Dear God  

Dear God.. the only thing I ask of you.

Please embrace me when I'm not beside you.

When I'm too far away

We all need people who will be true to us.

..but I left you when I met you

15 May

Sina

Chinese media reported that Kris, the leader of the hot boy band,

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Submit a court summons requesting cancellation of artist contract to the agency.

SM Entertainment

'Traitor'

'ungrateful person'

'Irresponsible people'

'I'm really sorry that I ever liked you.'

'Why do you have to go? The crazy, selfish person has gone. There's no need to come back and see me again.'

'I thought someone had to leave the group, huh.'

'The band broke up'

There are many other opinions which are not very well intentioned. Fans who used to say that they love like this, love like this, now everyone is cursing and condemning a man who just wants to go back and take care of his mother. What's wrong with him? Mother has only him. And mother is his whole world. Sure enough, he gave up everything. willing to be scolded and condemned

It's better than letting his world be dull.

“Tui Zhang, calm down. If you go, what about us? A concert is about to happen. If you go, what will we do? Aren't we one? 12 1,12-1 0"

“But Yixing, I just want to go back to my mother for once. Now even video calls I just can't do it. You tell me people, if we stay away from the world How long can I breathe?”

“But Tui Zang, can you wait for the concert tour to end before you decide? Or you can try to negotiate with the boss. He must have listened to you.”

“Yi Qing, wasn't it clear in the past? Are they interested in a small money-making allowance? You should know how much we are being taken advantage of these days. I chose and I chose to go. I'd rather choose a lonely path than have my world tarnished.”

“Duizhang, please don't leave.”

“Stop calling me Tui Zhong. Stop calling me Kris. It's not me. My name is Wu Yifan. Did you hear that? I'm leaving!"

"Fan, please, don't leave me...."

The voice was too soft. He had already left. He chose to walk on a lonely path. He gave up everything we had worked for together. To return to his world

May 16 "I'm fine. I wish everyone happiness and hope things get better for everyone. Thank you to everyone who supported me. And thank you for all the votes from you all. Wu Yifan is always here!”

8 July: Mediation in Chris' case.

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and

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It ended without a conclusion on Chris' side.

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Didn't come to the meeting because he was in queue for filming a movie.

News about him keeps coming, but things aren't good. His trend in Korea is seriously negative. Fans view him as a traitor, including his former brother in our band.

I was walking on a road. It's quiet now because it's quite late. Only some teenagers still play sports such as basketball or cycling. Suddenly, an image of that person appeared. The memories we had together slowly played out like a movie in a movie theater. Ah, so lonely when he chose to walk away.

Up until now he was working alone. Will he feel lonely too?

I walked until I reached an LDS church. I don't remember there being a church in this area. I really haven't been here for a long time. Because during this time work is quite tight. It's been a long time since I've walked around like this. I slowly opened the church door. This place is not much different from the churches I know. There are chairs and a long, straight walkway.

In front of it stood a statue. Behind that knowledge is The clear glass that was put together was an image of that person, 'God'.

"I am not a Christian. But do I have the right to ask for your blessing?”

"okay"

"Who's that?"

I was a little shocked, I didn't think anyone would come in. I hope he doesn't report me for trespassing.

“Don't be alarmed, it's me, Father. Dad couldn't sleep so he came to check on him. And then I saw the child. My child looks uncomfortable. Come, do you have something to tell Father?”

The man who called himself Father slowly walked closer and closer. He sat down, his hood covering half his face making him invisible. Hopefully he's not a vampire. His mouth quirked up into a smile. And waiting like he was waiting for me to sit with him to vent my feelings, but I didn't have one. My insides were empty.

"I don't have anything uncomfortable."

"So what was the wish you said you wanted just now?"

"I'm just thinking about someone else who isn't with me right now."

"Is he dead?"

“No, he just returned to his world. He said he couldn't live without that world. He also asked me If we weren't on earth, how long would we be able to breathe? But he never asked me how pleased I was to be his breath. And then he left."

Baby don’t cry, tonight

The phone ringtone sounded. It might be time to return to the real world.

“I have to go back. Nice to meet you, I'm Lay."

"Lei"

"Huh?"

"No, just asking if you're tired."

"I'm tired, but I have to do it."

'Is Lay going to leave the group?'

'It's true, I haven't seen him in a while.'

'I heard that the company opened a studio for him in China.'

'Kris, Luhan, Tao are all gone. If it were me, I wouldn't be here.'

'In the future, you don't have to accept Chinese people anymore. hurt the feelings Irresponsible'

I don't know where this news came from. I never had any thoughts of leaving SM. I worked hard to get the audition. No matter how difficult this path is, I will be a part of it.

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and will continue to live for the fans.

“Today's success is what the company

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for me and fulfill my dreams. I will not be greedy to live a comfortable life in my own country. I hope everyone can improve even more. and move forward.”

This is what I replied to them. Answer from my point of view But why do I feel like this now? This original standpoint is reversed. So cold And I was very lonely and tired. Even though they do the same amount of work with the same number of people.

"Hyung, do I have anything in line for tonight?"

"No, Lay, why would you do it?"

"Please park the car. I want to take a walk."

"Brother Lay, are you going back?"

The group's little maknae asked curiously. But even though he was asking, it seemed like he already had the answer he wanted to hear and was praying for me to say that answer.

"Go back, I have to go back."

"I mean"

"What is our house? There are 8 people in our house. I just want to go for a walk. Will you come with me, Sehun?”

"No, please be careful."

The sound of the car slowly moving away. Sehun's face improved slightly when he heard the answer. How could I hurt a child who had just lost his lover and best friend? That's all, he was sad enough. But no matter what, he would never hear the answer he didn't want to hear. Because I will never leave SM. I walked aimlessly, but my legs seemed to order me to walk here again. 'LDS' I slowly walked in and sat in the same place where the priest and I had talked.

"Is something bothering you again?"

“No, I'm just tired and lonely. I just want to sit quietly. 'Because I miss that person again'

“What can I tell Dad? Or try asking for a blessing from God, he will help you.”

“God, what will you do to help me? Can you please return him to me? Oh my god, you only help good people. What will you do to help a selfish person like me? A selfish person who wants his world to end and return to a world where I can be his life support. Tell me, will God help a selfish person like me if he hears what kind of person I am?”

“God, you are merciful to every creature on earth. He has love for every human being. Because everyone is your child."

“Okay, then give him back to me. Bring him back. Bring Chris back. I don't want to see Wu Yifan alone. But I want a cool Chris among people.”

“God cannot answer your request. How can you resurrect the dead? That Chris is dead. Only this Wu Yifan was left. and you accepted his request.”

I can feel the embrace That monk walked up and hugged me. But it was a familiar embrace. A hug that always encourages me.

'Tui Jang, we won a prize, we got first place, wow.

Oh Yi Qing, why are you crying? You have to be happy.' The embrace that comforts me when I'm sad.

'Duizhang, I probably won't be able to dance like I used to again. My injury isn't getting any better.

No, you must be fine. Nowadays, medicine has developed a lot. You have to recover and get time again.' A hug when I'm discouraged.

'Tui Zang, are you really going?

I have to go say goodbye, Yixing. You must be a good Tuizhang.'

“Yifan, is it you? Is it you? I miss you. I'm so tired and lonely. I need you"

"I'm with you all the time. and ask for God's blessings on you every day May you embrace me for me when I'm not around. embrace you when you're down or sad. And I ask that you stay by your side when you need someone to be honest with you. Let him stay with you where I can't go back. And I want to let you know.

I miss you too.”

“Yifan, please. Let me be your ventilator. I gave up my breath for you Come back to our world."

"I want to go back. But I can't take your breath away. I love you too much to see you die. And I am too jealous of my world to leave him. I will go first. The Lord will always be with you.”

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line

Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find

While I recall all the words you spoke to me

Can't help but wish that I was there

Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is

to hold her when I'm not around,

when I'm much too far awayWe all need that person who can be true to you

But I left her when I found her

And now I wish I'd stayed

'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired

I'm missing you again oh no

Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road

There's no one here while the city sleeps

and all the shops are closed

Can't help but think of the times I've had with you

Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is

to hold her when I'm not around,

when I'm much too far away

We all need that person who can be true to you

I left her when I found her

And now I wish I'd stayed

'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired

I'm missing you again oh no

Once again

Some search, never finding a way

Before long, they waste away

I found you, something told me to stay

I gave in, to selfish ways

And how I miss someone to hold

when hope begins to fade...

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line

Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is

to hold her when I'm not around,

when I'm much too far away

We all need the person who can be true to you

I left her when I found her

And now I wish I'd stayed

'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired

I'm missing you again oh no

Once again