The reason for writing is for a reason.

grieve relief

In case anyone wants to add some brightness to themselves. I hope it helps a little or a little.

The story, after a few years, seems to be over...but it's not.

Because the road to the future "has just begun"

Sotus the series (

semi-composed story) : about fiction "

Two as One”

3.30 A.M.

"Oh, it's finished."

A senior procurement officer sighed heavily and slammed his head down on the desk in the office after dragging his feet from the meeting room after completing a grueling project that lasted all day and night. Everything finally came to a perfect place at 3:00 a.m. That's right, 3 a.m. On the third day of the week, the cemetery closed the company's year-end balance sheet. The procurement department worked around the clock, not returning home for many days. ...Finally got a break.

“What's wrong! Will I faint or not?”

“A bottle of Red Bull?”

Athit looked up and saw a shadow in the glass door of the office. His face was pale and somewhat weary from not having rested. tightly furrowed eyebrows Underneath is as dark as a panda. That's right, I'm really tired. with past work But what stuck in my heart was more than that.

“Or do you work so much that you argue with your girlfriend?”

Jeek ...... When I talk about "girlfriend" it stabs my heart loudly. Athit didn't answer because he was completely worried.

“If we really “argued,” I wouldn't be as worried as this.”

“Ha, so you want to break up now?”

The department head who was listening quietly began to interpret.

“Oh, brother, no.”

Because I "understand" too much. I don't demand anything. There is only encouragement. So I really don't know. What do you think? Especially yesterday... You could call it yesterday because it's already 3:00 a.m. Important day of the person "Graduation Day" where he was stuck working for almost a whole month.

I didn't get to go to the practice day and on the actual reception day I was stuck with the company since yesterday night. There was still no time to breathe. When I called, it was as if I had already entered the auditorium. I could only send a message via Line to check and see when it came up that

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Then he was quiet and didn't answer.

" sulk !!! Sure!!! My wife is similar to me. Pick up two flowers and they'll be gone."

Hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee the whole department heard the leader's style of introduction and cheered loudly before they separated and dispersed and took the body back to their house to rest. As for the people who listened, they pretended to be laughing, not crying. Not really. I don't want to say that the person who got it I've always been "arranged" and I'm not on that side.

Before leaving, he also took pains to reiterate that

“Our department

HR

Informed at the meeting that there was

short break

Oh, don't forget."

After all the hard work is more than worth it.

OT

It's been a whole week, so the purchasing department has an extra day off on Saturday and Sunday. Monday is another day to rest.

“You have until Monday to do whatever you want, hurry up and do it, Athit Bebee.”

Hey, hey, I'm blinking. What does that mean?.....

But he didn't think that Kongphop would be upset, that guy was already the master of reason. It's a good thing he didn't call because he was considerate. Thinking like this makes him feel even more guilty. Should he be more attentive to their relationship? Every time we're together, there are only people who are in the same position as juniors. (and girlfriend) who always pleases me

Everything was just Kongphop, who started first, pushing forward until he almost retreated, waiting, waiting, paying attention. He was happy, never lonely, never bored. Even when work is busy never demanded Receive as much as you give, no more, no less than that. Even though sometimes he catches that he wants to be a bit of a jerk, but he doesn't do it because he thinks he's already an adult and if he says he doesn't do it well, he doesn't know how to do it.

A sweet feeling overflowed in Athit's heart when he thought of his tall figure and clean white face that seemed to smile a little. Always in a good mood, polite and generous, but very cunning. A wolf in sheep's clothing clearly. You won't find anyone more cunning than this.

Pictures from that day at the sea when “that guy” disappeared into the waves on the day of the freshmen reception at the sea.

Picture of that day when “That one” turned around and left him with his favorite cold milk that was out of order and tears that didn't know where they started.

Picture of that day when “That guy” coldly walked past him at the wedding of Hia Tum and Je Fon.

Picture of that day when “That guy” laughed and talked with Praepailin. And he felt like an outsider.

Until that day “Tang Phi Event” and going back to the first time he revealed his heart at “Rama 8 Bridge”

Since when? His “heart” was occupied by the shadow of another person. The shadow that quietly penetrated, the shadow that made his "heart" turn upside down, including annoyance, pain, sadness, happiness, joy, and knowing "love" made him fully aware of every emotion. together like no one has ever done it before.

The person who made him completely surrender to reality and his heart's desires until he transcended gender, status, and society's eyes. Stay together even though you don't know where the future will lead.....

“I don't know where the future will go.”

In fact, he had always thought that as someone who was 2 years older, he couldn't just keep walking like this without a destination, but he wasn't sure until he thought about it... The past 3 years could tell many things. Like both he and Kongphop held hands and walked through many stories together. If he's hot, that kid will be cool.

When that one is discouraged, he will be the one to wake him up and fight. Now just “girlfriend” in his feelings doesn't seem like it's enough anymore.

I don't want to. You can "give" that item right now, but it's probably time. If you want to create a future with “That one,” he had to do. Athit has always been a quick decision-maker.... It's probably 4:00 a.m. and he must have already woken up.

as quick as thought Arthit dipped in a familiar phone number. A few times the signal rang and someone answered the phone.

“Yes, Brother Athit, is there anything urgent?”

Say hello in a non-discriminatory manner and as usual.

“Can I meet you please?”

" yes ??? "

"I'm going to wait at Rama VIII Bridge. Come out now."

Tid ... said it and said it already ...

After talking, I became worried and secretly thought about various things. I wonder if that child will come out or not. His voice trembled. Or does that cause you to be worried or something? Or should I call you back?

Oh, you already said this last week. What will you think about? Is it better to hurry?

Cool breeze near the dawn near Rama VIII Bridge. Make Athit feel some peace in his heart. Kongphop did not call back, indicating that he was probably calm about his strange request. Now we have to wonder if it will come or not... No, I'm more waiting to see when it will come. It must come anyway, he was sure.

Even though his eyes were focused on the water below, Athit could feel that someone was watching him. ...He slowly turned his head towards the entrance to the bridge. A tall young man wore a light-colored T-shirt. and shorts slowly walked towards him calmly as was his habit.

Athit looked down at the clock and it was almost half past five. The dark blue sky began to turn into a clear blue, and the cool wind from the river continued to blow.

“Sorry, the appointment came out like this.”

“Is there nothing to give me?”

Hey, or does he know again? No, he's definitely not practicing again like usual.

“Silence like this shows that there is ...a graduation gift, right?”

He spoke in a good mood, as if making a phone call at 4 a.m. to arrange to meet in the early hours of the morning was a normal thing.

“Phi Athit, what do you want to give me to make amends for not being able to go to both the rehearsal and the actual event? Please give me a big one.”

Then it became like every other time he listened happily to talkative people discussing various matters such as graduation day events and matters of parents, siblings, and family.

“Umm, shall we go give alms?”

“Phi Athit, Phi Athit.”

People who both think and listen are startled.

“Huh, what?”

“Are you listening to me or are you tired? Do you want to go back to the dormitory first? I'll send you away."

The speaker looked at Athit's weary face with concern.

“Actually, I was going to call and tell you to go back to the dorm first and then I'll come find you in the morning.”

Kongphop stopped to think for a bit before saying in a casual tone,

“But thinking again, we haven't seen each other for a long time, I miss P'Athit. So I thought it would be good to come out and talk a bit. Then I'll send P'Athit to the dormitory."

The tone of his voice was to make a plan for him to complete, which route would be the least tiring.

"Let's go give alms to the monks. Wherever we go, when I see you I'm relieved that I'm not sick."

This person, Athit thought in his heart, this kind of personality would never change. “My heart melts” at the cuteness and care of this child since school days. Everything that makes up Kongphop... Causing him to be defeated all the time. "Losing his heart", he must have really been born to lose to this person.

" wait a minute ..."

“Yes, Brother Athit …”

Dark eyebrows raised in confusion.

Arthit reached into his pocket and held a small box that he had been collecting for three years until he got this. The price of the installment may not be very expensive, but it is an indication that he "Ready" to seriously bond and build a future with someone.

“Free time for next week. ...Is it a good idea to meet the family to eat together? How about celebrating your graduation?”

" yes ??? "

“I haven't met your parents or older sister yet.”

" yes !!!! "

The person responded with a startled voice.

“How strange is it? People who are “lovers” don't they have to do this?”

Please suppress your embarrassment and let's talk.

quiet !!! What does that mean?

“Why or do you not want me to meet you?”

“Oh, oh, introducing Srisapai.”

This guy is annoying and hasn't changed at all. He's in a bad mood!!

"Yes, yes, yes, yes, whatever, Brother Athit, no need to face tight."

I'm about to get this guy's heart. I can't. I've been attacked until I'm used to it. Now he wants to take the offensive.

“Kongphop!!!”

Please take my brother down.

“Yes, Brother Athit.”

When P'Wok came to the code 0062 therefore had to take his place.

“Close your eyes!!”

“Hold out your left hand.”

A cold object slid into Kongphop's left ring finger.

He opened his eyes and looked at his finger in confusion. .As he looked at the sky outside the bridge

“You know that I love you, right?”

That way made a strange sound. came out in a non-verbal way before saying

“Phi Athit, are you sick? Do you want to see a doctor?”

Hey.... It takes a long time to do this. Hey, don't you know how difficult it is? What is this laughing sound? But why does the voice shake?

The mouth that was about to curse stopped halfway. When he turned, he saw that the eyes of the person next to him were red and moist with tears.

Athit decided to pull Kongphop's hand towards him.

“I'm your elder...anyway, I have to start with this matter.”

His face was starting to heat up again, every drop of blood in his body was sure to be lodged in his face, but who cared?

Athit cleared his throat before stuttering out the sentence he had secretly prepared.

“Consider...consider that you reserved us first.”

But at first he thought he was going to be teased again.... But when I turned around, I only saw a face covered in blood, and the skin was so white it looked as red as a ripe gourd. I'm embarrassed too... Well, I've got a chance to pay it back.

"Go, then let's give alms to monks. I'll take it myself."

Huh, hush, hush, I'm embarrassed, finally... Hahahahaha. Athit laughed in his heart. Before walking, holding Kongphop's hand, walking down the stairs without any hesitation, Kongphop will definitely finish...

You might think it's "teasing".

The person who pretended to be "embarrassed" secretly smiled to himself that he was so cute. In the past, no matter how hard I tried, it was hard not to dream that "today" would really happen.

The same is true of holding hands in public.

What is the matter of splitting the grass to wake up the snake and telling his girlfriend? The next step is how to entice him to talk like this in front of the public if P'Not and P'Prem see it, heh heh, Kongphop imagines the picture in his mind. He's 2 years older than me, but this kind of cunning thing. A hundred light years slower than me, Brother Athit. It is said that people are "reserved"

Got a new joke to blackmail "Phi". He's very good at it. The person who smiled happily and walked in front of him didn't feel anything at all.

The first light of dawn captures the sky over Rama VIII Bridge. The loneliness of the night became bright in the morning, the cool breeze and the sounds of birds singing mixed with the laughter and smiles of the two men on the bridge. causing people to start traveling on the sidewalk of Rama Bridge

8 Can't help but smile. A holiday morning that starts easily with a smile from someone.

The days and nights that we learned about each other...sent it to you and me.

The final step

It is love that comes from closeness.

Through the living thing called "heart"

Just the two of us... Design without stopping.

Let this thing called love grow and grow as your heart desires.