Hello everyone who stumbled onto this page. This fic is
One Shot
In short, it is based on the theory that someone had previously analyzed that Victor had a serious illness and was about to die. Don't be afraid. We can't make this story that dark. // Fireworks are guaranteed to have a happy ending.
This story is part of a seasonal fic that I made with another person. I may not have brought up the story, but I will leave this fic in my heart.
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https://twitter.com/xxaxi/status/805279731155243008
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Hey, I'm here to recommend the next fic.
Yuri on Ice Fan - Fiction : Omegaverse : Soul Mate (Yictor x Katsuki Yuri / Otabek x Yuri Prlisetsky / SeungChu)
//The title is very long, haha. Go read it at the link below, click it.
https://writer.dek-d.com/dek-d/writer/view.php?id=1578994
Snowdrop : Yuri on Ice Fan – Fiction
Pairing : Victor X Katsuki Yuri
Warning : BL Fiction
I have never felt that winter was this cold in my life... Cold to the core...
From the moment Victor became my coach. I feel very happy every day. It was more than the dreams I had ever dreamed. I used to dream that one day I would be able to skate on the same rink as Victor...
When Victor came to be my coach I felt like my black and white world suddenly became brighter. Victor came and shook up my world. Made me who was used to losing know the word winning. Made me feel like I was truly alive for the first time. Did something that had never been done. Be something that never was
Victor made my dreams come true. I won the Grand Prix Final, I made my parents proud. When I received the award Victor looked at me with the proudest smile. It made me happy, really happy. I am grateful for his hugs that held me when I was feeling down. Even though sometimes he said things that really hurt my feelings.
Thank you for the kisses that warm my heart every time. Even though sometimes I'm not prepared to accept it.
The day I received my award was the day Victor had the biggest smile I've ever seen. There was a hint of relief in his eyes…? And then a split second later he fell... Go to sleep... and never wake up again...
At that time, my heart sank. It was as if someone had taken it out. I dropped everything and ran towards him. But I couldn't run in. There were people all over the medical team. other athletes and spectators on the field I couldn't get close to him... Not even a little bit...
It was like the ground I was standing on had collapsed. Just now he was still standing there... Still smiling at me, still saying he was proud of me. I hope this is just a dream. I allow the story that Victor came to see me in Japan. that Victor came to be my coach That Victor hugged me and kissed me
I let it be just a dream, I just asked for one thing, that he would wake up. Go back to being the same Viktor Nikiforov, so he doesn't know me. But just one request... 'Don't let him go anywhere'
But the truth is still the truth. Victor was rushed to the emergency room while I sat in front of the room and watched over him. Doctors and nurses rushing in and out so many times it scared me. Even though Minako-sensei was waiting beside me, I still felt like my body was freezing... It's like the cold wind is blowing at me all the time even though it's not actually happening.
"It's okay, Yuri. It's okay." Minako-sensei's embrace hugged me, but I still couldn't feel it... Didn't hear or perceive anything except the image of Victor falling at that time...
Not long after that the doctor moved him to a room and let me in to see him.
He sat up as if he had just fallen asleep, but his face was pale. His hand was still warm, but it wasn't as warm as before. I held his hand up to my cheek. “Victor, you promised, right? You promised that if I win, we'll go back and eat katsudon together..." I could only cry, demanding a promise even though he probably wouldn't hear it. "You promised, huh... You promised.
Don't pretend to forget like you did to Yuriose!” I shook him like a crazy person.
Before walking in, the doctor told me... The doctor said that Victor might not wake up tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, next month, next year, two years, three years, or he might not wake up again forever..
I go see Victor at the hospital every day. sitting next to his bed Tell stories that happen every day. Since Victor's fall, I have never had a coach, only Minako-sensei, who followed me to every competition. I try to get the best score in every race so that when Victor wakes up he will see how much I have grown.
Of course, I still believe that Victor will wake up again. Wake up and be my coach all the time...
It's now winter... The cold wind blows like every year. But why do I feel that this year is much colder than last year even though the temperature is not different at all? I feel like it's cold... Cold inside my heart...
I could only pray to a God I never respected. Never even believed in God... I only want to ask God one thing... Give back my Victor...
Not long after Victor collapsed, doctors decided to send him to Russia for treatment. Victor's hometown... That took him very far away from me. So far away that I'm afraid we'll never meet again...
“Yuri, please eat.” Mother's voice was as gentle as ever. But it seems like this time there will be a troubling feeling.
“I'm sorry, but I'm not hungry…” I know I've made Mom worried. But I really don't want to do anything.
“Yuri…” Mother's voice trembled in a way I had never heard before. I could feel my mother hugging me, but I felt like my insides were dying. “Yuri, please, please, please, please eat something.”
I could only turn to look at my mother with blank eyes and then shifted my eyes to the food tray that she had brought. There was a big bowl of katsudon on top... The katsudon that Victor promised me that we would come back and eat together...
“Huh... Mom, didn't he promise that he would come back and eat katsudon with me? Why did he break his promise?” I cried for the first time since the day Victor was in the hospital.
“Oh Yuri...” Mother gently rubbed my back to comfort me. For the past month, I have competed in every race with a body that is not even close to being ready. I made mistakes in the same places, fell in the same ways, as if my strength disappeared along with the coach. I can't skate Eros anymore. It was as if the feeling in the song had completely disappeared.
The only song I can still play is
Yuri on Ice
I'm reaching for it more than ever. I understand the loss in the song. Understand the return of the violin, which supports the piano more than anyone else... Because Victor is like the sound of my violin. Without him, the piano like me would not be stable anymore...
Even though I know that Victor would never like me being weak like this. He wants me to be strong. But how can I be strong if my heart is still this empty?
“Yuri, I know you're sorry. But please eat something. I don't want to see my son fall again.” Mother gently rubbed my face. I saw that my mother's eyes were red... When I was sad about Victor Mom is sad that I hurt myself like this...
I hugged my mother tightly, "I'm sorry... I'm sorry, Mom. I'm sorry I made you worry..." I sobbed into my mother's chest like I did when I was a child. I only promised myself that I would be stronger. I won't make my mother worry again... I promise...
TBC.
Continue here.
Mother smiled at me and put the rice bowl in front of me again, “Eat, child. You will be strong and have the strength to compete.”
“Yes.” I smiled at my mother through tears. Even though in my heart I have no strength left to compete. But I will smile and compete. To make it to the final round, I have to win so that when Victor wakes up he will see that I am strong. Strong enough to stand even if I lose him, I will survive. Even though my heart is empty..
After that, I trained hard for the competition. Even though I couldn't skate Eros, I still tried. Even though I didn't use Eros to compete, I never stopped skating to this song. Because this is the first program Victor thought of for me...
Even though I thought I was going to be strong, I still couldn't eat much. It's like something is stuck in my heart. I was getting thinner and thinner until it seemed like the wind would blow me away. That made Minako-sensei so worried that I wanted to laugh. I was sure I wouldn't fall until Victor recovered. I won't give up
And this is another time that I've only won twice in my entire life and both times it was because of Victor. Because I have Victor as my driving force...
I smiled sadly when I thought of Victor. I looked at the gold coin in my hand and tears began to fall.
"Huh..." I sobbed out. The tears that were in my eyes were trying to come out...
Phichit-kun, who was standing next to me, gently placed his hand on my shoulder to console me. I saw how worried everyone was for me... No one can smile the most... I tried to smile at them, I didn't want them to be worried at all. Pichit-kun pulled me into a hug and I could feel his body trembling.
“Yuri...you are very talented. You're very talented, Yuri, for being able to endure this much..." Pichit-kun spoke softly to me. It made me want to cry even more... “Because of that... Don't force it anymore, don't endure it any longer. Please cry.” As soon as Pichit-kun finished speaking, I cried and cried and cried and cried...
“Huh...thank you. Pichit-kun.” I pulled away and smiled at Pichit-kun with a slightly better expression.
Phichit-kun smiled with relief and then changed into his usual bright smile. “Yuri, you have won. Go find him and tell him what happened,” he said to me.
I looked at Pichit-kun and nodded with approval, my mind was much clearer than before. But it's still not the same. Right now, all I can think about is going to see Victor... Go find the person most important to me...
Continue here.
As soon as I arrived in Russia, I went straight to Victor in the hospital. He looked no different than before... The only difference was that he was asleep... Don't smile, don't laugh, don't scold me, don't make tense faces at me, don't hug me... don't kiss me like usual...
It was as if the tears that had stopped flowing were about to flow again... I held his hand close to his face and tried to smile. Here it is, I won the race. I've brought you some gold coins... That's why... Huh... Please wake up Victor..."
I cried again as the armor I had worked so hard to build all these months crumbled as soon as I saw Victor lying like this...
Without noticing that the sleeping person's eyelids moved little by little until they finally opened, the blue eyes reflected blurryly as if they hadn't caught the sunlight. "Yuri..." Viktor said the name of the person who caught his eye for a second. As he fell asleep, his expression looked like the world was collapsing in front of him and the sound of him screaming his name was still stuck in his head...
“Victor!” A very happy voice called beside him, causing a pair of beautiful eyes to turn and look. What he saw was his little pig calling out in the utmost joy.
“Yuri...?” he said confusedly, as if he didn't understand what was going on.
“Yes, Victor,” his little pig smiled through tears. It seems that Yuri has slimmed down...? Damn it, how long had he been asleep for Yuri to be this bad? A gold medal, if I remember correctly from that day, wasn't it a month before the next competition was finished?!
Victor's eyes widened as he thought about it and immediately pulled Yuri into a hug. “Yuri... you're the best, the best.” He pressed a soft kiss to his temple.
“Victor, Victor, you're finally awake.” Yuri opened his eyes wide and cried out with joy. The coldness in his heart disappeared as soon as he received a familiar embrace as a signal. .. That the winter in my little heart is about to end...
Victor pulled Yuri away slightly to get a closer look, “Yuri... Where has my little pig gone? Why are you so thin? You don't take care of yourself.” He gently caressed Yuri's face in a comforting way.
“Huh... well Victor doesn't want to wake up... It's been almost three months since you haven't woken up..." Yuri answered in a sobbing voice, trying to raise his hand to wipe away the tears but Victor was cut off by his hand reaching up and wiping them away first.
“Shh...no need to cry. I'm fine now. I'm sorry for worrying you, Yuri.” Victor's two hands gently lifted Yuri's face and kissed him gently, as if confirming that this was real and not a dream.
I smile...smile from my heart again. Victor finally came back to me. Thank you for everything that brought Victor back. Thank you... A warm kiss is like a signal that winter is over...I won't have to hug myself alone anymore. Because now my heart is back...
So I will smile...I will smile beautifully... “Welcome back, Victor.”
Talk
I apologize for this confusion. Just a little more and it will be over. Let's endure being together a little longer. (Love)
P.S. The analysis of the song we discovered came from this tweet.
https://twitter.com/ping_bvb/status/802052296796303365
Try opening it and reading it. After reading it, I feel just fickle. Do you really want to play like this?
Talk
I'm done with this drama fic. It's only a few pages long and it pumps a lot more energy than I thought. The first time I posted it was the night before the quiz finished and the feeling disappeared//haha Now I'm going back and reviewing the book. What feels good at a time like this? 555 Anyway, I have to thank everyone for being together until the end.
I'll come back again when I'm done with the exam. I guarantee that it will definitely be Yuri on Ice again during this time. I love everyone very much.
Mint
P.S. Sometimes I don't understand why I upload so many times one night. Why don't you go down at once? 555
P.S. 2 Please leave a comment. I really want to know the feedback. Haha. Or you can come talk and play with us. I'm lonely(?) ; 3;
P.S. 3 If you find any mistakes, please tell me yourself.
Hey, I'm here to recommend the next fic.
Yuri on Ice Fan - Fiction : Omegaverse : Soul Mate (Yictor x Katsuki Yuri / Otabek x Yuri Prlisetsky / SeungChu)
//The title is very long haha.
This time, I'll try not to pick it up. //-//
Go read it at the link below. Click it.
https://writer.dek-d.com/dek-d/writer/view.php?id=1578994