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A happiness that I will never forget.

The happiness I had at that time was so great.

My happiness at that time was gone...

     tw: @ppforfahindy

“I'm not the person you should waste your time with, Seungkwan. Go find someone better than me."

"Let's break up.."

The parting words from that day are still etched in my heart. The misunderstanding has not been resolved. Just like my love for him remains the same. Like the first day I loved him.. Choi Seungcheol

Every morning, I used to open my eyes with pain in my heart. I would often turn to the side to wake someone up like I always did but was met with nothingness. I always cook for two people, but it's only me who eats it. I always like to look at pictures of us together even though we're not around.

And I always miss him..

My three-year relationship with him Doesn't it help that he has some good memories of me? Why is there only me sitting here thinking about it? Have I done something wrong throughout our relationship? Why do we have to break up?

A little man was sitting hugging him and drying his tears in a corner of the cafe where he often visited with his ex-lover. The rain was falling, making the atmosphere inside quite cold. But for this man it was both cold and lonely..

"vigorous.."

A small sob sounded from time to time. Compete with the sound of the rain that was pounding down, causing him pain for fun. The sound of the thunder made him think of the people who hugged him when he was frightened. That person will hug and comfort him until the rain stops. But now it's not. Big tears fell to the ground, drop after drop. Now he's afraid.

The sound of thunder outside became more and more intense. His small arms hugged himself tightly. Try to restrain yourself from paying attention to these sounds.

“Seungcheol hyung, I miss you.. Hey"

The memories that couldn't be kept were released to the rain. As the people in the cafe began to thin out The employees have already started to clean up the shop. He still sat in the same place in case the person he missed came back to see him here. But there was no sign of anything. So he decided to walk out...

A long walkway with dim lights The little legs walked slowly and tiredly. His small hand lifted up and wiped his own tears from time to time. The sound of snorting was louder to make it not too quiet along the way. Lonely walkways are scary, you know, when you don't have me?

Finally, little legs brought themselves to a place. It was once a place that made him comfortable. But not anymore. Why did you choose to break up with me at the place I liked? Seungcheol hyung...

The bench they once sat on is now empty. The green grass surface was pleasing to the eye before. But now I look at it with different eyes. The images of that day slowly flowed into the brain's heart-reinforcing system. This picture of the two of us hugging each other Before you broke up with me, I remember it well. That day, I cried, I cried, I was upset, but you walked away from me with a straight face.

The tears that flowed all the way showed no signs of stopping. The more I thought about it, the more it hurt. Suddenly, his vision blurred and he came across the figure of a person. He was standing and looking at the grass like Seungkwan. The pained expression on his face was no different from his. Why did he feel this familiar?

The man suddenly raised his head. Seungkwan quickly wiped away his tears before staring at the person in front of him. The face is sharp and ridged, the eyes are round and the eyelashes are more beautiful than anyone else. unique standing posture Is that really you?

"Uncle Seungcheol.."

Seungkwan ran and embraced the person in front of him before letting tears fall. The older man also shed tears. He thought about everything that had passed. And he regrets what he has done. He was hurting just as much as the person hugging him right now. Seungcheol raised his hand and hugged him tightly. They both hugged each other like that day.

The day Seungcheol broke up with Seungkwan The cries sounded like they did that day. Everything is like a superimposed picture. But today he won't walk away again..

"Seungkwan.. I'm sorry."

An apology from the elder made the little boy cry a lot.

"Why did you leave me? Huh.."

"I'm sorry."

The many apologies he said couldn't really replace the guilt he felt for this person. He only knew that he wanted to apologize. Sorry for not telling anything. Sorry for leaving you...

"I'm sorry, Seungkwan. I'm so sorry.."

“Because I asked you too much, right? That's why you broke up with me."

Thoughts clashing in the head He tried to find out the reason why the other party left him. It's because he's spoiled. Are you stupid? Or is it because he asks too much of the other person until it becomes uncomfortable between us, like when..

When he asked to go on a trip..

"I'm going out with friends."

"No, if you go, I'll be upset." The stupid attitude they gave each other every day was beginning to tire him.

"I'm just going here."

"No, can't you just stay with your girlfriend?" And it was Seungcheol who had to give in to his girlfriend's wishes again.

When he's tired

“Seungcheol hyung, please make me something to eat.”

"But I'm very tired. Can you do it yourself?” Seungcheol said timidly. The face looks weak.

"No, I'll eat what you made."

“But I just got back from my internship,” Seungcheol protested softly.

"Why not? If you don't do it, just quit." Then he had to please his girlfriend again as always.

or now

"Can I come back? I miss you.. Come back, come back and hug me, come back.."

The voice telling him to go back whispered softly in his chest. Before the small body collapsed and sat on the grass.

"Seungkwan, don't do this."

Seungcheol said, removing the small hand that was tightly hugging his leg. No matter how much he died, Seungkwan wouldn't let him.

"Then tell me why you left me."

“Because you're like this, Seungkwan,” he said in a hushed tone.

"I'm sorry.."

"No need to apologize. Get up first." Big arms tried to support the small body that was trying to get up as he commanded.

"Huh.. Sorry huh."

"Don't cry, be quiet."

"No, I'm sorry. I really miss you."

"How come you're back? I'm sorry about the past."

Can't believe my ears A small figure sprang out and stared at the person in front of him.

"What did you say just now?"

"I'm back. I'm back with you."

"Why? Why.."

scorching

heavily

The sound of lightning made him startle out of his dream before he turned to the person next to him who was startled awake by him.

“Did you have a bad dream? Hmm.” Seungcheol pushed his small body into a comforting embrace.

"Oh, I dreamed of that time again." A small voice rang out next to my ear.

"Did I make you think too much about that day again? I'm sorry." His arms tightened around him before pressing a kiss to his forehead.

"Forget it, now having you around is really great." Seungkwan smiled. before huddling up to find a warm embrace again

Who would have thought? That at that time he broke up with Seungkwan just because he wasn't sure if he still loved him like before. But in the end, he knew that no matter what Seungkwan was, he still loved him. But at least when we broke up that time, we got many good things back. From a spoiled child that day Today, I've taken better care of him than myself. And at least it made this child think and grow up one step further.

"I love you."

The soft whisper of love reverberated loudly in the hearts of those who listened.

"I love you too."

THE END.