sky, air, wind, sunlight
Is that a dream? It was just a dream that I wished would never come true.... That person is about to leave me. No, don't leave me like this. I beg you, must I be lonely again?.....
"Ring, ringing, ringing, ringing, ringing, ringing!" After a while, the phone rang. And then my dreams disappeared.
I counted the stars. I opened my eyes and looked around me. I'm at home even though It's about 8:15 minutes, but I feel like I have to do something today but I can't think of anything..*-*
“Hello..who is that?” The voice was sleepy.
"Count the stars. Have you left the house yet? Did you just wake up and forget that we have an exam today?" My best friend. Her name is Mamyao. She is a straight-talking person. Very good at consoling And I love her very much....
"Hey!!!! This is an exam. I'm about to leave." So what I forgot was the exam itself. *How could I forget? "Hello..meow. Which building? Which room?...
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Building 7, Room 2405, on my way." Then I ran as fast as I could.
“Miss Nabdao Rattanalert,” the exam supervisor called out his name to check.
"Come on.... Hahahahaha" I'm tired.
"Look, Count Dao, you're already in Mathayom 5, semester 2. You're always late. Now that you've grown up, learn to act like a good senior. Siya, go sit." And the teacher finished speaking and asked me to sit.
“Thank you, Master.” I raised my hand in thanks.
Jinggggggggggggggggggggggggggg!!!!!! It's time to take the exam.
“The exam is difficult, don't you think?” Mamyaw turned to look at me confused.
"Yes, it's very difficult. Especially the last question, I almost guessed it."
“But you got grade 4. Almost every time Even though it's difficult, you can still do it." Mamyaw praises me and takes her hand to hug me, then drags me to hug and admire. "You're really good, my friend, hahaha."
"As much as my wife is angry at people, remove your hand." I took my wife's hand out and quickly walked away, the wife ran after me. Please show me, I'm really pretty. I got to hold a tray to pay respects to my teacher and became a cheer reader. I have held various school name signs and I am also good at studying. I'm all good, but why don't I have a boyfriend? I'm confused at myself. Sigh.
“Sorry...” There was a man in room 1 and I was in room 1. 5He walked towards me, what a handsome man. I'm not familiar with the face.
“Huh..is there something wrong?” I asked, curious to know if the handsome man with dark eyebrows, white skin, like a half-breed, had something wrong with him. Or!! My dream from this morning will come true. I'm screaming.
"My name is Daniel. I've seen you since Mathayom 4, but I never dared to come say hello," he said, extending his hand to check his hand.
"Oh, hello..my name is Nab Dao. I'm not familiar with you either. Nice to meet you." I extended my hand to check my hand. Screaming again. What kind of man has such soft hands? Oh, I want to melt. I'm a half-breed too. "So, do you have any business with us or not? We're just about to go eat.. ” I asked Daniel back.
“Oh, it's nothing, I just want to know. So can we get her line? ”Daniel asked for Line but the problem is I don't use Line. It's really rural. Why don't you play online? I argued with my father about this. So I cut off the problem and didn't play.
"I'm.. sorry, we don't play Line." Would you like a replacement number? Niall of Dao wants his heart to break.
“Oh? That's so bad...” His expression was sad. “Then can we get your number instead?” Ahaha. Niall asked for the number and gave it to me. Would you like to bring your home address as well? Niall will give it to you, haha.
“Okay, give me your cell phone.” He handed it over. Then I dialed the number and went “Ah.. It's finished." So embarrassed that the man asked for my number >>///<<
After that we talked and became very close. He said He likes me because I'm cute, straightforward, and happy. We kept talking like that and I was very happy. Until I want to ask him to be my boyfriend. We talked for about 6-7 months until now, Mathayom 6, Semester 2, and each of us has finished taking exams.
Daniel arranged to meet me, which I thought was He must have asked to date me (I forgot to mention that Daniel is an exchange student at our school). Then Mamyaw and I came to wait to meet Daniel at the mall. Because the exam is over, we can celebrate together too.
“Hello..Daniel, where are you? It's at the department store, on the 3rd floor, the first restaurant."
“Okay, we're almost there..”
“Okay, see you.” Then I hung up. “Mamyo, why do you think Daniel made an appointment with me?”
“I don't know.. but I want you to come to terms with it a little..” I wonder why Mamyaw has to come to terms with it.
“Why..why do you accept it? Please explain, Mamyaw..”I want to know why. What are you doing for me?
“Don't you know.. that the children exchanged enough After 3 years he had to return to his country. And here..Daniel has been at our school for 3 years now and he will have to return to his country soon. I think you probably already know. So I didn't say much." Really? Why can we forget this?
“Really, I forgot that he had to go back to his country - -*” I feel really good for him. And expect to be more than friends or people to talk to for fun. Why can I forget this? Why....
“Wait a long time..” Daniel walked in and greeted. But I had a bad expression when I thought about having to return to my country. I don't want him to go.
“Not long,” Mamyaw replied to me.
“Counting stars, is something wrong? Are you okay?” He asked me, even though he didn't know that I didn't want him to go.
“It's okay. Are you hungry? Let's order something to eat first.” Having said that, I asked for the menu in the restaurant. “Please give me the menu.” Then I ordered 2-3 dishes, ate quietly until we were full, then checked the bill. “Sister, check the bill.”
“This meal is prepared by ourselves. Um...there's only one park next to the mall. Let's go take a walk there." Daniel finished speaking and put the bill and money down and then walked us out of the mall and into the park.
“Just the two of you, just take a walk around here. I'm going to go cycling.” Mamyaw opened the way for the two of us to have a heart-to-heart talk.
Then I started asking Daniel. "Uh..Daniel made an appointment with me. Is there something wrong?" Even though I knew the answer, I had to ask.
He was quiet for a while. “Well.....we're sorry. Count Dao, I'm really sorry.” His expression changed. From a cheerful person to a sad one
“Sorry about what? You didn't do anything wrong.” It hurts me to say that. I know exactly what the word love is.
“Well... in another 2 weeks we have to prepare to return. We can honestly say that we know very well about counting stars. I want to be with you all the time. Happy every time I see you smile. Talking to her, we are ourselves. We want to ask her to be more than friends, but we forget. That we must return to where we came from, we cannot ask for more than friends.
We only ask to be friends, that's fine. I'm sorry. I'm counting the stars. I'm really sorry. We don't want it to be like this at all. We apologize......
T T ”
As he finished speaking, tears slowly flowed down. Which also made me know that He didn't just like me, he loved me. I cried when he first apologized. I'm not angry at him at all. Because he said he forgot that he had to return to his country, I really wanted to keep him.
“Daniel......you don't have to apologize to us. We understand everything she says, we think the same way. You made us realize that like and love are not the same. Thank you very much for giving us such good things, Daniel. To be honest, we don't want her to go. But we can't hold her back. The two of us will be good friends forever, Daniel.
We will keep good memories. We thank you very much for adding color to our lives for a time. Thank you very much.” Then I cried without shame. Daniel pulled me into a hug and this hug was the warmest. I will never forget this hug. “Thank you, Daniel, for always doing so much for me. Thank you so much.”
"We have to thank you too. Thank you very much." Then the two of us embraced each other for the last time before saying goodbye...
Then we sat and talked like very close friends... After a while Mamyaw walked in and sat down next to me. Mamyaw held my hand. And smiling at me is the encouragement that I will always get from Mamyaw. She will always smile and encourage me. I nodded to let me know I was okay. Right now my eyes are swollen from crying...
Daniel got up and walked to the water shop to get a cloth to compress it until the swelling went down.....
“We'll just drop you off at home, Count Dao,” Daniel told me.
“Um...okay.”
"Where is your house Mamyaw? We'll send you there." Daniel asked Mamyaw.
“Oh, I went down to Ban Count Dao. Well, now I'm going to sleep with you." Momiao turned to tell Daniel.
“Oh, okay..it's already 7 p.m. We'll just send her off, count the stars."
"Okay..." I tried to answer to put him at ease.
“Then we'll go pick up the car at the mall and then come pick it up. You don't go anywhere, wait here for us,” he told me before getting up and running to get the car parked at the mall next door.
"Okay, I'm not going anywhere ^-^" I forced a smile on.
“Are you..are you okay? If you want to cry, you can rest your head on my shoulder,” my beloved Mamyaw said to me, but I told myself not to cry. Because we ended things well. We'll get through it.
“No worries, I have decided not to cry. I've cried enough and he's so good. So much so that I didn't want him to go, but there was nothing I could do. I have to be strong.” I said that to Mamyaw.
“I know you can do it. Counting the stars, this friend of mine is the best ^^ ” Then Mamyaw hugged me.
“At home, take a shower and get some rest. Take care of yourself,” Daniel said to me as he ran to open the door.
“Thank you very much, Daniel. You yourself go back there and take care of yourself. If there is anything you can consult with me. We can still talk like we always do, okay ^^” I said goodbye to him.
“Okay, we will contact you back…” He finished speaking to me and turned to Mamyaw, “Mamyo..we entrust you to take care of counting the stars.”
"Okay, I'll take care of you, don't worry," Mamyaw offered his chest in response.
“Drive back carefully, Daniel. See you later.” I said goodbye to Daniel again and he hugged me again before leaving.
“See you again, Count Dao.” After saying that, he got into the car and slowly drove away. I stood and waved goodbye to him. before entering the house
“Go into the house and take a shower and rest,” Mamyaw told me.
I've always tried to think of it as a "dream," but it was a dream that ended beautifully. I still miss the love that comes from passion Always at that time He will be my beautiful love forever..... (Daniel)