Park Jin Young

A writer with a past that is haunted by being a rape victim. Those who are closed minded and don't believe in love

"Love? Where does it exist..."

Im Jaebum

A bookstore owner who fell in love with Park Jin Young at first sight.

"He will use his warm heart to melt the wall of fear in Jinyoung's heart."

Warning

This fic is a male fic.

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This story was inspired by various rape news stories. We all know that victims will have changed lives after horrific events.

We sincerely hope that in real life the victims have people who love us because we are who we are like Im Jaebum. (Speaking loudly haha)

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No, no, don't do it to me.

Be quiet.

The young thief didn't say a word and after finishing his chilling sentence, he slammed his hand into the abdomen of a 15 year old boy who used to live next door... That's right, the young man next door came in and raped the boy when the boy's parents were probably too young. I feel sorry for going to work...

Park Jin Young, a young boy who is always cheerful and smiles easily, is loved by his friends and those around him... but because he is loved too much by others, it is like this...

Why don't you love me?

What the hell are you talking about? I'm a man.

Men, what about that friend of Jinyoung's who frequently touches his body, isn't that called flirting?

What are you crazy about? Have you gone crazy?

Oh, I'm crazy about you, Jinyoung. Today you will never be able to fuck with another man again.

No, no, don't do it to me.

No matter how much time passed, every time the boy closed his eyes, he would dream of the same event over and over again, an event that completely destroyed him...

Even though this matter has happened more than 8 years ago...

Even though the culprit has been caught...

But his mind will never be the same....

from a cheerful young boy become an introvert Cold and closed off from everyone Except for his family.

Love?...where is it?...

It's already Park Jin Young's motto...

Now Park Jin Young has grown up to be a writer...not because he likes to write, but he just doesn't want to be around people very much. And the writer stays with himself more than anyone else..it's something he's very comfortable with...

It wasn't often that he came out to the park or bookstore to get ideas like he did now. Because he couldn't think of a job that he had to submit soon.

This morning I went to a public park and had to succumb to the perverted glances and the man who was about to walk up and talk to him. Jinyoung barely got out in time until he ended up at a bookstore near his condo...

"hello"

"yes"

"Please. If you can't find any books, please tell me."

normal greetings With a smile that cannot be seen But two moles on the eyelids were clearly visible in Park Jinyoung's eyes. Jinyoung chose to ignore him and went to sit in the shop at the end before putting his things away and getting up to pick up a book. Because there was only one customer in the store and that was Jinyoung.

A long time passed, but for Park Jin Young it was a very short time.

This shop is quiet, with no people bothering you at all. It's good that I've known this for a long time.

After that day, Park Jinyoung came here every day. With a rush of work and an empty brain as motivation.

"hello"

"yes"

"Please. If you can't find any books, please tell me."

The greeting and smile with the two moles on his eyelids were the same every time. Jinyoung chose the same seat every time. The same comfort every time I come makes Park Jin Young think that this place is like his room...

After 1 month of just spending time at this bookstore, his manuscript was almost finished..

But entering the shop today there was something different because when I came back from looking for a book to read at the table, there was cake and coffee laid out at the table. Park Jin Young looked left and right in surprise and didn't dare to eat it... afraid that it might have been poisoned, but since there was no one in the store. And who put this thing there?

"Oh, you're not eating?"

"Eat it, there's no poison."

“No, thank you.”

“I brought it because you are a benefactor.”

"yes?"

“Why is this shop so quiet? Do you know?”

“Because no one enters the store. This shop was about to close down due to losses, but because you come here every day, I have an excuse to keep it open.”

“Come on, then if you don't eat. So I'm asking for it back. It's a shame."

And then the person Jinyoung thought was the familiar face of the shop owner every day for the past month picked up the food that had been left until the coffee was gone and ate it with a straight face...

Just a short conversation from the person in front of him made Park Jin Young feel strangely familiar...

Maybe it was because he didn't intend to break through the wall in Park Jin Young's heart, but he might have made the wall warmer until the people behind the wall were slowly melting the ice without realizing it...

Jinyoung's manuscript has been sent to the publisher, but I don't know why Park Jinyoung still comes to this bookstore. No, I come every day, never missed it from the beginning...

"hello"

"yes"

"Please. If you can't find any books, please tell me."

The same familiar greeting with the shop owner's unique smile that made Park Jin Young feel strangely warm, but today it wouldn't be just him serving in the shop... because in the corner where he likes to sit, there's another person. Come sit in your place...

cute looking man Close-set eyes with chubby cheeks that look soft and touching....

But the thing that made Jinyoung's heart flutter was probably the familiar shop owner who sat and chatted pleasantly. The laughter that came from time to time made the customers' concentration (who both had probably forgotten they were still in the shop) distracted. book in front

Park Jin Young's agitated heart and his hands clenching together unconsciously caused the book in his hand to crumple...the person who was clenching it only realized it when he heard a sound.

Just a moment.

The broken corner of the book fell into Jinyoung's hand. Help bring some of your body's consciousness back again.....

“Uh...sorry for interrupting. But I've lost your book."

I don't know why a calm person like Park Jin Young dared to interrupt people who were having fun talking, but he did it...

“Oh, it's okay. It's just this matter..."

“Then I apologize for interrupting you.”

“Oh, it's okay. Youngjae is about to return.”

"yes"

An unfamiliar voice spoke up with a smile...

My name is Youngjae.

“Oh, yes, please excuse me first.”

I don't know why this Im Jaebeom had to come out to look for his only customer when he wanted to go out himself...but I don't know..his intuition told him to follow if he didn't want to lose him. ...

Yes...he loved this customer even though he didn't know his name.

Love even though he's cold...

You can call it love at first sight.

“Wait, sir.”

"What? Let go."

“Let's talk first.”

“What are you going to talk about? If you want to talk, go talk to Youngjae.”

“Let go.”

"Are you... jealous of me?"

Silence enveloped the surrounding atmosphere... The hand holding the thin arm slowly loosened for fear that the delicate arm would be hurt, but Im Jaebum wasn't about to let the person in front of him go. No, I never thought of letting the person in front of me run away from him, because ever since the person in front of me walked into the bookstore he intended to buy to open a bakery, the idea of ​​selling bakeries had to be shelved. Put it away

He doesn't care about the money because he has many other businesses, but it's not often that someone like him cares about someone this much.....

"I don't know if you're jealous of me or not.."

“But I liked you from the first time I saw you...please. Don't walk away like this, I'm afraid you won't come back to this shop again.”

“How do you feel about me? It's ultimately up to you. I won't rush you.”

Words of love, although not as sweet and greasy as normal people, still imprinted on the hearts of the listeners in a profound way. People who never believed in love stumbled upon someone's feelings..maybe because it was just a statement that didn't. Want a quick answer or what do you expect from him? It's because there's room for this person who doesn't believe in love to have a chance to breathe.

“But can I ask you one thing? Don't ever see me again.”

There was no reply from some body. There was only a sweet smile on his face after he turned his back on the bookstore owner.

After returning from the bookstore and that incident, Park Jin Young couldn't fall asleep. The sound of his heartbeat was interfering with the writing of the new manuscript. That person's serious face and words were constantly revolving around in his head.

What's wrong with him?

This kind of symptom is called missing you, right?....

Even though he had never felt like this before. But because he's a writer, he has to read a lot of books, which of course means he has to read romance novels as well.

He knew what it was that made him feel this way.

But he doesn't want to have it. What crazy love is that?

I don't know why he still has to come to this bookstore over and over even though his brain rejects it... I realized it and stepped into this store.

But today is not the same. familiar voice A unique smile, a greeting that looks like it's been copied. There are no more..only employees who are unfamiliar with the new greetings.

"hello"

"yes"

“Please come.”

“Will..the owner of the shop not be here?”

“The owner of the shop had a minor accident and is now in the hospital.”

“Eh!?”

Just a short sentence from the store employee caused the thin writer's legs to rush to the room where there was now a familiar face sleeping inside the room.

The new arrival took the opportunity to open the door to meet the patient at the bedside. The silence that enshrined caused some tears to flow easily. Maybe it was because of the atmosphere leading him to it or maybe it was because of the pain in his heart...

Today, he actually had to run an errand at the publishing house as the editor called him. Because his manuscript was incomplete, he had to find additional books to correct the manuscript. But when he got to the bookstore, it was as he heard. Some are willing to leave their jobs to visit someone they hope is doing well. It's nothing much..

For a long time until the light disappeared from the sky Some still sit and watch over the sick person not far away because they want to see with their own eyes that they are okay..

"agree with"

The sound in the patient's throat shattered the silence in the room. Little Eyes opened and saw that there was a person sitting nearby.

“Have you recovered?”

“How did you get here?”

But because he was lying down it looked disrespectful, so Im Jaebeom tried to lift himself up and talk but probably forgot that the wound had not healed yet. The power of the wound caused him to let out a pained noise and his body didn't listen. His brain was being sucked back by gravity into the pillow if there wasn't a hand on his back to keep him from crashing back onto the bed.

The faces that were close together because the injured person had to be gently supported on the bed were like a spell that made worried people hug the injured person loosely for fear of hurting the fresh wound.

"Don't let anything happen again."

The clear water that had just stopped flowing before the thick body woke up flowed again.

“Don't cry. It doesn't suit you.”

The injured person breaks the embrace to wipe away the tears of the person who is hurt by nothing but their heart..

“Promise me it won't happen again.”

"No promises"

“What?”

Jinyoung clearly looked displeased.

"Because you have to take care of me so I don't get sick."

"But I'm not asking you to protect me."

“I will protect you. You just take care of my heart so it doesn't get sick. Can you do that?"

"no"

Im Jaebum has a chubby face that is cute in Park Jin Young's eyes.

“It's not because I don't want to take care of you. But I have a past that is buried in the hearts of people who truly love each other. There are no such things. Just come and hope in me.”

“This is me.”

“Not true, if you know my secret. Will you still let me take care of your heart?”

“Come on.”

“I have been raped.”

“By the person who loves me”

"Huh, I can't accept it."

“Here you are.”

“What is your name?”

“Huh?”

“Name, name.”

“Park Jinyoung”

“Jinyoung-ah, my name is Im Jaebum.”

“Jinyoung, are you hurt badly?”

“It doesn't hurt anywhere. I didn't get hit by a car like you.”

"no"

“My heart hurts. You must be in a lot of pain.”

Tears once again rolled down Jinyoung's cheeks as a response to Im Jaebum.

“But you don't have to be afraid.”

“I don't care what you've been through before. Because I loved you from the first time I saw you, even though I didn't know your name. Isn't that funny?"

“Actually, I bought a bookstore to open a dessert shop but put it on hold because I met you, but I don't blame you. I just want you to know that I didn't even expect to get this far.”

“I just hope to see you every day.”

“Huh, crazy person, don't make it difficult for me to persuade you with your sweet mouth.”

“Can I have time to prove it? Let me prove that true love really does exist.”

"um"

The tall figure wipes away the tears of his lover in front of him. Even though his love is simple and not exciting, he will slowly walk hand in hand with Park Jin Young to make the closed hearted person in front of him open up to him. He is fully not afraid of love anymore. He knows how Jinyoung feels about him right now, but it's only because of the fear that Jinyoung has.

Makes me unable to fully accept that I love him, but Im Jaebum is not afraid. He will use his warm heart to melt the wall of fear in Jinyoung's heart. Will he use these warm palms to hold his lover's hand? To worry, he will spend his whole life by his side, not letting anyone do anything to Jinyoung again...

This Im Jaebum will love and be beside Park Jin Young for the rest of his life....

It's over now. Did you have fun?

It has to be like this because opening your heart is difficult too. If you open your heart too quickly, it will be strange, I think.

Jinyoung's personality was inspired by her time in JJ Project where she was cheerful.

Got7

What is this? Plus there are a lot of rape news during this period. There were so many that it was scary, so I got this fic.

It might not end well in many people's minds. But we think this is good. Walking slowly but steadily wouldn't hurt Jinyoung like in the past, right?

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