- I learned from my dad that it’s good to havefeelings

When love and trust aregone.. -

" I guess this is moving on "

  CR.SQ

' I hate you I love you ; I hate that I wantyou '

'I hate you, but I still love you; I hate myself for still wanting you.'

Kim Doyeon x Choi Yoojung

One - Shot

Song Fiction : Gnash - i hate u, i love u (ft.Olivia O'brien)

Ratings: PG

I.O.I fan fiction

Short Fiction by Royal Phoenix

The short fic has come again.

One-Short

Lightly red dough.

This one is really fleeting. I was sitting and listening to this song and it turned on.

word

And then it took 2 hours to finish and I was crazy haha.

Actually, Wright likes the content of this song. It's a good contradiction. Haha. Pure drama. No sweetness mixed in.

Because it's a fic written from a song, it's a type of fiction.

Song Fiction

Anyway, try listening to the song and reading.

Comments are welcome as always. As for the tag... Fic

HL

Do Daeng, I can't think of anything so I'm going to borrow some Nana, haha.

P.S. This story is available in

storylog

Wright's too. For anyone who has read in

log

And it's the same.

They released it here for the good young disciples. Haha.

Because it's only a matter of time and it's about to be Piak's birthday...(Is this related?)

Royal Phoenix :)

CR.SQW  

Royal Phoenix Present

- I Hate U ; I Love U -

Kim Doyeon x Choi Yoojung

The blue waves roll onto the shore, crashing against huge rocks, causing water droplets to splash all over the seashore. In the deep forests far away from the city, the blue sky indicates that now is not the time for the little girl. Going into the forest to stand and admire the evening view alone in a place like this, a small hand stretched out from the rocks, a light sea breeze blowing against her moving fingers as if she were touching the waves of the wind, her round eyes slowly opened. To stuff his own hands into the pockets of his pitch-black leather jacket.

She liked this place from the first time she saw it. The smile that appeared on her wine red lips spoke volumes about how much she liked it. It seemed like everything here was still the same. What's wrong is that the other person who used to stand beside each other that day no longer exists.

“I hate you.”

Those fluttering eyes made her have to suppress the more sensitive feelings in her heart. When another person's name popped up in her mind again, the hate that gripped her heart made the tears she held back clear. It had been there for a while and it was slowly flowing down.

Cheating, betrayal, deception That is the reason why Yoo Jung's once good love broke down. With the words - someone who used to love someone who once - loved each other very much, Yoo Jung didn't understand what reason she had for leaving her so easily with those words. That's selfish like that.

"I never loved you from the beginning."

She said that. Yoo Jung remembered his first feeling well after hearing it. Did it hurt? No, it was more than that. Yoojung never thought he'd hear it after the way we had sex just a few hours ago.

“I have someone else. I love Jung Chaeyeon. I can't live without Chaeyeon.”

Those were the words that followed the vicious words she had spewed just now. But it was strange that Yoo Jung still held her back with a kiss that was coated with his own tears. It's pitiful, isn't it, using his body to hold people back? That I lost my mind like that

“I don't feel anything anymore.”

Were the words this Choi Yoo Jung told himself every time he ran into her and her people a lie? No, Yoojung doesn't really feel anything anymore. Maybe it's just some of the time, but that doesn't mean he still feels it all the time. But Yoojung doesn't argue because that girl is better than her in everything, as her friends say. It fills my ears every time she still thinks about old things.

Yoojung hates it when he's like this, he hates it when he thinks of that person and he still thinks of the first time we kissed, that first touch that was so mesmerizing, the warmth that Yoojung thought was better than a blanket in winter. It's like this every time you come here when you think about that person. As much as Yoojung hated his own sensitive moments, the thing that Yoojung hated as much as missing that person was- himself.

Yoo Jung hates himself for still missing her, hates himself for still not being able to forget her....

The end of this story? Maybe Yoo Jung thought it would fade away one day, one day she would come here and not feel anything about that person anymore.

“I really miss you. Doyeon-ah....”

Two feet stomped on the dry leaves in the deep forest, making a loud clanking sound. The slender hand was hidden in a pitch-black leather jacket to warm itself before it was used. The overhanging branches blocked the path, causing the tall man to frown and groan softly.

“Almost stabbed my eye.”

A small branch was snapped by the force of a person before she walked deeper into the forest. The sound of seagulls screeching nearby brought a smile to the face of the person who was dodging an old tree that had fallen across the path as she thought of the place. Where I was about to go, the sun was beginning to set slightly over the horizon, but the golden light that shone through the pine trees was still as beautiful as ever.

Doyeon sat down on the trunk of a large tree that was broken on the side of the road. His two feet lifted up and he knocked out the dirt that had been stuck in him a moment ago. His eyes slowly closed before he took in a breath of cool air that filled his lungs. On likes this place because there are many stories that Do Yeon will never forget, including someone who likes the sea here the most as well.

“I miss you so much..”

I miss the time I had you sitting next to me laughing on the seat when I took you away to travel to the provinces. I miss you when I can't sleep because you aren't there beside me. I miss the voice that complains when I add a lot of sugar to my coffee cup. Sometimes Doyeon does. I want to know if Yoojung will miss each other or not...

His mouth said this as he thought of the past and it seemed that there was no way to go back and start over.

“Bad, you are bad!!”

Yes, Doyeon doesn't deny being hit. Kim Chung Ha points her face and scolds like that, but then no matter what, no one listens to her excuses. Our lives can't be chosen. Is that true? Do Yeon is the same. - Money is everything. Poor people, if you don't have money, you won't be able to. That's the word Do Yeon's father has been telling since his mother ran away from home.

– Love isn't real. No one can love one-heartedly for that long. That's what Grandma said after Do-yeon tried to run around the village looking for his mother.

But after breaking up with Kim Chung Ha, Do Yeon continued to find new victims to make his own shitty life better like he always did until Do Yeon met Jung Chae Yeon. The woman who gave Doyeon everything except warmth.

Sometimes, even though it's not cold, people need blankets, right? The colder the winter, the more we need them. Doyeon is like that. She sleeps with this person and this person, without Chaeyeon knowing, but she won't stop her. Why? Kim Do Yeon and Jung Chae Yeon are just toys for rich people.

“Huh, that's funny.”

Thinking about it, I feel sorry for myself. Yeon admits that I am a troublemaker, causing trouble all over the place, causing many times to be marked by enemies. Is it as good as Saiyina? But why did he stop?

Choi Yoojung, that's her name... Doyeon smiled as he thought of the little woman who yelled at her. "Go die!! You stupid bastard!!" along with giving her the middle finger when she was driving and stepped on water on the side of the road until it splashed onto her before she herself hurriedly got out of the car. With full symptoms of intoxication But Doyeon also never dreamed of pulling that wet puppy and kissing her in front of the eyes of passersby.

“You crazy girl, you always like to mess with my brain.”

A slender finger unlocked the phone's screen before it showed the window she had opened a moment ago, a text box with a ten-digit number on it. There's no name, just numbers and a long-pressed message:

[ - I miss you - ]

Okay, of course this wasn't the first message because the previous ten messages were also sent by Doyeon, but it didn't appear that the person who received the message had already read it. Of course, Do Yeon picked up the broken screen phone in his pants pocket and the screen was completely black, just like his love right now.

“Pabo Kim Do Yeon”

Two cell phones were stuffed into each pocket of his pants before they continued on their familiar path. Kim Do Yeon had once told Kim So Hye that she would never go back to Yoo Jung because of... On didn't love Yoo Jung and it wasn't wrong for So Hye to slap her hand on her cheek instead of her best friend. Do Yeon laughed when he saw her walk out of the pub and it was good for a good person like Yoo. Jung should have a good life. Don't let her be with someone like me. That's right. Doyeon lied.

In fact, Do Yeon still loves Yoo Jung. still love and still love

“I love you, Choi Yoo Jung.”

Sharp eyes glanced at the sun that had already set, but the wide sky was still stained with indigo.

Yoojung stood still for a moment before deciding to tighten her leather jacket into place before turning and walking back the way she came, leaving everything as before and of course she thought that she Probably will come back here again, at least tomorrow...

The little girl turned around with both eyes still looking at her own feet like she liked to do, both hands stuffed into the pockets of her coat, before slowly walking out into the crevice of the rock like she had come without her knowing. That someone was walking out from beside the big tree.

“Have you ever wondered how far we could go?”

"I don't know."

Do Yeon lies. She knows that the person in her arms right now is definitely lying. Yoo Jung told her that she never thought about it, but in reality, Do Yeon knows that she thinks about it every day. Do Yeon thinks that maybe we should be apart for a bit. Burn the bridges in the relationship so at least Yoo Jung will be safe. She just doesn't want to see Yoo Jung get hurt if she finds out that she isn't as good as Yoo Jung thinks.

- It's true that hugs are warmer, but they're not blankets.

Because it just keeps the body warm but it doesn't protect against the cold... -

Because of this, Doyeon chose to burn the relationship but just didn't think that it was a bomb. Not just a burn. Doyeon didn't intend to hurt Yoojung, but it would be better if we ended it like this. It definitely made We couldn't look at each other even though Do-yeon himself wanted to go back like crazy.

“- If I were you, I would definitely not let this person slip away.”

Drunk Kim Do Yeon is drunk because if he wasn't drunk he wouldn't have said anything like this - it's still a good thing but when the love and trust are gone...I think that's what it is. Regarding letting go, a song that Doyeon once listened to said so, but how can you let go when trust is gone but love is still there....

He grabbed the car keys that were on the counter and took out enough money to pay for the drink as he stumbled out of the bar. There was only one place Do-yeon could go and it wasn't too far from here in the morning sunlight. It made Doyeon squint, not realizing he'd been sitting this early in the morning and then turned the keys into the car before driving away.

-I hate you and I love you.

But I hate myself more than loving someone like you -

The music playing in Yoo Jung's yellow headphones sounded and she smiled. Okay, you agree with that sentence. You brought yourself up here again. Even though it's a bit cold, having this blue blanket helps warm you up a bit. The sound of the waves hitting the shore makes She relaxed from exhaustion, she really liked it to death.

This is thanks to the person who brought you here... Choi Yoo Jung thought of Kim Do Yeon again. His round eyes stared at the sun that was shining so brightly that he had to raise his hand to block the light.

“Hot but still warm, really like the sun.”

Yoojung laughed at himself for still speaking like a child even though he was almost thirty this year. The song on the list ended with the little man standing up before turning around but having to. Stopped by someone standing under a big tree

- These times are passing by.

And I can't tell you why

It hurts me every time I see you.

But that made me realize how much I need you -

A part of the song that both of them had listened to sounded in both of their heads again. If they still asked if we still love each other, that's an answer that both of them should know well. If it were to go back to the way it was before then It was the most impossible thing the two of them could think of.

...Because it's best that it's like this...

- THE END -