Please let me make amends...

'Get out of my life. Go live with your lover!' Those were the words he remembered and had been floating around in his head since that day. The person he loves the most and chased him carelessly There is no trust from the person in front. There was no time for him to explain. Not giving a chance to say goodbye It hurts too much for him.

That day, he secretly left Taecyeon out of the house. Came to meet Junho, my cousin who is a doctor. to consult on his illness One day Junho gave him a choice. He cried heavily. Then Taecyeon came in and saw him. Taecyeon walked up and pulled him away from Junho. drag him home and said the words that were copied Words that almost made him fall on his feet.

He did everything for that person. Let that person know that you love him, trust him, trust him, but he doesn't get those things back at all. What I got back is the coldness of the person he loves He hopes that one day he will make that person change his mind and love him. Like he received He didn't want to spend the last moments of his life with that person.

But it doesn't exist anymore. Because that person kicked him out of my life. Maybe it's because that person doesn't want to be with him. So I fired him as soon as I had the chance. It was good, so he wouldn't be sad that he had to leave. without which he will not heal Because he chose to remember The love he has for that person in his heart takes it with him.

And he has done it for the person he loves. Even if he leaves, he will leave with love.

Nick, you carry your wallet out of Taecyeon's house. Don't be absent-minded. This house, the memories you have. Even though it's not beautiful. But it was the best memory of his life. He turned to look at the last house. Looking at the person standing at the balcony window in the bedroom and walking away with Taecyeon's empty eyes.......

Taecyeon looked at the person walking out of his house with a heartache. All the time Nick had you stepping into his life. He brought Nick you in because Nick you were his runaway lover. The first time he saw Nick you A person whose appearance, demeanor, gentleness, everything resembled an old lover who had left him. Maybe even more.

But one thing that Nik has that is different from his former lover is Nick, you take care of him in everything. But it was him who turned cold towards the person in front of him. Never even paid attention It's not like the first episode when he flirted with you. make nick you love At first he knew he was wrong. That has to be done like that. But he didn't know what his own heart was thinking. Does he love you Nick? He's trying.

How cold is Nick? You must receive gentleness back....

Today was the day he chased the little guy away out of anger. The day he saw Nikhun hugging someone else The day he didn't listen to the reasons of the person in front of him. He must be happy today. That he won't have to endure having Nick in his life. Yes, he will be happy. The person in front of him caused him pain like the person before again....

It may be a habit. that the little person would go wake him up in his room Leave the work clothes for him. Even a toothbrush with medicine already squeezed in Adjust the water temperature to his liking. Make breakfast and dinner for him, even though he hardly eats. His favorite flavor of coffee Everything about him that little people do An answer back home that he never answered.

He never told me when he came back late, even though he saw the little person sleeping on the sofa regularly. Even though he never woke up the little person to go sleep in the room.

But now it doesn't exist anymore. He should be happy. Why did he tell me where to go in the house and see a little person? The rose by the window that the little man planted He looked at the small rose tree. It's been weeks since he's seen him, not even lonely. He knows himself, his personality is different.

Every little person didn't take everything. Still in the same place Several weeks ago, he knew.

No matter what his heart was thinking, it was because of Thithi and that day after he stayed at home. After work, go home. I'm not going anywhere. Saturday and Sunday stay at home, but today, Saturday, after he woke up He decided to leave the house and go drink coffee in front of the alley near his house. The shop where he met Nick Khun hugged with that person.

small coffee shop that has a pool passing through the store The shop where little people like to sit. Yes, he knew, so that day he came to find the little people. It's not a coincidence. He sees you often leaving the house. So he followed and saw it. He walked into a coffee shop about a seat next to the pool. Fragrant coffee is placed

He picked up the glass and tasted it, then put it down. No one can make delicious coffee like you. Even though he was sitting and thinking about the little person. His eyes glanced over and saw that person hugging a small person. The two eyes met. That person saw him. He immediately walked up to him. He pretended to sit quietly. Ignoring the people standing and staring at him.

"I'm Junho. Are you your hyung's lover?" the person asked in a calm, angry tone.

Taecyeon looked up at the person in front of him with a neutral expression.

' What's the matter? If you're looking for your person, Please go find another place,' he said in a calm voice. Look at the person in front of you and don't get angry. What else will they ask?

“You are so cruel. You don't love someone like you at all.” He shouted in the face of the person he loved. hurt his brother Taecyeon heard this and was confused. The person in front of him called his little brother "Phi". he asked curiously

'What's the matter with you Nick?' he asked the person in front of him. with an anxious heart

“I am his younger brother and his personal doctor,” Junho said in a calm tone.

Taecyeon was stunned when he heard this. He had always misunderstood. and more than that 'Nick, what's wrong with you? You must have a personal doctor.' Taecyeon stood up and looked at Junho's shoulder. and asked in a stern tone.

"Why do you know? Since you chased him away,” Junho said in a shaky voice.

Taecyeon doesn't give up. He shakes Junho and tells him to speak. "Tell me, Nick, what's wrong with you?" Junho saw the condition of the person in front of him and he reluctantly gave in.

"Hyung, you're going to die." That's all Junho's words. It made the world stop spinning. Time stopped. Taecyeon was still, unable to do anything. Why didn't he know anything? Junho saw the person in front of him silently. He spoke again.

"Brother, you're losing your memory. It's a disease that doctors can't identify. There are two ways: He will die with his old memories. But another option The brain will be completely wiped. He won't remember anything. like being born again He will remember everything. He just graduated. The memory after will disappear. But he chose the first.”

Junho stopped talking, causing Taecyeon to turn up and look at him. With doubts Junho proceeded to tell him.

"Well, he chose to remember you, Taecyeon-ssi. He chose to remember painful memories rather than happy ones." That's all Taecyeon heard. Manly tears streamed down his cheeks. Nick, you love him this much even though he returns your love with pain. He caused the people who loved him to die. But Nick, you chose to die with the memories of him alive.

Taecyeon stood up from his chair. While staring at Junho's face, he slowly knelt down, tears flowing down his cheeks, and he looked up at the face of the doctor who was his lover's younger brother.

“Junho, please tell me, where is Nick? Please, please let me go find him, please let me go tell him I love him. Please allow me to make amends. What I hurt him Now I know how much I love him.” Junho stood still, not expecting that a man like Ok Taecyeon would be willing to kneel to him when he first said no.

But now he's changed his mind. At least let your brother be happy or pray that Taecyeon will change his mind about Nick and let him get treatment. He grabbed Taecyeon and stood him up.

"I'm giving you one last chance. Make my brother get treatment before it's too late." Junho told the person in front of him while looking at the path where Nick was staying. Taecyeon was so happy that he hugged Junho as a thank you and rushed home to get ready to meet Nick.

Taecyeon left Seoul and headed for Busan with an anxious heart. He pressed on with all his might so that he could reach the little person as quickly as possible. Go say what you want to say.

The car parked in front of the small house. There is a garden in front of the house, next to the sea. The house is white and clean. Taecyeon hurriedly washed his feet and entered the house. He tried opening the door. It appeared that it was not locked. Junho tells him that his brother lives alone and his parents don't know about his illness. He doesn't want you to worry. He told Junho if he left.

Let him just take the letter he wrote. Nick, you prepared everything. He is ready to leave this world.

Taecyeon opened the door and entered the house. The house is decorated in the red and white colors that little people like. Go in and look for the person you want to meet the most. In various corners of the house, I couldn't find it. He walked up to the second floor. Pornem stopped in front of the room where she thought a little person might be in. He opened the door and couldn't see him. But I saw pictures of Taecyeon with various actions, both in the concert where he flirted with Nick and you were happy, the days when he was indifferent, every action.

Caught together in a large picture frame, he walked over and rubbed the picture frame slowly, tears filling his eyes, a heart aching...

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The sound of the door opening again was definitely his little one. He hurriedly walked down to the washroom. Half-walk, half-run until you reach the stairs. He was about to step down the stairs to find the little person. But was shocked when Nick suddenly fell. Put your hands on your head. Taecyeon saw N and rushed down the stairs to support the little person.

"Junho, you're okay," he told his younger sibling. But he still held his head in his hands.

"I'm okay, don't worry," Nick said, looking up at the younger man but was shocked.

"Tac...." He said the name of the person he wanted. The person he misses The person he had been seeing for weeks, if not months. Tears flowed down his face. He was happy. Taecyeon was going to chase him away again. He ran away and came here. But before Nick could question you, Taecyeon pulled Nick's body into a hug. Hug him like he did when he started liking you.

That he will deny his own heart Nick, you are confused by the behavior of the person in front of you.

"Why……" Nick was all you could say. Taecyeon raised a finger and touched Nick's lips.

“Tac is sorry, Taek is sorry, for hurting you, for causing you pain. I'm sorry for denying my heart. For rejecting your love." Taecyeon knelt in front of Nick. Said with tears flowing unashamedly. He doesn't want you to forgive Nick. As long as he's on Nick's side, that's enough. Nick, you saw Tack say

His tears flowed. Taecyeon said he loves him, right? Nick, you slowly raised your hand to spread out the tears of the person in front of you.

“You were never angry at Taek. You understand. But Taek, please go back. “Nick, you said through tears, telling your lover to go back. Because people choose to die, but at least he knows that Taek Bon loves him. Taecyeon heard that. He pulled Nick into a hug.

"No, no, Taek won't go anywhere from you again," Taecyeon said, hugging Nick. Nick, you smiled through your tears and slowly pushed yourself out of your lover's embrace.

"Tack, you.....are.....dying," Nick replied with a heart aching. he is dying He didn't want the person he loved to be sad for him. It's not that he doesn't want to live. But if living but having to forget the person you love He couldn't do it either. Taecyeon was heard saying that he was going to die. His heart almost stopped. He pulled his lover into a tearful hug.

"May Taek make amends for your mistakes. He's getting treatment. Taecyeon can't live without you. Taecyeon loves you.” Taecyeon hugged Nick tightly. Tears flowing down in streams Nick, you said while hugging Taecyeon.

"But if you heal you, you won't remember ... Taek. You choose to remember Taek. Will tag along with your death Remember that Taek loves you. "Nick, you said through tears. Both happy that the person he loves loves back and sad that he has to part with his lover but he has chosen.. Taecyeon pushes Nick out of your embrace. Gaze into the face of your lover With tears in my eyes

"Even if you don't remember Taek. Taek will make you remember. Taek will love you more than you love Taek. I just want you to continue living. So that Tack can love you I'll take care of you forever, please." Taecyeon said in a deep, serious voice, with tears streaming down his face. Manly tears Tears shed for loved ones

A request to the lover to stay with him Let him make amends for what he has done. Nick, when you heard Taecyeon's words, you shed tears again. Does the person in front of you love him this much? Do you really love him? Nick, you jumped in and hugged Taecyeon.

"You will heal" Nick said while hugging Taecyeon. Taecyeon heard this and was happy. Taecyeon pulls you to meet his eyes. Taecyeon slowly bent down and kissed her softly. gentle kiss Where did the kiss that promised to go go? A kiss that promises to love the person in front of me forever. His first kiss where he said he loved the person in front of him. The two of them kissed for a long time. A kiss that promised they would be each other's last love.

"You don't have to be afraid. Taek will be waiting here and not going anywhere." Taecyeon told Nick who was on the bed undergoing surgery for treatment. It's not like there won't be any side effects. Getting treatment will make your disease go away. But the memories will disappear, but until Nick admits it, there will be side effects. If the surgery is unsuccessful Chances of Nick leaving: 60%

Nick's chance of survival is only 40%, but you have to take a risk. To be with the person he loves most Nick, you nod.

“Taek, if you leave, Taek has to stay. Tack must survive. “Nick, you tell your lover with a smile. He didn't know if he went in and when he came out he would see the person he loved. Taecyeon heard that and his voice shook.

“No, no, you have to stay with Taek,” Taek tells Nick, and he leans down to kiss you on the lips. and kissed her forehead. Then the nurse wheeled a bed into the room. The hands that were joined together slowly fell apart. Taecyeon looked towards the operating room with tears in his eyes.

"You have to stay with Taek."

Several hours passed and Taecyeon was still sitting in front of the operating room. His eyes stared at the room. He stood up again and walked to stop in the operating room. His eyes stared at the person he loved through a small hole. with an IV line, a pulse line, and a ventilator It indicates that the little person is still alive.

~ Tick, Tick, Tick....~ The sound of the breathing machine that beeps three times and then one long sound is soft but it resonates in Taecyeon's heart. Taecyeon who spoke through a long ventilator He collapsed to the ground, tears, cries, another deafening sound. His lover was gone. Did you really leave him? It's like the world stopped, time stopped, Taecyeon's heart nearly broke.

How will he live without you? Is this the karma he received? The karma that he used to chase away his lover, now his lover has really passed away.

.......you......

The End.......

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