**Lovers who have passed away** Hello, Writer, the goddess of emptiness. Today I'm posting a novel again~ Readers must be bored because they rarely comment.

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Today is a holiday, so I'm writing a novel as someone requested ^^ before I didn't have a chance to write it. This pair is Gouenji × Fubuki. Maybe a little sad(?) or not sad at all.

Go follow and read!!

Soft sunlight shines through the window. Shining into a clean, white room with a few pictures decorating the walls. and two people who were sleeping The two of them have been lovers since they graduated from the same middle school and they both went to high school together. And they remained lovers until they entered the same university. And it's been 4 years since they've been together. Love never fades until the day someone comes along.

[Fubuki talk]

Yawn~

"Hmm!? Is it morning already? Let's go make breakfast." I opened my eyes sleepily because the sunlight shone in my eyes. Oh!! I forgot to introduce myself. I'm Fubuki Shirou and the person who slept with me is Gouenji Chuuya. We've been together for a long time and we live in the same house and university.

I study engineering. But Gouenji studied medicine, and we didn't have much time to meet each other because we all studied differently. But this is a holiday, so we woke up late. I said I'd better go make him breakfast. I'll get up now.

Phew!!!!!

"Don't just go on. Please give me a hug." Gouenji pulled me down to hug him but his eyes were still closed^-^

“Just a moment. I'll have to go make breakfast. Aren't you hungry?" I asked Gouenji, who was still sleeping and smiling.

"Hungry! But I'd rather eat myself^//^"

"Are you crazy!? Then go cook. Shh!” Then I walked to the kitchen after finishing my work in the bathroom. When Gokuenji made me feel very embarrassed. Are you crazy to stay?^0^

I took things out of the refrigerator and washed them, cut them up and threw them into the pot. Eat!! ponderous!! Gouenji hugged me from behind and rested his chin on my shoulder.

“Come on Goenji, go wait outside. I'm not good at doing this,” I told Gouenji.

"Alright." Before he left, he kissed my cheek once and walked out.

**After finishing eating**

I walked up to my room because I had to go to work. As for Gouenji, he walked up with me. I sat down in front of the computer desk and started working on a report. Gouenji, on the other hand, reads his book in bed.

Phew!! Thump!! The sound of Gouenji closing the book and placing it on the bedside table, he walked over to me from behind and put his hand on mine that was holding the mouse. Frodd~He kissed my cheek again and it was embarrassing, you idiot _

"Quit working for a moment! Fubuki" he told me to stop working. Why? But he still hugged my neck.

"Why? I have a lot of work."

"Get up!!" He told me and I got up and he dragged me to the bed and pushed me and got on top of me (?).

"What are you doing, Gouenji?!! I have to work^^" I answered shyly. But he held both of my hands up and pressed them to the bed. He began kissing and flirting fiercely.

"Do you like it, darling?" He broke the kiss and said, about to resume the kiss.

Rrrrrrr~

His phone rang.

"Ah!!??" He exclaimed and stopped, then put his hand in his pocket and took out his phone, looked at the screen and walked out of the room. Hmm!? Who called to make Gouenji seem in such a hurry?

"Fubuki, I came home late today and had to go out to run some errands," he came to tell me and hurriedly packed up his things. I really doubt there's anything wrong with that.

"Ah..uh.."

"You don't have to wait for dinner. Let's go." He walked up to me and kissed me softly before walking away.

"Ah..um.." I understand that he's probably busy, so I'd rather do my own work.

**midnight**

I lay on the living room sofa, waiting for Gouenji to return. I didn't know when he would come back, but he said he would. I trusted him, so I waited.

**01:30am.**

Now I'm still waiting.

**02:00am.**

"I'm back!!"

"Oh!! Gouenji has returned? Hey!!" Gouenji came back safely but he seemed drunk and couldn't keep his balance. So I went to help him up and take him up to the room. I managed to change his clothes and dry him off.

line!!!

"Huh!?" Gouenji's message sounded, so I took it upon myself to pick it up and look at it.

From..Endo Mamoru

>>Today was really fun, darling. Let's go again another day. Kiss><

"Darling?" I sank down on the bed and grabbed my left breast. It suddenly hurt. But I think he may have sent it wrong because I am his beloved. I made up my mind and put his phone down and went to sleep.

**morning**

"Honey, shall we go out today?"

"Oh..Um," I replied shortly.

"Eh!? What's wrong today? You don't look cheerful. This must be punished.” He came and kissed both my cheeks, not catching me off guard. My face began to color. And I returned to normal.

"Let's go!!" He grabbed my hand and led me outside. But it was very hot and I felt very thirsty, so I invited Gouenji to stop at a shaved ice shop on the side of the road.

"Do you want to eat this Gouenji?" I scooped up some shaved ice and handed it to Gouenji. But he looked at my face and leaned in to kiss my lips and then went back to playing on his phone as usual.

“You go ahead and eat. I don't want to eat,” he said while playing and smiling with his phone. What did they do?

"Hey Gouenji, pay attention to me." I poked Gouenji's arm with my finger to get his attention. I'll frown if you don't turn towards me.

"Hurry up and eat so we can continue," he replied but ignored me.

"Fine!" I cursed and continued eating the shaved ice.

"I'm going to the bathroom first," Gouenji told me and got up to leave but put the phone away. So I secretly(?) picked it up and took a look.

"Hmm!?" He talked to someone yesterday, so that means he didn't send the wrong message.

From..Endo Mamoru

>>Hey, darling, is today empty?

Why are you free?<<

>>Let's go see a movie today.

Okay, when is a good time?<<

>>Can I get it now?

I'm not working right now<<

"Is he working right now?" When I read this, I was shocked. Because he just sent it but he said he was working. Isn't he living with me? Why did he answer like that? I continued reading.

>>So?

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Well, it's evening.

Yes, I'll go pick it up<<

>>Okay, I love you the most!!!!

I love you too. See you soon<<

"Hey Fubuki, you're back. Ah!!?" ​​Gouenji had returned from the bathroom. But he saw me holding his phone. He quickly snatched it from my hand.

"Gouenji," I softly exclaimed his name.

"Let's hurry home!!" He put the money on the table and dragged (?) me home. What did I do wrong? We have to keep traveling, don't we?

"It'll..hurt Gouenji."

"...."He continued to drag(?) me all the way to the house, so he released my hand.

"What's wrong, Gouenji?"

"Did you read anything?!" He raised his voice at me.

"Read it, why?" I answered him with a straight face.

"It's a violation of personal rights."

"But we're lovers. And who is that person?” I asked the question I wanted to know right away.

“Friend,” he replied.

"Does your friend use the word 'darling' too?"

"Can you please not ask me? We're just friends!!" He shouted at me in displeasure.

"And when you're with me? Are you working?” I will ask everything I want to know.

“I think you've asked too much. So let's be apart for a while. For what will be better?"

“So?” I lowered my head and cried, clear water flowing continuously from the corners of my eyes. But he didn't care. Just cursed at me and walked away. Why are we lovers, can't I just ask? I sat on the sofa hugging my knees and bowing my head and crying. I began to reflect on my own mistakes.

**evening**

I cooked food for him as usual but he still hasn't come back. So I went to bed first and tears streamed down my cheeks again and I tried to hold them back.

**The next morning**

I opened my eyes to look at the white ceiling and turned on my side to hug my girlfriend like I did every day, but was met with emptiness. Found only an empty white bed with no one lying next to it like every day. I tried to pet my boyfriend but it was useless because he might not come back to me.

I got out of bed with tears in my eyes again. After that, I walked to university alone. It feels lonelier than ever. Life without someone by your side feels so empty. I kept walking along the path but didn't look at the direction because I kept my head down the whole time.

"Oh!! I'm sorry." Someone walked up to me but I didn't have time to look.

"I'm sorry too. Huh!?” I looked up and saw Gouenji, my girlfriend. I was so happy that I accidentally jumped and hugged him without even noticing the person accompanying me.

“Let go first, Fubuki. Please come with me.” Then he took my hand and led me to a place where there were no people.

"What's wrong, Gouenji?" I asked him and smiled with hope that he would come back to me because we hadn't broken up yet.

"Let's break up!!"

"Ah!? What do you say?” My dreams shattered when I heard him say the words I didn't want to hear the most.

"Let's break up, Fubuki," he repeated those words again. Now tears started to flow down my cheeks again.

"Oh..that's not true, right?" I tried to hold him back but it didn't work. He hugged me and left his last words to me:

"I'm sorry, Fubuki." It's not true, is it? He didn't say it, I just dreamed it. I bit myself many times and it hurt. That's not true!! I must be dreaming. I punched the tree several times and blood flowed from my hand.

“That's enough, Fubuki. It's true!!” He stopped me and held my hand and handed a handkerchief to me. Then he walked away from me, leaving only the memories of us being together. Now my heart is ready to crack and burst. It feels painful. And I endured that feeling for two weeks.

**2 weeks have passed**

I sat in front of the computer looking at old photos we took together. I can never forget him and I will never forget him because I still love him. I put on some soft music that really resonates with me right now and I sing along softly.

"I miss you every moment I breathe~

I miss you even though I know you're so weak.

It's probably all clear. And there's still only you No matter how long~"

Knock, Knock, Knock (Knock on the door)

"Huh!?? Who's coming?" As I was singing, a knock on the door interrupted me. I walked over and opened the door.

"Yes!! There's--" I was stopped because the person in front of me right now was the person I missed the most.

“What do you have?” I asked, trying to keep my voice calm and suppressing my feelings.

"I broke up with Endo." He held up my hand and smiled. So what?

"So what? Are you coming to ask for reconciliation? Just keep dreaming!!" If it hurts me this much, wouldn't it be too easy to come and ask for reconciliation? Even though I love him very much I was secretly happy but kept my cool. I pulled my hand out of his and turned away.

"No," he answered me shortly.

Hope I'm broken again

"Then why did you come?!" I started to be unable to stand it and the tears would flow again.

"I won't ask for reconciliation. But I'm going to ask to flirt again^^" My tears that were about to flow had to be stopped and turned into embarrassment instead.

"What do you say?" I asked again to be sure.

"Can I flirt?" He smiled and held my hand.

"Ah..um, you idiot!!!" I hugged him tightly and wouldn't let him go anywhere again.

"Wait, we just flirted with each other and hugged each other?" He hugged me back and asked me.

"You don't have to wait and you can just kiss."

"You told me yourself ^^" He held my face up and kissed me softer than ever before. I closed my eyes tightly and fell asleep with him.

"Promise me you won't do this again." I held out my pinky to him.

"Promise." He hooked me up and we hugged each other tightly happily.

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Finished with this story, did you enjoy it? Please comment^^ I thought they would just break up but it would be sad.

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Let's get back together, hehe. Thank you for reading ^-^