it seems like he's totally offended. His mood might be a bit more callous than this, Moon Jong Up. Don't let the person in front of you do anything that bothers you again. Just now my heart is always trembling.

“You are a devil..”

"It's suitable for a devil like you, isn't it?"

“I'm hungry. Can't I just have something to eat first?!!!” Youngjae shouted incoherently.

“That is your request.”

“That's the best I can say. If you're not satisfied, that's your business."

Throwing out firewood and an ax and protesting, they sat on the ground without paying any attention. Now the rain was still falling continuously. It looked like it was starting to fall heavily. The people standing in the shade were trying to ignore the people in front of them. In my heart, the umbrella almost overflowed when I saw another person in the rain, and his shirt was soaked with the other person's flesh. It made Jongup almost go crazy.

“Please sit back and enjoy the freshness of the rain, miss.”

Loud.. Loud!!

The sound of thunder suddenly rang out and Youngjae couldn't help but cry. He didn't get up and just sat and hugged him as if to protect himself from the sound. Jongup almost forgot that Youngjae was afraid of the thunder. request When a strong storm hits, people have to find friends to stay with or turn on music to drown out the noise.

In the end, it was him who had to keep losing and running to hug another person close to his body. 'I lost to you again, you know? I want to win over you just once. That day will never come.' Holding the other person's face, he buried it in his strong chest and kissed his forehead to comfort him so he wouldn't panic more. How many times have you chosen to follow your heart over your brain? Don't want to endure this kind of feeling.

“I'm sorry, Youngjae hyung..”

“J...Jongup.”

“I've changed to the point where you don't recognize me. or never remember from the beginning.”

"This is really you. How can you leave me like this? Huh..huh."

A thin body that was now soaked with the rain that hit it used a small fist that was all red to hit another person without care. After a long time, the person in front of him left him and ran away and then suddenly came back to attack him like this. Really?

“I.. think you don't want to see me anymore.”

'When we grow up, we'll get married, Youngjae hyung.'

Said the narrow-eyed boy next door to Youngjae's house while playing with several friends. Everyone laughed at his words. Youngjae, who at that time was both happy and embarrassed by his friends, chose words that seemed hurtful to the other person. Others scold and laugh, but don't be shy. He loves Youngjae hyung.

'Who would marry someone who looks like you? It's so funny.'

From that day on, he hadn't seen Jongup at all, which was something he always felt guilty about. I want to say sorry for once and see you again, but the other person has disappeared from him. Until today, 15 years have passed. Youngjae, who didn't dare open up to anyone since that boy, avoided him every day. That boy came to wake him up for class every morning.

I wasn't used to it at all and suddenly disappeared. When I went to look at my house, I knew that Jong-op had gone to study abroad. For 3 full years, I felt depressed with the feeling of trying to find another person. Maybe I'm young enough to not yet know love, but I'm not stupid enough to know what my heart wants.

I can only blame myself for not being able to explain to anyone because I have been holding on to my feelings all this time. I want to apologize a thousand times for saying things like that. Locking yourself up in a world without another person is even less of a problem. Please punish him like this. It was too little for the things that had hurt the heart of the boy whose whole heart had been for him from that day until today..

“Don't go anywhere again, Jongup.”

“I love you, Youngjae. I have always loved you.”

“Then don't go anywhere far from my sight.”

Two bodies hugged each other, close to each other. It took a long time to find out what the heart wanted. Another person tried to get revenge for what they wanted but always lost to the cuteness of the person in front of them.

His strong palm gently held his beautiful, sweet face. Fingers that gently smoothed out the raindrops that flowed down along with the tears that longed for each other, gently supported the other's face with the palm of their hand and gently touched the other's lips. The lips that touched in the rain now made the heart. Immediately warmed up

Everything is because of you..

I won't blame myself..

You always make me weak when I make eye contact..

I really can't help but think about your story before and after.”

END

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