“____JUST ONE CHANCE____”

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If we meet again

Promise to hug you tighter than before.

Promise that you won't let go of your hand again.

therefore...

'Can I come back?'

He was like a small 'candle flame' that just disappeared with the wind...

We love each other...until now I still love him. But I don't know if he still loves me.

I'm a really bad person. Really bad. I'm not a person who pays attention to small details or even the people around me. Until sometimes I neglected it until I didn't have a chance to pay attention to him again.

I did many bad things to him. It can be said that it is countless. But he still tolerates me...I don't know how he does it. He is a very strong person. But it's also very weak.

Wrong with me...he only hurt me once. I was in so much pain that I didn't know if I would be able to get up again..

Until now, I have nothing wrong with disabled people.

After returning home, I just fell asleep. I buried my face in the pillow and let my tears continue to stain the clean cloth in circles. Maybe...I used to think that there was no one around to be an idiot. There is no one to worry about. There is no one to call...not having him. I think it might be good.

But no, it was terrible and very painful.

“Doyoung…” A soft murmur sounded in the dark, silent room. The tears that had begun to dry began to flow again, along with sobs that rose in waves, “Huh...ka...can you come back...can you...uh?”

“Huh...I miss you.” I buried my face in the pillow. Trying to imagine yourself snuggling into the soft legs of your ex-lover.

Tui's head tucked into soft legs. Mouth softly kisses the abdomen. The warm fingers of the other party that always twirl their hair.

White...was the last color I saw before closing my eyes from exhaustion. It's not because of the light. But it was because the brain was empty... it was white and thoughtless.

Don't know what to do next

And white... is probably what Doyoung saw before falling as well.

“It's almost two months already...you'll wake up soon,” a deep voice whispered to the small figure lying on the hospital bed in the hospital gown. “Wake up and let me tell you I love you...Doyoung.”

Tears flowed down again as before. Just like every time he came to visit. And of course...he visits every day...

“Jaehyun... came to visit Doyoung again?” Doyoung's mother opened the door. He asked Jaehyun. The middle-aged woman's soft hand gently caressed the young man's head in a comforting manner. “Don't cry...Doyoung will definitely come back...hehe. Doyoung... will definitely come back.”

and this woman is another person... who shed the most tears for Doyoung.

"Mother, don't worry, I'll be there to watch over him."

Kim Doyoung is the name of the owner of a thin figure lying on the bed with his eyes closed. His thin body lay motionless and fell into a long sleep. which no one knows when it will end The milky eyelids that were the center of attention didn't even move.

Just a little...just not.

Doyoung...he's a good person...very good. He is very sensitive when it comes to his feelings.

Even though he was hurt again and again Over and over again...from the person he loves the most. The best of the heart As much as one person can love someone

But it's very strange... that he can endure it.

Until one day it was Doyoung's turn to hurt Jaehyun painfully. Breaking up was not easy for him. Especially when that person is the person you consider to be your life partner and everywhere you walk there are lots of good memories.

(Hello...Doyoung?) The deep voice on the other end of the phone made the little rabbit not dare to say anything even though he had prepared many words.

“Ja Jaehyun…” Someone whispered the other person's name softly. She trembled with fear that her lip had been bitten so hard that it was dripping with blood.

(What's up? Huh?)

"Come...let's meet...can we?"

(Um, where can I get it?)

“At the same shop...”

(Which shop?)

Doyoung clenched the phone in his hand, feeling unspeakably sorry. Even though it was a small matter, it had a huge impact on his fragile feelings...

But if he were to complain, Jaehyun would probably just reply with an 'idiot' like usual.

"store

A

at

XXX”

(Oh, I'll be leaving soon. Please wait a moment.)

Toot~

He said just that and hung up the phone, his slender fingers gently wiping away the small tears that were dangling down his cheekbones.

“Huh!” Doyoung held back tears and smiled at himself in the mirror. “Everything must be good...Doyoung everything must be good! Just give him another chance..."

The smile gradually faded from his face until only a sad expression remained and his eyes were dim. His face was like this… even when he was laughing.

He smiles. Just because he laughs doesn't mean he's happy.

“But...if he breaks it again...” Tears built up until they became heavy and fell slowly. "It's probably time to part ways."

“Doyoung.” Jaehyun quickly walked closer to the table by the window where the little figure was sitting before him, and Doyoung didn't turn around to respond. The hot fingertips touched the soft skin slowly. He ran his fingers along the frame of his face and used them to lift the other person's chin. "So...did you wait long?"

“..." Doyoung's lips parted slightly, "Waiting for a long time."

And the cold tone and blank stares made Jaehyun feel like his heart was falling into his eyes.

"Haha...sorry." Deep's voice was covered in laughter. “Do you want to order anything first...?”

“I have ordered a lot.”

“Um...still not here to serve?”

“It's all been picked up.”

“..." Jaehyun secretly sighed softly. “Is there something wrong? Suddenly called out...”

“Let's go outside and talk.”

“Ah...take the money too---”

“Paid already, come quickly,” Doyoung said, turning to look at Jaehyun out of the corner of his eye. Those distant eyes made him feel as if the distance between us had doubled.

“Ah...um.”

He felt strange... but his little bunny must have gotten stronger?

Pray to God...that nothing bad will happen.

Jaehyun silently prayed to God but it seems that God was not on his side...

“Let's break up.”

Not a single sound came out of Jaehyun's mouth. It was like Doyoung had thrown out a punch without his warning. His face was completely numb. The whole body is still. Everything stopped moving as if the world stopped spinning.

The thing that was shaking in fear right now... wasn't just his body or his eyes.

But his heart was trembling as well.

“Why...?” Jaehyun asked, sobbing. Shoulders as strong as the flowers that Doyoung has given you over and over again, every time there are tears, you can't stop shaking.

whereas...

Those tears all came from the owner of the broad shoulders.

“Do I still have to ask…” Doyoung said in a calm voice, but who knows… how hard he was crying inside right now?

The small figure moved closer to the dirt area. The toe draws many lines, all drawn in the same direction. Line after line Until it's all messed up

“Do you see these lines, Jaehyun…”

“It's an opportunity you've ever received.” His slender face slowly raised to meet the tall figure's eyes. “I have given you too much...so much...that our relationship has become a mess.”

"I...please...sorry."

“Oh...if it's those words...I've heard it from you hundreds of times.

J”

Small lips stretched into a faint smile. “It's not just his relationship that's messed up, Jaehyun...”

“My heart and feelings also hurt.”

“Doyoung.” A large hand reached forward and wanted to grab the small body and hug him, but Doyoung ducked. He lost his footing slightly. The fragile back collided with a solid pillar.

Puk!

But Jaehyun didn't even come closer to help him.

“..." Doyoung slowly stood on his own. My spine ached slightly, but I was able to endure it with tears welling up in my eyes. Gravity pulled it down and hit the hot cement floor. “Gulp…”

“Sir...is something wrong...?”

“It hurts…” Doyoung said as he lightly touched the back of his neck. His free hand gently traced his fingertips along his spine, his lips trembling.

“Do Doyoung…” Jaehyun stuttered. He tried to help support the body. But a small hand pushed him away.

"It's okay...don't bother," a trembling voice whispered softly. Doyoung stood his ground before walking away. He didn't know where he walked or where he ended...he just wanted to get away from here. Get away from Jaehyun.

“Huh...oh!” a sweet voice cried out. The small body fell to the ground upon being hit hard, eyes closed tightly in fear.

Many people walked past him without any regard, tears flowing endlessly. I don't even have the strength to speak.

“Ugh...huh,” Doyoung sobbed. His two small arms tried to support himself up, his slender legs seemed unable to support his weight because they were shaking so much that he almost fell down again.

But it was as if his body didn't want to touch the hot, hard floor again. Two legs supporting oneself up His small hand held on to the rough floor until his entire hand was stinging.

“Uh...” Doi Ong moaned softly in pain. Clear liquid spilled out of the large eye frames once again. A slender finger lifted up and wiped it away roughly.

A small figure staggered along the path. Tears flowed throughout every action. The zebra crossing is scary...

But the flyover is even scarier.

As he was walking across the river There was a homeless person sitting and begging for change, reaching out to some body.

'Money...give me some money, young man...'

'Oh, I... didn't carry any money out. I'm sorry.' Doyoung wiped away his tears and turned to speak to a middle-aged man wearing tattered clothes. dirty body Long, tangled hair

'If you don't want it, then go! Why are you standing still? You're so obtrusive!' The man shouted loudly. Doyoung, who was shocked, could only stand stiffly, 'Eh! I told you to go, go!!!'

A scrawny hand that should have no direct strength pushed Doyoung back violently.

But...

At that time, her small back was leaning against the overpass fence. Some bodies floated down due to the gravity of the world.

Doyoung's eyes widened in shock. Trying to grab something nearby

But it's empty

Small hands can only grab air. His heart was pounding uncontrollably until it felt like it was about to burst out of his chest.

but...

The next second, it would probably fall out of his chest anyway.

Before everything gets dark...there must be light first.

Doyoung's body around him was white before his consciousness faded and his heart felt like it suddenly stopped beating.

His body fell onto a car with a rather high roof. His body was therefore not injured to the point of being crushed like someone who fell from a tall building.

But Doyoung's brain was in a state where he could no longer perceive anything.

He became a sleeping prince and lay motionless in the hospital from that day until now.

But today, he will no longer be the Sleeping Prince.

Jaehyun raised his head after laying his head down and crying on the edge of the bed for a while because of the beeping of the vital signs monitor.

It was a sound that indicated that... everything in Doyoung had stopped.

Warm tears streamed down his moist face. My heart felt like an invisible hand was reaching out and squeezing it until it cracked and broke. Or it was hit by a heavy object until it was shattered into pieces.

A painful sensation as if being repeatedly stabbed with a sharp object. over and over without rest And there will be no stopping...

“Why Doyoung...even though everything is getting better...huh? Why do you have to do this?!” A deep voice shouted throughout the patient room. But the body that was lying still was unable to get up and answer. He knows...knows very well. “Pa...nurse...nurse!!”

A large hand slammed the nurse call button. The figures of nurses and doctors rushed into the room in shock. His eyes widened even more when he saw what was happening.

“Cardiac pump, nurse, cardiac pump!” The doctor turned to the assistant in a hurried tone. A tall figure in a gown leapt near the patient's bed and held tools with both hands.

“Can you help me get out first?” Another nurse's small hand pushes Jaehyun away and closes the curtains around the bed before disappearing to help his boss.

Jaehyun sat outside the room holding his hands because he couldn't bear to see the shadow behind the curtain.

The tall figure of the doctor opened the door and slowly stepped out of the patient's room. His distressed expression was a bad omen for Jaehyun.

“Doctor...”

But even so, he still hoped. I can only hope that Doyoung will survive.

“Now it's up to you to choose...whether to hold on to him or not. Or will you let him go?”

“What do you mean...?” He felt like his head had been hit so hard that it was completely blank and white.

There were no thoughts in his head right now.

“What do you get after holding on?...Does my son have to continue suffering? Doctor...let him go...don't let him continue suffering in this world.” A woman's trembling voice sounded behind Jaehyun. Her body trembled. Beside her was her husband beside her, holding his hand tightly.

“..." The doctor looked through the small window. The nurse inside shook her head slowly with a sad expression. The tall figure sighed softly and looked into everyone's eyes. “Yes...he was freed after being held back for a long time.”

“Huh...huh...” Mother's body collapsed on the hospital floor. Both hands covered their faces. “I want him to stay...but I just imagine his suffering...I really can't accept it.”

It took her a long time to say a sentence. A loud sob filled Jaehyun's ears. And of course, it wasn't just the voices of the woman and the middle-aged man in front of them.

Because his sobs were just as loud.

While our loved ones are still alive

Take care of him the best you can.

Because one day he doesn't know anything anymore.

Even if we keep telling you and keep doing things that we don't do.

He won't know anything anymore.

clear water;

It is the most dramatic story ever written.

Some readers may not understand. But I want you to understand.

What the water wants and tries to convey through this lecture

Actually, Nam isn't good at describing sadness. You can call it bad, haha.

A plot like this... I had to accept it for a while before I dared to compose it.

Nam says Nam is a rather blunt person when it comes to feelings.

As for covering himself as a clown...

Thank you for all your encouragement.

After opening the story for a while, there were already people in the audience.

Very happy, thank you very much :)