Squeeze in, squeeze my tears and squeeze my hand. begging for sympathy

She apologized about that day. who ever wronged me

Can you forgive her?

At a small coffee shop in the market area of ​​Itaewon.

After a message was sent asking me to come to our old restaurant and start a conversation by ordering the same menu. Holding hands and talking intimately like before But the difference is that now there are some things that can't be viewed like before.

The other person clenched my hand tightly and his big eyes closed and refused to stare directly at me. That little hand wiped away the tears.

Oh, how pitiful, such a sad beating.

What can I do, Junhoe?

It was someone who saw him with a new person. When he broke up with him, he agreed to leave easily. That night, I was completely hung up and expected that there would be nothing to worry about again. Finally, this morning I sat with my head raised and just watched him cry.

“Neng, do you know that we live with him? We are not as happy as we are with Neng.”

" um.. "

“He is both a night-lifer and a womanizer.”

" um.. "

“We miss Neng. “Those little eyes stared at me meaningfully.

“Ah..” But it was me who looked away indifferently instead.

“Did you say something?”

“So what do you want us to do? ”

“We want to go back.”

“Where are you going?”

“Let's go back to our original point.”

“What was the original point.. not there..”

Sympathetically, she put on a sad face and told his story. I also sympathize.

But if you're still happy And if you still have him

Will you come back to me?

I know why the other party made an appointment with me. What is the original Dong Chum spot? None of that, it disappeared when I saw that the other party was not being honest and affectionate towards me. I gave my heart to someone I didn't know. When I realized that I knew what the other person was hiding, I walked in and cried and confessed everything, saying that I had given up on me. Can you forgive me? Tell me can we break up?

And I was the one who gave in...

When you know that this business has nothing important except that it has no substance. It's nonsense, you still have to sit and listen until your heart hurts for fun.

I released the other hand. Denying that things between us probably don't exist anymore, that's enough. Carrying the bag up before getting up and turning around

“Neng! ” But the other party doesn't seem to agree. Grabbed my shoulder and turned me around. "Wait a minute, Dineng."

" that .. "

“We still love Neng.”

" already .."

“We know Neng still loves us.”

“No..”

“Why not? Neng Neng still orders apple pie. and watermelon smoothie for us to drink.” The other party showed me the apple pie and watermelon juice on the table. He turned around and grabbed my hand again. “We know that Neng remembers our favorite things.”

“No..”

“Why not, just order it.”

“The owner of the shop remembered your face...so he brought it to me.” Once again, I loosened my grip on the other person. “Your favorite thing? I just found out.”

It looked like the other party was going to be upset for a moment. before adjusting his expression and starting to shake my hand again

But this time, it was pulling him towards himself instead of me, who hadn't been able to prepare himself and stumbled towards the other person, causing both him and me to fall on the table that was toppled on the floor of the shop.

“Hanbin, what are you doing? ” I looked at the other person in shock. I didn't think I'd have the courage to pull my arm like this.

Hanbin is the name of the other person with big brown eyes. Tiny little hands that didn't seem to have the strength to pull a big person like me down. Damn it, I was a neat person before. Even if it looks a bit naughty But what was he thinking, pulling his arm so hard?

“Oh..sorry.”

" nevermind "

“What should I do? Everything is broken and my shirt is wet. It's sticky too.”

“I'll take care of it myself, but can I go back first?”

“Ha..divide each person in half... “

“Hanbin..” I started raising my voice towards the other person. Now it's gone too far Both nagging, begging, making sad faces, and using force to hold back. I really want to end it here. This is all I can afford. I come to this shop often. I'd like to ask him to reduce the amount, but what's annoying here is the other party. “Go back before you go. ”

At that time I asked her to stay.

She said she knew what she was doing.

You have to choose the best for yourself.

And how did you choose him? Do you still remember, darling?

I finished paying the damages to the store, got up and carried my bag out of the store.

But I had to meet another person who was waiting in front of the Hanbin store, walking in and carrying my bag for me instead.

“Neng, let's go home.”

" what.. "

“Speak bluntly as usual.”

“Just be curt with everyone...”

“Neng”

“What..”

“Neng likes to eat chocolate ice cream.”

" um.. "

“Neng likes chocolate chip cake.”

" um.. "

“Neng likes chocolate cupcakes.”

" um.. "

“Neng likes everything that is chocolate.”

" um.. "

“We remember.”

“I want to try changing it to vanilla..”

…”Neng”

“What.. do you call me often?”

“If we break up with him, we will come back to Neng.”

“Oh.. don't..” After finishing speaking The other party's expression was a little lost.

... "Why, Neng? We have no one left but Neng."

“Let's go find someone else. We're not the same.. ”

“Nothing is the same. ...You might be annoyed with me, but I understand that what we did was really harsh.” I shook my head at the other party before walking away. My heart hurts and I might have to go and fight my boyfriend again.

I won't take it with me.

“Neng”

“Why are you following me..”

“Then how can you help us? This is serious, it has nothing to do with that.”

“Come on..”

“Our shirt is wet..”

" already.. "

“Can I go change at Neng's house?”

Oh hey, it's not like what we talked about here.

That said she would choose him and never come back.

Hey, you better not swallow your saliva.

Don't waste time requesting anything. that she will never get back

Right now both me and Han were flying in front of the apartment where I lived. Damn it. From what I said, I have come a long way. Can go back further. Anything is really possible.

“Just this one time.”

“We remember Neng's room, room 407.” Hanbin held up an object. “We keep a spare key too.”

The original pattern has been released.

Headache. Today it hurts. Han Bin gave me a headache. For those who wanted to clear the money with the shop, end things quickly and go to sleep in the room, it would be impossible.

Hanbin said he would come and change clothes.

And I agreed.

But now that Hanbin has come back to revive our story in my room, it has really gone too far.

“Neng”

“What else..”

“Please answer us nicely.”

" what.. "

“Please give me my shirt.”

“I don't have any.. I threw it away.. ”

The other party's chirp sounded, expressing dissatisfaction before he walked straight to the closet and took out my shirt as if he were the owner of the room.

" Doing what.. "

"How about a shirt?"

“That's our shirt.”

“Oh Neng, if you don't take Neng's shirt, What will we change? Besides, every shirt I've ever worn, I remember the smell."

“But we've had the maid wash it many times already..”

“Ji.. let's borrow it first.”

“If you borrow it, you don't have to take it back, just throw it away. I'll buy a new one myself.” The other party seemed dissatisfied with the fact that I had completely cut ties with them and pushed them away. Walked into the bathroom before slamming the door shut.

I don't understand. You were the one who told me that day that I wasn't.

And today the world will end Or the sky will fall

She came and asked me to go back.

When the other party walked out of the bathroom, I almost fainted because Hanbin walked out wearing an oversized t-shirt. Low waisted pants look so sexy. Being playful, I forgot that the other person was small. And I'm many times bigger than him. When we borrow each other's shirts it's only because it creates a fun mood before doing the teenage language mission.

Damn it.

Damn Junhoe...damn Paboya.

“So will you go back to this situation? ”

“Yes.” Hanbin's expression was different from the beginning. The other party was more flirtatious: “Why are you jealous?”

“No.. It looks funny.. ”

“What was funny when I saw it before?”

“Hanbin..”

“Huh?”

“Can we finish this matter? Let's finish it up. Then you can go back.”

"What's the matter..borrowing a shirt?"

“Today's appointment.” After finishing my sentence Hanbin's eyes lit up and the other person jumped with joy and grabbed my hand.

“Is Neng really coming back?”

“We will not return”

“And how will it end?”

“We won't go back, but we will let Han fly.”

“How can we go? We're the only ones left.” Hanbin looked at me with clear eyes and clenched my hand tightly.

“Let's go find someone else, we really aren't the same.”

“Anything that's different, just say it, say it, come.”

“Our hearts aren't the same, Hanbin, after you gave me your heart.”

“Well, now we're back. Whatever is different, we create a new one.”

“No, Hanbin. You yourself know exactly what it means, right?”

"You also know why we can't go back." I shook my head, and it was Hanbin who pulled away from my hand. The two of us stood like that without a single tear falling. Now both me and Hanbin know the reason deep down that we can't go back, but the difference is that I accept the truth. But Hanbin wanted to deny it.

I understand Hanbin. I know that since Hanbin went out with you, his reputation and his essays are not a small matter. I already know that no matter what, the other party probably couldn't stand it. At first, my heart was waiting for him to return to the same point. ours again But another heart says that Hanbin doesn't really love me so he turned to someone else.

I don't want to be stupid twice because the first time hurt more than enough.

Today, I'm really sorry that I couldn't give Hanbin a chance to make amends, but I want the other person to meet new people. If we continue to be distracted like this, we still follow each other like this. I am the one who will reject my first intention this time.

“I'm really sorry, but that's enough. From morning until now, it has gone too far. Hanbin, we can't go back.”

“But..but.”

“I admit that our hearts are not the same. Are you really going to force my heart?”

"It won't make us happy as long as we're together, and Hanbin. Isn't it better to fight and restart with a new love?"

“Things that are broken cannot be rebuilt like before. Has he ever told you?”

“Now remember that relationships are also ...”

Oh hey, it's not like what we talked about here.

That said she would choose him and never come back.

Hey, you better not swallow your saliva.

Don't waste time requesting anything. that she will never get back

Anyway, I'll never get it back.

I grabbed the coat next to me and put it on. Hanbin hugged me tightly before pulling away. He thanked me for letting him know what he was doing now. How bad does it look?

Neither of us had words like 'We're good friends' or 'We're back to being acquaintances like we used to'. We only had smiles that said good luck from now on as we leave each other from here. and will never come back again

Because our relationship is broken

Even after putting it back together, it still had cracks.

There will never be a day when they can be fully put together again.

O W E N TM.