○ Story: The Revenge { Seongyeol x L }

                                                                 ○ Writer: Cieloza

"I love you, but I want to kill you. The more I love you, the more I want to kill...but it's because I love you." Even though I can't kill..."

"If seeing my face makes you hurt, I won't let you see my face again."

"Even though it hurts when I see your face, I can't bear not being able to see you either."

♣ Pre-Talk:

It's been almost a year since I haven't written a fic...

At first, I thought I wouldn't write anymore. I've been trying to restrain myself since morning.

But the plot was stuck in my head. In the end, I had to sit and type. Haha.

This fic came from watching anime... (Last time I saw the drama This time the anime...)

After looking at it, it was very surprising. Because it's not over yet (not...)

Let's just say that we won't talk much about the origins. Because right now I don't have much sense to tell anything.

In short, the plot is derived from the '91 anime.

Days' (

There is a very handsome hero named Angelo Lagusa)

I mean, I watched the anime and continued to imagine it with Oppa, haha.

If you want to know what the anime's story is like. Try searching in Google.

If you like mafia anime Bloody murder (Not that much...) You can try looking it up. I think it's fun.

(There is no manga to read. This story is an original anime)

Let's talk about the overall picture of this fanfic.

Hmm...fifteen rate should be enough. There isn't much substance. Of course, the emphasis is on drama. I repeat, drama.

Anyone who doesn't like dramatic fics is advised to turn it off.

But if you like it I don't know if this story will be a satisfying drama or not.

In fact, I am a person who likes to write dramas a lot. I don't know why. Haha.

Anyway, drama fans, try reading this.

Oh, while reading I forgot to imagine the atmosphere in Italy. Even though I still use my Korean name, haha.

The pre-talk is something like this (it's already long). I'll continue in the post-talk.

Read and leave a comment for him as well. I haven't written for a long time. I want to know how it is.

But actually, this story doesn't focus on much description. The language during the narration may seem a bit strange.

I mean, really write it. Let's try reading it.

♦ Note: This fanfic is written for entertainment purposes only. The important thing is that it's fiction.

Boylove

Or men who love men.

Who doesn't like to read something like this? You can close it, no matter what.

Thank you for the beautiful theme from

SQWEEZ

The old one, the same old one.

CR.SQW

His slender hand caressed the pure silver sharp object in his hand, his lips smiling sneeringly at his funny fate. Suddenly, his expression changed to an angry one, he raised his arm and threw the knife in his hand with all his might, intending to take his life.

Phew!

The target quickly turns and evades. The silver knife slammed into the wall, completely covering the hilt. The target could only breathe a sigh of relief. If I hadn't been able to escape just now, He must have lost his destiny.

"Today we played as hard as ever."

"You're fine, but you're hiding like usual."

If you don't dodge, you'll die. He could only think in his heart.

"Aren't you bored? Find ways to kill me every day."

"And aren't you tired of not dying for a while?"

Each word that came out of those thin lips was filled with hate and bitterness.

“Later, try poisoning me with the food you made. If it's your food Anyway, I eat without hesitation.”

"Didn't Mom teach you not to play with food?"

This is enough to have to refer to the parents...

The taller figure sighed again.

"If you're going to find a way to kill me every day like this, Why didn't you shoot me dead that night?"

That night...the night of tragedy that twisted their lives.

"If you don't hit my left shoulder, and stomped on my right arm until it broke. I would have killed you.”

“But that day, you played me to death too. The two that survived, I don't know if it was luck or God's bullying.”

"We should have died that night."

“You deliberately shot and didn't hit my heart. Can't help it."

"I didn't mean to..."

"There's no mistake with your level of skill..."

"I didn't mean to..."

"really..."

"I said it wasn't intentional!!" He finished and immediately pulled out his gun and shot the person in front of him until the magazine ran out.

Bang! Bang! Bang! Bang! Bang! Bang!

The figure didn't just stand there as a passive target. Relying on his agility, he immediately ran for cover, but was still hit by a bullet that pierced his left leg.

"gulp!"

"Hahaha"

The thinner one gasped for breath before dropping the gun in his hand and walking to see another person who was sitting not far away applying pressure to a wound to stop the bleeding.

"Didn't I tell you not to provoke me?"

"Speak only with your heart. But I'm sorry you only hit my leg." The injured man sneered.

"Does it hurt a lot?"

He's truly the kind of person who shoots without holding back. But he came back and asked in a soft, worried voice. If it were anyone else, they would think that this guy must have gone crazy. But because he knew why the other party was like this, he had gotten used to it from the beginning.

“Today I played hard twice in a row. Plus I hurt myself."

"Can't escape it myself," he said, looking at the other person's condition. "It's this deep. It might have to be sewn."

"L..." The injured person grabbed the arm of the person who was about to get up and get the first aid kit, "Wouldn't it be easier to kill me right now?"

The owner of the name 'L' changed his expression to a cold one before speaking in an even colder tone.

"Because I 'love' you, nothing is easier than that. I love you." But I want to kill you. The more I love you, the more I want to kill...but because I love you. Even though I can't kill..."

“How did I say that we were probably going to die? Go away from that day..."

That day... was one day in the late winter. Even though he has become the head of a mafia gang, it's not like he can just sit back and give orders to his subordinates. He still had to wander around here and there to see ways to expand his family to greatness.

His last mission that day was to visit his younger brother in the hospital, but before that he sent 'L', his right hand man and 'lover', to stay with his younger brother.

"Is it really necessary to do this?"

"um"

The strange conversation emanating from the room caused the hand that was reaching to open the door to stop. Inside, it was probably only his brother and L. So what were the two people talking about? Why does it sound serious?

“I don't have long to live and I won't regret it if I die now. But I..."

"Don't worry, it'll hurt for just a moment and you'll be fine."

Phew!

abundantly!

Too late... When he opened the door, His younger brother had also turned into a corpse with a hole in the middle of his forehead. His lover turns out to be a cold-blooded murderer holding a silencer gun in his hand.

"Come so quickly... Yeol."

"This is you...!!!"

At that time, he was overcome by anger and controlled his body. After that, he couldn't remember what happened. He only realized it when his surroundings were in a mess. He had both gunshot wounds and bruises. As for L, who was sitting against the wall on the other side of the room, he was in a different situation.

Why

Why did Al do this?

Why did everything turn out like this?

He really wanted to ask. But the blood rushed out and covered his mouth until he couldn't speak.

He was going to die without knowing anything?

Lee Sung Yeol woke up again three days later. The hospital was a hospital affiliated with the Family, so there was a shooting incident that left a terrible mess. The police had no clue. And no one wants to get involved in feuds among mafia gangs, so No one outside knew about the fact that he and L almost killed each other in the hospital.

Yes...he's not dead yet.

And L...was still breathing normally on the bed next to him.

At that moment, he thought of hatred. I wanted to kill the other person before I even recovered, but my heart was too hurt by the thought to act. And he also wanted to know the reason for everything the other person had done. In the end, he could only sit on his own bed and look at his lover's sleeping face. The face he was fascinated with...when he was sleeping, it looked harmless.

Later, he found out why L had killed his younger brother.

Because he himself...was also the one who killed L's younger brother.

Of course, Lee Sung Yeol will never forget...the first corpse he killed as the gang's assassin back then.

L wants Sungyeol to suffer the pain of losing someone as important as him.

Hearing that, no matter how much he resented the other party, Lee Sung Yeol could only think that it was appropriate that he was the one who caused his younger sibling to die. And even though he didn't know before that L was the older brother of the child he killed at that time, But now that L is his lover, Lee Sung Yeol's biggest regret is that It seems that his love cannot extinguish the fire of resentment in the other person's heart even though L loves him.

But L still holds a grudge against him...

"That night I thought about killing you too," L said.

“But I stayed because you deliberately missed the point.”

"I didn't mean to..."

“Your bullets never miss. Unless you did it on purpose."

"I didn't mean to..."

"really..."

"I said it wasn't intentional!!!"

Then L would grab a gun and shoot Sungyeol every time he talked about it. Sometimes he survived and dodged every shot. But sometimes it hurts, and I almost died, but it was only because L deliberately missed the point of death. And in addition to blowing a fuse every time something is said about intentional mistakes. L also enjoys recruiting hundreds of assassination methods to test on him almost every day, but he always manages to dodge them.

that his lover dares to play rough Because he knew that no matter what, he had to find a way to escape.

"When you don't die Let's just live like this, both love and hate. I will kill you every day, but you have to avoid it."

"Hey, are you crazy if I fail?"

"I'm going to snatch you back from hell."

L's tone was so serious that he didn't dare miss it. And if he said he would kill himself L will immediately make a pitiful look.

"Are you going to leave me alone?"

L said that in a tone that made Sungyeol not even dare to pick up a knife and peel the apple to eat because he was afraid he would cut himself. It would be a big deal to see that Sungyeol didn't dare to do it. What now? The other party will come in and beg to please. and end with making love

In the end it turned out to be like this. Life revolves around resentment. Twisted killing and survival, and twisted love...

“L”

“So?” His slender hands were busy stitching up the wound, but his mouth still responded.

“Let's get this over with.”

The hand froze for only a moment before continuing to stitch up the wound without saying a word.

“I'm tired of this life.”

"Can't we just live together like normal lovers?"

“Ordinary lovers...so?”

“Then tell me, do you hold a grudge against me for killing your younger brother? How much pain do you have over your younger brother's death?”

“I love you too much to be resentful and understand too much to be hurt.”

“I have resolved that it was because of me. My younger sister had to take revenge on me, but I have changed. It hurts, but it's gone.”

“Then listen to me.” But I love you too much to kill you every time you go to work. I keep praying that you don't get killed by an enemy. Seeing you still alive hurts me. Seeing you hurt hurts me too. Everything in my head is racing.

Until I'm going crazy!!!”

“So what should I do? How about you get out of this situation once and for all!”

“Pick up your gun and fight me like that day.”

"I told you, I don't want to hurt you again."

“Then let's stay together like this.”

L put his things in the medical box and got up.

“Or die together.”

"Just one match at a time and everything will be over. Try putting it away and thinking about it."

The thin figure walked away, leaving behind only a heavy pressure that kept Sungyeol sleepless for many more nights.

Many days, Sungyeol has so much to do that he doesn't get to see his lover. He has a lot of work to take care of and he 'entrusts' it to someone he can trust.

That's right...he decided to end his life with L as he requested.

When he opened the door to the bedroom, he saw L sitting at the foot of the bed. His eyes looked out of the window, his body was frighteningly thin. Haven't you eaten anything at all?

“Let's go eat.”

Even though it seems like an inappropriate word to use when greeting people who haven't seen each other for many days, when you see the condition of your loved one you can't help but greet them like this.

“So you've come back...?”

"um"

“I thought I was already dead.”

“I'm sorry to disappoint you. Let's go eat first. I have something to talk about.”

“Have you decided yet?”

“Let's go eat.” Sungyeol didn't answer the question but tried to get the other person to stand up.

“Let's hurry and get this over with.”

“Can I eat my last meal with you?!” Finished speaking, he almost immediately carried the other person to the dining table.

During the meal, the two didn't say a single word to each other even though they likely had a lot to talk about. But no one opened their mouth to speak. This last meal was probably the most awkward.

When returning to the bedroom L was only focused on preparing his gun. Do you really want it to end? Do you really want me to kill him that much? Even though it was their last moment together, didn't you think of doing anything to make it memorable? Sungyeol could only think angrily and be alone.

"Here's your gun," L said in a calm voice.

Even though they were actually about to kill each other. Still acting like I don't feel anything. Sungyeol couldn't stand it.

“Is this really the only way?”

“What else is there to complain about?”

Crying? Who's crying?

“If seeing my face makes you hurt, I won't let you see my face again. Even if I get injured somewhere, you don't have to acknowledge it and treat me like I'm already dead, like you hoped I'd die while going to work...right?"

“At most, it can last for a few weeks...”

"what"

“After a couple of weeks I would have committed suicide.”

“L!”

"Or maybe I'll just die myself."

“Just some time!!!”

"Even though it hurts when I see your face, I can't stand not seeing you either. You stop understanding my thoughts. It's just a headache. Before you die, you should clear your head."

Sungyeol wanted to go crazy right now, why was his lover so stubborn and unable to speak? Plus he acted too chill, probably already prepared himself. He himself had actually prepared himself. But why can't I calm down? No matter what, I don't want it to end like this. I still want to... spend my life with this person.

“Shoot straight to the heart. Shoot him in the head and he'll die too quickly."

“This is you...!”

“Okay.”

After saying that, L immediately turned the gun and pointed it at him. This time, there was no chance of making a mistake like last time.

There was probably only this way that L could escape from the torment of this hatred, even if he wanted to hold it back. But if the other party has to suffer pain or lose their mind one day, Sungyeol couldn't stand it either.

I must...get over this person.

“Count to three and pull the trigger.”

"um"

"one"

"two"

"three"

Bang!

Three years later...

“The bouquet of flowers I ordered is on my desk.”

“Um, thank you.”

The light figure moved his tie into place, checking the neatness in the mirror. The image of his handsome face, like a sculpture, and the neat black suit that complemented this figure appeared in front of the mirror, reflecting only his appearance. only But he couldn't reflect the feelings in his heart if he smiled right now. The mirror will reflect his smile even though in reality his heart is hurting to the point of death.

A man in a suit carries a bouquet of flowers and walks down the aisle in the cemetery. Every time he comes here, he doesn't let anyone follow him. Even though becoming the head of the family puts his life in constant danger, there is only It was only during this time that he wanted to be alone...with his lover.

A tall figure stopped in front of a grave and placed a bouquet of flowers on it.

“I'm still alive.”

“It doesn't seem like he's going to die easily, even though he's actually praying for himself to hurry up and die along with you.”

“Even though I tried to commit suicide, I survived every time and I was exhausted. So I stopped committing suicide.”

“You cursed me to not succeed in killing myself, right? How cruel to play and die alone like this.”

“I miss you...L.”

Back in the day when Sungyeol and L decided to die together, he didn't know that L was playing a trick. The only gun that had ammunition was his own gun, while the other person's gun...was empty.

When they fired at the same time, only L fell. Spit out a large amount of blood. As for him, he was nothing. He was shocked and almost lost his mind. His mouth trembled, his hands trembled. He couldn't do anything. Instinct told him to hurry and hug that body, tears flowing uncontrollably.

“Well...you...why...why did you do this?”

"Oh...just a lot...why are you crying?...Are you so sad...just a lot?"

“How about we die together? Crazy!!”

"You know...there isn't a day that goes by that I don't think about getting revenge on you...but since you weren't hurt by my brother's death...it's like I haven't succeeded in getting revenge."

“No more talking. Go see a doctor now...is there anyone around here? The sound of the gun is this loud. Where are you all hiding your heads!!!”

“Don't...let me die...”

“I will kill myself after you.”

“No...you have to live...live until the last day...live to hurt...and regret my death...love me enough...and hurt even more.. .”

"No, no, no, no, no, no, come back. Don't close your eyes."

“...I'm tired...this is my final revenge...”

“No!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Get up and kill me. Get up and kill me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”

“I love you...Yol.”

"no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

“Your revenge has been completed.”

“There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think about you.”

“There isn't a day that goes by that I don't love you.”

“There is not a day that goes by that I am not in pain.”

“And it will hurt until the day I die.”

Bang!

THE END

♣ POST-TALK:

It's over. How are you? Is there enough drama?

As I said, this story was written. I don't care much about the language.

Another thing is, I just want to write. Let the plot get out of your head for once. So it came out as seen.

After reading, don't forget to give your comments. Or if you want to chat on Twitter, tag

Cieloza

Okay, I'll go read it.

This time I didn't think of a tag for the fic. Because I don't know what tag to use. If anyone can figure it out, please tell me.

Because this story was written. The characters' personalities are so extreme.

For example, the character L is written to be extremely vengeful. People are vengeful. Even if they love them, they will still be vengeful.

As for Sung Yeol's character, he's still a normal person, haha.

Use few characters because they don't plan to play anything very spectacular.

The reason is just shallow. You killed my younger brother. So I killed your younger brother.

Because it's just written as an extension of the anime. Therefore, I did not write any other supporting reasons.

If you ask how these two people came to love each other, it would be a stretch.

Let's just say L approached Sung Yeol to get revenge from the beginning.

But it's not like we can immediately shoot each other if we meet face to face, right? It must be approached. Live together for a while

And then we love each other, love but still hold grudges. I still want to kill. So the story became as written.

The part where L died in the final episode was because we thought This character No matter how much I love you, I still can't let go of my grudges.

L thinks the only way to let go is to die. But I feel like I still have to live. So I didn't think about committing suicide. But if he was killed, that would be another matter...

That's why it's used at this point. Borrowed Sungyeol's hand to kill himself. He also got revenge on Sung Yeol for saying he loved himself so much.

I don't know what to talk about anymore. Let's just say, don't forget to give feedback. This is very important. I really want to know whether you like what I wrote or not.

If you have any doubts, you can ask. Hurry and write quickly. Maybe some details were missed.

I thought of this and that but didn't wear it.

Thank you very much for reading until here.

See you again, kisses ♥

            #Cieloza