JIMIN x YOU

This fic is read by someone who is the heroine.

'I'm your boyfriend. I must be jealous!'

'Enough, you can be happy without me'

'Let's just end this'

The words that still echo in my head refuse to fade away with the passage of time. A relationship that ends without understanding is never a good thing. He went where he misunderstood me.

Forget me and stay To think that I never existed to begin with. Now I really hate you.

You know that things between us could be worse. Let's hurry and end it now.

You'll be fine. Don't worry. I'll be in trouble too.

(Rust - Mblaq)

Annyeonghaseyo

We haven't seen each other for a long time ^^

I haven't been able to update it often. I don't have much free time because of exams.

Just today, I listened to the theme song from the series Hwarang and felt so touched that I felt like writing this fic. It's a painful thing. It may not be conveyed well. But I really intend to do it. If there are any flaws in the composition, please make suggestions or comments. It will be developed further. Today our hero is Jiminnie. Hmm, what should I say?

I'm not very good at thinking of titles. I thought for a long time about using it.

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Is it good to promote it? Haha. This fic is a short story. If I write a long story, I'm afraid it'll end up like the last one. Anyway, if you like this short fic, please share it. Hehe.

CR.SQ

'Let's..let's just end this. I don't want any more pain than this. You yourself will be happy with that person of yours. You can be happy without me'

The words we said goodbye that day were like things that have been stuck in my heart until now, even though it's been a long time. But I still think about it That familiar voice That smile, those eyes that looked at me sincerely, I miss it. The more I think about it, the more my heart aches. It's like a heart that's broken over and over again.

I continued to dwell on that terrible feeling that was tight in my chest. It was frustrating that I couldn't hold him back at that time. Everything at that time was too heavy. If I could go back to that time, I would hug you and keep you from running away again.

'Jimin-ah.. come back, please'

I kept muttering to my foolish self. Day after day I still cried like a crazy person. I'm in so much pain

The body that looks at the sky and weakly calls out that person's name, the sunlight that shines on my body is warm. But my heart is as lonely as ice covering it. I block myself because I don't want anyone to come in again, even though I want to be happy like every day. But I can't do it. Not even a little bit.

Go back to 5 months ago.

'We..let's break up'

'…' What the hell is this?

'Let's break up, I can't live like this any longer.'

'Why, Jimin, our relationship isn't bad. Why did you break up with me?'

'Why are you quiet? What happened between us!?'

'You don't love me at all. Did you go with someone the other day? It's not the second time you've gone with that person!'

'I told you he's just my friend, why don't you trust me?'

'Then why do you have to raise your voice at me?'

Jimin looked at me with hurt eyes and held back his anger, his hands clenching tightly. Why doesn't he trust me?

'I'm just explaining. Why..are you jealous?'

'Strange question. I'm your boyfriend. I must be jealous that my boyfriend is walking with someone else.'

'There is nothing between me and him. I only have you.-.'

'So.. I want to ask you something.'

'Are you happy with me?'

'Of course there must be. We've been together for a long time, Jimin. Why do you ask that? Don't joke like this.'

I replied and held the hand of the tall man in front of me and smiled at him, but my hand was carelessly slapped away.. Eh? Why? Normally he likes me doing this, so why now..

'Because you must be happy when you're with me, so you can say you're happy. Your eyes tell me She's just trying to be happy'

'I saw when you went with that guy. She smiled and laughed with ease, which was different from me where she could only smile at me reluctantly. Even though you say you love me, your feelings are conflicting. Are you forcing it? Every action of yours tells me that you don't want to be by my side anymore, you know..

How much does my heart hurt? She had to fool herself into saying that she was annoyed, but the truth is. You're bored with me. She's tired of being with people like me. She's tired of me not being able to go on dates. She was tired of watching movies in the room over and over with the two of me. She was tired of me not being able to do anything for her.

Do you dare say that you love me like the first time we met?'

'Ugh..' I couldn't even say a word. Why can't I say anything? It was as if something was stuck in my throat, preventing me from speaking.

'What am I to you?'

He said with tears in his eyes that clearly showed how much pain he was in. Even though I want to stop his tears, I can't. Why? Why can't I feel anything? Why is it so calm?

At this moment, I could only keep quiet. The atmosphere was now filled with silence. The two of us could only look at each other, Jimin still staring into my eyes. I can't fight those eyes. Yes.. I'm avoiding those painful eyes. What's wrong with me..?

'We..let's just end this. I don't want to be in more pain than this so you too can be happy with that person of yours. You can be happy without me'

Before Jimin could finish speaking, he walked out of the room, leaving me standing confused at what had happened.

'Wait!' Before I could utter these words, he had already left the room. Ah..why can't I do anything? Why am I so stupid? I thought about what to do but it was too late.. But why didn't my tears flow? Even if my heart hurts But why aren't the tears flowing?

Why?

Why didn't I cry? All I could do was pound my chest, which was painful and uncomfortable throughout my body and heart.

Why am I so stupid?

That was 5 months ago. Now I'm still in pain. Why did I just start crying now? I keep asking this question every day and I find that 'Because in the past I didn't have him by my side anymore' I thought I could endure it. But it turned out that I feel very lonely on days without him.

Why was I so stupid back then? But it's not important, I'm accepting that I don't have him beside me today.

The day we went on a date in a quiet place The day we hugged each other in the room The day we cooked together The day we were happy and laughed together. I miss those days The days when Jimin sang to me, the days when I was discouraged... I really miss it.

'I miss you..Jimin-ah'

I said this unconsciously, I could only chuckle to myself at this time.

'I miss you too'

But a voice answered. familiar voice heart warming sound I'm having a hard time hearing this. It's so funny. It will be too similar..

'I was just imagining it'

I shook my head to clear away those crazy thoughts but…

'You're not thinking about it yourself, turn around.'

When I turned around, I saw a figure standing behind me. Those eyes, those lips, that were familiar. Is this..true story? I didn't care if it was an illusion or not. I got up and ran to hug that body with longing and longing for all this time.

'This..isn't a dream.'

'Yes, this is not a dream.'

'Whoa, where have you gone, you crazy person?'

I can't hold back the tears. I miss him so much..

'I miss you too'

The two of us hugged each other like that for a while before Jimin released the hug and gently wiped away my tears.

'Don't cry, little girl, I'm right here.'

'Where have you been? Since that day, I haven't been able to contact you at all. Huh?'

'I'm just…cowardly. I want to disappear quietly I want her to be happy with that person, but the more I think about it, the more I think about it. It's even more impossible. I hate losing you. So I came back because I realized that I How much does my heart want you? My little girl ^^'

When he finished speaking, he rubbed my head with affection. Who's so small? I'm almost as big as you, Jimin! I can only complain in my heart.

'Looking like this is cursing me in my heart!'

'If so, then why? :( ’

'It's nothing :)'

'Jimin! This is you!!'

'Why me? :)

'do not have anything :(

'I want to apologize to you for misunderstanding that day...'

'Not forgiving!'

'this! Listen to the end first!'

'fee'

'I want to apologize for leaving without listening. I'm afraid of your answer. I'm worried about everything. I was so afraid that I would accidentally do something stupid. Without thinking about whether she would regret it or not. But I already know that that person has nothing to do with you..'

'Actually, I secretly went to investigate.. -////-' He lowered his head in embarrassment. It's very cute -//////-

'Are you secretly investigating? It's too bad :3' I teased him. Ah, it's so cute. I like it when he's shy. And now he almost rolls on the floor ><

'It's because of you that it hurts me if I don't know the truth. Until now, people around here must be sitting and crying without eating or sleeping. :)'

'Who's crying!! I don't have any. Shit, I don't talk to you anymore.' I hit Jimin on the shoulder out of embarrassment. Look at what Jimin said. Who would miss someone like you!!

Where did Jimin agree? He took my hand and pulled me into a hug for a while before releasing the hug. Then kissed my forehead gently -////-

It makes me shy. I chose to walk away. The old Jimin is back. Jimin is a quick-handed person. And I want nothing more Let's just say that this is enough for the two of us to know. We have adjusted our understanding. Our relationship is still going on. The past misunderstandings were a nightmare. Now my heart is back to being as bright and warm as before. :)

My heart is warm because of the person beside me right now. And he will always be by my side. Even if we have to misunderstand each other I won't let him go again.

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