❆❆ A Christmas Memory ❆❆

Pairing : KimMyungsoo x LeeSeongyeol

Genre : Au,Romantic Drama

Rate : PG-18

Author : INSPIRIT_LN

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The slender figure of a young man with a cute face like a woman's. The steps crossed the road as the crossing light turned green. His slender hands tightened the black sweater he was wearing due to the coldness of the wind blowing through his body during the winter. Some people continue to walk along the sidewalk. “Lee Sung Yeol”

was the name of this beautiful young man. Big eyes stared at both sides of the road as slender legs walked past. Various stores are beginning to prepare their stores for the Christmas festival that is about two weeks away. There are large and small Christmas trees, Santa Claus, sleighs, reindeer, snowmen, teddy bears, gift boxes, various colored light bulbs, etc.

Decorated and decorated to look beautiful and beautiful. Sungyeol looked away from those things and let out a soft sigh. Christmas is a time that everyone looks forward to celebrating with the people we love. But for Sungyeol, that's not the case. He hated it every time this festival came around.

For three years, Sungyeol had toiling himself through this festival. Who ever said that time will heal wounds and heal them? Sungyeol was the one who didn't believe those words. Or was he the only one in the world who foolishly let himself dwell on the sorrows of the past? won't let go

Hurt yourself to suffer like this. Why? Why does Sungyeol hate Christmas? Because it is a painful memory that Sungyeol will never forget.

Three years ago, Sungyeol lived a happy life. His life was complete with everything including wealth. Family and social status Sungyeol is a bright and cheerful person. A cute smile appeared on her beautiful face all the time. Whoever is near him is filled with laughter and happiness. Sungyeol's life is the envy of many people.

He is a final year architecture student who ranked first in his grades. He is good in both studies and activities. And most importantly, he is the only one who can capture the heart of L, a handsome young man from former business administration school that girls all over the university want to own.

“Sungyeol, do you want to go to the beach this week?”

L asked Sungyeol as they sat together at the marble table in front of the architecture faculty.

“The sea? Probably not, L. This week I have to edit a project and submit it to my teacher.”

“Sungyeol, last time you said you had exams. The last time I was told that I had to study to make up for it. And when will we be able to go?”

L pursed his lips slightly in a lover's touch.

“I'm really sorry, L. This project must be submitted quickly. Don't be angry.”

Sungyeol reached out his slender hand and took Al's hand in his. He felt really guilty about rejecting L. This is not the first time he has done this. But Sungyeol had no choice. The closer he got to the end, the busier he became, rushing to finish the project. He knew L wanted some alone time with him. But Sungyeol tried.

“There has to be some kind of redemption like this.”

L said slyly. Two thick hands reached up and embraced her thin waist. before resting his chin on smooth shoulder

"What are you doing? You're embarrassed of him."

The glass was tinted with embarrassment. Big eyes looked around, worried that someone would see them.

“People who are lovers, why should we be ashamed when hugging each other? You can do this too.”

With that, L buried his high nose into his white cheek before inhaling the aroma and pulling it out. A smile curled the corners of his mouth, satisfied when he saw that some of the people were shy.

"Are you crazy? Whatever you do, someone will see you."

Sungyeol slammed his hand down hard on L's arm. L laughed happily.

“Whoever sees it, so be it. I'll show you more." "Okay, I know. I know that Sungyeol is holding onto this matter. I won't do it again.”

L gave up when he saw Sungyeol giving him a fierce look back at him. Sungyeol is quite a reserved person and doesn't like L showing his love for him in public and among large groups of people. This is different from L who is quite open about these things and doesn't care about other people's eyes when he does something. L and Sungyeol have been together for many years. While other couples have deep relationships with each other, their relationship is mostly just kissing. Just kisses and hugs.

“Sungyeol, can we go?”

Nam Woo Hyun, Sung Yeol's close friend, walks in and calls out to Sung Yeol. His cute face bowed slightly to greet L who was sitting next to Sungyeol. L bowed his head slightly in response to Woohyun's greeting.

“Wait a minute, Woohyun,” Sungyeol tells Woohyun before turning to L in a voice filled with guilt. “L, I forgot, I won't be able to go back with you today. I have to go shopping with Woohyun. I made an appointment with Woohyun.”

“Sungyeol again?” L said in displeasure.

“Sorry, I'll call you tonight. Don't be angry.”

Sungyeol turned and apologized to L before quickly putting the things on the table into his shoulder bag and walking out with Woohyun. Leaving L alone at the table with a sad face.

Sungyeol knows that it is his fault that he cares too much about his studies and neglects his duties as a girlfriend to L in many matters. But he tried to compensate L as much as he could. Sungyeol was finally able to take time off to go to the beach with L. Sungyeol didn't go with just the two of L. But there was a group of friends and L's friend's boyfriend who went out as well.

Sungyeol shares a room with L. After taking a shower, Sungyeol sat on the bed drying his hair with a towel. L finished taking a shower after Sungyeol. He wrapped only a towel around his bare bottom, which was dripping with water, and walked out of the bathroom. Revealing a strong chest and a well-proportioned stomach.

Sungyeol turned away because he was embarrassed by the sight in front of him. Even though we've been together for a long time Again, he's also a man. But this time was the first time that Sung Yeol slept in a room with L and saw L's body exposed more than ever. Because he just averted his eyes to look elsewhere. Sungyeol was slightly startled when L walked up behind him and reached out to snatch the towel from his hand. Before sitting down next to him, he began to gently dry Sungyeol's wet hair.

"L, it's okay. I can wipe it myself."

Sungyeol stopped L. L smiled slightly before shaking his head lightly.

“I'd better wipe it.”

L gently wiped Sungyeol's hair. Big eyes staring at the person in front of him all the time. In the end, Sungyeol had to lower his eyes to avoid the sharp gaze that was looking back at him. But when he raised his eyes to look at the person in front of him again Without warning, his jagged lips were pressed onto the beautiful petals. It's sweet and soft.

L bit her pretty lips back and forth teasingly. before sending his hot tongue in to taste the sweetness from within From the gentle kiss, it became more and more passionate. The thick hands began to caress the beautiful skin, from the smooth shoulder, the slender, beautiful arm, down to the thin chest. Drag it down to your stomach through the fabric. before inserting his thick hand into a thin t-shirt

Caressing the beautiful skin back and forth until Sungyeol trembled from the force of those touches. A thin hand gently pushed against his strong chest as his breath began to falter. L broke the kiss and pressed his curled lips to the crook of her white neck instead. He kissed her softly, passionately, before pushing his thin body down to lie flat on the bed. L followed her down and gave Sungyeol another hot kiss.

One hand raised the hem of Sungyeol's T-shirt. He traced his thin breasts with his hands before dragging them down to the waistband of his small shorts. Before L pulled the pants off her beautiful legs. Sungyeol regained his composure. His slender hand immediately used all of his strength to push L out of his own body.

"Don't be L. We shouldn't be doing this."

“Why, Sungyeol? We are lovers!!!”

L said in a tone of dissatisfaction and irritation at being interrupted.

“People who are lovers don't always have to do things like this.”

“Everyone does it. There is only one you, Sungyeol.”

“Well, I'm not ready yet.”

“So when will it be ready? When will you stop being so conservative? We've been together for many years now. Between us at most it was just a kiss. Where did other people go next?

L said out loud in an irritated mood.

“Then why do we have to be like everyone else?”

Sungyeol retorted to L.

“Why do you have to be like everyone else? Well, other people love each other, Sungyeol. What did he have? Or in fact, you never loved me at all. To hate each other like this.”

"It's not true. Love is part love. This matter is different parts. Don't be a bully."

“I'm not a bully, you're the one who's a big deal. It's stupid and it doesn't matter.”

“Idiot? If I'm such an idiot? We'll break up, L."

Sungyeol said in anger at the person in front of him.

“Don't quit!!! This guy is so annoying. Please feel free to sleep alone.”

L screeched loudly at Sungyeol in displeasure before walking out of the room. Close the door to the large chrome room. Leaving Sungyeol alone. Sungyeol hugged his knees and buried his face in them. Clear water overflows the beautiful eyes. Sungyeol tried to hold back his tears. A feeling of disappointment filled my heart. Sungyeol was just afraid. Afraid of an impending deep relationship

Is he very wrong? He's just afraid and not ready. He loves L. He loves L very much. Not wanting to belong to L isn't that he doesn't love L. But L found an argument with him even though today was a good opportunity, which was considered very rare for the two of them to travel together like this.

After the couple returned from the sea that time L and Sungyeol drifted apart. But in the end, it was L who walked in to beg Sung Yeol first until the two reconciled. And it seems like this love between the two of them is even sweeter than before. Maybe it was because Sungyeol softened to L and L himself did everything he wanted.

“Sungyeol, the day after tomorrow it's Christmas. Let's go look at the lights."

“The day after tomorrow? I guess not, L. My friend just happened to come down to Seoul. We haven't seen each other in a long time.”

Sungyeol said softly to L. He knew that L was determined to ask him out on a date for Christmas. But Sung Yeol's friend made an appointment with Sung Yeol long in advance. And if we don't meet this time, I don't know when Sungyeol will meet his friends again.

“L…” Sungyeol called L out of guilt.

“It's okay, Sungyeol. In Seoul, they light up until New Year's Day. We can go after that.”

L gave Sungyeol a smile so that he wouldn't feel uncomfortable. But Sung Yeol secretly feels guilty for his lover.

And then Christmas came. Sung Yeol's friend suddenly got busy and couldn't travel to Seoul. Sungyeol picks up his phone and calls L to tell him that his friend isn't home and to ask L out on a date tonight. But then he changed his mind and wanted to surprise L. Sungyeol decided to go see L at the condo instead, secretly hoping that L would be happy and excited by his surprise.

Sungyeol drove to L's condo in the early evening. When he reached the front of the room, Slender Finger pressed the password he remembered to open the door. When the door is unlocked Sungyeol took himself inside. He was a little surprised that the entire room was completely dark. It wasn't until Sungyeol thought about what to do. There was a loud sound of something coming out.

Sungyeol paused for a bit before listening to the voice again. The sound that came out sounded like someone's exhausted moaning. Sungyeol glanced towards L's bedroom. L's bedroom door wasn't closed properly, causing light from that room to shine through. Sungyeol walked with slender legs towards that room.

The closer you step, the better. Those voices became louder and clearer. Sungyeol stopped in front of L's bedroom door. He pursed his lips tightly. suppress your feelings The sound coming from the room was clear enough that Sungyeol could guess what was going on inside the room. The thoughts in Sungyeol's head were all racing together now.

One side urges Sungyeol to open the door and face the truth. While the other side pushed him to turn around and leave the truth behind without knowing anything about it. In the end, Sungyeol chose to face it. A slender hand that was starting to tremble slightly slowly raised it up before gently touching the door open.

Big eyes looked inside before being frozen at the scene in front of them. The image of two naked people hugging and merging together as one on a wide bed with hot emotions burning with lust. Sungyeol stood still, his whole body numb. He looked at the picture with a broken heart. If his slender hands had not gripped the edge of the door, he would not have been able to keep his balance.

The thick back of the person above the small body in the embrace was something Sungyeol remembered well even though he only saw the back. He is the owner of this room and also the owner of the heart that Sungyeol gave so willingly. But what made Sungyeol stunned twice was the small figure in L's arms. Someone Sungyeol never thought would be attacked behind his back in such cold blood.

The small figure who was in the mood for lust was the first to see Sungyeol. Her pretty face, which was covered in sweat, panicked before she exclaimed Sungyeol's name and pushed L away from his body in shock.

“Sungyeol!!!”

Sungyeol's name and the shocked expression of the person beneath him made L feel his body turn around. And when he saw Sung Yeol enter, L lost his face and froze. Sungyeol didn't wait for L to say anything. Some people immediately turned around and walked out of there. Before quickly walking towards the open door of the room, he led himself out without listening to the sound of L screaming his name behind him.

Tears began to fill her beautiful eyes. The two slender legs sped up their steps to reach the elevator as quickly as possible. But not before Sungyeol got off the elevator. L, whose clothes were not properly worn due to hurry, ran up and grabbed Slender's wrist.

“Sungyeol, listen to me first.”

“What else do I have to listen to? Let me go!!! ”

Sungyeol asked L back with tears in his eyes. He tried to shake his arms out of his grip.

“Me and Woohyun.. .are us. We didn't mean to. Emotions take you away.”

“Heh!!! I didn't intend to, but I ended up sleeping here. How many times have you been unintentional?” Sungyeol asked in pain. “How many times has my girlfriend and my closest friend put on me? How many times!!!” Sungyeo The voice began to grow louder because of anger from the incident.

“This is the first time. I told you it wasn't intentional. Just this matter, why do you have to make a fuss? You can talk nicely.”

“Just this matter? frantic? So what should I do? Do I have to thank Woohyun? Thank you for sleeping with my girlfriend. Just this matter is not a problem. The next day, I slept with my girlfriend again. Is this like this? ”

“Let's go together, Sungyeol. Let's talk nicely. Don't get emotional. You are the one who is at fault. All of this happened because of you.”

L said in a dissatisfied tone.

“Because of me? What did I do wrong? Don't come looking for trouble.” Sungyeol asked in confusion.

“It's because you're old-fashioned, Sungyeol. I'm just a man There was also a feeling of wanting to release some. But you're so overbearing it's annoying. So I had to find someone else to vent to.”

“Is this your reason? Is this my fault? You are the most selfish L,” Sungyeol said impatiently. “The reason you have someone else is not because of me. But it's because you never have enough. Even if I have something to do with you You can find a way to cheat on me.”

“Sungyeol-ah, it's not like that. I'm just trying to explain to you why I did it. Even if I have someone else, you are still the only person I love.”

L's voice softened when he saw Sungyeol becoming serious. He held Sungyeol in his arms, trying to pity Sungyeol. But Sungyeol resisted and didn't let L hug him. L could only hold on to his slender arm.

“Let's break up,” Sungyeol said in a serious tone.

“Here we go again, when we argue. You always bring up the matter of breaking up. Come on, we can't break up, Sungyeol."

L said with confidence.

“Why not? It's between us. Please let it end like this. We can't be together anymore.”

“I'm not quitting!!! No matter what, I won't quit. You can't live without me, Sungyeol. Now you're just angry. In the end, you want me anyway.”

“I will show you how this Lee Sung Yeol can live without you. I'll be the one who walks out of your life. May you be happy in your world where there are no people like me. Thank you for making me know that at least we once loved each other.”

Sungyeol said seriously. before shaking his own arm away from L. Then he took himself into the elevator that opened.

“You can never stop loving me, Sungyeol. People like you can't live without me. You must come back to me.”

L said that last sentence before the elevator door closed. The elevator descended as tears flowed from Sungyeol's beautiful eyes. Message notification sound of the program Sungyeol picked up his beautiful mobile phone and looked at it. Surprise flooded my mind again. The person who sent the message was Nam Woohyun, his close friend who was in L's room just now. Curiosity made Sungyeol immediately open and look at the message.

Dear friend Sungyeol

A dear friend that I had to endure being with even though I hated it for a long time.

I have something for you.

Merry Christmas

Yes.

I hope this gift will make you stop being stupid. After being stupid for so long

If you want more gifts, just tell me. I'm happy to send you more at any time.

Sungyeol swept and read the message. Before opening and viewing the nearly 10 clips that Woohyun had sent, Sungyeol briefly looked at them one by one. His hands began to tremble with anger, sadness, and disappointment. Every clip was a clip that Woohyun secretly took when Woohyun had a deep relationship with L. From the clip, it's clear that Sung Yeol's meeting with those two today wasn't their first time.

But they secretly had a relationship that Sungyeol never knew about for a long time. Sungyeol must really be a fool like Woohyun said. A fool who never knew that his lover and close friend had secretly been in a deep relationship for a long time. If Sungyeol didn't think of surprising L by coming to this condo today without telling L in advance.

He probably didn't know this truth and continued to be a fool and let the two of them wear him on him. Sungyeol shut down Woohyun's message before exiting the elevator and heading towards his car. He's so tired. I'm tired all over. It hurts so much that I don't know what to begin with. Hurt of being cheated on by someone you love. Hurt of being betrayed by a trusted friend.

It hurts that I was tricked into being a fool for so long. It hurt to realize that L didn't love him as much as he loved L. So much, so much that Sungyeol couldn't live without L. L was right, it probably was. But he must move forward without L by his side. Sungyeol made a promise to himself. When they arrived at the car, Sung Yeol opened the door and sat in the car before the car had moved out.

The beautiful phone rang again. Sungyeol slides and presses to accept. But when listening to the person on the other end of the line tell the story Her beautiful face was pale as if there was no blood. Clear water droplets flowed down his white cheeks. The hand holding the phone was so weak that the phone almost fell out of his hand. After pressing hang up Sungyeol buried his face in the steering wheel before sobbing until he was shaking.

Christmas that year While everyone finds happiness But Sung Yeol lost his family. Sungyeol never knew that the family business was in trouble. Until his father decided to end his life by committing suicide on Christmas Day after being unable to endure the bankruptcy any longer. All family property was confiscated.

And finally, Sung Yeol's mother fell seriously ill and left Sung Yeol two months later. Sung Yeol's life fell apart in the blink of an eye. He did not continue his studies even though he was about to graduate soon. one term ahead Sungyeol had to find a small room to rent and find work to support himself. Friends that we once had began to drift away.

But it made him realize that if he had no benefits for those people, Sung Yeol would be meaningless in their eyes. Living in the beginning was very difficult for Sung Yeol because he had lived a comfortable life his whole life. But with his perseverance and patience, Sungyeol was able to get through and eventually get used to adapting to his new environment.

“Sungyeol, Sungyeol”

The sound of his call woke Sungyeol up from his thoughts of his past. Sungyeol turned his head to look at the source of the voice before seeing Sunggyu, the owner of the restaurant where he worked, calling out to him with a brow furrowed in confusion at seeing Sungyeol standing blankly for so long. After changing jobs in countless places

In the end, Sung Yeol came to settle down and work at this restaurant for a year. Sunggyu is the owner of this shop. The restaurant is not very large. But there are regular customers who always come to use the service. Because the restaurant is famous for its deliciousness and friendly service. Sunggyu is a rather fierce person. He looks fussy and methodical, but deep down he is a kind-hearted person and quite loves his subordinates.

“Yes, Sunggyu hyung.”

Sungyeol takes Sunggyu back.

“What's the matter? Just standing there blankly. Do customers enter the store and see it?”

“Sorry.”

Sungyeol bowed his head slightly to apologize to Sunggyu. He walked over to pick up the menu and walked towards the table at the end where a new customer was sitting. His slender legs brought him to a stop at a table where a young man dressed all in black was sitting. A slender hand placed the menu on the table.

“Menu.”

Sungyeol said to the customer as he usually did. before giving a smile, but then the smile on the pretty face faded when the big eyes met those of the black-robed customer who looked up at him.

“L!!! ”

Sungyeol exclaimed, calling out the name of the person in front of him in shock. Even though the style of dressing has changed That sharp face would change slightly as three years passed. But Sungyeol still remembers that beautiful, sculptured face well. Beautiful, wavy lips shaped like a woman's lips. The nose is high and ridged. And those mesmerizing onyx eyes

Even though we hadn't seen him for 3 years, Sungyeol never misremembered. The person in black furrowed his brow slightly in confusion at Sungyeol's exclamation.

“Is there something wrong?”

The customer in black asked Sungyeol with a face full of curiosity and no shock at seeing Sungyeol. The more that happened, the more Sungyeol understood that L had intended and was thinking of doing something to tease him.

“What do you want!!! Sungyeol asked back.

" need what? What is it like? I'm confused,” the black-robed customer asked in confusion.

“What do you plan to do, L? You coming here couldn't just be a coincidence, right? Do you intend to ridicule me, make fun of me, and be satisfied that my life is like this?”

Sungyeol said in a voice filled with anger but with a hint of pain in it.

“What are you talking about? I don't understand. I passed by and saw this shop. It looked beautiful. So I tried to come in and sit, that's all. And who is L you talking about?"

The customer in black told Sung Yeol. Sungyeol looked at the person in front of him blankly. If he acted in a drama, L would probably get the best actor award. Both the expression and the look in his eyes looked smooth and realistic, like someone who had never met Sungyeol before.

“Stop acting like you don't know anything. I'm not having fun with you. Are you satisfied or not to see me in this condition? If you're satisfied, you can go back. Don't ever set foot in this shop again!!!”

Sungyeol started shouting at the people in front of him in anger. Being angry about the past is enough. This person in front of him still pretended not to know about the incident that had provoked him.

“What is it, Sungyeol? Why are you making such a loud noise towards customers?” Sunggyu saw Sungyeol's expression not being good. Walking straight up to dissuade Sung Yeol before turning to apologize to the customer in black. “I'm sorry that my employee spoke ill of me. I'm really sorry.” Sunggyu bowed his head slightly.

" nevermind "

The black-robed customer smiled at Sunggyu. Sharp eyes looked at Sungyeol, who was standing beside Sunggyu with his arms crossed.

“Go help in the back of the store. I'll take the order myself.”

Sunggyu turned to scold Sungyeol. Sungyeol gave the black-robed customer a slight look with displeasure in his eyes before walking towards the back of the store following Sunggyu's orders.

The store was closed. Sungyeol came out from the back of the store and walked over to Sunggyu who was sitting at a table doing accounting. Sungyeol placed the keychain on the table in front of Sunggyu. Sunggyu looked at the keychain before looking up at Sungyeol as if wanting an answer. Sungyeol looked into Sunggyu's eyes for a bit before answering Sunggyu.

“I returned the key to the store.”

“Why return it?” Sunggyu asked in confusion.

“Well, today I acted badly towards that customer. He probably told Sunggyu hyung to fire me. Isn't it? ”

“Who said you would kick us out? And how do you know that that customer told you to fire us?”

“Alright, that guy, hey!!! That customer must have told Sunggyu hyung to fire me.”

“Think for yourself. That customer didn't seem to say a word. I asked him if you had done anything to him. He said no. He was the one who asked you so much that you might get angry.”

“Did that customer say that?”

Sungyeol asked Sunggyu in surprise. He thought L would take the opportunity to sue Sunggyu to fire him from his job. But L instead helped make amends for him. It's really curious and surprising. Sunggyu nodded softly to Sungyeol's question.

“Next, let's learn to control our emotions. No matter how irritating the customer is, you must be patient, you know?”

“Yes.” Sungyeol accepted Sunggyu.

the next evening Sungyeol was once again in an irritated mood. When I saw the black-clad customer from yesterday coming to the shop again. Today, that customer is dressed all in black, no different from yesterday. Sungyeol looked at the other co-workers in the store, none of whom were free. In the end, it was Sung Yeol himself who had to hold back his dissatisfaction and go out to take orders according to his duties.

Sungyeol placed the order in front of the black-robed customer. He slightly raised his head to look at Sungyeol. before giving him a smile that showed the dimples of his smile Sungyeol scowled back. The black-clad customer opened the menu in his hand. Before ordering food, Sung Yeol wrote it down. Sungyeol wrote down the menu the customer wanted before repeating everything again.

“Is that all?”

Sungyeol asked as usual. The black-robed customer nodded gently. Sungyeol reached out and picked up the menu back on the table. Move to walk away. But had to stop his steps. When the customer in black called him first

“Wait a minute, you, what is your name? Sungyeol, right? ”

“Yes,” Sungyeol answered in a sarcastic tone.

“I don't know who this person named L is. What did he do to make you angry? But do I look that much like him? To the point where you just saw my face and acted like you wanted to kill me.”

“Are you saying your name isn't L? It is strange that in this world there are two people who look alike like sheep.”

“What if I say yes? If I answer, I just found out today that there are people who look like me in this world. Will you believe me?”

The customer in black said to Sung Yeol. Those sharp, dark, onyx eyes met Sung Yeol's with a serious look. If it weren't for the fact that there were two people with the same face as if they were one person, it wouldn't be possible. Sungyeol must have believed the words of the person in front of him.

“So what would you say is your name? JK, M or ND are pretty cool, similar to LD's name.”

Sungyeol said sarcastically to the person in front of him again.

“My name is Myungsoo, Kim Myungsoo,” the black-robed customer answered Sungyeol.

“Yes, Kim Myung Soo is Kim Myung Soo. Nice to meet you, Mr. Kim Myung Soo. If it wouldn't be too much of a bother. Next time, Mr. Kim Myung Soo, try to find another restaurant to eat instead of this restaurant. It will be a great thanks.”

Sungyeol responded to Myungsoo in a sarcastic tone that the person in front of him, who he was sure was L, had concocted such a story to deceive him.

“No, I like this restaurant. This restaurant has delicious food and has more interesting things than anywhere else.”

Myungsoo met Sungyeol's eyes before giving him a soft smile. Sungyeol's face tightened and he returned it. I don't know why he suddenly felt embarrassed by that smile. What are the words that seem to have some meaning behind them?

“Is this the only item you ordered? Please excuse me.”

Sungyeol cut him off before walking away from the table. He couldn't help but secretly look back at Myungsoo again. But he had to turn around in no time. When he locked eyes with Myungsoo who was still staring at him, he didn't let up. Sungyeol secretly sighed softly. before shaking his head back and forth to get rid of the feeling of trembling.

After that day, Myungsoo stopped by the restaurant regularly. Even though Sungyeol tried to act cool and showed his dissatisfaction towards Myungsoo every time. But Myungsoo didn't feel angry at him at all. Myungsoo only smiled. Invite Sung Yeol to talk. Ask this, ask this. Even though Sungyeol sometimes answered, sometimes he didn't.

Or the answer will be full of sarcasm. Myungsoo doesn't care. Instead, he tried to find things to talk about with Sung Yeol and wanted to be close to Sung Yeol until Sung Yeol felt it. The more I talked with Myungsoo Sungyeol, the more I was surprised at many things. Myungsoo isn't like the L he knows. L is a refined person.

Dresses neatly from head to toe, wears perfume. His personality is impatient, irritable, easily annoyed and spoiled, while Myung Soo looks like a simple person. Dress comfortably but emphasize black clothing. As for personality, it's almost the opposite. Myungsoo appears to be a calm, gentle person, bright and smiling all the time. Sometimes Sungyeol wanted to believe that Myungsoo and L were really different people like Myungsoo had said.

But the thoughts in my head often conflict with each other. The possibility of people having the same appearance reinforces Sungyeol all the time. But if L changes his entire personality in hopes of tricking him into falling into a trap, It is considered that L was very successful. Because Sungyeol almost truly believed that was the case.

Tonight, it was Sungyeol's fate to be the one to close the shop. Sungyeol inspected everything in the store to make sure it was in good condition. Before walking to turn off the lights in the entire store until it was completely dark. Take your body and open the door. Then close the lock with the key tightly. After locking the door Sungyeol turned around and was startled when he saw Myungsoo standing behind him with a wide, cute dimpled smile.

“I'm shocked. What are you doing this late at night? When it's evening, you come to eat, right?"

Sungyeol put his hand on his chest. He was really shocked when he suddenly turned to face Myungsoo unexpectedly.

“I'm waiting for you.”

Myungsoo answered Sungyeol with a smile, smiling again. Why is he such a person who smiles all the time?

“Why wait? Sungyeol asked in surprise.

“I will drive you home.”

“Huh!!!” Sungyeol shouted out in surprise.

“You heard it right. I'm here waiting to take you home,” Myungsoo repeated.

"Why send it? Why do you have to send it? My room is just here."

“I know, I know that your room is only 5 alleys away from here. Just a half hour walk to get there.”

“How do you know this? Sungyeol asked in surprise again.

“I already know. And I also know that tomorrow, Christmas Day, your shop will be closed for 1 day.”

“In this matter, the shop has posted a sign. I don't know, I'm blind."

Sungyeol turned to Myungsoo and said. before walking out to return to his own room Myungsoo walked to Sungyeol's side. Surprisingly, Sung Yeol didn't say anything to stop Myung Soo from following him home. Even Sungyeol himself didn't understand why. Myungsoo tries to talk to Sungyeol like he always does. And it's the same.

Sungyeol sometimes answers, sometimes doesn't. At some point the couple walked past the Christmas tree. Whether it's reindeer, Santa Claus, or beautiful colored lights, Myungsoo shows Sungyeol those things in an exaggeratedly excited tone, much to Sungyeol's amusement. But also because I don't want to lose my form and let the person next to me know that he was successful in making me laugh.

Sungyeol then pretended to keep a straight face and ignore Myungsoo instead. After walking for about half an hour, we arrived at the dormitory where Sung Yeol was staying.

“Is this your dormitory? It's nice.”

Myungsoo scans Sungyeol's dormitory with interest.

“You can go back now,” Sungyeol said, dismissing the person in front of him.

"You go in first, then I'll be back."

“There really are a lot of things,” Sungyeol complained. before turning around to walk into the dormitory But had to stop his steps.

“Wait a moment, Sungyeol.”

" what? ”

“Tomorrow is Christmas. Your shop is closed. Shall we go for a walk and look at the lights?”

Myungsoo asks Sungyeol to leave. Sungyeol was stunned by that invitation. Pictures from three years ago came back again. Back then, L had invited him to go see the fire as well. But it all ended on Christmas Day when Sungyeol found out the truth that L and Woohyun had a deep relationship with each other. Including all the bad things that happened to Sung Yeol's family on Christmas Day as well.

" no!!! I hate Christmas.”

“Why hate it? Christmas is so much fun. Everyone is looking forward to being happy today.”

Myungsoo asked Sungyeol in surprise.

“But it's not me!!! I hate it, hate it, hate it, hate it, do you hear it!!! ”

Sungyeol loudly shouted at Myungsoo. Before turning around, he walked with slender legs and walked into the dormitory. Myungsoo followed with three feet before holding on to his slender arms.

“I don't know why you hate Christmas. I don't know why you hate guys who look like me. I don't know how much you must be hurt by memories of the past. But what I know now I just want to create new good memories with you. Isn't that right, Sungyeol?"

Myungsoo said to Sungyeol in a sincere tone. Those sharp onyx eyes stared deep into the big, round eyes with meaning.

“You really don't know why? I really don't know why I hate Christmas. Please don't lie and tell me the truth. Let's not deceive each other again. I can't bear it any longer.”

Sungyeol said in confusion. He wanted to believe that Myungsoo was a different person from L and never knew anything about the past. But Sungyeol still felt afraid. Afraid that he might be deceived. I'm afraid that he won't be able to accept the fact that he trusted and was deceived again and again by L.

“I don't know, I don't know anything. And I never lie to you.”

“Are you really Myungsoo? Does Kim Myung Soo really exist?”

“Yes, I am Kim Myung Soo. I have an identity. Do you want proof, Sungyeol? I have evidence to confirm everything.”

Myungsoo said to Sungyeol Sungyeol locked eyes with Myungsoo for a moment before shaking his head lightly.

“Forget it, please forget everything I said. I was just a little too distracted. Don't pay any attention to it.” “Thank you for walking me away. You go home, it's already late.”

Sungyeol said to Myungsoo before pulling his slender arms out of Myungsoo's grip

“Sungyeol”

“Hmmmm.”

“I'll come pick you up tomorrow at 8:00 p.m. Even if you don't go, I will wait for you here. Sweet dreams.”

Myungsoo said to Sungyeol before quickly walking away so that Sungyeol wouldn't be able to reject his invitation in time. Sungyeol sighed softly. Big eyes followed Myungsoo's thick back until he was out of sight.

Sungyeol looked at the clock on the wall of his room, the number of times he had been unable to count. The time now is only ten minutes away and it will be exactly 8:00 p.m. when Myungsoo had arranged to pick him up. Even though he had carefully decided that he would never go out with Myungsoo. But Sungyeol couldn't help but feel strange. It was a feeling similar to excitement mixed with curiosity to see if Myungsoo would follow through on his words.

Looking at the time again, the time had arrived at 8:00 p.m. Sungyeol stood up and walked to the window, opening the curtains just a little and looking down at the front of the dormitory. Myungsoo was really there. He stood in front of the dormitory and only once in a while would he look up at the dormitory. Sungyeol picked up a book.

before bringing himself back to his seat and starting to read the book in his hand He intended to use reading to take his attention off Myungsoo.

Nearly three hours had passed. The time now is almost 11:00 p.m. Sungyeol skimmed through the book in his hand. In his heart he wondered if Myungsoo had gone back yet. Sungyeol then went straight to the window again and opened the curtains before seeing Myungsoo standing there with his arms crossed, not going anywhere. Sungyeol closed the curtains and thought about Myungsoo in his heart.

The weather outside is quite cold. Although there was no snow falling, the air was cold and the wind was blowing quite strong. But Sungyeol had to act like he didn't care. But he couldn't do it for long. In the end, it was Sung Yeol who couldn't stand it. Some people decided to go down to the front of the dormitory and immediately walked towards Myungsoo.

“Are you crazy? Do you want to freeze to death here? You can go back now.”

“Well, I told you. Even if you don't go I will wait for you here.”

Myungsoo replied to Sungyeol. Myungsoo's face looked slightly pale. Maybe it was because he stood for hours in the cold.

“You are really stubborn. It's really worth leaving here to freeze and die.”

Sungyeol moaned. But Myungsoo smiled happily.

“What are you smiling about?”

“At least you still care about me, come down to me, and don't let me stand here freezing to death.”

Myungsoo gave Sungyeol a wide smile.

“Talk a lot, follow along.” Sungyeol turned around and scolded softly, not being serious. before leading Myungsoo away

Sungyeol takes Myungsoo to a coffee shop not too far from his dorm. Before ordering two servings of hot cocoa For him and Myungsoo Sungyeol rested his chin as Myungsoo placed both hands on the cup of cocoa before placing them on his own face to feel warmer. Looking at it, you can't help but smile at his child-like expression.

But when Myungsoo looked up at him Sungyeol turned his face straight at Myungsoo.

“Would you like another glass?”

Sungyeol asked when he saw Myungsoo drink almost the entire cup of hot cocoa. Myungsoo shook his head lightly.

“Then you can go back.”

“Hey!!! Don't rely on Sungyeol. I just came to sit and haven't gotten over the cold yet.”

“Serves you well. Whoever sent you to stand in the cold wind for three hours.”

“I have something to give you,” Myungsoo said as he remembered.

" what "

Sungyeol asked curiously. Myungsoo smiled until his cheeks formed dimples. Before reaching into the pocket of his winter coat, he pulled out a small box and moved it in front of Sungyeol.

“Will say

Merry Christmas

You probably don't like it. Then consider it a gift from a new friend.”

Myungsoo tells Sungyeol Sungyeol picked up the box in front of him and opened it to look. In it was a snowball. Inside are snowmen and a Christmas tree. There were white flakes resembling snow falling in it.

“Don't throw it away. Even if you don't like Christmas. In this snowball, it holds only good memories. When you encounter something good It will go in here.”

Myungsoo said and grabbed Sungyeol's neck first. He was afraid Sungyeol would throw it away.

"I'm not a child. Don't make up stories to fool children."

Sungyeol's cute expression was on, not believing the person in front of him. Myungsoo laughed softly. before looking outside the store

“I'm getting over the cold. Let's go for a walk, Sungyeol.”

Myungsoo invited. Sungyeol shakes his head in denial. But Myungsoo doesn't agree. He stood up and walked towards Sungyeol before grabbing his hand and pulling him up and following him out of the store.

Myungsoo finally succeeds in taking Sungyeol out for a walk to see the lights on Christmas night. Myungsoo still held Sungyeol's hand as they walked side by side. Surprisingly, Sungyeol allowed Myungsoo to hold his hand like that. He chastised himself for not pulling out his own hand. But Sungyeol couldn't deny himself that the warmth that Myungsoo transferred to his hands made him feel good, warm.

Don't feel alone. Suffering alone over Christmas that he so hates like every year that has passed. Sungyeol looked at the atmosphere around him as he walked past. For the first time in three years, he felt that the Christmas atmosphere was beautiful and pleasant to look at. After the couple walked around looking at the lights and the atmosphere for a while, Myungsoo then brought Sungyeol back to the dorm.

“Are you tired?”

Myungsoo asked Sungyeol. Sungyeol shook his head in slight denial. before being puzzled when Myungsoo held out his hand in front of his face.

" what "

“Please give me a snowball.”

Although surprised, Sungyeol pulled it out of his pocket and handed it to Myungsoo. Myungsoo received the gift box before opening the lid. Myungsoo gave Sungyeol another big smile. Swirling his hand in the air before clutching it like he was grabbing something and putting it into a snowball.

“What are you doing?” Sungyeol asked curiously.

“ How about putting good memories into a snowball? The first memory of today between us I put it in.”

Myungsoo purposely emphasized the word “between us” until Sungyeol felt it.

“How do you know that today was a good memory?”

“I know, because today you accidentally smiled many times.”

“Whoever smiles is talking nonsense.”

“Smile often, Sungyeol. I like it when you smile,” Myungsoo said. Sungyeol was stunned by Myungsoo's words. But try to act normally. “If bad memories cause you suffering and pain, then let them go. Turn your back on it. Choose to remember only good memories. I know it's hard to forget

But someday you will have to do it. I'm always ready to be by your side, Sungyeol.” Myungsoo met Sungyeol's gaze, clearly conveying his meaning through his eyes.

“Can I trust you?” Sungyeol asked.

“I won't ask you to trust me. People who had only met for two weeks. But I will be the one who will make you trust me.” Myungsoo said to Sungyeol in a serious tone. “One more thing, about that man. People who look like me I know that deep down you still don't believe that I'm different from him. I want to say that I'm not him.

And I'm so jealous of him that you never forgot him even though he hurt you so much.” Myungsoo reached out and pulled Sungyeol's hand before placing the Snowball gift box back to Sungyeol. go

“I must go. Good night, Sungyeol.” Myungsoo gave him a gentle smile.

“Wait a minute,” Sungyeol said, holding Myungsoo back. Myungsoo turned his eyes to Sungyeol, waiting to listen. “Well...I don't know how to talk to you. All I know is, I'm sorry and thank you very much, Myungsoo.”

“That's it? I thought I was going to give you a hug,” Myungsoo said with a cheeky expression. But when he saw Sung Yeol's face was still. “I was joking, Sungyeol, don't be angry at me,” Myungsoo hurriedly said to Sungyeol, fearing that the person in front of him would be angry at him. But he was even more shocked than before when Sung Yeol suddenly hugged him before burying his face in his shoulder. After regaining consciousness Myungsoo let out a shy smile before hugging Sungyeol back.

“I'm sorry I misunderstood you. I'm really afraid of lying. Thank you, Myungsoo. Thank you very much for coming into my life. I'm so tired Tired of having to walk alone again.”

Sungyeol said softly while still keeping his pretty face pressed against his broad shoulders.

“Sungyeol, from now on you don't have to walk forward alone. I will be beside you Will hold your hand Let's walk together.” Myungsoo gently rubbed his smooth back in a comforting way before deciding to say a sentence that came from Myungsoo's heart: “Let's be lovers.”

“Ha!!! What do you say?”

Sungyeol pulled away from Myungsoo's embrace and asked in a shocked tone to the person in front of him.

“Why are you surprised? I said we were lovers.” Myungsoo repeated those words with a smile.

“Wait, was it too early when I hugged you just now? I didn't flirt with you.”

“I didn't say that you flirted with me for a second, Sungyeol. I really mean it. I liked you from the first day I met you at the store. It might seem a little too fast. But I really want to be your boyfriend.” “Is that okay?” Myungsoo smiles wide until his eyes narrow.

“Wait, give me some time to think.”

Sungyeol quickly tells Myungsoo to leave. Even if he opens up to Myungsoo, it depends on the matter until they agree to be lovers. Sungyeol hadn't thought about that step yet. Myungsoo smiles at Sungyeol's behavior. It looked so cute in his eyes.

“Okay, then let me give you time to think. I won't be in Seoul for several days. Will come back again on New Year's Eve. On New Year's Eve, I will come to welcome you to the countdown together. And on that day, I will wait for your answer, Sungyeol,” Myungsoo said to Sungyeol before continuing, “But I probably won't see you for many days. I'll really miss you. So, I'd like to ask for something to relieve my feelings a little.”

Finishing his sentence, Myungsoo quickly leaned his handsome face closer to the pretty one. Before burying his high nose on a white, smooth cheek, he inhaled a large whiff of the scent and immediately pulled away without giving Sungyeol time to prepare.

“Already gone. Good night.

Finishing his sentence with Sungyeol, Myungsoo quickly walked away from Sungyeol. Handsome face stained with a smile Leaving Sung Yeol standing there helpless because Myung Soo attacked him unexpectedly. A slender hand came up and rubbed his cheek in embarrassment, unable to help but smile happily.

Sungyeol's Christmas this year won't be as lonely as every past year. Because Myung Soo walked into my life. The painful memories that were buried deep in my heart were now slowly fading and would probably fade away soon. He could finally look at Christmas with happiness like everyone else.

Sungyeol hoped it would be like that. After taking his eyes off Myungsoo's back Sungyeol opened the lid of the gift box containing Snowball again. before drawing his hand back and forth in the air like Myungsoo did. Grab it and drop it into the snowball.

“The second good memory between us, I put it down, Myungsoo.”

“See you on countdown day, Myung Soo Ya. I'm ready to give you the answer. This snowball is waiting to hold good memories for the two of us next time, Kim Myung Soo.”

Sungyeol happily said to the snowball in his hand. A bright smile returned to adorn that cute face once again.

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