It's just the writer's feelings that may seem nonsensical and it's not very good writing. But it's all a feeling that comes from the heart of one fan only.

Hello, I am a fan of his “Chris Wu”. I have liked him since the first time I saw him in one of the TV shows. He is the first man who made my heart beat fast and inspired me and my dreams. Mine is that I met him once.

In his first concert, I couldn't miss it because I was really busy studying. And I promised myself that next time I would go to his concert. But there hasn't been a next time. Since the first day I heard the news of him leaving the group, I tried to fool myself that it was just a rumour. I try not to believe it, but in the end the truth is the truth.

I can't escape it Holding back my tears, I clicked on the website to read the news. Even though tears streamed down my cheeks, I tried to tell myself that he might come back. I try not to listen to the news. Not on Facebook Don't use Twitter, don't care.

But in the end my heart refused to obey Even if he leaves the group for whatever reason, I promise that I will never stop following him. Shortly after he left the band he released his only single. His lyrics mean a lot to me. The first time I sat down and read the lyrics

My tears flowed again and I tried to smile and tell myself that…..no matter what choice he made. I am ready to continue supporting him.

In the beginning, I saw the news that many of his fans were causing a lot of drama. Some people even cut their own arms. Some people said that they left the band and left their friends. Some people came out to deserve it. Some people came out to show that they were ready to stand beside him. At that time I kept thinking about what he would be like. Having to see the news of fans he loves harming themselves.

But as time passed, the drama disappeared. Many people who once loved him no longer talked about him. Some people just came to like

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I don't even know him, but for me, no matter how many years pass I will always remember him.

The other time I shed tears over him was when I saw a clip of him walking across from another ex-member of the group, Luhan. They only met for a short while. We didn't even have a chance to talk. They had to part and then tears flowed from my eyes. And thinking, why? Why did they just meet like that?

How much will they miss each other and will their relationship be the same? I keep thinking like that. But in the end, they met and became good friends as before. It makes me believe Even though the three of them have been out of the group for how long? Even though we haven't seen all 12 of them.

People living together on stage no longer, the 12 of them will never forget each other and be friends forever. Just like I always believed.

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There will always be 12 people, even though the remaining three are no longer in the group. But they are still in my heart and I will always remember them.

Now he has many movies for me to follow and more songs for me to look forward to. At least I'm thankful he's not gone.

#kriswu

P.S. At first I was going to write a fan fic for Kris and his fans. But when I typed it, I typed it. I don't know how the story can be like this. It looks like a story and it's just the feelings of the author. I don't know. Haha.