This is

SF

Sequel to the story

Fiction and Fact

yes

I'll rewrite it. Our story will never end.

Now I will implant reality into my body.

I'll write it again. Let's start with the beginning where you and I are smiling happily.

But when you leave me The setting of the novel is a small room. With no way out...

Right now, I'm writing a story filled with happiness.

But it was all just a wish...

Theme song

Thank you for the beautiful theme from

TENPOINT

© Tenpoints!

I’m sorry

If you're in love with someone Don't forget to let him know.

Otherwise it might be too late...just like me.

You shouldn't keep the word "love" at all. I should have said it.

Bang! Bang! Bang!

I knocked loudly on my adoptive brother's bedroom door to wake up the person sleeping inside. A rustling sound in the room signaled that he must have gotten out of bed. After waiting for a while, the room door opened. Behind the door was the figure of a familiar figure who looked rather disheveled. My hair is messy. crumpled clothes I wasn't sure if the person in front of me had been sleeping or dancing on the bed all night.

“You can believe that soon I will definitely have to ask my father to change the door to my room.”

"Why"

“Well, I kept knocking on the door until the people next door were startled like this. My room door will last a long time.”

"Knock gently and you won't wake up."

'Jang Hyunseung' made a tired face. before waving his hand at me I sent him a look and urged him to take a shower before returning to his own room to take a shower.

My name is 'Yong Junhyung' and I am the adopted son of the Zhang family. Hyunseung's father and mother work abroad. They went to meet me at an orphanage in a church. and raised him as an adopted child 10 years ago. Since then I became Hyunseung's adopted brother ever since.

I have the responsibility of taking care of Hyunseung in place of his father and mother, who rarely return to Korea. I try to be a good older brother. And...a good boyfriend

But even then, I still feel like I haven't done enough. Yes, we love each other, but I've never once told Hyunseung that I love him. The other party never asked or never requested anything. Keep saying he knows You know it from my actions. But it's not good at all. It's like I used his trust. There were times when I wanted to say it.

But his mouth was so heavy he couldn't speak. Even though I know that the opportunity to speak doesn't come often. But I choose to procrastinate continuously...

I sat and looked at Hyunseung, who was hunched over and eating the breakfast I had prepared for him. He is still the same, loves me and is happy with everything I do for him. Sometimes I accidentally feel cold towards him. But he didn't even complain. Hyunseung is still Hyunseung...

“Mom and Dad said they'd be back today,” I said.

"look for? Is it today that you want to come back this time?”

“Um, you guys just called just now.”

I lied...actually they called me to tell me that they would be coming back today. But I didn't tell Hyunseung. Why? Why did I choose to tell him today...the day you guys were coming back?

Hyunseung suddenly went silent as if he was thinking about something.

“Hyun Seung-ah, what's wrong? Are you full?”

“Oh, no.”

“So what is it? Sit still.”

Hyunseung was quiet. He looked at me hesitantly, as if he was considering whether he should speak directly to me or not. This was another problem for me. I never know if the other person is thinking or has any distress. Maybe he thought a lot about the fact that I never told him I loved him. But I don't care. choose to ignore it

Act like nothing happened. Sigh, I'm still very far from being a good boyfriend.

"Brother... if one day Mom and Dad find out about the two of us, what should we do?"

Hyunseung finally spoke. Hmm...I never thought of this before. I... never really paid attention to anything.

“I accept it and explain it to you. Your father and mother aren't such cruel people.”

"But I'm afraid that we might have to break up."

"Don't talk about the future that hasn't come yet." I reached out and gently rubbed his head. Then put your face closer “We're not breaking up. I'm definitely not breaking up with you."

I really mean it, even though I've never told him I love him once. But in my heart I truly loved him. I stared deep into his black eyes. Try to convey your feelings through your eyes instead of words. I love you. Please...acknowledge this feeling without me having to say it.

As our lips were about to touch heavy sound It fell and hit the ground, causing me to flinch and have to pull away immediately. The foster mother was standing there, her eyes wide with shock. As for my adoptive father, he looked at us in disbelief. On the floor, my mother's handbag fell. I think that was the source of the sound just now.

Hyunseung and I quickly stood up. But I don't know what to say. Hyunseung kept his head down and looked at the ground alternating with his father and mother. As for me, I'm trying to think of a hundred and eighty explanations for you to understand our love. But then their eyes began to change from shock to...

Disappointment

“What is this!? Someone please try explaining this to Mom and Dad.”

The adoptive mother was the first person to ask. Hyunseung and I turned to look at each other. What should I answer? No, I should accept. I should say that I love Hyunseung. I want to take care of him

“Junhyung!? Why don't you explain to Mom and Dad what you guys were doing just now?”

"hair..."

“Is that what siblings do? Plus, my two children are both boys!”

“I don't think of Hyunseung just as a brother.”

“What do you say, child!?”

“I...I...” Please...say it, Junhyung!

My mind was beating itself up inside. He glanced at Hyunseung. He looked at me with a glint of hope in his eyes that I would say 'it'. Just like this, Hyunseung wanted to hear the words. That's the same thing. I...should have said it.

"hair..."

'We're not breaking up. I'm definitely not breaking up with you.'

I'm sorry...Jang Hyun Seung

I should preserve Hyunseung's beautiful future. I just want one thing...I just want him to know how much I love him. Please, God, help him know my heart.

“I'm sorry.”

That's all I said...

“Mom, I beg you, I know I am a bad child. But don't discourage us. I really love Junhyung hyung.”

Hyunseung's tears flowed. I wanted to pull him into a hug and tell him how much I loved him. But I didn't do it...even though which he still insists Confirm that he loves me that much.

“The two children are brothers. Two children can't love each other! And even though Junhyung is an adopted child There is nothing related by blood. But legally, the children are siblings. Moreover, the two children are also boys. We still can't love each other!!”

“Then please cut me off from being a child. What I did was no different than being ungrateful.”

Hyunseung looked at me with a mixture of regret and disappointment. I myself am sad. But he should know that our fighting is pointless. Our love is not accepted by anyone. I want him to have a better life. Even if I have to walk away from his life.

“I must do that! Junhyung...you're not the son of this house anymore. I will never allow my son to date you. Get out of here, go!”

I bowed 90 degrees to my soon-to-be-former adoptive parents before turning to look at Hyunseung one last time... Don't forget, Hyunseung. Even though I never said it But I love you

I love you

I packed my bags and left the Zhang family's house. Keep walking. aimlessly I don't have any relatives anywhere. Most of the friends I hang out with are friends who eat and travel. No one would be able to help me much. All throughout my life, I had only Hyunseung. But I chose to let go of his hand easily. I'm really stupid. He's probably locked in a room right now. Will he suffer a lot?

Will he get to eat anything? I'm all worried.

I'll go back...

I'll go back to Hyunseung. But not now... I will have to prove to his parents the trust in entrusting their son to these hands of mine. Until that day, I will probably be able to express my love to Hyunseung...

“I...miss you.”

“Uncle Junhyung!”

I hurriedly looked up at the sound of my voice calling. Am I blind-eyed? Hyunseung...he was standing there. On the other side of the road How did he get here? He shouldn't do this. You shouldn't run away from home like this.

“Jang Hyunseung! Why did you come here? Go back!”

"I'm not going. If I don't have you, how will I survive?!"

“You must survive! Go home!” And someday…I will return to you.

"no! I'll go find you."

Hyunseung ran across the river without looking. My eyes widened as I saw a car coming towards him at high speed.

"no! Jang Hyunseung!”

Without thinking about my life, I rushed out into the middle of the road. He reached out his hand and pushed the body until it rolled over. I tried to see if he was injured anywhere. But when that body gradually As I stood up, I was relieved. It was really good that he was okay. Really good...

“Uncle Junhyung!!!”

He shouted my name loudly. and hurriedly limped in. It looked like his ankle was sprained. I must have pushed a little too hard. But it's good that he's not too bad. Ah...I have a headache. Can I sleep?

“Uncle Junhyung!! Junhyung, open your eyes and look at me!!! vigorous..."

Hyun Seung-ah...don't cry...

"no!!!!!!!!!!! No, Junhyung hyung!!!!!!!!”

“Ha...Hyun Seung-ah...Uncle...” I love you...

"no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Hyunseung's scream...was the last thing I heard before my consciousness blacked out.

5 years later...

The hospital has become my second home. No, I come and go here more often than at home. Now I'm back in the Zhang family's house. But as said I don't live there much. Most of the time I was at the hospital.

“Good morning, Nurse Nam.”

I reached forward to greet the nurse sitting at the counter. She looked up from the pile of documents she was reading and gave me a friendly smile.

“Good morning, Mr. Junhyung.”

“Is he… awake yet?”

This girl remembers me well because I come here often. She smiled at me again before standing up and turning to pick up the file and walking away from the counter towards me.

“Come along.”

I followed Nurse Nam into the patient room area. Along the way, I met many people like I have met for the past 5 years. Some of them I have always seen here and have never left. Some looked like they had just moved in. These people must have nurses and nurses accompanying them at all times. Like a prisoner...

“We've arrived.”

Nurse Nam and I stopped in front of a room. In front of the door there is a sign with the name of the patient and the doctor in charge.

“Doctor Yun is already inside. If you have anything, you can ask. I would like to go see another patient.”

Nurse Nam smiled at me again. I bowed and thanked her before she left to continue her work. I stood in front of the room breathing in and out for a while before opening the door.

The doctor stood with his back to me. It looked like he was standing there observing the patient's behavior. Because he kept staring and then bent down to write something down in his notebook. I've seen him do this for 5 years now...

“Doojoon,” I called his name. The figure turned at the sound of his voice before smiling.

“Are you here, Junhyung?”

I walked up to 'Yoon Doojoon', a friend from high school who is now finishing medical school and working at this hospital. When I came next to you He allowed me to see the person in the bed more clearly. He was still the same as I saw him every day, sitting on the bed. On his lap was a laptop, which he was feverishly typing away at.

“How are you?” I asked, even though I knew the answer.

"Same as usual...not talking or speaking all day, just sitting and typing...that novel."

“So…”

“You go talk to him. I'll be back soon.”

Dujun patted my shoulder gently. before walking out of the room I stepped closer to the person on the bed. Staring at his pale face, he reached out and gently stroked the figure's hair.

“Hyun Seung-ah…”

There was no response from the person I called, as if he didn't feel my presence.

“Hyun Seung-ah...you're here.”

Clack, clack, clack.

Hyunseung's skinny fingers were still tapping on the laptop's keyboard. That was the only thing that answered my call for 5 years...

“Hyun Seung-ah…”

“I want to play the piano...”

He suddenly stopped typing and turned to look at me. I started to have hope again so I hurriedly answered him.

"I'll teach you. I'll teach you myself. Is that good?"

“No...can't...let Junhyung hyung teach...”

“Hyung, I'm your Junhyung hyung, remember? I'll teach you myself... Did you hear that, Hyun Seung-ah...?”

He stared at me for a long time. In my heart I prayed to every god on this earth. If you guys really exist...please. Please help Hyunseung remember me...

“No…” The figure shook his head. My heart skipped a beat. “No...Junhyung hyung...”

“It's me. I'm Junhyung hyung. Please...remember me.”

“Junhyung hyung...isn't here...” He said absently before turning back to typing what he had left behind.

“Hyun Seung-ah…”

I couldn't bear to look at him any longer. I buried my face in my palms and cried silently. This is what I received...what I received in return from helping him survive that day...

after being hit by a car I was taken to the hospital. Whether it's because of good luck or luck. But I survived that incident. I slept for three full days. And when I recovered, I found that my adoptive parents had accepted me. Of course I'm very happy. Until seeing Hyunseung's condition

'He was shocked and saddened to the point of shock.' Doojoon reported Hyunseung's condition to me with a serious expression.

'So what? So what?'

'He doesn't remember anyone. besides myself'

'What about me? He called my name just now.'

'Yes...it's your name. But the person he called It's you in his remaining memories.'

'What do you mean...'

'I already told you that he doesn't remember anyone. His mind was lost in his own imagination. Did you see that story? Have you read the novel that he sat and typed all day and all night?...That's it. The memories he has'

I don't know where I went wrong. I really don't know...or maybe I missed it all. I made the mistake of deciding to leave that house that day. I made the mistake of letting go of him. He made the mistake of pushing him away from the oncoming car. Made the mistake of throwing himself into a car crash instead. I made a mistake...not telling him I loved him.

I wiped away my tears and turned to look at Hyunseung again. He was still immersed in his world. The imaginary world he created A world that I will never reach

“Hyun Seung-ah…”

“I love you.”

I've been saying these words for 5 years. Hyunseung heard them clearly. But he...couldn't recognize it anymore.

I hope it's not too late to bring you back...I'll fill the void.

I hope you won't run away so far that I can't reach you...I'll be waiting here for you.