What is love? Can it be eaten? When you're in love, it's really happy.

Or is it suffering? Do you believe that I don't have love? No, it's called

It has long since died from me.

"Boss, it's time for the meeting." My beautiful secretary called out.

Let me attend this big project meeting. I could only nod in response.

before standing up to his full height To check your own neatness

Knock Knock!

"Sorry I'm late. In order not to waste time Let's start the meeting.

Let's go." I walked in and humbly sat down at the head of the table.

And a tense meeting began. Everyone has an opinion to offer.

Or giving advice and adjusting the project until it fell apart for more than four hours.

"Okay everyone. Anyway, today we try to use various suggestions to adjust.

Then at the next meeting, let's look at the progress of the project."

I stood up and bowed to everyone. and thanked everyone before getting up

Leave the conference room

"Or if you have any problems, you can contact me directly. Don't be afraid." I

He turned around and spoke to everyone with a smile. But before I leave

There was a noise in the meeting room that made me stop.

"Oh, what do you think is the reason for getting this position if it's not? Because of Uncle's beloved nephew

Huh! Relying on you and the company just went bankrupt." Thanon's voice rang out.

I turned around again with a suppressed expression.

As the president of the company, I will never let my emotions take precedence over me.

"What did you say, Brother Thanon?" I turned around and smiled politely.

Friendly, at least he is known to be my cousin.

"Hahaha, are you deaf? Is it because of this that your boyfriend left you?" Patience

I'm completely at my limit. But before I could put it in my face

Push! Thump!

The sound of heavy punches hitting Thanon's face several times.

Before I go in to stop Qi.

"Hey, Q. Enough. I'm satisfied." I went to stop my closest friend.

And he's just as impatient as I am.

"Calm down. What the fuck? Do you want him to stand and scold you like this?" I can't accept it."

Q turned and shouted at me before I shouted to the men nearby.

Let's separate the queue from P'Thanon. This is crazy tiring!

"If you don't stop me, I'll take it and put it to sleep and soak it in rice porridge." Qian turned.

came and spoke to me while laying down on the sofa in my office.

"Come on, you guys, take it easy. It's not going to do any good," I replied.

Ready to sit and read documents to sign approval for the next project.

“Oh my gosh, your water has changed a lot. Since..." I looked up and stared.

It was right after Q wasn't finished speaking. So he immediately shut up and invited

Talk this and that until it's time to get off work.

I still don't understand whether it was not having a job or not that I was able to dabble in

me all day. And when he went to punch Thanon, How did it get in?

I was about to ask but a voice interrupted me.

"Boss, wait a minute." My secretary half-walked and half-runned towards me.

Slightly panting

"What's the matter? Do you want to go back together? Come, I was going to eat with Qiu right away."

I said back with a smile.

Chan, who had a brave expression on his face, afraid that he would tell me or not, until I said

If there's nothing else, please come back first. At that time, when I was about to walk, I had to

He looked back at Cicada again, not believing his ears.

"P'Em's back, Boss!" My junior secretary Look up after

He bowed his head and looked down, stunned for a long time.

The whole world stops with the forbidden name. A name that no one has talked about for more than 5 years.

After the mean person walks away A name that has always been sealed until now.

came back loud and clear in my mind The name of the woman who took my heart away.

along with you

"Nam, Nam, Nam, Nam, can you hear me!" Q shook his body and regained his senses.

I woke up from my trance.

"Uh, what's up, Q?" I replied indifferently, like a person whose heart was not in the right place.

How can I be conscious of the person who stole my head and then disappeared and came back?

If it's normal, will it become strange?

“I called you for a long time. What's wrong?" I tried to adjust my face to be as normal as possible.

"Oh, who's wrong? I don't see anyone. Well, I'll go first. I'm very hungry now.

Let's go, Q." Q turned to look at Chan and knew that he was the person who walked out.

Just now wasn't normal.

As soon as we got into the car, silence reigned.

"Sigh, whatever you want to do, hurry up and do it. He has come back. I think he won't come back.

Let me see his face again. Khun Aem is very kind. If it were me, I wouldn't go back.

Come on, let's do it back to him so clearly with him. "Nam," said Q.

along with turning his head to look at me It's true what they said, Em came back.

We have to hurry and do something to make it worth the wait. No, don't do anything to it.

It's becoming clearer.

Time passed slowly and until then, I still didn't have the face to fight with Aem.

It wouldn't be appropriate for a person like me to go back and ask for good love from you.

It's here again, just thinking about it, it suddenly disappears. A person that everyone looks up to

That I'm strong, but who knows how much suffering I've had since that day until today?

that can be strong But then fate doesn't always work out the way you want.

"Help me, please help me, this is terrible, let me go, you bastard, let me go!"

A woman's voice calls for help from the fire escape.

Hey, what happened? I didn't wait and immediately ran to help.

"What are you doing, woman?!" I shouted loudly.

"Oh, it's a woman too. Mama, if you want to be my other wife, I won't tell you."

A large man turned to speak to me and was about to reach out his hand.

Lift my chin slowly.

Phlaeng!

The sound of a bottle hitting a man's head. That person immediately before it reached out.

Come and touch me.

"you! My head, ah!” His pained cry sounded suddenly and in time.

That made him accidentally let go. From that woman I was able to pull

Her arms rushed into the crowd where everyone was having fun.

The music in the pub like tonight is the same. that everyone is just interested in the sound

The song includes my best friend.

"I'm Q, I'm Q. Invite each other to come, but the time is too short. The boring face is like this.

Where has it gone?” I mumbled to myself.

I forgot to think of the person I had dragged along with me so I didn't go in to help.

Before I realized this, I hurriedly went back to investigate that girl.

“Miss, are you okay? Where does it hurt?” I surveyed.

Follow her body around to check if she has any wounds.

Where were you injured?

Suddenly, all the sounds were swallowed up. I must be deaf like Thanon.

I really said that at this time because of the woman in front of me. is a woman who ran away

It's been almost 5 years since I left. I want to ask you a lot about where you've gone.

Don't make amends for doing something bad, I want to do my duty to make it clear to you.

Sometime before I thought about it any more.

Phew ah!

"Hey Em!" I hurriedly picked her up and headed towards the exit door.

immediately but was held back by the arm

"Where's the water going? Then who are you carrying? Why is it faster than me?" Q smiled.

Little smiled big at his friend.

"I'm carrying my wife. Then shut your mouth and I'll take your wife home." I guessed.

I think his face must be telling me he doesn't accept it. Right now I have to worry about my wife first.

I thought about it so I quickly walked away from it and left it standing there with its mouth open.

Stay there like that Well, I never told anyone that I even had a wife.

You might be surprised when I have a wife. I'm sorry, I'll tell you later. I can only think.

in my heart and immediately came out

There are no more cars on the road where cars started. The lights on the street that used to make

I feel lonely now. And from now on it won't be lonely anymore.

No matter what happens from now on, I Will make it better than every past day.

I reached out and grabbed her hand. with a little smile

People will see it.

No matter what woman I never called him wife but the woman who sat.

Stay next to me. No matter how long it's been No matter what, she's a woman.

My only one, Satida

The car drove safely into the big house. I remember the entrance.

This house can never be forgotten.

I hurriedly got out of the car and came in another direction. to scoop her up in his arms

before hurrying up the stairs to her room

With Mother Em's voice stopping her all the way. He said to put Em downstairs.

Can you take care of yourself? I'll take care of it myself. You don't have to go up and send it.

"Mom, Miss Nam, Nam can take care of you." As soon as I said that, she agreed.

Please let me come up.

I carefully laid her down on the bed as gently as possible and took off her dress.

while slowly washing her gently Before cleaning away the tear stains

I myself had promised not to let it flow out of my eyes.

You because of me again before gently putting her in a very cute Minnie-patterned nightgown

It will be cute that she likes to wear it.

I got up and surveyed our room. Yes, this is our dormitory. Still the same

Everything, including the room and the arrangement of various things. I walked back and sat down.

beside her, gently stroking her face But it probably won't be the same.

It's because she has become much more beautiful. And more than that, I love you.

More and more every day

Will you forget me yet? Is there anyone new yet?

"Em, whatever I missed from now on, I definitely won't have to miss it again."

I held your hand all night.

Without realizing that all his actions In the eyes of Em

She hadn't slept, but she had been awake since. Water was already carrying her out of the car.

All night I felt Aem's body temperature rose.

Makes me have to wipe her every hour. It makes me worry.

Always wondering if Em's fever will come up or not? Until you can't sleep, can't sleep.

Aim

"Ugh!" I woke up because the sunlight was shining in my eyes. I slowly

I opened my eyes and saw Nam sitting next to the bed asleep, holding my hand.

I thought about it and there was nothing wrong. Muay had already told me that he would come back to me.

Should I give him a chance? Or will you reject him like he did?

used to do it to me

But before I could think of anything more distracting than this I should take his hand away.

Get out first. Thinking of this, I slowly pulled my hand out.

But he regained consciousness first.

What should I do? What should I talk to him about?

He looked up and gave me a smile that I had never seen before.

seen it before

"Em, how are you? Has your fever gone down yet? Does it hurt anywhere? Can you tell me?"

He asked me while examining my entire body whether it was my arms or not.

according to my body

“Do you hear the water? Do you have a headache?" He leaned down.

With his forehead pressed against mine, what is this?

It's not a novel. Why do I feel so excited? Until then, I still don't want to.

I'll be soft-hearted for him now.

"Uh, I'm much better now. You can go back." I took my hand and pushed him away.

Forbid him from doing this. And it seems like he knows that he shouldn't do this.

"Oh, I'm sorry, I'm just a little worried about you," he said.

along with sending a smile

“Um, I want to rest you first,” I said, hurriedly.

Close your eyes now before I get any more impatient.

"Em, Nam will be here to take care of Em. Just rest. Nam won't go anywhere.

Let Em expel the water, and the water will stay there." He raised his hand and rubbed my head.

Still took the opportunity to kiss my forehead.

"Well, I don't have the strength to resist you." Right now I don't have the strength to protest.

So he chose to let it pass.

"Yes, please rest." He said as he sat back down.

Hold my hand until I fall asleep

Nam

Crack!

The sound of a bowl of porridge being placed on the table along with fever medicine.

Now she fell asleep unconsciously. Cute was the only word that came up.

On the top of my head, why didn't I pay attention to you at that time?

Oh, she moved a little. She slowly opened her eyes and turned her head.

Come look in my direction, I smile.

"Em, you wake up and eat first so you can take your medicine," she said.

The pouty face is cute again.

"Come on, don't be stubborn. Please come eat some water." I slowly held it up.

A bowl of rice porridge sat next to her. Then slowly scoop out the shrimp porridge.

Come up and blow down gently. Then I handed the spoon over to boil and fed it to Em.

"Eat slowly, it's hot." I fed Em one bite at a time.

One word at a time until you said it was enough.

And I gave her some medicine. She seemed a little hesitant but gave in.

Easy to follow I made her sit and rest for a while, waiting to settle.

faucet faucet

There was a knock at the door accompanied by another person's arrival.

"How are you, my child? Is it better or is it worse, child?” Mother turned around.

Look at my face when I say it's worse.

I didn't want it to be like this. At that time, Em misunderstood us. We didn't have anyone else.

I'm not going to say it myself. What should I do to make her understand and stop being angry?

“I'm better now, Mom. Rest a little longer and it will go away.” She answered that question.

and then said that he wanted to take a break Mother Em agreed to release Em.

Rest, but while you're leaving. Mother Em turned and spoke to me.

“The opportunity doesn't come many times. Show me that you'll make it better

If you don't treat it again You won't get that chance again," Mother Em said to me.

before leaving the room

After Mother Em spoke that day, I Take full advantage of Mother Aem's opportunities.

It's not like I'm going to show it to just Mae Em. But I'll make Em see that too.

Everything from now or later The water will be better so that Em won't be sad because of the water again.

Today is another day when I take her shopping. She didn't have any refusals or anything.

But when I ask about our relationship She could only answer with the word friend.

"Em, I think this one is beautiful. It suits Em." I said pointing at the bracelet.

One line, it was really beautiful, with blue ruby ​​seeds glistening in it.

"Yes, sis, let me see the line with the pink ruby," she answered me, pointing.

Another chain, leaving it past the line I suggested.

Em didn't have an expression of hate but made me feel like air. I understand you.

And chose to be like this Until now, they might just be friends.

I think it's worth it.

"Oh, Ms. Emma has come to choose jewelry?" said a tall, dignified-looking man.

Say hello to Em.

"Ah, Mr. Mariu, Em just came to pick out a present for Mom," she said.

replied with a smile You and I have never seen you smile like this.

“Then why didn't you tell me? This is my own shop for me at a later date.

I brought you here.” The young man spoke casually.

"Uh, I'm considerate of you," she said. Why does every word or response

I will always get a smile from you.

And me, where did you put it? Their smiles, their conversations.

Not in my head at all But now I feel like leaving

Here as quickly as possible But I can't, I won't escape. Until Em doesn't want to

keep me right here

When did I arrive in the parking lot? Before I knew it, the two of them were gone.

Together, Em and I chose to go with him and walked up to me like

It looks like I'm going to go with him. So what if this is an action?

that I used to do with Em

I think I understand. about how painful it is with the word "air"

Is it just like this?

I'm still the same Still the same person I still love you as much as before, but

What's different is that I heard Em talking to Muay. that she is getting engaged

I mean Mr. Marie. Isn't it true? Em still loves me, doesn't she?

Why did it become like this? That's my wife, she's mine.

I tried to force her to come back. Like today too, I have an opportunity.

I brought her to eat. The first time after she went out with Mr. Mariu

It's like you're trying to avoid me.

Until the end result, he couldn't stand the annoyance at all.

choose to come with me It's time for me to do something.

I decided to tell her my feelings as much as possible.

Before it's too late

"Em, do you know what I'm doing these days?" I said.

while holding both of her hands

“For you to give me a chance, I know, I know, I was wrong.

But people who are wrong will realize it. You should give him a chance.

"Naeem," I explained the feelings I had inside.

More than every time

You who keep quiet There was not a single response from her.

Not even a moment.

“Can you tell me? That you don't have feelings for me anymore

Then I'll let you go Answer me in one word, Em." I'm still

It's annoying like that. Along with tears that everyone saw

I have to feel sorry for him, but probably not for the person in front of me.

“Water, I have enough of everything. You go back to your place.

Come on, how have you been? Someday you will have to go back.

It's like that, you can't change.”

She responded with words that said she didn't believe in me.

“Em, what about the entire time, almost 2 years, that Nam was working on? No.

In total, it's been almost 7 years since the water was changed.

Don't drink alcohol, don't drive fast, don't be impatient, don't mess up.

Women, Aem may think that water is showing off. But everything in the water

It's true." I answered her immediately.

"I've changed. Changed for the better because of you.

Because, therefore, stay with me. Live so that I can do well with

Can you stay so I can take better care of you? Don't leave me.

Go ahead,” I begged her as best I could.

"That's enough, Khun Nam. I'm troubled.

You are still like this,” said the young man's voice.

Her fiancé walked up with his arm around her waist.

Hold on, how did this man get here?

When I thought of it like that, huh, it was difficult for me to tell you.

So much? Dammit, let him go. He has it.

People who can take care of each other already

I look up With a full breath in his lungs

while looking at the two people in front of them who were hugging each other

I'm late. It's already too late to fix.

I smiled at the two before making my decision. Holding hands of both

along with saying something

“You two are perfect for each other. Take good care of each other." I muttered.

He sobbed and looked at the young man.

"You know, right? I love you so much, so don't do it.

Like me. Don't make it like me. Leave it to me.

With you, Mr. Marie. Let's love each other for a long time." I lost.

I lost so much in the end.

It was me who had to walk out. Because it's not there.

Let me stand.

After that incident, I never saw her again.

I decided that I would devote all my time to

Uncle's export company has more income than before and

This meeting is a meeting to summarize annual income.

of the company, it makes me stressed and overwhelmed.

A lot. Uncle had a lot of hopes for me, so much that I

I don't know if I'm a good manager or not.

Summary of income I made more profit for the company.

Up to 20%, but for me it's still too little.

People who used to look down on me now Started to open up to me more.

Guiding on work more of me

Bang bang! Bang!!

The sound of gunfire rang out along with everyone's screams.

This assassination causing everyone to panic

“Be mindful, everyone right now. Leave this room as quickly as possible.

But let everyone bend down and slowly come out,” I shouted.

Tell everyone who fled to die.

Bang! Agh!

"Nam, I'm here to help. How are you?" Q came in.

The room came ready to support me.

"You bloody bastard, don't worry about it," Q said with

Look at the wound where it shot into the middle of the left side of the chest.

"Em, Em, I'm sorry, Em..." Nam was delirious all over.

The tears right now are probably the person I want to see the most.

If it were him, would we meet?

“Nam, you don't have to say anything. That's enough, queue.

They decided to carry me out so they could take me to the hospital.

"Q, can you promise me something?" before saying anything.

So I let out my last breath.

"Can you please take care of Em for me?" I said.

My eyelids are slowly becoming heavier and heavier.

After that I heard The outcry of the queue at me

Can't understand the meaning And everything slowly faded away

I'm sorry, Em.

Nam probably doesn't take care of Em anymore.

Take good care of yourself instead of water.

Aim

"Em, sweetheart, I've been sitting idle all day." My mother walked.

Enter with a pat on the head

“Uh, why haven't I seen you lately? He's a good son-in-law," Mom said.

ask me

How would you like me to answer that? He's not here, Mom. Everything.

It's over and he's gone. Mom, he's gone because of me. Ugh.

I miss you, Mom. I miss you. I miss you.

But I and I could only answer my mother with a small smile.

as an answer

“Mom, I think my pride is too much.

Even though he wasn't good at the time, he proved it now.

Mom saw it. I can see that he's getting better too, Mom said.

You should give him a chance, child. Let it go like this.

I myself am not happy. He himself was uncomfortable, and no one was comfortable.

Do you see that, child?" Mother came to give me a comforting hug.

Now there are only tears.

“And there's the matter of Mr. Marie. Mom said I shouldn't pull him for this one.

Let's get involved. Even if he agrees to follow my plan

But then what is it like? I'm still suffering." I'm strange.

Why does your mother know?

"How do you know, Mother?" His eyebrows furrowed. with a raised face

Look up at your mother to see more clearly.

"Is there something about me that I don't know about? Well, whatever.

No matter what you decide, I'll always be by your side." Mom reached out her hand.

Wipe away my tears

"Thank you, Mom." I smiled at her again before hugging her.

Mother holds it tighter than before.

It feels good to have you, the love we have for each other. If you're sure it's me~

Can you please wait a bit~

My phone rings. I slowly eased out.

From your mother's embrace before answering the phone

"Hello, Em said." I answered the phone and that was it.

suddenly!

An expensive phone suddenly fell to the ground. At the other end of the line, he finished speaking.

“Em, baby, Em,” my mother called.

"What's wrong, Em?" My mother tried to bring me back to my senses.

"Mom, mom, where is Em?" A new person's voice sounded.

Entered the house hurriedly.

"Mom, what's wrong with Em?" My best friend tried.

Come and support me who keeps crying.

"Muay water, water, water, gulp, huh, water," my mouth said.

I can only say water.

“What happened to your water?” my mother tried to ask me.

"Nam was shot, mother. Now I'm telling you that we should hurry and take Em.

I'd better go get some water first." Muay came to support me.

"Em, are you okay? Let's go see the water one last time."

The two of them came and carried me straight out of the house.

hospital immediately

The sound of crying in the front of the room

ICU

Make the speed

My steps decreased. I don't want to move forward.

Even one step

"Has Em arrived yet? Go inside, the water is waiting."

The sound of the queue coming out met me. His face

full of tear stains

Is my world about to stop turning?

Someone please tell me this is a dream.

I walked into the room and found with one body that has

White cloth covering the entire body The figure I remember well was who it was.

He is about to leave me and never return.

"Ugh, Em won't give me the water. Who told you not to go anywhere far?

Em won't give me water to go back. Hey, how did you come back? Can you hear Em?"

I held onto the water tightly.

"Wake up and come to me, water, water, water, water." I shook my helpless body.

his soul The person who makes it all too late

It's not the water, it's you who makes it. It's really too late.

Too late and there's no turning back.

gulp

gulp

Huh?

Ha!

Huh?

water!

"Em loves water. Did you hear that?"

"Come back to Em, husband."

3 years

The police searched and eventually arrested the gunman.

and also got to know the mastermind of the person who hired her to kill.

That is Mr. Thanon, Nam's cousin because

He wants to own a company and maintain a position.

The position represents water. I never thought they would do this with water.

I looked down at the bracelet with a blue ruby ​​with tears in my eyes.

Be the one for me He gave it to me before he left.

I went, I kissed the bracelet with

Tears of longing Memories that I didn't even know existed

Can you recognize it? The nostalgia that I came to know was love.

I already lost him.

"Thank you. In the past, Em didn't know how to repay you.

Thank you so much for giving everything."

I said, "I've left flowers on the gravesite for 3 years now."

Where he left

Thank you for the love that came through. Thank you for the time we got to know each other.

Without him now, I don't know how I would survive. up there you

Are you fine? I want to eat a lot up there or I'll get fat.

There's no one to take care of you. Do you still miss each other like I did?

I miss you very much, right? Please wait. Soon I will

I believe that we will meet again.

I love you.

Husband

Phew~

The wind gently brushed against my face.

wind of nostalgia

The wind that never returns

I love water too...

The end.

Will this story have a flashback part? Or is it better to end like this?