"I'm not stupid in love.
But I'm stupid, darling. and hope it will come true.”
Jinho, 2016
Hot fic, burning work, live work.
'I can stand it, I really like you.
Just keep me on your side. ...That's enough'
It's been three months since I said those stupid words.
Stupid face and still really stupid...discouraged
Anyway, now I'm standing in front of the mean person's classroom again.
“Hongseok-ah, let's eat lunch!” I shouted loudly to the eighty-fifth cloud. and smiled as wide as this tired person could.
It's not that I want to be bright. I just want you to know. That the two of us weren't together.
...It didn't work. Their lips are still together.
I dragged a chair in front of the two of them. Pretend you don't see anything at all.
Until Hongseok had to be the one to pull away first.
"You go, I'm going to eat." I smiled softly.
"But we're still stuck." ...Oh, hey.
"Don't repeat it," was a simple command that caused the woman to get up and rush out.
"Actually, you don't have to. You can continue," I said in a clipped voice.
"Don't dare."
"Let's eat." But now it's bright.
"Ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm delicious?"
"Good."
"No, he's been doing it since morning."
"Don't force yourself."
"Hmmm, are you worried? You're so cute." I reached out my hand and gently caressed his cheek.
Here it is... Where am I going to survive?
I tightened the large gift bag that was in my suitcase. For school athletes who have to go to camp this summer.
That athlete is my boyfriend. My boyfriend.
Today is our three month anniversary. For this gift, I broke the jar, both mine and my sister's (?) to buy it.
Crack!
I opened the door to Hongseok's condo as gently as possible. Just came as a surprise.
...but it seems like I'm the one who's more surprised.
two people on the sofa
It was like he could see Hong Seok's shocked face. But it's only for a moment. It adjusted to normal and seemed to go back to that ugly activity.
It hurts. It hurts more than usual. But it's good that it makes you know that you can't take it anymore.
I decided to walk all the way to the bedroom. Unwrap the gift box ...It's time to apologize to yourself.
Clothes were folded and put into bags one by one. All the belongings I had left behind were placed in the bag with kindness. Meanwhile, the activities outside seem to be getting hotter and hotter. The images began to blur as tears flowed until the school uniform became wet.
It seemed like it took a lifetime of courage to carry my bag and get out of bed. Because if you decide to step out There's probably no chance to come back again.
Before I stepped out of the bedroom I came to see Hong Seok standing in front of the room.
“You're right, I shouldn't force myself. Even though you told me from the beginning I still refuse to believe it. Really stupid, just as stupid as you said, huh."
I gently moved my toes so that our mouths could touch for the last time.
"Even though I'm sure that no one is as stupid as me, But don't do this to other people again."
I said before giving him another quick kiss. But before he could pull away, he was pressed down by the large hand of the person in front of him.
It wasn't a hot kiss. It's like he's holding me back, but that's it. If he was going to hold back, he'd done it a long time ago. Stop being stupid!
I gently pulled away, turning my back, wanting him to grab something inside of me.
If he just touches me, I'll go back.
...But it seems like the tears haven't completely washed away my stupidity. He didn't even call out to me.
Heartbreak is pretty bad. But worse is my face.
Until then, I still have swollen eyes. The answer page comes to school on Monday.
And more than that, I just realized that I spent the first half of the semester being so busy with Hongseok that I actually didn't have any friends at school.
“Sir, your eyes are very swollen. Do you want to go to the infirmary?”
The man sitting next to me Sent a gentle nudge on the upper arm.
It's probably the first time this semester that I've been able to look at the face of the person next to me clearly. Hmm... looks really good.
"A lot? It's good to go. We don't want to go to first period, ha."
"Mr. Jinho, right? I'm Hui."
“Hui, let's be friends. I don't have any friends yet." I said in a normal voice. But with eyelids drooping like this, he would look very pitiful. You can notice it from Hui's face.
"Then let's jump into first period together first." ...A friendship that should really lead to prosperity.
After being chased away by the nurse's teacher, he came back to eat lunch. Hui volunteered to go buy snacks to eat together in the room.
So there was only me, walking around lonely. ...No, I don't have lunch boxes for you. And what will Hongseok eat? I don't like to eat cafeteria food.
equal to the idea Now I'm standing in front of the room with the same mean person again.
...I'm not here, there's no one there. What did I expect? Do you expect him to wait for your food, Jin Ho Pa Bo?
"Oh Hui, are you here?" I greeted my friend as soon as I got to the room. Why are you sitting with your back turned?
“Who is Hui?” ...Hong Seok was more shocked to see him. It was a medium sized yellow lunchbox on the table.
I didn't answer anything. But slowly he walked to his own seat. ...To me, his sharp facial structure will always be a wonder of the world.
Before anyone says anything Hui returned with a bag full of snacks and sat down next to me.
'Kiss me,' I turned and whispered softly to Hui. Without missing a word, Hui held my chin up and gave me a kiss that was serious and hot enough. Playing big together
...Does this situation look familiar?
"Go, I'm going to eat." His sentence was clearly emphasized.
"Mr. Hong Seok, please go. I'm going to eat." But let's change the characters a bit.
Hui wrapped his arm loosely around my shoulders as if to hold me back from shaking any more.
“I'll come pick you up in the evening,” Hongseok said quietly before getting up to leave. It seems like a waste. I still haven't seen the disappointed look on his face.
After Hui apologized to me for the hundred and fifth time that he really couldn't come home with him. have family problems I sat and collected things until I saw a yellow lunch box under the table.
'Sorry' message from ketchup on brown omelet There are some black spots.
It really brought tears to my eyes. But I had to quickly wipe it up casually because the owner of the burnt omelette was already standing in front of the room.
Hongseok took the bag from my hand as usual. Reach out and take my hand and walk as usual. Open the car door as before. and took him to sit in his condo as usual.
But the room is not the same as before. No more of that damn sofa. Instead, there was a candle on the floor in the shape of a crooked heart...funny, I couldn't hold back my laughter. But I couldn't hold back my tears.
I can feel the warmth in my heart. and from behind
"excuse me"
"Don't go anywhere again."
"You know, right? ...I'm not good at expressing myself."
"If you're angry at me, can you scold me instead? Can you not take it during the daytime?"
"From now on I will have only you. Promise."
Hongseok said a lot of things. More than the entire time they've been together.
"You've run out of opportunities," I turned around and said with a serious expression. It was the first time I had ever seen Hong Seok look so upset.
...The chance to have a new boyfriend for the rest of my life is gone." And he smiled really wide as well.
"With all my heart."
Special part
“Hongseok, it's crowding.”
"I told you to sit on my lap."
Can people change like this? After clearing things up that day Hong Seok has become addicted to his girlfriend. He will also try to share space with me to sit between me and Hui.
"I'm going to study now. You can go back to your room now." Hui said with an extremely enticing look on her face.
"Oh my god" it's over, Hong Seok, a playboy, a man. Sitting next to my boyfriend and still yelling in other people's rooms.
"Kiss me first and then I'll go study." Hongseok turned and kissed me. Ahh... I got goosebumps.
"Retarded" Huihui, dear friend. Don't throw oil on fire.
'Kiss' I kissed quickly before turning and pushing Hongseok to go to class.
"Don't forget to reply to Line. At noon, wait here. And you don't want to see it hit my boyfriend. At the end of the day, I didn't." Even though I understand that at the time I did it because I wanted to be jealous. But his girlfriend is this cute. I'm addicted to it. What should I do? Hong Seok is stressed!
Hongseok hadn't even left the room before Hui wrapped his arms around his hair. With a raised eyebrow It was like he saw Hongseok almost jump back. If it doesn't happen, the teacher has already come in. You're almost past the point of being addicted to your boyfriend, darling. But even so, everything that is him I like it all...
“Any students who submit homework to teachers on Facebook and use Hong Seok Hui's name, don't worry.
Can you raise your hand? I'll give you the right score."
Except for this Wow!
**Ah, thank you to everyone who came to read.
I'm sorry, we just got married.
May use strange words or make a short story too long. Anyway, please tell me.
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