Well, this story is based on a true story by Wright. Wright wanted to convey the story of unrequited love. Love may not end beautifully. The heroine may not always be paired with the hero. Or maybe the heroine doesn't have a partner with him at all, so it's good that we have it when it comes to love. But don't invest too much in love.
Because we may not know whether the person we think is our soul mate will truly love us or not. Wright didn't curse you guys to be suspicious of each other. But Wright wants everyone to love each other a little but for a long time. So it won't hurt like Wright did. And in this novel there are places that may not be real places. But the events and words were all things Wright himself had encountered.
Introducing the characters
Im Yoona
Jessica Jung
Kwon Yuri
Xiao Luhan
“Maybe flowers don't need hearts. Because if he already has a heart When the time comes for the butterfly to fly away A flower might be so hurt that it can no longer be called a flower.”
Priceless flower No matter how beautiful it is But if there is no nectar for the butterflies to enjoy However, there will come a time when it will fly away from this flower. and flies to another flower that gives it more nectar Same with me, 'Im Yoona', a woman who has been abandoned by many people. Because they can't give them what they want.
And I'm here to express love in another form. that some of you may have never encountered and had never experienced pain like this Either you have only met good people or you have never opened your heart to anyone. But I believe that most people have experienced the same thing as me. But now that they're lucky, it's time to meet someone worthy of them. So he didn't have to suffer the way I did.
Famous school in Seoul
Today is another day where I have to sit at the library alone. It's not because I don't have friends. But because I am a peaceful person and love reading novels. This year I am already in 5th grade. But I don't know what line of study I want to pursue. At the tertiary level I always wanted to study acting. Because I love acting
But on the other hand, I love the doctor's profession. It made me not know what line of study I wanted to study.
"Uh...little sister. Can I sit with you?" As I sat thinking, two beautiful older sisters walked up to me and asked for a seat. Probably because the library was full.
"Yes, please come." As I was a good, well-mannered and neat child, I told the two sisters to sit down.
“Uh, my name is Jessica. That friend's name is Taeyeon. We are in 6th grade.
A"
Pretty Jessica started introducing her name as soon as she sat down.
"Yes," I answered shortly. Because I'm embarrassed by the sight of beautiful Jessica.
"What's your name?" Jessica gave me those cute eyes. I'm embarrassed too.
“Yoona, 5th grade.
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I replied shyly. I don't know why my heart must be pounding so hard with the person in front of me.
"Uh, can I have your number?" What? We just got to know each other. Why are you asking for my number so quickly? Or will you like it quickly? No, it mustn't be like that.
"098-*******" Am I being too naughty?
"I'll call you later, darling."
“Hey Jess, you can be considerate of your friends. I said, "Uncle Taeyeon. I'm embarrassed too.
"Eh, let's work." It seems like Jess is very afraid of Tae.
'Tung, Tung, Tung, Tung' (the sound of the school bell)
"Then please excuse me first."
“Did you make an appointment with someone, Nong Yoon? Brother Huang, "I'm embarrassed. What are you waiting for?"
"No, I'm going to hurry back to work in the group that my friend sent me to help with."
“Then let's go, Yun. Don't pay any attention to it," Taeyeon said to me.
"Yes, then bye." Then I walked out of there in a good mood. I feel like my head is full of Jess. I don't know why.
Since that day It seems that the relationship between me and Brother Jess is starting to improve. Until friends teased me why we didn't want to date each other. I could only answer that I wasn't ready yet. Because I once agreed to be with someone too quickly. Therefore making him bored with us easily and finally broke up with me But Jess always treated me well. Whether teaching homework
Jealous every time a man comes after me. Take care of me in everything. Until it made me soften and date him. And then it arrived today. The day I learned some truths that hurt me the most.
A bookstore in Seoul
"Alright, who will you choose? Between me and that woman, that's Jess. Who is he with? Looking at the student uniform Probably a different school than hers.
"Seo, don't do this." Why does Brother Jess have to look so weak in front of that woman? So who are you?
“Why, don't think I don't know that you went out with that girl because you were lonely because Seo went to study abroad for a year, but Seo was afraid that he already loved that girl. If you don't stop playing, I'll go myself." What does that mean? Is Brother Jesse dating me because he's lonely?
“No, I chose Seo. I love Seo, but I feel sorry for him. I feel sorry for tricking him into loving me. I feel sorry for having to hurt him." I can't. I can't stand it anymore.
“Don't use the word pity with Yoon. Yes, Yoon is pitiful. But did you know that the word pity makes a woman feel stupid? It's stupid to believe that he loves me. It's stupid to believe that he will have only us." Really crazy. Why do tears have to flow now?
"Yun, please..."
"Let's break up. And I hope that from now on, you won't make anyone as stupid as I am. As for you, I think you should take good care of your boyfriend. Don't let him do this to anyone else. Because if that person wasn't your brother, they might call a group of people to beat you up." That's enough. I'm bored in a world I really shouldn't be in.
For the past 2 months I have been crying all the time. feel pain I feel sorry for the feelings I have for him. My friends were very consoling to me. But it doesn't make me feel any warmer. I'm lonely. I'm tired. But our life goes on. Until when I come to terms with it It made me acquainted with a senior. Her name was 'Kwon Yuri'. She was in Mathayom 6.
B
He is a very popular person because he is beautiful, cool, good at sports, and I used to be one of the people who were impressed with him. But I won't tell you the reason why I don't like it now. Until one day he and I met and talked for the first time.
Ice cream shop
"Strawberry/Chocolate flavour," Yuri-hyung and I said at the same time unexpectedly.
"I'd like to invite you first." He looked very polite.
"Strawberry 1"
"Mine is Chocolate 1." Why does he have to look at my face?
"Do you have a boyfriend yet?" he suddenly asked me this question.
"We just broke up." Why do I have to be sad? Damn it.
"It means you're single." Don't make that face. You know it's cute?
"About that," I replied as if I didn't care. But in my heart I was pounding very hard. So strong that even an elephant couldn't pull it off.
"So, can you please flirt with me?"
“It's so easy. Are you nervous?"
"I'm not nervous. But I've liked you for a long time. Did you know that when I heard the news that my younger sibling had a boyfriend? I almost killed myself."
"A famous person like you will like me."
"Can't you like it?" Yuri tilted his head at me. Crazy cute
"It's not forbidden."
"Then you can be my boyfriend."
"Who told you? I just got hurt."
"So, just someone to talk to." Sigh. Do I really love people that easily?
"Got it, Strawberry."
"Then I'll go first."
"Bye."
And for the past several days, Brother Yuri always came to pick me up and drop me off. My friends all cheered for me and Yuri unnie to finally love each other. I guess he wants me to forget Jess quickly. But the more I said that person's name, the more it hurt. But then, it's not that the love between the two of us will be stable. Because one day, Yuri-hyung suddenly walked up to me in stress. Ready to tell me An ex-boyfriend comes after me.
And Yuri himself was confused. Because one heart still can't break up with the ex. Another part of me wants to be with me. I know that if Yuri hyung still can't choose the person he truly loves, the person who will hurt the most will probably not be Yuri hyung. So I gave him a week to let him reflect on what had happened.
Who is the person your heart needs the most? If you ask me if it hurts? I can answer that it hurts a lot. But if I want to be jealous of him, I myself have no right because I'm just someone to talk to. Until finally it was due He walked over and hugged me. And you chose me But if you think he'll love me forever, you're wrong. Because today my friend arranged for me to come to my friend's pub.
I don't even want to come. But my friend kept insisting and finally I had to come. And my friend had a seat with her back to a group of women in the section.
VIP
While we were ordering water I heard a familiar voice. That said, today I have work to do with my friends. But why can you hear his voice?
“What? Haven't you roasted it yet? I've seen you flirt with that kid for a month now. Normally, it only takes a week to finish you off." What? So why doesn't my friend seem in any trouble?
“Well, that bitch is weak against the world and will die. If you don't see that it's still fresh and virgin I've quit so far. What a boring person." Brother Yuri What's the matter? Why are you doing this to me?
“Like you could find another woman. Let that kid go. I feel sorry for him."
“Since when did you learn to be a good person, Sooyoung? You are the one who started this game. "Game So he's flirting with me because of a game?
“I'm asking, Yul, don't you feel sorry for Little Yoon? She must have been hurt by Jessica's room.
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And then I was tricked and thrown away by you again." Tears, tears, come out, come out. Let all the stupidity go away. Now I understand why my friends forced me to come here. Now I understand Finally my eyes opened
"Why do you have to feel sorry for me? A flower is a flower. When did I get the nectar? I'll fly away and find new flowers anyway." You're the worst, Kwon Yuri.
"You really are a bad person. I admit it. You too, be careful if your girlfriend Hara finds out. You are the one who will become a butterfly with broken wings.”
'Phew!!!!'
Suddenly a woman walked up and slapped me in the face. causing the person I was eavesdropping to turn around
"Hara Yoona" Huh, I was shocked to see my face.
“You are a whore. Dare to steal even my girlfriend. sitting woman Don't you know how to find a husband yourself?" The person named Hara scolded me a lot. Probably angry at me for messing with Yuri-hyung.
"Hara, stop it. Let's go home, darling." It hurt. All I can say is that it hurts. Just being slapped doesn't hurt nearly as much as calling someone "darling".
“No, why did Yul cheat on Hara? Hara didn't give you enough for you to go and grab a brat like him?"
“No, Yul was just playing a game. Whoever cuts more women wins, that's all."
“Yes, Hara, I won't do anything to it. But Yul had to slap him hard in the face and break up with him before Yuri walked up and slapped me. My friend walked over and held Yuri's hand so he wouldn't hit me. Along with my most grateful words for this friend.
"Hey, stop it. Isn't this hurting my friend enough? Mr. Hara, the bad person isn't my friend. But it's your boyfriend who is really bad. My friend has been heartbroken many times. It thought that Yuri would make it forget all its pain, but it didn't. In the end, it tricked and slashed away.
And you slapped my friend in my pub. It's a blessing that I didn't let my subordinates kill you all. And Mr. Yuri, I hope that from now on you'll stop acting like this. Let's go back."
"Wait, let me talk to him first."
"Um, I'll go wait in the car." Then my friend walked to the car and waited for me.
"Let's break up. I will assume that you and I have never known each other.” Then I walked away from that place with a tired expression. Enough. I love him one-sidedly.
But it's not like I'm going to stop my love just like that. I'm still not afraid of it. Until I met a man That guy was a hot guy from the school across from ours. His name was 'Xiao Luhan'. He was a handsome, rich, good-looking guy. Unlike me, there is nothing good about me.
Until one day we both got to know each other. And he asked me to be his girlfriend. At first I was hesitant. But I finally agreed. Because I want to be sarcastic with love and think that he is my true love. Luhan is a horny person. He always asks to have sex with me but I refuse. Because I want the love between the two of us to be love of the heart, not the body.
But he told me he was joking. Because I am the person he truly loves. Friends who heard the news about me and Luhan immediately protested. Said he wasn't suitable for a beautiful worldly person like me. But I never once believed my friends. Until today I knew the truth.
coffee shop
"Darling, Luhan, I love you only. As for the person named Yoona Lu just wanted to win. I saw other people say that it's hard to flirt and it's cold. So I want to try it." Luhan So you're another person who deceived me?
“He knows, but he himself knows that she was deceived by everyone. By doing this myself, it seems like I'm aggravating you."
"I myself was away for a long time, he was lonely. I myself knew that he was a person with high needs."
“He knows, but why doesn't he do it to other people? That child was very hurt to be deceived by someone. And don't you think that you are no different from those people? A place that tricks and abandons women who are hurt by bad love."
“He apologized, but he didn't mean to. What do you want me to do?” The woman looked at me. and then said to Luhan,
"Sorry to you."
"How do you want us to apologize? Where she is, we still don't know."
"Behind yourself."
"Yoona, I'm...sorry, I didn't mean to." Luhan avoided his eyes like a child who had been caught stealing.
"It's okay. I understand. I know it must be boring for other people. You must be lonely yourself having to do this.”
"Yes, I'm sorry."
"Let it be. I assume you will be the last person in this world that I will love."
“What do you mean?” another woman asked me.
“Many past stories have made me realize that love doesn't always have to be beautiful. No need to have a partner But love makes us realize that we are people with hearts and feelings, and I am completely afraid of this kind of love. I think I might not have the fortune like you to have good love.”
"I apologize on behalf of my girlfriend."
"nevermind I'll excuse myself first." I walked out of there in pain. That's why it's called love. I'm so tired of this kind of love Who knows how much pain I'm in? And from now on, I'll have to block out all my feelings so I don't get hurt like this again. Thank you Jessica.
Yuri and Luhan hyung made me realize that people like me don't deserve love. Because I'm like a flower that just stops by to take shelter. and fly to the most beautiful flowers I can only be like this. Even if I become a person who is numb to love, I will accept it. So that I don't have to sit in pain like this again. Goodbye to a world I never knew well.