Wright's first yuri short story. Secretly mixed in with Wright's life. But fic is fic. It's not entirely true.

I want to be just a close friend who loves you.

“Hey, let me ask you something,” a girl with dark brown hair neatly braided broke the silence in her bedroom. “What kind of love do you want to have?”

The girl named Sai Chonta looked at the girl with pigtails with a puzzled expression. “Suddenly Why are you asking me this, In?”

“I don't know. I've been with you for a long time and I don't see you being interested in anyone. Even though he came out to be friendly. There are a lot of people coming to flirt.”

Sai was silent for a moment. She turned and got up from In's bed and scratched her head until her short, black hair was completely messy. Sai looked at the floor in thought. How would she answer this question from her best friend?

In was a rather quiet and private child. On many occasions, In had problems with other friends. Because no one understands you In also has frequent anxiety attacks, causing her to have a dark atmosphere around her all the time. Unlike Sai, who is a cheerful girl who gets along easily with others. Who said that close friends have to have a lot in common because their differences are the ones that help fill the gap between them? One person deletes.

One person plus one person does something without thinking. Another person is meticulous. For the past seven years, she and In have been friends who have always cared for and helped each other, so close that it's said that just by looking into their eyes you can know each other's hearts. Open your mouth and you can see your uvula. Even though their homes were not in close proximity to each other, they visited each other all the time. Today is the same. Sai came to stay at In's condo.

As many girls like to do at pajama parties, that is. Sharing secrets or hidden feelings that cannot be shared with a close female friend. But Sai has one secret that he cannot tell In. Her feelings towards In.

"Uh...I haven't thought about a man yet. I don't know what kind of love I want." 'The person I'm always thinking about is you, In.' But who dares to say that? If In didn't think like this, she would lose friends for nothing. So Sai asked back, “What about you? What kind of love do you want to have?”

“There would be no one like me to love you,” In replied softly.

“Here you go again. In the negatives throughout the movie, your face looks good. Add a little more and you'll be better hahaha.” Sai tried to cheer her friend on.

"Who would want to date someone as dark as me? Sometimes it's good, sometimes it's bad. It's not crazy enough, it's still as crazy as Mae Nak."

“That's me.”

"Eh?"

“Oh, I mean, how crazy are you? I'm still dating you, friend." Sai hurriedly corrected his own words.

“Why are you making that face?” Sai asked when In suddenly made his face harder to read.

Wow!

In hugged Sai until they both stumbled onto the bed. In's slender arms tightened on Sai's body. She buried her face on the back of the short-haired girl while the person being hugged her heart skipped a beat from the unexpected attack.

“Ah...Iin...wha...why are you hugging me?” Sai said in a stammering voice. Her shy best friend was acting strangely today. Since we've been together, she's always been the one to hug in first. But today is not like any other day.

"Thank you..." In said in a soft voice. "Thank you for always being there for me...even though I always depended on you, you never once abandoned me."

“Well, I'm your friend...even though I have a lot of friends. But my best friend There's only you. If you're in trouble, I have to help you.” Sai held In's hand that was clasped together on her stomach and smiled a little. The warmth from In's embrace made her feel relaxed. 'It's good to be hugged once in a while,' Sai thought.

“Seriously, Sai. I also have you as a close friend with whom I can talk about everything.”

“I already know what kind of love I want,” In said, bringing up the topic they had left behind. “If I have love, I would like to be in love with someone who has a personality like you. If you were a man, I would definitely fall in love with you.” In moved and buried her face on Sai's shoulder.

“......”This time it was silent sand. Even though the warm breath on her neck felt quite good, some of In's words made Sai stop.

'Ah...a man...if I was born as a man, you would probably love me'

“Um... If you meet someone like that, I'd be happy too...” Sai lay still as a pillow for In to hug. Now her mind is completely empty. That's right, if In likes someone with a personality like her. You should probably feel happy. But why was there such a sharp pain in my chest? Right now I wanted to cry more than smile at her friend.

“I also want you to meet a good person who can protect you, Sai. If someone held out their backs for you to hug. The way I hug you right now, you must feel as good as I feel.” In continued to speak in a dreamy tone, “Did you know? Every time you hug me It's very warm. It's like you're sending me encouragement. I want you to find someone who can give you that kind of strength because I probably can't give you that kind of strength.”

"Just having you stay by my side when I'm uncomfortable makes me feel a lot better," Sai muttered.

“What did you say just now?”

“Nothing, just talking to myself. I'm sleepy. I'd rather sleep." Sai was distracted by other things.

"Ah, good night then." In pulled away from Sai's body and turned to the other side of the bed.

Sai was still lying there, In's touch was still embedded in every molecule of her skin. Who said In couldn't give her warmth and encouragement? In's embrace just now was proof, even though he didn't realize it at all.

Sai really wanted to tell In that she didn't need anyone to protect her. Or take care of you, you just need someone who understands you and stays by your side. Just give her encouragement in an inward way. The one who reaches out when you're down, the one who comforts you when you're sad. In, who has been worrying about everything for her since I don't know when, In's story has become a part of Sai's life.

Sai ran her hand along the arm and body that had been touched. The room was completely silent, with only the sound of steady breathing that let Sai know that the owner of the room had entered the land of dreams.

“Who said you couldn't give me power...you gave it to me just now?” Sai turned and looked at the dark brown-haired girl's sleeping face with a sad smile in her eyes. You know what I'm thinking...will you still be by my side?" She reached out her hand to touch her friend's smooth, clear face, but held back. The short-haired girl's eyes were hot.

The tears that had been held back overflowed. She slowly closed her eyes and told herself to forget what she was thinking about. Only sleep can free her from this night's sorrow.

And when the morning came, she would wake up and say good morning to her friends with a smile. And she will still be a “close friend” who loves and cares for her as before.

//Finished, first Yuri short story. Secretly mixed in with Wright's life. But fiction is fiction, and it's not completely true. Wright thinks that it would be better if he stays with us and feels good about us for a long time than telling him and then being in a dilemma for both of us. Love is something that must... Cherish Wright doesn't want love to lead his life.

Because it makes us repressed and unable to bear it. until he came back to hurt himself And it hurts friendships by keeping love in your life. It makes us smile, we can forgive, we can be satisfied. The story written may not be satisfying or not, but it was written to show the choice of a young girl who chooses the path she will take.”

Smile at the person you love.” As a friend, I just want to see each other and be together without expecting anything more than that//