Today, the writing that I will present is the story of my own life with my dear friend. There probably isn't time to read it. Now he's a famous star. A dry cough like mine was dismissed as normal. I've never told this story before and here it is in this book. ^_^

One month ago….

The two of us have very different personalities. Tao will be a person with a good mood, who makes friends easily and who truly loves someone. As for me, I have a hard time getting along with people, I rarely smile at anyone and talk to girls all the time. For example, I dated this person but still secretly talked to other people. In the end, we broke up. I'm a bitch. Tao often warns about this matter.

Over and over again, but people like me can't remember. Until one day Tao met an acquaintance and me as well. We are all separated from each other. From eating together every day, every time we were together, everywhere, it disappeared. My condo, which used to be messy because of it, has now become clean and tidy in every nook and cranny.

"I miss you..huhuhu" is the first sentence that I'm delirious about, but it's strange, why is it so sad?

The phone that was usually used to answer chats or receive calls suddenly became a conversation with only women. When I scrolled and found the chat, I really wanted to say hello, but the answer was probably….

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It was like this until I started to want to distance myself and let it go. Some days I went out to eat with my girlfriend and accidentally found him eating with his girlfriend as well. What kind of roundness has the world brought to the world now? Even before, I wanted it to be round almost every day. The restaurant I ate at was a dessert shop. Very cute and cuddly. As far as I can see

“What do you want Kacha?” When we both sat down in the chairs My girlfriend asked because she was very hungry. (I'll give my girlfriend a pseudonym. My name is B.)

“Bee looked at my face and gave me the order.” Bee raised an eyebrow. “Well, B likes to compliment me on how I look like a girl. I like cute things anyway. Leave it to me, darling. Haha.” B smiled and walked towards the counter.

I smiled back at myself. This matter was a small matter, but Dao remembered it every time. I probably have to tutor my new girlfriend. These little things, hehe.

T^T

“Wait a moment, Kacha. Do you want to eat anything else besides the strawberry ice cream that B ordered?”

“No, this is enough, I'm full.” I smiled a lot at that time because Bee had chosen something that was to my liking.

"Smile and Kacha is cute...learn to smile sometime^^" Bee reached out and squeezed his cheek and stretched it out to form a smile.

....This is your smile and it's cute. Please practice smiling sometimes....

"Ouch! Kacha, is it hurt? Why are your eyes watering?"

"No, just now I secretly yawned inside..are you worried about me?"

"It's definitely there, Kacha." I gave him a small smile. Is it like this again? Why?

We sat and ate for a while. Just a little more and it would be gone.. B's. For me, once it melted and became liquid, I didn't eat any more. It's a big deal to me, haha.

"Tao, don't tickle me or others will look at me...haha." I didn't dare turn around to look, something dramatic would definitely ensue.

"Ah, no teasing, let's hurry up or else Tao will be late for work."

…..Tao, you can't tease me, or the elephants around here will be annoyed….

"Kacha, is something wrong?"

“Yes...are you going back now? "Okay." I concluded it all myself, but B didn't object, so I just let it go.

I dropped her off at her house before returning to the condo. When I finished taking a shower and doing my daily routine, I came to sit and caress with Little Duck and social media on my phone. Go to the blue F program. The status that used to be posted to scold him now is probably just delusional.

'Just need some time to forget love, it's not easy'

Tao likes your post.

Tao, leave a comment under your post.

Why do you ask? Will you come back to me or not? Not at all. The hand presses out automatically. I'm back to being sad as usual. I turned to the left and saw the duck sitting and looking. But wait, the duck is a doll? We're delusional again.

“Duck, it hurts so much, what should I do?” I leaned down and stretched out the full length of the sofa.

Then I entered Parinirvana. Until about two hours had passed. I woke up to the sound of someone knocking on the door.

Yes, yes.

Thump

Our eyes locked onto each other by accident. Tao fell on top of me, probably drunk, and leaned against the door. I tried to push myself away but realized how much smaller I was than him.

“Tao gets up and leaves first.”

"Um...let me sleep just a little longer."

"Here, I'll take you to sleep on the bed." The Tao seemed to have become lighter, so I turned to the side before putting my arm over my shoulder and placing it on the bed.

“Hot Tao Tea...I want to vomit.”

“Just a moment, I'll take you to the bathroom!” I quickly pulled him closer to my body and dragged him into the bathroom immediately.

Wow!

A lot of vomit squirted into the toilet hole. One hand was still rubbing his back, making it come off easily. Ears water, eyes flow. His once pale face was now red up to his ears. When he finished vomiting, I carried him to sleep on the sofa before running to get a basin of water and a cloth to wipe himself with.

“Tao, why did you drink alcohol?” he said. He also wiped his hands.

"Tao had an argument with his ex-girlfriend." They must have broken up.

“I saw that at the shop at that time they were still sweet and sweet.”

"Tao went to film a drama for a short while and when he called, it was just sarcastic until Tao couldn't stand it and yelled at him. Then he blindly and stubbornly broke up with Tao." Tears that I didn't normally see flow, but now I can see them.

“It's good to die and quit. How will Tao be able to work easily?” But it didn't really leave my heart...

I want it to come back and be with me like before.

"But Tao loves him very much, Kacha.. Tao loves him very much." Tears flowed one after another.

“Um...I understand.” I took a damp cloth and wrung it dry and placed it on the edge of the basin after drying it off. I took his clothes and changed them properly before walking out and standing in front of the balcony.

Paste Paste

Tears that I can't stop It flowed out like a waterfall. I admit that it hurts a lot, it hurts the most. Tao acted like I was just helping him. Just help make it better.

"I'm in pain, Tao."

And that night, I didn't see it again because I woke up in the morning and found only stupid post-it notes and normal food.

'Tao has gone to work. Eat well, Chang.'

But I can smile just like this. And that day, I never encountered it again. Even the chat didn't answer me like usual. My life is simple. We go out to eat with Bee sometimes, we travel sometimes, and sometimes we have to stay in the condo because we have to write a novel and send it to the editor. But Bee understands and isn't so stupid like Tao's people.

From what I've talked to, many people stopped at B alone. It's not that I love Bee very much, it's because I miss Tao's words a lot.

'Kacchan, learn to truly love someone, or it'll become a habit!'

'Don't you like making matao?'

'yes…'

Until one day, I broke up with B because B cheated on me. Which is not very resentful because I have hurt the feelings of many other people. This must have been my fate...by losing two lovers.

'I'm sorry I came to know your heart too late'

Tao likes your post.

You bastard, why don't you think about coming to comfort me just because you like it? Or is it that I'm not important anymore? From used to walking together as a couple, now I have to be lonely and lonely like there is only me in the world. From now on I will wait only for my one and only best friend. I promise I won't be with anyone else to love anyone else except him..

write for the last time Thank you book fans ^^

If Tao reads this, let him know...how much we love you.

                                                                            ………End book……….

current

Today the weather is nice so I came to run around the public area a bit. After not exercising for a long time My stomach has bones. When I travel, I see a lot of foreigners on the beach. A six-pack! I wanted to trap him in the head and cut it off and wear it as my own (too perverted). After running for a while I started to get tired so I changed to walking.

His eyes were only looking at the ground because he was so tired that he was too lazy to lift his head. At some point I even had to sit on the floor because I bumped into someone I don't know. When he raised his head, he prepared to apologize. A face that I miss Now standing in front of me I want to pull you into a hug. But he didn't dare to meet his eyes. I quickly got up and turned around, preparing to run in the old direction.

The left foot steps out followed by the right foot. My heart began to fear the things in that book. If Tao reads me, then I should not go near it.

“In the book, is that true?” His right foot stopped in mid-air before lowering down to connect with the other. Anxiety began to creep into my head. If I turn around, it means I turn around and let him ask. But if I continue walking, it means I will cut off the relationship. "If you ask, why don't you answer? Is being famous and arrogant?!" Yes, right now I'm very famous because of this stupid book.

“You should talk to yourself.”

“Why do you say this?”

“Go buy a book and read it to find out why.” Prepare to step out and walk away.

"Tao has read...Chang" means he really read. “But Tao is not arrogant.”

“Then why are you distant? I read Line and didn't answer. Do you love reading?!”

“Well…”

"Huh..I'm out of words to argue with, right?..because it's true." I turned to face him and stared at that sad face. "If you're afraid it'll be in the news, just say that I made it up or tell different people... You'll probably make up your own excuses about this." I turned around and walked back to the car to go home.

After taking a shower to cleanse my body, I sat on the sofa. In his hands was a TV remote and a box of strawberries. Keep pressing to change channels until you stumble upon one channel. There was Tao standing among dozens of reporters giving an interview. And it's fresh too.

Reporter: Does the story in your friend's book refer to Taoism?

Tao: I don't know. He won't tell me.

Reporter: And if it were us, what would we do?

Tao: I don't want to make assumptions because I want it to be real...Can you guys wait for me?

Reporter: Yes. / Yes.

I saw Tao hold up his mobile phone and keep poking at it until I started to panic. Please don't play around.

So stubborn!

I reached for the phone on the table. When I slide the screen, I see Tao's LINE message. I think that's what I have to play.

tao:

In the book, is it the Tao?

kacha:

Stop doing this and answer quickly. I feel sorry for the journalists, they all have a lot of work!!

tao:

Kacha answered the Tao!

kacha:

Oh, yes, go, it hurts!

I quickly closed the line and placed it on the table as before. Looking up at the TV screen, Tao's smile was shining everywhere.

Reporter: What do you think? Is it true?

Tao: Yes, yes.

Reporter: So what do we do next? Tao's fans definitely won't accept it.

Tao: I'm willing to leave the industry for him.

Reporter: Show that you love him...do you want to say anything to him in case he's watching?

Tao: Yes... Kacha Tao apologizes for leaving you. Kacha writes in the book that he misses Tao. Tao misses Kacha too. When there is no Kacha nearby, it's like the world is lonely, with only Tao remaining. It made me realize that... Tao knew his own heart too late. Whether it comes out positive or negative, Tao would like to confirm here. Tao loves Kacha very much.

At the end of Tao's words The reporters were stunned and silent. I'm no different. Why is he thinking something crazy like this? The future that he loves has to be extinguished because of me. I don't care. I have to hurry and tell him to go back on his words now. Without waiting, he immediately picked up his phone and chatted with him.

kacha:

Tao, go back on your words now. Don't throw away your dreams like this!

tao:

But Tao loves Kachan.

kacha:

But it must not destroy the Taoist dream.

tao:

It doesn't matter if it destroys your dreams or not. Does it have to do with Kacha still loving Tao?

kacha:

Kacha always loves Tao. Love doesn't change, but if it makes the Tao die, Kacha is ready to back away.

tao:

But Tao doesn't back down. The Taoist has given up a lot of time. Tao now knows his own heart. Please, Tao has given in.

kacha:

So what do you want?

tao:

I'm a lover.

kacha:

I'm sure.

tao:

um

kacha:

um

tao:

Thank you, I love Kacha the most.

Since that day, my life has gotten better and better. Tao got to continue working and the fans didn't say anything but were more than happy (they didn't like Tao getting close to women). As for me, the book was selling like hot cakes. Until the police had to ask to stay and continue the marriage. which I refused anyway I want a personal life that isn't too chaotic.

Now it has changed to a coffee shop on the roadside. There are a lot of customers. A by-product of Tao's stardom (helping promote the shop)

"Oh, that's right. Tao, I've never asked before...why did you think of making that book?"

“Well, Kachaka was planning to make a final book, and then that crazy idea came up, so he ended up making that story.”

“And if we assume that Tao doesn't like it and is completely lazy, what will we do?”

"Probably...just stay still ^_^"

"Kachchan...basically, you have to come and flirt and stay close to be soft-hearted."

“This is Tao. Kacha has been with Tao for a long time. Kacha knows Tao's personality well. If Tao doesn't like it, even if he tries to die, he probably won't love me.” Tao pulled me to sit on his lap. Warm hands were placed on my waist and tightened tightly.

“Tao really can't choose the wrong person.”

Secret love or love too late We shouldn't keep it in our hearts. You should confess it even if he loves you or doesn't love you back. Because when we meet him again, we will exchange and feel a sharp pain in our hearts. But if we confess, what happens is just not looking at each other, but at least we have released those feelings.

Life is uncertain. Whatever you do, you should do it as you wish. It's not like in the novels where you just stay still and your soul mate floats up to you. We have to keep searching for it and then we will find the right person..