The clothes you compliment that look good on me

The food you want me to cook

Books you've recommended for me to read

Songs that you and I used to listen to together

A place where you and I have many memories together.

The photos we took of each other

And your warm hands on my body

I still remember it well.

Because you are the one who completes the missing part of me.

therefore......

Don't be separated like this.......

Fanfiction by twitter : @Inkka_tako

Listen to Mr. Dean's song and look at the meaning while reading, it will make you more involved, right? Pick up the meaning of the song and use it at one point in the story ><

Today, at first glance, it looks like an ordinary Sunday with the late morning sunlight shining through the curtains. Wake your body up slowly from bed. Sunday is generally a day of weekly rest. He could practice or not practice because he usually just returned from a tour or other activity and the body was tired. Normally he would sleep in the morning after coming back from the plane for a bit and then practice in the afternoon before going out for a walk. Do some shopping, but today he has a really important mission to do.

Because today BamBam has a date with Park Jin Young.

Many people probably wonder. That there would be something special about it because Jinyoung is a member of the same group. It's probably normal to see each other regularly. If you meet them, they happen. But about being alone alone, it's been a long time since we've been together like that...

BamBam used the time the guy left to practice. Go exercise or whatever, but quickly get up and cook the food that Yugyeom, his close friend, went out to buy the ingredients for while he pretended to sleep smoothly as if life was going on as normal, which actually wasn't as normal. Why? Because there's an appointment. And thankfully, Jinyoung hyung has been especially fit lately, so his lifestyle has changed a little from normal. Seriously, right now his body is thick and muscular and very cuddly.

Okay!! The food is ready, the dress has been carefully chosen, everything must be done today. Hmm!!!

Some people hurriedly arrived at the appointed destination before the time was up. They wanted the man to feel surprised. I want it to feel like it's about to be a meeting between two people who live in different places or something like that. He may be the only person who thinks like this, but at least he wants to do what he wants to the fullest. Take your heart to the utmost.

Because it might be difficult to have an opportunity like this again.....

He still remembers how he had to muster up the courage to tell Jinyoung hyung that today's outing had happened...

The important point was that he felt that the man was distancing himself from him. From being nearby, used to snuggle close Used to give advice and talk a lot around him. Today he talks to a lot of other people, and of course, there's a part that I can't deny talking to with him less. It's probably because neither of them did MCing.

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together as well...at first it may not be clear. But there was a time....that they went on a trip during their American tour, even though there were three of them, him, Jinyoung hyung, and JB hyung...but the memories of going to a restaurant together Let's go look at things together. Watching fireworks together, going to the aquarium together... It made his heart feel strangely touched when he thought of it...

But maybe it's because it's further away. The feelings are starting to become more clear, I guess.

“Ah! Jinyoung hyung!” He waved his hand to the people who were approaching their destination. It is a fountain in the middle of the city. There was a chair in a quiet corner under the tree where he could sit and wait. He knew that both he and Jinyoung were. I don't really like crowded places, so I try to find a meeting place that will create good memories at least in the beginning.

“Are you wearing a black outfit today? I haven't seen you in a while.” The thick man first met and criticized his fashion sense, first with the black outfit and black hair that contrasted with his fair skin. perfectly Jinyoung once said that BamBam can turn an airport into a fashion runway and is always good at choosing outfits that suit him well. It's one thing that the guys in front of him like to compliment him often and he remembers it. clear

"Oh, I also have the feeling of wanting to dress like this, looking like a normal teenager walking down the street..."

“But

Saint Laurent

It's fine.” Jinyoung brought his index finger in and lightly poked BamBam's favorite black leather jacket, but with a face that came closer when he poked. BamBam's heart couldn't help but flutter.

"Let's go. Let's have lunch and then go eat today. I made it myself too!!"

Jinyoung's eyes, which were initially filled with teasing and playfulness, suddenly changed to shock. Did the youngster next to him take the wrong medicine?

"Look, you.. don't you have a fever or anything?"

“No, so that we don't have to argue about finding someone to pay for lunch or something like that. Good.” Bambam hurriedly walked towards a nearby park, surprising the man who was being left behind.

But it seemed like his face had a faint smile instead.

“It was fun too.”

This city park is regularly visited by people jogging and exercising. There are many beautiful trees of various kinds, which if it falls in the deciduous season, it is said that it will be very beautiful. The atmosphere was shady. There is space to sit and relax and is not far from the company. But it's strange that the two of them haven't had much of a chance yet.

“It's strange, I thought you'd take me shopping in the middle of a shopping district.”

“I'll go now. There are many things to aim for. But things like this cannot be found in the middle of the city.”

BamBam's little hands carefully unfolded the cloth to reveal the bento box hidden inside. When opened, it consisted of rice molded into the shape of a peach mixed with the color of small pieces of ham, giving it a pink tinge. Next to it was Pad Thai and topped with large pieces of shrimp. There was a bowl of tom yum goong on the side. And ending with golden yellow mango sticky rice that looks sweet and delicious.

Jinyoung, who received the packed lunch, turned to look at Bambam with various emotions.

He once said that BamBam makes delicious food. Especially Thai food, I want to eat some. But I don't think that...

I don't know if he stared for too long or not. His little one turned around and asked if there was something stuck on his face. Jinyoung suddenly regained consciousness and turned around to scoop food into his mouth. Of course BamBam grabbed his own bento box and ate it too.

“Delicious, just as you made it.” The younger one heard the compliment and was stunned for a moment, then hurriedly hid the blush on his face. Normally, he doesn't normally praise like this.

“Thank you.” Bambam's cheeks puffed up, probably because he was trying to hide his feelings, but it seemed like it made the big man next to him even more affectionate.

The large figure reached out and pinched the figure's cheek. Everything that the little person had hidden disappeared in the blink of an eye, and his entire face turned red. Along with words that made his eyes unable to hold back their joy any longer.

“Very good.”

Little did I know, those pictures of happiness had already seen someone.

“Mark hyung, are that BamBam and Jinyoung hyung?” Youngjae's cheerful voice rang out with curiosity. He was definitely surprised because he'd hardly ever seen these two hang out together. It must have been. There's definitely something. But before Youngjae could say anything more, Mark quickly covered his mouth with his hand.

"Don't worry, he'll know for sure."

"You better go catch Coco first. She looks like she wants to run."

Seeing Youngjae speak, he hurriedly pulled Coco's leash closer to him. That's right, today they were just taking their beloved dog, Coco, for a walk. This was really a chance encounter with those two.

“Let's secretly keep an eye on each other for a while.”

Of course, traveling with BamBam requires some serious shopping. Bambam and Jinyoung's clothing styles are very different, while Bambam wears branded items and will choose Every time he buys and wears, Jinyoung emphasizes comfortable clothes like the one he wore today, such as a long-sleeved T-shirt with a striped pattern and chill jeans or something like that.

Finally, after stopping by several stores, the figure next to him was so full of paper bags with clothes inside that he wondered how much he could carry. Jinyoung's personal life was just one pair of the new Nike shoes. So he volunteered to help carry those shopping bags. Even though it caused some chaos while transporting the owners, the two of them laughed at the awkwardness in the process.

Sometimes differences become complements of each other.

The next destination, the bold man's turn, was definitely a bookstore. In this shopping district, there is a shop that the older people next to it like to visit. It has an old wooden atmosphere. Place books in cabinets. Looks organized and easy to find. Today he came to buy a sequel to “Ishibwara(이 시 봐라), look at those poems.”

What Jinyoung likes to read in his free time is short, funny poems accompanied by simple drawings that are both cute and funny mixed with sarcasm to make you forget about the stress of everyday life.

Choi Daeho

He composed many volumes. But I haven't bought the next book yet.

Bambam saw the look of the book that Jinyoung took out and his eyes widened with excitement.

"Oh, the cover is similar to the Ishibvara story I've read. I just found out that there's a sequel too!"

For this matter, it is considered very important to Bambam. Because it was a book that the man who loved reading had recommended it to me many times, and he was able to finish reading it, probably because it wasn't a book with lots of letters written all over it. It's a book that is similar to a storybook. People who are not as fluent in Korean as native speakers can read it as well. It feels like it's opening up the world quite a bit. Because it makes him feel that reading books can be just as fun as anyone else.

“That's right. I'll finish reading it and hand it to you to read.” The taller man who was carrying the book to pay at the counter revealed a cheerful smile that made dimples visible on his face. But if they appeared, it meant that the person in front of him had... Really very happy

He saw the person in front of him happy and couldn't help but smile.

Even though there are points of difference But because we're together Next to each other here So I'm even happier.

“It looks like we're just hanging out normally. I don't see anything special at all,” Youngjae commented after secretly following the two of them walking around for a while, but Mark didn't seem to think so.

“You really are so soft in the world. Don't you really feel the atmosphere around those two?” he said, pointing at Jinyoung and BamBam's hands, tightly intertwined fingers, coming out of the bookstore. certain Mark didn't miss out on taking pictures.

“Tonight there will definitely be a lot of talk at the dorm. Especially if you send these pictures to Jackson, he's sure to get impatient in the middle of a photo shoot. My beloved younger brother comes on a date with his “best” friend like this.”

“Oh, so that means Jackson hyung likes BamBam.” Youngjae's honest comment made Mark smack Youngjae's head with his stubbornness.

“Too vague. When we were both close friends, our feelings were all mixed up. But those two...Jinyoung and BamBam seemed to realize that their feelings for each other weren't like they were when they started. It was a year and a half ago when I started noticing a change.

It really has changed.”

“I want to see this. Is there anyone who will take the relationship to the next level?”

In the evening, walking around the entire shopping district is tiring. The two of them found a place to sit and rest again on the grass where the view as far as the eye could see was a large river with the city on the other side in the distance. I don't know when their hands were clasped together so tightly that there was no space. Since when Jinyoung took Since when did his face rest on the small shoulder of the person next to him, Bambam's heart fluttered and swelled like this? He had completely forgotten why he had invited Jinyoung hyung to hang out in the first place. Right now, he could only say that he was very happy.

Will the person next to him be happy too?

"That is....."

“Come on, I'm waiting to hear.” The black-haired man leaned beside him, burying his face close to him and whispering softly into his ear, the hair touching his face. BamBam's heart skipped a beat and he wasn't sure if it was a prank or something.

“Today is happy. Right?” Bambam's voice softened, showing his uncertainty. He was starting to be afraid of the answer of the bold man next to him now.

“Why wouldn't I be happy?”

This is asking a question! This guy is really a philosopher. It's like he's being tested.

“Sometimes, I drag you into a shop that might not be their style, but just let you go in as a friend. Something like this?”

Instead of answering, the larger figure came to back-hack the thin body from behind. Put your head on the back of some body. Which made BamBam feel even more confused.

“I love you,” he said, kissing softly on the shoulder and down to the small of her back. BamBam's expression was now as red as a tomato and he couldn't say anything.

“The clothes I want you to wear. Food that I want you to eat This is the book that I want you to read just so you know that you want to make me happy. When I feel like I might do something that will displease you, I'm a little afraid. If I can't accept this, I probably won't be able to love you, right?”

BamBam froze at the word love? The man hugging here really loves him?

“Then why are you so far away...”

Before Bambam could say anything else, Jinyoung grabbed BamBam's hand and walked him somewhere. After walking for a while, he stopped at a nice looking restaurant. Concrete, bare cement, steel structure showing the material. Mix in some beige wood furniture. Some black looks modern, combined with a stone walkway garden surrounded by various green plants.

“I will show you the real thing.”

Upon entering the restaurant's private dining room, I saw a sign saying that it had been pre-booked earlier in the day by Park Jinyoung. He started to think that the man in front of him had already read it earlier in the day. Well, this room looks like a small room. When you look at it, it looks like a living room. There's a big sofa, a TV, and a dining table. What exactly does this man want?

Suddenly a song came on. This song that Jinyoung hyung once called him to listen to together because he liked it so much, that image that I still remember well. Putting headphones in each ear and listening to music together...

D (half moon)

of

DEAN

“This song is about wanting the one person I love with all my heart to come back and fill in the missing parts like yesterday...”

"It's such an emptiness that even watching TV can't relieve the thoughts. Eating food only soothes the body."

"Even when the moon rose, I didn't care about the days and months that had passed. I thought about the old stories that used to be with you. My mind was in chaos."

“You can answer me. I stayed away from you because I wanted to erase that emptiness. They wanted to find a way to keep my heart still,” Jinyoung said, smiling sadly, looking out the window at the moon slowly rising. Instead of the sun setting

“When we don't have any obligations between us. Sometimes it's difficult for us to get along with each other because of our own personalities. And maybe it was because I felt like you were surrounded by so many people that in the end I felt like There wasn't a single person there, which was fine. But in the end, I kept secretly looking at her. And still find opportunities to get close.”

BamBam suddenly laughed.

“The reasons are similar. The approach is similar too.”

“Um, to be honest, I'm really shocked that you were the one who came back to start like this. Honestly, I always thought that I would accidentally fall in love with one side.”

“Sorry,” Bambam spread his arms out, “Give me a hug.”

Without waiting for his words to end, Jinyoung immediately hugged BamBam.

But there was a sound of the bell interrupting, as it seemed that the pre-ordered food had already been delivered.

“What are you interrupting now?” The tall figure rubbed his head and turned away from his body to open the door. Carts bring in a variety of food to serve. From dakgalbi, seaweed soup, kimbap, sundae, and more to Bambam's absolute favourite, crab curry.

“Oh, let's see if this fancy Korean-style dinner can compete with Thai food for lunch.” BamBam, who had already taken his seat, said in a mocking tone that Jinyoung grinned. No matter what, I will definitely not lose to this kid.

BamBam scooped crab curry into his mouth and the taste he got was divinely delicious. It's considered usable.

“Not bad, I think we're even.” The little one hurriedly shoveled the remaining various food into his mouth. He ate this much, but he didn't appear to be fat at all. Really envious.

“I brought you here because I saw they were selling crab curry that she liked. Also, she once turned to me when the whole group was filming at an amusement park together, I don't like brightly colored things and answered when I asked. I don't like amusement parks because there are a lot of people and I have to wait. So I thought, Preparing a private shop with this style would be better.”

“Even though it's a little expensive,” he joked.

"But this meal, I prepared it myself. Don't worry, I told you before."

All of Jinyoung's words drew a happy smile from the thin man across from him. It might even be a small smile of victory.

After the two had eaten their fill and all the dishes had been put away, Jinyoung went out to negotiate that he would like to reserve this room for another hour. Knowing that he would have to pay more money this time, BamBam volunteered that he would. Please help pay half of the additional payment. Because he still wants to have personal time with this man as well.

“One hour, right? It wouldn't seem out of the ordinary to get back to the dorm at 9:00pm when you're done,” Jinyoung muttered softly to himself, he wanted to reveal that he was dating BamBam right now. I even wanted to clearly announce my ownership. But keeping it smooth is probably a better choice.

“What should we do?” Jinyoung asked in a pleading tone.

Damn it, I can't stand it anymore.

Jinyoung called Bambam to sit on the sofa and he lay down on the thin body's small lap for a while, then picked up his cell phone and pretended to take a picture of the owner's lap. Honestly, it wasn't very comfortable, but he felt that it looked like a good couple.

“If you go on a trip to my neighborhood. It must have been a lot more romantic. At that time, she wanted to go to Hawaii and had said that she liked the sea around Busan, my house on Wu Island in Jinhae City. The sea is just as beautiful as there, so fresh ingredients from the sea are required to make the crab curry. Or even the tom yum goong or pad thai that you made was definitely more delicious than today,” he said, tucking his head into the thin one's belly so much that the side that was invaded had to put his hand up to stop the thick one's head.

“Yes. Oh, Little Baby asked me to tell you that the seaweed that I bought as a souvenir in Thailand at that time was very delicious. I'd say that it makes me want to go to the source of the ingredients as well. And it would definitely be great to take photos there together.”

The conversation stopped for a moment until Jinyoung broke the silence.

“Well, I've been wondering about one thing for a long time. Why was she accepted into the program?

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I don't think that's the only reason why she wanted to act as the main character. Right?” Right now he was acting like a cat that was about to turn into a tiger. It would be better if he asked questions for a while and then he would be more aggressive.

BamBam pats Jinyoung's head affectionately, giving a smile that makes the heart of the person who will become a tiger. Dancing irregularly

“Answer in a selfish way. I want to understand you better.” Those soft hands continuously caressed Jinyoung's lips, cheeks, neck, hair, and it awakened instincts.

“When I entered the program, he taught me a lot of things. feeling angry Fierce fear, fun, thrilling fight scenes. There is also a period style show. Teaching them to understand the characters before playing the role and the story, showing various feelings, sometimes making them understand many feelings more. Made me realize that acting in a drama as well as you are really difficult and...

It might be one of the reasons why we decided to do something like this today.”

Suddenly, there was a huge force that flipped BamBam and fell to the bottom. The two's eyes suddenly met.

“Did I ever tell you that life is a show?”

“But for the feelings I have for you. It's all true,” Jinyoung said as he touched the plump lips of the less powerful figure beneath him with his slender fingers.

“He taught me about love, too.”

“Probably know how to kiss.”

Before BamBam could respond, the thick figure pressed his lips to the thin one's. A mischievous tongue slipped into his opponent's mouth, and the figure closed his eyes. He let everything respond according to his instincts as soon as the thick figure parted his lips. The smaller figure rose up and repeated the kiss. Tightly intertwining their hands with the strong body while enjoying the sweet taste of the opposite side. The thick arms began to hug the thin body, pulling it close to itself. BamBam's plump lips made Jinyoung crush her even more excitedly.

“This is the truth.” The thin figure separated her lips from the thick one. She really wanted to use the same breath as the strong figure in front of her for a bit longer, but she couldn't take it.

The man in front carefully unbuttoned the small figure's shirt and buried his face in the opposite side's white chest.

“Are you tired?” he said, leaning in to create a kiss on your neck. A soft moan came from the smaller figure who mischievously used his hands to undo his opponent's shirt, sometimes pinching the other's strong back. Jinyoung's side was no different as he used his hand to caress his opponent's entire body. The hand that lightly touched the black hair contrasted with the soft skin that imprinted charm on the viewer all the way to the nape of the neck, the back, the small of the waist....

If you ask me how happy I am right now, words cannot describe it.

“Making a one-sided kiss isn't fair.” During the time it took to create an imprinted kiss on the neck, Bambam buried his face in that strong, fit shoulder. After a while, a red mark appeared on the figure's neck. A passionate kiss shows possession. that she was his Only this Park Jinyoung

“Time is running out.” The two naked bodies snuggled together.

“Right now, there is nothing blocking us.” The gaze that the smaller figure sent to the stronger figure was now only the image in front of each other. Through tearful eyes The two of them carefully sang the song of their last kiss of the night, a sweet kiss that lasted for a long time. Hearts that have only each other and breathe as one

The two carefully put on their shirts before leaving the store.

“Actually, we can still go further, but it's better to wait until you're ready.”

"Um..." The eyes of some of them expressed regret. The eyes staring at the strong figure in front of them were now the eyes of someone who was completely in love with someone.

He grabbed the tall figure's hand and held it in his.

“Right next to here. Juju,” he said, a little embarrassed.

“Do you know why I like this name so much?”

Jinyoung looked so puzzled that Bambam couldn't help but smile.

“Because it means pig. Even if it's Chinese. But those nicknames for fat pigs that people who are lovers in Thailand like to call each other, and I think this name suits you well too.” The small figure next to him gave a sweet smile that made Jinyoung almost want to. Grab him and kiss him again.

He glanced at the kiss he had left.

"Anyway, you're mine now. I'll tell you clearly one more time. I love you," he said, placing a soft kiss on her forehead.

"Oh, I just....love you."

BamBam's sweet voice and sexy body are charming. Everything about the person in front of him is what makes him fall in love...

Even though they're different, they can complement each other. That's love.

“Oh, what a pity. After they entered that restaurant, I couldn't take any more pictures.”

The dorm door opened and Bambam and Jinyoung overheard Youngjae's conversation...

“You guys secretly followed me and BamBam on a date?!”

The atmosphere at the dormitory will probably be chaotic for a long time...

Dress up and embarrass yourself. 5555555

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